Okk...so first of all...this is rambling of my mind and there is nothing worth in this post. Still reading for my sake, thanks a lot really.
Okk...so am still in heaven. Our favourite show because of which am here today, our Yeh Hai Mohabbatein completed one year yesterday on 3rd December. It was a big day and we all celebrated it in our own way.
So yesterday morning, the heart, the jaan of this show tweeted about show completing one year. I favourited, retweeted and replied him. (Who wont by the way) I made tweets of yhm completing one year : one with whole star cast whom i follow and another tagging only KP. Now dont ask me why I made seperate for KP. You better know he deserves it. Okk...KP after tweeting for his cast n crew retweeted some of his fans tweets. I was like aww...such a man..reading their tweets. Okk...my tweet was not even favourited. I knew it was ok as I have often tweeted and he has never seen. Moreover, a person like him doesn't have time to read or reply to random people.
But seeing him retweeting in front of me, so many tweets I had that feel in my heart to see mine also in the list one day. To be more precise, I just wanted him to notice my name as his fan just once. He was online continuosly tweeting so I randomly tweeted again I have a huge fancrush on you...blah blah...but again unnoticed.
Had my exams, study time, so gave up the idea and concentrated on books instead. My brother teased me "Karan ko DM krde...please retweet my tweet." Lol. I just replied. "Koi baat nhi. One day he will see and notice my message to him." I said making a face to him and he laughed at me. I just hit him a pillow and resumed my studying. Little did I know at that time that my small wish would be fufilled that night itself only.
Forum was set on fire yesterday. Hotness overloaded, from tweety to aruna di to dochode to pari to pallavi di to priya to priya to rau...ghosh...long list naa. The longer was blush on all our faces right? Okk..I take this opportunity to thank all also for giving the epic memorable first anniversary of yhm. Luv u all.
I enjoyed so much last evening that books were long forgotten. Reading and re reading the gutter minds of writers...infact I quitted writing. As I mentioned to OSJ, I cant match this level, so no os from my side. Some still asked for it and when OSJ asked again yesterday night when I gonna write, I said will try by tomorrow. Then a wonderful post again on the forum by none other than our Nikki di...Hum hain Rahi pyaar ke fir Milenge Chalte chalte. A party in our very famous k mansion. We got darshan of all k members in yesterday episode sans my prem kumar. It was the same point only I was wondering about reading and replying to that post...what a wonderful character Karan patel has created of raman kumar bhalla and shades of raman in the form of k parivar...suddenly i got a notification that Karan patel tweeted something as he is added to my favourites. I opened tweeter to just check and reply it. At that time I favourited his and made a random tweet to him. That tweet was my genuine feelings which I was actually felt at that time after reading that post by nikki di. Karan patel is a universal actor and plays versatile role of raman kumar bhalla in such a wonderful way...we all know it. So here was what I tweeted.
Best portrayal ever of RKB by karan patel. No one could have done it better than you. Luv u for it. Keep rocking.
All these words were genuinely in my mind at that time as he played various shades of Raman in yesterday episode. Unlike my previous tweets since morning like having fancrush on you, doing fab job, yhm best show...blah blah. Obvsly everything is true but that time my only intention was if kP notices. But at this particular time, my sole intention was to praise him for he is entertaining us a lot. After tweeting, I returned to harman pyara adda of OS thon to read one more sizzling g os by pb di.
And what I got in notification came a shock, a surprise, an untold emotion. No, I dont have words for it. I know it is just a tweet and am making it really big issue. But truly speaking, this is first time I did something for an actor as a person. I mean, have seen many shows. He is a good actor, he does good job...aise comments kiye hain. But kp...is truly one actor...one n only one whom I genuinely had a fan crush on. KP is one actor whom I felt like interacting on social media...and only one whom I have interacted with. My best ever actor on Indian Television. I just love karan patel. Just love love love him. And kp tring my tweet is a special moment for me. Bcoz for the first time yesterday night, he atleast came to know that he has a fan named Ankita Sidana. Ghosh...m epic epic epic happy.
The moment I got that notification, I woke up my brother who was sleeping. "Karan patel ne mera tweet retweet kar diya." I told him shaking him out of slumber...lol. But what Can I do? For some moments I couldn't believe actually. It was only after I saw so many favourites and retweets of my tweet just bcoz kp rted it that i actually realized he did. Ghosh...I opened the list and kept that page where name kp was written in front of me for 10 long minutes just to confirm myself it is true. Feeling goosebumps all over my body, I breath so hard...I just cant explain the emotions what I was feeling. Reality sank in and I came back to world and then first thing was to tell on IF that kp rtd me.
M epic epic happy right now. My favourite show on Indian television till date. I have never been this crazy ever in my life time earlier. My g mind actually got activated and I ended up started writing a g os that very instant. Just for my darling kp. Aww...luv u loads kp.
P.S. The first news I got about this show more than a year back was about Ekta ropping Divyanka Tripathi n Cezzane Khan. Dt i knew was dulhan actress though I never watched that show. And cezzana..I think anurag and prerna is first telly couple for most of us. Right? So..i found it exciting. Little did I know at that time this show gonna change the course of my life and become part of daily routine. Then came the news of some karan patel being signed. Believe me, he was some karan patel only for me at that me. Had not even an iota of idea who he was, what he has done show, reality show...even no idea if he was a newcomer on tv or some oldie.
But as I grew to love Raman and then Karan, I would love to say that he is the best actor for me. I really never had such fan crush on anyone and no idea if will have more on someone ever in future. I dont think so. And that is the reason of my happiness. My love..my crush Karan patel.
If you seriously read this faltu post of mine till the end, then luv u. If you didnt still love you. I just wanted to say so much of it. It all came out. Epic vala happy.
P.S. Srry to all. I cant reply. Have my exams from Monday. Gonna logout tonight. And will login not before 21st december. Will miss IF...will miss lots of people here. Will be back with a bang.
And yess keep pming with your works please...would love to read. Replies will be late but there will be for sure.
Thnks 4 reading this.
Luv you all.
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