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Divya

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Posted: 10 years ago

Hey guys i'm Divya ..i'm not so good in writing but today was a boring day ..i was free so the story got into my mind and couldn't help not posting it..I'm not so good in writing hindi so sorry for the mistakes..! Hope u guys like it..Enjoys reading!Criticism is most welcome😳

~Love will find a way~

Part 1~

*Glass Break*

Ishita run to his bedroom only to find Raman fuming with anger and just throwing all things in anger..! Raman was pacing restlessly around his room and he was murmuring to himself strange words which couldn't get understood by Ishita! Ishita gave him a perplexed look and decide to confront him!

Ishita: Raman ye glass kyun todra apne??..and why the hell you leave the party..aapko pata hai kitna bura dikh raha tha ..Thank god Mani ne sab kuch ache se handle kar diya warna aapne to sab ka mood gharab karne ke liye koi chance hi nahi chodra tha!

*Raman thinks yaha bhi Mani Mani Mani ..ye Mani sach mein meri life ka shani ban gaya hai..mera peecha hi nahi chod raha hai yaar god please help karo warna sach mein main uska khoon kar dunga!!!*

Raman:*mockingly*Oh really ...itni buraa tha kya ?...aur really tumhein god ko thanks kehna chahe jo specially tumhare us duffer Mani ko bheja jo tumhein har problem se bachata hai..!.aur haan ek aur baat ye mera ghar hai main wohi karunga jo mujhe acha lage aur mera mann tha ki main us glass ko tod doon ab kya yeh bhi tumse puch ke karo!

*Ishita stares at him unbelievable ..he left the party in full anger ...throwing his glass and when her family try to stop him he just brushes them away and leave from there yet he is so not regreting for his shameful embarassing behaviour..*

Ishita: Aap aise gusse mein kyun ho..gusse mein to mujhe hona chahiye tha..aap to kamaal karte hai Mr Raman Kumar Bhalla ! You're so unpredictable!

Raman: oh please bas karo!! ab kya mein gussa bhi tumhari permission mang ke karoo... mujhe akela chod do ..please mujhe shanti chahiye shanti!!!Tum jao apne us Mani ke saath ...jao na mera dimag mat khao!

*Ishita couldn't believe that she is so stupid not to get it...obviously it's so clear Ravan Kumar was burning with jealousy...She thought to irritate him and have some more fun*

Ishita:*hides her giggles*sternly say :agar aapko Shanti itna pasand hai aur apko wo chahiye to Shanti ko lana chahiye aapki life mein..main zaroor apki help karungi ...Biwi ho apki itna to kar hi sakti hoon.. ..dekho kya halat hogaya hai apka Shanti ke bina! She giggles..

Raman:Please Jhansi ki Rani..please aaj nahi warna mein kuch aise kar donga aur real ka Ravan Kumar ban jaaoga..

*Ishita stares at him and say aap to abhi bhi real Ravan Kumar hi lag raheho!Raman ignores her ..*

Ishita:waise aaj party fun tha na !

Raman: usmein kya fun tha...boring party thi !!

Ishita:mujhe to fun laga ..sab kuch perfect tha..Mani is always like this perfect planner he knows everything how to make everyone happy how to make someone get impressed and specially how to make me happy...

Raman cut it furiously and say agar tumhein itna hi perfect lagta hai to use hi shaadi karna chahiye tha kam se kam main to baach jaata...

*Ishita thought :awww he looks so cute when he get angry ..kya sach mein Ravan Kumar mere liye insecure feel kar rahe hai...jo bhi hai .mein bahut khush hoon*

*Raman thought :Ise itni bhi sharam nahi hai ki main uska pati hoon aur wo mere hi samne kisse aur ke khayaloon mein hai*

Raman:arey ho Jhansi ki rani..aise kyun dekh rahi ho..main Mani nahi hoon so tum jaao uske pass...

Ishita:aap aisa kyun bol rahe ho ..aisa kya kar diya maine ki aap itne gussa mein ho...kise aur ka gussa mujh par uthana aapki addat ban chuki hai...

*Ishita get up and try to walk away..Raman grabs her and pin her to the wall...*

Raman get close to her and whisper in her ear with an scarcastic tone " tumne itna sab kuch kar diya aur tumhein abhi bhi nahi pata ki tumne kya kiya ...wow Ishita ..you amaze me.." he stares at her..

*Ishita moans in pain and struggles to get free from his clutches but he hold her tightly...she continues to struggles and shout but stopped when she witness pain in his eye...she felt weak ...all she was trying to do was to make him jealous to keep it at a fun level but now she realise that the matter is much more serious...it hurt her seeing him torturing himself..she was brought back from her reverie by his talks*

Raman:..kya tumhein sach mein realise nahi huwa... ki tumne kya kiya...Ishita...ye sab aaj ki nahi balki weeks si horaha hai..

*Ishita couldn't say anything she just listen and stares at him...*

Raman : jaana chanti ho ..kya kiya tumne..aaj mein bataoga tum suna chanti ho ya nahi i don't care...

*He was confused ..he was lost ..he didn't know what he was saying or doing*

*Raman's mind wander at the scene in the party because of which he left in anger...the way Mani held her close and dance with her ...how could any husband stand and watch tht scene ..and she was asking him why he left ...Unbelievable it was to him to even thought of witnessing all that scenes*

and he starts ..Mrs Ishita Raman Kumar Bhalla...ye sab tab shuru huwa jab Mani mere life mein enter kiya...no..i guess its better to say jab mani humare life mein enter kiya...tab se tum har waqt sirf Mani hi karti rehti ho...aur haan obviously aise hi karoongi ..Main Ravan Kumar hoon..mujh mein feeling naam ki cheez hi nahi hai...anyways ye sab rehne dete hai...!!

*Ishita helplessly stares at him..not knowing how to ease his pains*

U remember 2 weeks ago, *Ishita gave him a perplexed look*..he continues..us din maine apne biwi ke liye suprise plan kiya tha...tum humesha complaint karti thi aur us din pata nahi kyun maine tumhare liye kuch plan kiya tha ..but what the use...tumne toh mera hi masak banake raakh diya aapne us Mani ke samne...!

Ishita *shockly say*:Matlab aapne wo suprise sach mein plan kiya tha...?

Raman nodded hurtfully and say kya fark parta hai Ishita main to tumhari care hi nahi karta hoon na...

~~Flashback~~

*Raman thought aaj Jhansi ki rani ko suprise karta hoon khush hojayigi! He book a table and plan to have dinner with Ishita *

Raman call Ishita at lunch :

Raman:Ishita aaj main tumhe clinic se pick up karoga..wait for me..

Ishita:par kyun its ok main akele aajaogi..

Raman:Kyun tumhein koi problem hai agar tumhare husband tumhein pick up karega..???

Ishita:nahi par reason ka hai?

Raman:Kuch nahi madrasan ..ek suprise dena tha tumhein...ise agar kuch aur nahi keh sakta..please don't ruin it yaar ..tum sirf mera wait karna!

*Ishita blushed thinking of what just happen ..Ravan Kumar is planning a surpise for her..she was excited*

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*It was evening..Raman reached clinic only to find Ishita hugging Mani ...he was boiling with anger but thought to control himself for the sake of Ishita as he really wanted to make her happy*

Mani: Hey hi Raman ,kaise ho?

Raman: Hi..theek ho tum kaise ho..aur yaha kaise?

Ishita: Mujhse milne aaya tha ..apko pata hai humein aaj ghaante baat ki aur kitne saare past memories fresh hogayi..Thanks Mani .it was fun!

*Raman was jealous hurt but happy too to see ishita happy but hurt because she wasn't happy because of him but he choose to let it go*

Raman:Ishita hum chale ..

Ishita:okk

Mani:Ishu..tum bhool kaise sakti ho...maine tumse ye expect nahi kiya..abhi to bataya tha na..aur tumne kaha bhi ki tum Raman ki permission maangogi!

Ishita:haan ..sorry wo bhool gayi thi...

Mani:it's ok tum log baat karo mein ek phone call attend karke ata ho..

Raman: kis cheez ki permission Ishita..?

Ishita hesitately ..:wo aaj ki date Mani aur main mile the and it's our friendship aniversary date..so jab bhi hum saath the hum celebrate karte the ..phir wo Turkey chala gaya aur maine socha ki ab wo bhool gaya but u know what Mani sach mein nahi badla ..he is the same ..and mujhe uske saath dinner par jaana hai...pleasee..mujhe pata hai apne ek suprise plan kiya... aur acha huwa aap bhi aaye ho ..please aap bhi mere saath chalo...please mera guilt bhi kam hojayega..

*Raman looked at her and felt like someone stab him in his heart..not only his plan ruined but his wife is going to be with someone else and is pleading him too to come with him to witness it...*

Raman try to cover up his hurt feeling..he laugh and say : hey jhansi ki rani its ok ...yaha par bhi tumne ek choti si baat kehne mein itna badha lecture dediya ...kya Ravan Kumar suprise de sakta hai...i was just pulling your legs koi suprise nahi tha ...wo...actually Papa ne kaha ki tumhein pick up karke aao...so i thought let's have some fun aur ye sab plan kiya tumhein tang karne ke liye..!

Ishita was confused but then hit him playfully and say :aap bhi na mujhe kitna bura laga apko to kuch fark hi nahi parta and she walks away saying that she will return soon...

~~Flashback ends~~

Edited by Looshika - 10 years ago

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Part 2~

Raman :..wait abhi aur bhi hai...jab tum coffee shop pe uske saath coffee date par thi..main waha tha..

Ishita angrily :main date par nahi gayi thi..aur aap mere jassosi kar rahi thi...

Raman:mujhe aur bhi kaam hai tumhari jassosi karne ke alawa..Ruhi ko tumhare saath ice cream khane tha...tumhare phone off tha..clinic mein sarika ne bataaya ki tum Mani ke saath coffee pe gayi ho...so maine socha ki tumhein waha si pick up karke phir ruhi ko pick up karke ice cream par lejaaoga..par you were having fun ...forgetting about ur family!

Aur waha tumne jo kuch bhi baat kiya wo maine sun leya tha...

~~Flashback~~

*Raman saw both of them giggling he was nobody there ...he was going to call ishita..when he saw both of them in a serious talk...so he thought not to disturb them and try to leave but his heart stopped him ..yes it was a bad manner to sneak and listen to other's talk but he brushes away tht thought by mentally saying that i have that right its about my wife ..so he took the nearby table just to be able to hear their talk*

Mani:Kya tum Raman se pyaar karti ho?

Ishita:.*ishita got panick and confused too and was trying to change the topic*

Ye kaisa question hai...?..tum bhi na..kuch bhi..ye batao tumhe koi ladki kyun nahi mili abhi tak..

Mani:Ishu that's not my answer...batao na...tum mujhse kuch bhi hide nahi kar sakti tumhein wo to pata hai na...

Ishita:Mani pata nahi to be true...mujhe khud bhi nahi pata...Raman ek bahut hi acha insaan hai Mani...wo kabhi bhi apne family ko hurt nahi kar sakta...wo apne family se bahut pyaar karte hai...wo sabka care karte hai...mera bhi karte hai...par pata nahi

Mani:toh kya tumne uske liye kabhi bhi kuch bhi feel nahi kiya...?

Ishita:nah..aisi koi baat nahi hai..hum lagte hai but we care for each other kabhi kabhi kuch kuch hota hai...jiska meaning mujhe khud bhi nahi pata ...hum normal pati patni ki tarah nahi jitey..it's just that hum ek doosre ki care karte hai aur ek doosre ko hurt nahi karne chahtey...pata nahi ...kaise explain karu...

Mani:Kya wo tumse pyaar karta hai?

Ishita awkwardly say..: pata nahi Mani...matlab kuch bhi..just let it go...

Mani:arey Ishu tumhe kuch toh pata hona chahiye na...now don't tell me ki tumhe kabhi kisse si pyaar nahi kiya and it's ur first time and first love...

Ishita:Subbu and me ..was like simple..he proposed me and i said yes..Raman ka kuch samajh hi nahi aata...his actions say something but words say something else...kabhi kabhi aise lagta hai ki abhi bhi apne past se nahi move on kar paaye..

Mani:Past u means Shagun? his ex wife jiske baare mein tum us din baat karrahi thi..?

Ishita: haan wohi...aur use haaq bhi hai main Raman ko nahi bol sakti that he is not allowed to care or feel anything for Shagun ..as wo uske bache ki maa hai...aur maine toh Raman se sirf Ruhi ke liye shadi ki thi..so ya it's all ok..!Ishita was nearly on a verge to cry..but Mani change the topic

Mani:Ishu ..now don't be sad..hota hai..sorry maine kuch zyada hi puch liya...

Ishita:no Mani ..its ok..tum mere best friend ho..tum mere bare mein sab kuch jante ho mere pasand napasand sab kuch so kam se kam mein tumse toh mein apni feeling share karsakti hoon na..

*Both smiles and hug each other leaving from there without seeing a completely furious and at the same time shattered Raman!*

~~Flashback ends~~

*Ishita looked at him with a shock expression..she was unable to say anything ...so much happened and she had no idea about anything...*

Raman:uske baad bhi hai...tumhare din shru hota hai us Mani ke saath and jab tum uske saath na bhi ho tab bhi tumhare har baat mein wo hi hai...aur tum puch rahi ho tumne kya kiya...really Ishita...but it's not ur fault...galati toh meri hai...sab kuch maine hi galat kiya...he paused staring at her ..he looked at her on a verge to cry ...he seems to be broken..he was having difficult to say each and every words he was breathing heavily...

Ishita :please aap please shaant hojaye..apki tabiyat kharad hojayigi..please

*Ishita almost beg him to calm down but no effect Raman shout even more pinning her to the wall with much force which cause her to moan in pain..seeing her scared and cry make him more hurt...and he let her free...he move away from her and just break down ..he sat on the floor and cry..Ishita couldn't understand what to do...she tries hard to calm him down but no use...!*

*After sometime ..*

Raman say hurtfully:Meri biwi ko kya pasand hai kya nahi wo use pata hai ..but that not the issue mujhe sab mein pata nahi hoga kyunki maine kabhi bhi tumhare pati bane mein interest hi nahi dikhaya...wo tumhe saalon se janta hai aur mein sirf kuch months se...main tumhe humesha ye ehsaas dilane ki koshish karta hoon ki main apne past se Shagun se kab ka move on kar chuka ho...shayad tum bhool chuki ..par tumne Shagun ko mere ghar mein ..mere bedroom mein ..mere bed par layi thi...

Ishita cut him and say humare ghar mein..humare bedroom mein ...humhare bed par..and she guiltly look down not being able to meet his gaze...

Raman laugh sarcastically and say ..wow u remember that wo ghar bedroom bed ..humare the?..aur phir bhi us aurat ko waapis layi...

Ishita:Raman us waqt mere paas aur koi bhi option nahi tha

Raman:Options tha don't argue on that to me...tum use kahi aur bhi raakh sakti thi lekin nahi...tumhe use humare bed pe lakar raakh diya...aur tum apne so called best friend ko yeh kehti ho ki tumhe ye lagta hi ki main abhi Shagun ke liye kuch feel karta hoon...

Ishita:no..Raman ..maine sirf ye kehne ki koshish ki ki shayad ap abhi bhi Shagun ke liye care karte ho..

*Raman move closer to her and make her look into his eye and ask kya tumhein sach mein aise lagta hai...Ishita confusely looked at him...not knowing what to answer...*

Raman: Ishita u don't trust me ...tum mujhe nahi samajhti...aur kabhi bhi nahi samajhogi..

*Ishita had enough and she had to answer this ...why the hell he say i dont understand him ..how dare him..i had always support him in whatever he does and yet this is the result*

*Ishita push him angrily...she hits him and remove her frustration...he was confused and just let her hit him...*

Ishita:aap ye kaise keh sakte hai ki main apko trust nahi karti ...kaise...aapne humesha ye expect kiya ki main apko samjho kya apne mujhe samjhne ki koshish ki?Aap ki har baat maani...Aapko yahan tak apni Ruhi ko bhi Shagun ke saath picnic par bheja ..kyun?..kyunki trust karti hoon aap par...jab mein apne best friend ke saath baat kiya ...uske saath rahi tab kya huwa aapka us trust ka mujhe par..itna hi trust karte hai aap?

Raman:Trust karta hoon isiliye itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi maine kuch nahi kaha..

Ishita: toh ab kya huwa??

Raman grabs her and say:toh tumhein kya laga ki uske saath close dance karoongi ...aur main react na karoo...itni acha insaan nahi hoon...bura hoon Ravan hoon aur aisa hi rehonga...!!

Ishita:Aap sirf hurt karne chahte ho...

Raman paused looked at her with an intense look came close to her and then aggressively say:Ishita tum sirf meri ho..Biwi ho meri aur mere alawa tum par kissa ka bhi haaq nahi...ye baat tum jitna jaldi samajhogi utna acha hoga..

*Ishita had mixed feeling she was happy that he assert his right on her and claimed on her but the way he didn't trust her hurt her...*

Raman leave her and was walking away but he stopped hearing her talks..

Ishita: aap kabhi nahi sudhooge...apke saath rehna mushkil hi nahi naamukin hai...shagun ne theek hi kiya apko....*Ishita stopped ..realising what she was about to say...*

Raman: Sach kaha tumne main tumhare laayak hi nahi...tumhein Mani jaise ya phir wohi milna chahiye tha..I'm not worth for you Ishita ..Shagun neacha kiya mujhe chod ke...tumhein chod ke chali jaao...kyun tum abhi tak meri life mein ho..kyun tum mere torture ko chup chap sehti ho..kyun...?..Answer me damn it...why...?

*He turns to her and he was demanding for an answer..Ishita was about to blurt out that she loves him and can't see him get hurt or with anyone but she just stops..she had fear of being rejected or of making fun of...*

Ishita coldly said :Kyunki aap Ruhi ke papa ho...aur ye shaadi maine sirf Ruhi ke liye kiya tha...shayad aap ye bhool gaye lekin mein nahi bhuli...

Raman:Ruhi ke papa...sirf yehi hoon tumhare life mein aur kuch bhi means nahi karta..??...Pati bhi nahi hoon?

Ishita with a cold attitude...:Shaadi humne sirf ruhi ke liye ki thi it was mere a compromise...wasn't it that itself?

*Raman looked at her without answering her and walk away ...she breaks down and just cry for hours..*

Ishita then wakes up realising that she spent the whole night crying on the floor...she was feeling guilty ..what she said she don't means it and she knows she has hurt Raman alot..and she doesn't know how to face him.Raman was no where seen she left home in anger last night and has not yet reached home...Ishita was getting worried and was calling him but he didn't pick u his calls ..after sometimes he jst texted her informing her that he is in office and no need to worry for him..It was a cold harsh reply but for Ishita it was like a relief!

Edited by Looshika - 10 years ago

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Divya

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Posted: 10 years ago

Part 3~

Day passed on slow for both...at evening ..Raman skipped dinner ..Ishita thought to apologise and convince him to have dinner..she saw him sleeping on the couch..she went close...but he ignores her!

Ishita:Raman look please..aap mere gusse khane par nahi utharo please..let's go and have dinner

Raman:Ruhi ne khanna khaya?

Ishita:haan usne khaya..par aap topic change mat kijiye ..please chalo khana khaate hai...

Raman:Tumne mujhse sirf Ruhi ke liye shaadi ki thi...toh tum sirf uska khayal rakho mere life mein interfere mat karo ..mein tumhare life mein sirf ruhi ke papa hoon so maintain that relation itself...maine socha tha 7 months mein itna understanding toh hai hum dono ke beech ki tum ye to mang sakti ki main tumhare pati hoon lekin main galat tha...

Ishita feels guilty and was on a verge to cry ..but she managed to say Raman please i'm sorry i didnt mean it please let it go...chalo na dinner karte hai...!

Raman:Enough Ishita..ye sab jaise horahai wo tum chahti thi...so ab se tum mujh se sirf Ruhi ke bare mein baat karsakti ho!

*Ishita disappointedly left from there and she cry and sleeps blaming herself..!*

Days passed ..Raman leave house early and came late he hardly eat anything from house ...Ishita was feeling guilty ..there was hardly any communication between them all was changed...Ishita was purposely avoiding Mani..it was enough for Mani..he thought to meet her at home and suprise her...he came for dinner...Ishita was lost in the thought of Raman...Mani was having fun discussion with Mihika.. Mr Bhalla ..Romi and whole family..!It turns to be late night Raman enter the house and saw Mani ..he say hi and then move inside his bedroom with an excuse of being sick...!He turns like a stone..Ishita was expecting him to react with Mani being here but i just failed!Ishita excuse herself and move inside with a determination to sort eveything today as it was enough for her!She enters the room and wait for him to come out from the bathroom ..she was pacing around the room nervously!

After sometime she found him walking past her and going on the couch to sleep fully ignoring her...She was staring at him ..she was admiring him..his face seems to be pale and suddenly Raman just looked at her..Ishita thought he is damn good to hide his feeling but his eye say everything no matter how much u avoid me ..i know you care for me and today i'll solve everything at any cost.

Raman:What's wrong?tumhein kuch kehna hai..?

Ishita:haan..

Raman:Ruhi ke bare mein??

Ishita:Nahi...agar Ruhi ke bare mein na ho toh?

*Raman could just stared at her the way she innoncently questioned this!Her talks were enough to melt him...But he mentally scolds himself and get back right on track!*

Raman:Maine tumse kaha na ...ruhi ke alawa humare life mein koi topic nahi hai jo hum dono ko link kar sakta hai..

Ishita: mujhe pata hai aap mujhse baat nahi kar rahiho...so its cool main toh aapse baat kar sakti hoon maine toh kabhi nahi kaha ki main aapse baat nahi karoogi nahin koi promise kiya tha as far as i remember...

Raman:.Ishita.. look main theek chuka hoon please don't trouble me...so goodnight!

Ishita determinely say to herself :C'mon Ishita you can do it!..toh kya huwa agar ye Ravan Kumar hai..tum bhi toh Jhansi ki Rani ho..daar mat!

She go near the couch and pull Raman to get his attention and make him see him...Raman angrily push her away from him but unknowingly Ishita fell on him..both stare at each other..There was no anger no complaint nothing there was just love between both of them!Both wanted to just stayed like that forever!Raman thought how nice it would have being if Ishita took him more than just being Ruhi's father!Ishita thought that how nice it would have being if Raman could have forget all that she said and forgives him!Between all that Ishita feel him hot and realised that he has fever...she move out of his arm and search for a thermometer!Raman was confused just seeing her searching for something!

Ishita:Raman aapko bukhar huwa hai..mujhe aapka temperature check karna hai...

*Raman sees her ...yes he knows that he was sick from morning itself and he didn't want her to know about it nor to worry about him ..he has just ask from her never give her anything..why he was avoiding her is because ..he wants to set her free and let her to happy even if its with Mani ..he had enough of being selfish and baised towards her now he wants her to be happy and live life the way she wants without being attached to the responsible of being his wife as she herself had say that she is just married to him for Ruhi's sake!Somewhere he knows that whatever she said was in anger and she don't mean it but ..he wanted her to leave him because he is not worthful enough for her!*

Raman say coldly: Mujhe bukhar huwa hai Ruhi ko nahi tumhara kaam hi Ruhi ka dyaan rakna..mera nahi..so please jaao yahan se..

Ishita angrily :Raman stop it..bacho jaise behave mat karo its serious ..yeh sab masak nahi hai...aapki tabiyat theek nahi hai ..so bas kijiye!

Raman:toh kya huwa mar nahi raha hoon...apna dyaan rak sakta hoon..then he starts to cough!

Ishita:dyaan kaise raakh reheho dekh raha hoon main..please aap zid mat kijiye..

Raman:tum kyun mere liye pareshan ho ...kyun ..stop it its not needed..

Ishita angrily:it is needed because I'm ur...

*Ishita was cut by knock on the door and it was Mani..*

Mani: Ishu kahan ho yaar ..mujhe jaana hai see of nahi karoogi...?

Ishita :Mani ..main busy hoon apne pati ke saath please you carry on ..hum baad mein milte hai Romi tumhe see off kar deka!

*Raman was shocked at Ishita's bold answer ..His jhansi ki rani was back on track ...he didn't know how to react on this but was somehow happy with her answer *

Mani awkwardly:say sorry for disturbance Ishu ...u carry on hum baad mein milte hai thanks and bye!

Ishita:Ok bye!

Raman starts cough more which grab Ishita's attention ..she checks his temperature..his temperature was high indeed ..she fears that it might get worse..meanwhile Raman was staring at her ..she was worry ..she cares for him ..but again Raman avoid her and tell her to go away as he means nothing to her...

Ishita just blurt it out angrily that :Mujhe haaq hai Raman Patni hoon main aapki aap mere Pati hoon...apko hurt hote nahi dikh sakti ..aap mere life mein sabse important ho...she was crying ..Raman held her and questioned her tumne us waqt ye kyun nahi kaha tha

Ishita say :us waqt main confused thi pata nahi kyun maine wo sab keh diya... i'm sorry..i was scared to lose you...phir jab aap mujhe ignore karne lage ..tab realise hua ki main aapke bina nahi rah sakti...*she held her ear in a sweet gesture to ask sorry*

Raman :Ishita i'm sorry for all that harsh words ignorant attitude ...but u deserve someone better than me Ishita i'm not worth for u i have just ask u to sacrifice and adjust for me..and i have just hurt u ...u were right this marriage is mere a compromise and i want u not to get stucked with it..!

Ishita:Raman stop it ..jo apne mujhe diya wo koi bhi nahi de sakta...mujh Ruhi mili ...main ek maa bangayi ...main jo maa bane ka sapna bhi nahi dekh sakti..aapne bina puche mere saath diya ..mera care kiya ..mujhe har bure situation si bachaya..mujhe aur kuch nahi chahe ..sirf apka saath chahiye!Kya aap mujhe apna saath de sakte hai?

Raman:soch lo Ravan Kumar hoon main aur main tumhare liye toh kya kisse ki liye bhi badalne wala nahi hoon!

Ishita:Jhansi ki Rani ko sirf Ravan Kumar hi chahiye!

Raman:pakka?

Ishita:haan

Raman:Ishita..I want to spent the rest of my life with you ...I can't see with anyone else ..It really do hurt ...the thought of losing you is like hell...i can't lose you...my day starts with you and end with you..before you was just Ruhi Ishima but unknowingly don't know how n when u became mine ..my wife ..my love..part of my life..i can't imagine my life without you...Kya tum mera saath doongi?Will u support me to built up a family of ours with ur presence ur care ur love ...? Will u be mine Forever?

*Ishita with tears in her eyes ..her mind wanders in past..!*

"You are not worth it ...Ishita ..I'm sorry i have to move on ...You can never make a family..."

But Subbu what about our dreams ..our love ..was it all so weak ?

My dream was to create a family which you are uncapable of now..so sorry.."

Raman coughs and that brought Ishita out of her thoughts...

Raman: Ishita main jaanta hoon mujhe accept karna mushkil hai,,,main bura ho..lekin tumse sach mein pyaar karta hoon...

Ishita:Raman ..apko kya laga main maane kar doogi...

Raman:tum soch rahi thi sure nahi hoon ..its ok ishita u can take ur time sochke bata doon...

Ishita:Raman ..aapko pata hai mein Subbu ke baat soch rahi thi..usne mujhe ye bataaya ki main kabhi bhi ek family create nahi kar paaungi.mein humesha se rejected hoon..lekin aaj aapne uss baat ko bhi galat prove kar liya!thank you..Main aapki biwi hoon ...har jaanam mein main aapke saath rahoogi...*Promise*

Raman:Tum perfect ho Ishita ...Tumne reject karne ki aukaat us Subbu mein nahi hai...wo tumhari laayak nahi tha ..tum mere liye bane ho..Sirf mere liye!

Ishita:*With tears*:Raman main aapse bahut pyaar karti hoon aur humesha karti rahoongi..I love you Raman..!

Raman:I love you Ishita...

Ishita hugs him while crying she got love today ...love that she yearns for...she can't thank god enough for giving her Raman...she broke the hug seeing him coughing continueously..and he was getting paler and weaker..she managed to get him in the bed and she gave him medecine..she got up to leave from there to freshen up but Raman grabs her hand and murmured Ishita I need you..please don't leave me...!Ishita was touched by his action...he looked so vulnerable..past days has being hectic for both of them atleast today will pass with a peaceful feeling that they are for each other!Ishita kiss his forehand and lay beside him ..Raman makes himself comfortable by snuggling to her..Ishita takes care of him the whole night!During the night ..Ishita felt that he is better now..and eventually both fall sleep in each other arm peacefully!

""Jealousy is sometimes the reason why a relationship gets complicated. But don't you know that being jealous is very important? Because being jealous is a short way of saying I love you and I don't want anybody steal you away from me.""

Edited by Looshika - 10 years ago