Day dairy:- Missing part of her life....!!!!!

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Posted: 9 years ago

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Another day ends with remembering the cute sweet memory of past life...!!!! A life where we stayed happy... Not all time together but still it will be fun and happiness... May be more than that ...!!!! A random actions and little talk make so big effect that cannot describe in some of the words...!!!!

People considered me as a crazy...!!!! As I just see the world with my point of view...!!! His present in my life always broughts million of stars in my life...!!! Stars which are shining far but still sparking in eyes...!!! His little effort which made accidentally smile on his face was become precious moment of my life...!!!! Which I always remember now a day... A little movement of lips for smile and face brighten as if having glow of crystal...!!!! I miss that smile which I never ever want to miss...!! For which I always pray...!! But no use... When the star is not here from where the shine comes!!!!?? This little thought always shudder me... Breaking my heart by realizing that he is far from me... And I am missing him with every breath...!!!

His musical laugh which can be heard by only those who are keenly observing him...true!!! cause his laugh can be state as little murmurs of babies who get excited...!!! Missing that little whispered type laugh which I always consider as unique one...!!! Having no comparison...!!! Lots of uniqueness with full of charm...!!! Which I miss in those days...!!! A little joke crack by others made me laugh but always making me missing his presence that what will be his expressions or opinions in this situation...!!! And getting disappointed not having him around me...!!! Miss part of my life...!!!

I miss that person who always stayed with me...!!! No matter what the situation...!!! The best part of his nature never ever can make other worry for his own...!! I wasn't there but little heard about his childhood from his parents...!!! Who were proud to have him...!!! A child that never complain for his neccesties...!!! And side by side help his parents too!!!!!! I felt proud having him... Not so near but no so far tooo!!! From his birth he is gem...!!! And for me he is best gift of God... For whom I always thanks to God without being tired...!!!

Just his present around me and I became crazy with happiness that yes he is here..!!! And he knows very well how much his presence needed for me...!!! He always was right at time knowing the fact without meeting him my sleep wasn't possible and many other works too... With a little smile my eyes get closed with calmness covering my heart...!!! That yes he is hear for me..!!!! Now a days missing that part of life... That shining smile before closing my eyes... But not having him around...!!! Every night which ended with his smile now a day it end with water in my eyes...!!!! Heavy hearts cry a lot but his presence was not there around...!!! Just a wish that always there that want to live my life as back...!!!!

I wish to be him always... I want to fulfill his every wishes and remove his pain... So I can see my smiling star...!!! But no use he was too much far...!!!! Just a little things that is left with me from his side is his and mine memory...!!!!! The memory that never leave a chance of making my eyes got wet...!!! Memory that always punish me for my little silly mistake...!!! Mistake That I always hide my feel for him... Never tell him that how much I love him... Never tell him that his presence in my life having what kind of importance...!!!!!!!!

Wishing to do everything but now this time its too late...!!! He is far... And I can do only one thing... Just miss him and cry for my mistakes...!!!! A louder cry which no one hear and again a thought shrugged me that if you were here I wasn't in this state..!!!!!!

I wished I had told you that I love you and miss you with each passing moment!!!!!

Edited by Arakshiya_58 - 9 years ago