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I am silent reader in this forum... Just wrote something about ishra and decided to post it... I want ishita to know what she is doing is not right... Only blaming raman is not right..
The story starts after all the tamasha over in Romi's life...
Its been a week since Raman tried to misbehave with Ishita... but both behaved normal in front of
the other family members.but inside the room they behaved like a strangers...
Raman went to office early without breakfast and come home late at night after finishing his dinner... Claiming he is having too much of work ..
He is guilty for behaving in that way... he feels that whatever Ishita has done to him is not good but it doesn't mean she deserves that kind of treatment... he is a man who respects women and no way in hell he is going to misbehave with one even if it is his own wife... So,he decides to apologise for his behaviour on that party night...
On the other side of the city Ishita is really angry at Raman for behaving like that she decides to stay away from him but little worried about the family and Ruhi's reaction... but he made it easier for her as he never comes and goes out when she is awake..She saw him only once in the past week when she went for an emergency during midnight...
this time around ishita was really angry that her mind stopped to think beyond her hurt...
Raman came home early all the family members were sitting in the hall after dinner and Ishita is also sitting with them...
Mrs.Bhalla: oye..Raman Puttar tu aagai itni jaldi...
Raman: Haan ma .. aaj kaam khatam hogai..
Mrs.Bhalla:tk... aao aakar baitho... turning to Ishita who is looking intently at her mobile than anywhere else and said ishita, raman ko dinner serve kar..
Raman intervened them and said nahi maa maine dinner karliya...
Mrs.Bhalla looked at him doubtfully and nodded...
Raman : Maa main bahot thak juki hoon isiliye sone jaaraha hoon... and wished everyone good night and went inside...
After half an hour Ishita came inside the room and surprised to see Raman working in his Laptop
but without a second glance she went to sleep in the couch...
Raman looked at her and got up from the bed and called her..
R: Ishita...
Ishita was surprised was an understatement she was shocked she never thought he ll come and talk with her...
Ishita turned towards him but didnt open her mouth...
R: Ishita .. I am sorry for that day... I was drunkl.. I was angry ... so... he left it half way...
Ishita's anger grew no bounds... getting up from the bed she said
I: tum jaanthi ho raman tum sorry kyun bol rahi ho... tum jaanthi ho tum uss raath kya karne wali the...
R: Main kuch nahi karne waali the... i was drunk i didnt know what i was saying and doing...
he was brutally cut off by Ishita...
I : kuch nahi karne wali the.. he na Raman agar maine tumhe push nahi kiya tho tum mere zindagi
barbaad kiya hota...
Raman was hurt by the accusation... but controlled his anger and said "thank you ishita ,tum mujpar itna bharosa rakne keliye... agar uss din tum mujhe push nahi kiya hota bhi na tab bhi
main kuch nahi karne wali the.. anyway i am sorry again..." nd went out of the room...
Ishita was confused about his apology and thought for some time... and she decided to call someone to clear her mind... And she called Mani...
Mani picked up the phone in the fourth ring and asked Ishita tum tk na .. tum iss waqt call kiya hei...
Ishita smiled at his concern and said haan mani main teek hoon..bus neend nahi aaya isiliye call kiya...
then the two friends started talking about anything and everything...
but ishita didn't see someone looking at her from the doorway...
Raman went to Ruhi's room and decided to sleep there... but when he lied down he realised he doesn't ve a mobile with him... and decided to take it from the room and saw the whole interation...
He silently went away...
Next morning Ishita got and looked at the bed,it was empty . it didn't surprise her what surprised
her was that the bed neat and tidy like no one slept in it...
She looked at her mobile,she doesn't know when she slept while talking with mani...
When she looked around the room she felt some kind of gnawing feeling in the deep of the heart... but left it as it is getting late for Ruhi...
She got up and went to Ruhi's room to see Ruhi sitting in the centre with a cute pout...
Arrey Ru ... tu ka utt gayi... asked Ishita taking ruhi in her arms...
Ishima Ruhi papa se bahot naraz hei... said ruhi..
ab kya hua asked Ishita... Thinking what raman has done to her daughter in the early morning to
upset her mood...
Aaj subha papa ne kaha woh mumbai jaa raha hein... lekin papa kaise jaa sakte hein... Ruhi papa ke bina kaise rahengi... ruhi complained to ishita...
Ishita turned numb...her mind was repeating Raman... mumbai...
Ishima... Ishima... Ruhi's call brought her back...
Remaining work Ishita did mehanically...
AT WORK
Ishita had back to bak appointments in the morning... In the afternoon she was free and she had time to think about yesterday night conversation...
Raman was not angry at any point of time during the conversation...
he was genuinely sorry... she noted...
but something was a miss ... she wondered what...
His eyes... Yes his eyes it was not sad, not angry, nothing...
Yes his eyes had nothing... as if he has come to some point of conlusion...
what is it...
He asked sorry didn't he then why did he leave today morning... is it beause i spoke angirily...
just because he asked sorry it doesn't mean i should go and talk to him immediatly hain na... she consoled herself...
numerous questions surrounded her mind like why he was angry at the first place,why he behaved like that,why he went... why he spoke rudely to her...
there are so many why ?? but she doesn't ve a any answers... She decided to wait for Raman to come in few days and then talk with him...
Its been 15 days since Raman went to Mumbai... But no sign of Raman in Ishita's life... Yes only in her life... because Raman speaks to everyone in the house,speaks to Ruhi daily in the morning and in the evening... Even sends gift to ruhi ,shravu and even muthu...
He totally avoided her ... as if he knows when she is going to clinic... Because not even once in these fifteen days Ishita was there when he calls...
Ishita started missing him badly... His taunts,his looks ,his care everything... Now thinking about it ,it feels like as if those moments happened so long ago... but its been just 1 month...
Ishita thinking seriouly about what went wrong in her life... and decided to solve it before its too late... or is too late now...
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