Fanaa-Destroyed in Love? or Evolved in love? pt 8 pg8 (25/2) - Page 5

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Part 7 - I am not the one..

In a moment when all our deepest desires are stirred up, all our confusions rear their poisonous heads, when every thing we suppressed comes to the surface, may be its our undoing ? May be we might be drastically changed in that minute? May be a part of us gets broken? May be a new shade forms in us?

In the moment he started to kiss her, he felt some thing changing but he doesn't know what it is. How he can? when he was hit by a rod into unconsciousness only to wake up into a smirking face, a face so familiar to him but very different from how he used to see it. Infront of him was a never seen form of Vywaswi wearing a black coat and jeans, with loose hair . She is wearing make up including mascara and was having a different smirk on her lips which would probably feel out of place for the sweet and soft going vywaswi he used to know, but some how felt at home on this vywaswi's lips. She is definitely not his Vywaswi, she looked at him again with that weird smirk tilting her head to a side in a cocky way "Surprised are you?"

He tried to get up but found himself tied "Ah ah... we can't have you all free to move, it doesn't make a good impact you know?" what with her accent ,she was speaking in a pop accent , he looked at her confused "Vywaswi, what the hell are you doing "

She laughed "Vywaswi? I am not that pathetic girl, don't ever call me by that name."

He looked at her shocked, ''does vywaswi have twin? '' ,she laughed much more "Me ? her twin? Lol man, how the hell can she even love you? You can't even understand who I am, and you are supposed to be a good student? I am Mansi, Mansi verma. "
He spoke with difficulty "That doesn't explain who are you and why I am here? How I am here? where's Vywaswi"

She again titled her head in that cocky way " Vywaswi ? She's sleeping. Think Mr. Kumar, before you ask me why you are here, how would you have come here, the place you went with her, isn't it an isolated place?, who would have been there except for you two? If only you two are there, who would have brought you?"

Shresht's eyes widened in a comic way " Vywaswi hit me and brought me here?"

She shook her head " That girl she wouldn't have hit you even if her life depended on it, she loves you too much for her to do that, Its me who did it. I, we don't want you any where near her. Its a warning for you, we don't want you any where near her. Now go before she wakes up."

Shresht looked at her seriously "What did you do to Vywaswi?"

She looked bored "Are you a tape recorder that repeats same thing again and again? I told you she is sleeping, WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND IT YOU IDIOT?"

Shresht got startled at her shout, but tried to look calm "Show her to me, I will leave"

She smirked "She's infront of you Shresht, you are seeing her , don't worry I will not harm her, if I harm her I too will get harmed. So now leave and don't again try to crawl into her life. "

Shresht gasped this time " If she's harmed, you too will get harmed? That means, are you both same? Means you are her alternate personality? Does that mean she has Multiple personality disorder?"

Mansi spoke calmly, atleast as calm as she can look "BINGO" before he can say some thing, she throwed him out of house into a car which started as soon as he was inside it. Before he can even process whats happening he was on a highway.

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Misha woke up startled as her phone rang continuously , "what Aswi?" she spoke in a sleepy voice

" She started accepting that short cut?"

Misha became fully awake "whose this?"

"What Misha don't you even remember your friend's voice?"

Misha became worried "Mansi?"

"Bingo"

Misha woke up slipping a shrug on her night wear "Where are you?"

"Ah Ah let me be free for a while darling, I will tell you later."

"Hello Hello Mansi" but line was cut, she immediately called Gaurav "Gaurav, please activate that gps tracker on Vywaswi, we need to find her immediately "

Gaurav spoke sleepily "What Mish had some night mare? Why are you pranking me in middle of night"

Misha shouted at him "Are you a dunderhead? Just do what I say and tell me where she is, I will stay online" she can hear shuffling of blankets and foot steps, after a few agonised minutes " Mish, what the hell is Aswi doing in a pub." Mish cursed her self "Which Pub?" , "Moonstar." ,"Ok I know it, thanks bro now go and sleep" she can hear his confused voice asking her questions but she don't have time, she already started her car, so she just put the call on hold and continued to drive.

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Misha reached pub in ten minutes only to see her friend dancing like hell in the throes of music, she went near her "Mansi, Mansi come down" Mansi gave her a pout but came down "How the hell did you find me darling?" Misha looked at her worriedly , while Mansi laughed and hugged her " You know what, I missed you, seeing you from inside of her is like hell. By the way when you just scolded her for joining in that hospital, I just enjoyed it a lot you know.." Misha gave a faint smile , "Why are you out Mansi?" Mansi looked at her in middle and laughed "This is why I love you darling, you are always blunt, just doesn't hide any thing inside. I am out because I need to protect that fool again." Mansi looked at her questioning 'What the hell are you speaking of, did some thing happened, some one attacked on Vywaswi?"
Mansi shook her head "No, but that scroundrel he dared to kiss her. Already he is in relationship with other girl and he dare to kiss her? He dared to kiss me? He is lucky I decided to let him live." Misha sat there shocked " Did you disclose yourself to him." Mansi looked at her mischievously and nodded making Misha groan . "Are you mad? None knows of it, what do you think he will do, if he knows you have DID" Mansi smirked "Let him prove it. "
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Mean while Shresht is dropped at his house and he went inside in a trance like state, his mind is still reeling , Vywaswi having a D.I.D what the hell is this and why one form of her hate me this much? She isn't fit to be a doctor in her diseased state, what should he do? How the hell should he manage it the next day in hospital, above all what about his feelings? He shook his head he can't even go there... "What will happen with Vywaswi's reputation?" "What should he do? Should he let others know? No never he can't do that to Vywaswi, her career will be spoiled. " He groaned "Now only he should have to supervise her properly lest she make mistakes"

What ever apprehension Shresht have had, had been proved naught when he found a perfectly sane Vywaswi smiling politely to others and carrying on with her work, he was just dumbfounded "How the hell did her personality change that immediately" Vywaswi looked at Shresht and raised her eyebrow "What?" Shresht shook his head " Did you remember yesterday?" Vywaswi looked at him in confusion "Actually I am meaning to talk to you about it, its all a bit confusing, what happened yesterday? some times when I have a deep sleep I will get confused, " she shrugged to her self "so how does meeting go?" Shresht looked at her carefully "we missed it, apparently your friend have some important call so he called us and told he will meet us at a later date." Vywaswi cursed to herself about people and circumstances and Shresht looked at her intently for a while before he went to his desk to start his work. He never saw the smirk that crossed Vywaswi's face.

Mansi laughed to her self when Shresht left out for some work , she was a part of Vywaswi as a defence, she knows how Vywaswi behaves and all, she and Vywaswi have an agreement that both let each other fully into others memories and Vywaswi knows Mansi comes out only when she can't bear the ongoing circumstances, however Mansi also know that in Vywaswi's job, if any one knows they have DID , thats end of Vywaswi's career, thats why she has always been careful in perfecting Vywaswi's mannerisms, only Misha , Vywaswi's doctor and now Shresht are the people who know about their situation. Mansi smiled to her self their psychiatrist is a weird person who instead of trying to cure D.I.D which is not always possible taught them how to co exist since every one knows she will become non exist when Vywaswi doesn't need her. Now Vywaswi needed her after two long years only because of that idiot Shresht whom she hates with every inch of her being. Mansi scowled to herself . She opened her laptop and looked at his photo which was her laptops wall paper " Aish you won't stop loving him. do you?" she muttered to herself and closed the laptop . She sighed to herself and observed around the room, now that she observed it, she frowned the room suited more of her, means Vywaswi's tastes than Shresht, for people who don't know him properly it will be shresht's tastes but shresht doesn't like blood red, he like cherry red similarly his tastes lie more along the bright yet somber colours
while her lie along dark yet lively colours. She looked around the room interesting to find things like some quotes which she like more than shresht, also blood red roses? from when did Shresht like combination of white and blood red roses, he loves combination of pink and red roses, and white curtains in room, shresht love more of blue curtains what the hell is happening here? frowning she locked door to the room and went through Shresht's desk where she saw things she gifted him long back . She didn't understand whats happening. In her musings she didn't notice her hand pressing few keys of his computer by mistake and she gasped when his computer opened with wall paper of Lord Krishna. She shook her head in coonfusion , she need to observe it, also she can't help but remember the kiss of night before , she needed answers no more can she play this game with him.

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While Vywaswi/Mansi is going through things, Shresht is meeting Misha who is glaring at him "Why the hell should I tell you about Vywaswi?"

Shresht wanted to yell at Misha for behaving so childish but some how contained him self " Misha , please! I need to know what made her become like this. Also why are you like this with me. From what I remember of you, you are very sweet and soft going when you are in college , why you are angry with me?"

Misha looked away trying to control her temper , she can't tell him about Vywaswi, it will be really awkward if he come to know that she still love him,. She sighed "Yes I hate you, but reason, I need not tell you. As for Vywaswi, she had it for some time and Mansi comes out when Vywaswi in a lot of stress, Both characters are in good understanding and Mansi won't dominate Vywaswi, she just help Vywaswi by giving her time to rest. So theres no need to worry about them. Mansi told me some thing about you stressing her a lot yesterday, it will be better for some time if you don't stress Vywaswi. I mean she valued your friendship a lot but then you left her, she suffered a bit then, i mean you know she has very few people in her life and she values her friends a lot , losing even one of them is very painful for her. Leave her for some time, don't barge into her life for a while thats what I can tell you. Good bye Shresht." She rose up to leave , but she turned back "Shresht sir" He looked at her "If you truly care that much about Aswi why didn't you speak to her when she tried to contact you many times. You your self lost her friendship. Please don't befriend her again only to leave her sir, she is not ready for that" saying Misha left from there leaving a sad Shresht behind.


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Mansi waited for Shresht to return but he didn't return , instead she came face to face with Mowlika who came for Shresht. Mansi smirked while Mowlika looked at her in disgust "Enjoying your self a lot? I know why you are here, how does it feels to try wooing him Vywaswi?"

"It feels very good darling, after all you know about it a lot. Well what is the number this time is it 9? or 10?" Mansi spoke smirking

Mowlika looked at her confused "What the hell are you speaking of?"

Mansi gave an innocent look "Ofcourse the number of your patch ups. Its after all very common na, you both breaking up and you wooing him again. Don't you even feel insecure?"

Mowlika's face darkened "Why should I? Shresht love me"

Mansi gave a knowing look " Lets confess it, If he truly loved you he wouldn't have broken up with you at all. And we both know that Shresht is the type who won't even hesitate to give a divorce after marriage if the girl is not of his liking. Doesn't it bother you Mowlika. If you are given divorce , will you marry again ? As shown in those pathetic soaps you see."

Mowlika glared at Vywaswi and raised her hand to slap Vywaswi only for Vywaswi to stop " Cut it off darling, we both know I will win if it goes Physical. The only thing that stopped me before was you being my friend, however I came out of that notion now. So don't misbehave me" She stressed on last words leaving Mowlika's hand and then looked at her nails speaking "I have no interest in your BF or what ever. Its purely coincidence that I am in this college. So just get over it. If you dare to challenge or threaten me again, then I will focus on Shresht. We both don't want that do we?" Unable to speak any thing Mowlika left from there leaving a laughing Vywaswi behind.


Edited by harianjana - 8 years ago
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Part seven
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Part - 8
Vywaswi is still laughing when Shresht returned, seeing that laugh remembered him of crazy laugh of Mansi the day before and he spoke slowly "Vywaswi?"

Vywaswi looked at him strangely and again started laughing " Your girl friend is a really funny character you know."

Shresht looked confused before he spoke "Does Mowlika come here?"

Vywaswi shrugged trying to control her laugh "Just tell her not to cross with me, I am in no mood to tolerate anny sort of nusiance."

Shresht looked startled " What did she say?"

Vywaswi shrugged again "Its between us. Anyway it will be really appreciated if I get to see less of her. Or else may be I might forget that she had a surgery not long back."

Shresht sighed in exasperation "I apologise and will inform her." Vywaswi nodded to him, when they heard commotion out their cabin and emergency code is announced. They both immediately took their steths and ran towards emergency department, where every one is standing out side , none daring to go in. Vywaswi asked some other doctor "Whats happening?" "There's some people from other country, one of them has a sudden acute abdomen, they are saying some thing but we can't understand and their english skills are not good." Vywaswi looked at him strangely "What language are they speaking?" He shrugged and looked at his colleague "Is it Korean or Chinese?" Vywaswi let out a sigh of relieved and pushed the crowd aside to go inside but some one stopped her " Hey You can't, they are some sort of celebrities in their country it seems. We will be buggered if some thing happens to them." Vywaswi didn't listen and shrugging her hand off she went inside...

There are four people whom Vywaswi know very well, not personally but by seeing them a lot of times online, but sadly one of them is on table apparently unconscious. Nurse seeing her went to her side to aide her and she gave her a smile of thanks, then she turned to other three and spoke "Annyeohaseyo, Dr.Verma mnida. " They looked relieved seeing her and one of them approached her "You speak korean" She shook her head " I know very little, but its better than nothing at present situation. So what happened to Mr. Kim" Other guy spoke in Korean " He ate some food on road side and a canned sea weed food. From then he became like this. "

Vywaswi muttered to herself some thing and looked out and called out loud "Case of food poisoning, I need some one to assist."

No one moved , she looked at Nurse "Where are all Professors, why only pgs are present here?"

Nurse spoke " All Professors are in administrative building in some chief conference. All call lines are cut asking us not to disturb them"

Vywaswi wanted to curse when she saw Shresht standing beside her " So?"

Vywaswi spoke " They are from South Korea apparently, and he ate Canned sea weed soup along with our road side food. The palm oil which is used in making road side food, doesn't react well with sea weed. Probably a case of Gastro enteritis or Food Poisoning. Since symptoms are acute in onset and not associated with Diahrrhoea I am hoping to assume it might be a case of food poisoning. " Shresht nodded and he instructed nurse to get a kit for Gastric lavage and emptying, also antibiotics while Vywaswi updated the situation to the other three. She convinced them to go out side and stand as they will be in the way . Both Shresht and Vywaswi started to work on the person , they completed the basic resuscitation when his vitals started to improve and Vywaswi gave a sigh of relief. Shresht also sat there relieved , but Vywaswi continued to take all samples of his body fluids and process for lab tests to see the reason. Shresht looked at her strangely "Why so precaution?"

Vywaswi looked at him strangely "That guy you treated now , he is a famous pop singer in Korea and is famous across nearly 15 countries world wide. If some thing happens to him and he proceed to sue us , our lives are smash.I would prefer to be safe than sorry. "

Shresht gaped at her " And how do you know? Also I see you speaking Korean before."

Vywaswi shrugged "I don't know much, I follow Korean serials and music, so am bound to know this guy , also the other three. What I doesn't understand is what they are doing here in India? Anyway since I watch their serials, I learned their language and also read a lot about their culture and all. About this food reaction I saw it in a show, from there I remember it. Never thought it will help me like this."

Shresht looked at her intrigued when one guy came in barging , she looked at him and bowed "Annyeohaseyo Sungnim"

He bowed back in respect " Doctor nim, I know a basic english, so I can converse in english. I am manager of this team, I mean their Indian trip. "

Vywaswi smiled " Oh! I know who Mr.Kim is, I follow your culture. Nothing to worry, his vitals are recovering, he has a bad reaction to food, thats it."

Manager nodded " Its really sad , its his birthday today."

Vywaswi nodded sadly "I understood, Mr. Choi told me that Mr.Kim consumed Seaweed soup, so I suspected it might be his birthday today. Nothing to worry, he is just here for observation. He can be alright by evening. Just a night stay and all will be fine. "

Manager nodded "Kamsamnida Doctor nim. I will make sure that Mr. Kim recognise your debt."

Vywaswi shook her head " Its my duty as a doctor. By the way I am Vywaswi Verma. Don't call me in a formal respect ful tone, you are older than me ."

Manager smiled in thanks "Can boys come and visit him."

Vywaswi nodded " They can come in and meet, but please make sure that he should not be disturbed. We arre sorry Professors are in a meeting, as soon as they come, Professor Kumar will come and check Mr.Kim" She bowed and looked at Shresht who too bowed along with her and dragged him out, giving instructions to nurse.

Vywaswi came out and others looked at her strangely she shrugged and walked towards her department, Shresht stopped there to explain what happened to others and he went to cafeteria in hospital to have a nice cup of coffee, however he stopped and took two cups of coffee to their cabin where Vywaswi is typing some thing furiously, he silently gave her a cup of coffee and she asked him " Hey do you want a hoarde of reporters asking you all sort of weird questions?"

Shresht looked at her weirdly "What?"

Vywaswi shrugged " Well I am sending a mail requesting that person whom I spoke earlier not to highlight our names at all if he release any details about that singer to their press. If you want media attention , I will delete your name."

Shresht snorted "Do I look like an attention seeker to you?"

Vywaswi raised her eyebrow "Aren't you. Once upon a time a senior I used to know used to thrive for attention a lot."

Shresht retorted " A junior I used to know never know how to clean things behind her."

Vywaswi grinned to her self " Speaks that senior who used to maintain a gang in college"

Shresht grinned raising his hands up "I give up. People do change. Look at your self , you too changed a lot , even now you are hiding a lot of secrets from me"

Mansi got irritated, no matter how much she tried to act like Vywaswi, this guy do irritate her a lot , she closed her laptop shut " I hide those secrets from you because they are not yours to know. I am leaving. Please give the required details to Professor Mishra." She left from there leaving a gaping Shresht.


Shresht came rushing behind her "What got you so much irritated? I continued playing the banter you started.. "

Mansi looked at him " I am not in a mood to argue with you. I wanna go, so will you leave me" realising that he was still holding her hand he left it, and she started to move. But he got a doubt "Mansi?" she turned back and he smirked leaving her to curse her self, he again rushed to her taking hold of her hand 'Apologise me'

She looked at him leaving all pretense of being Vywaswi "Why should I?"

"You kicked me yesterday night, you should apologise me ."

"I won't because I need not."

"How can you justify your violence then"

Mansi sighed and glared at him "Fine you apologise Vywaswi for all the deeds you had done against her and I will apologise you twice"

Shresht looked at her funnily "Why should I apologise to Vywaswi and why will you apologise me twice." As he completed that he felt a kick at his groin and doubled over in pain to see a rushing Mansi leaving him alone.

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Misha looked at Shresht who called her to meet at a restaurant "Why did you call me?"

Shresht looked at her "I need to speak to you."

Misha glared at him angrily "You need not speak to me"

Shresht sighed " Misha can we both try to be adults for once, instead of acting like children with grudges"

Misha sighed , she know this is the only way to help Vywaswi so she sat down "Tell"

"Mansi didn't leave " Misha nodded "She won't leave till Vywaswi is ready"

"What do you mean by that?" Shresht asked her curiously

Misha spoke smoothly "Vywaswi and Mansi co exist, there's no domination between them as it will be in case of other personality disorders. Mansi is Vywaswi's protection mechanism. When Vywaswi has a strong attack which she can't face or feel frightened Mansi comes out and set things. "

Shresht nodded silently "When did this start."

Misha looked at him for a while "When you left her."

Shresht was baffled "Why? "

" You know it Shresht, why keep on asking me"

Shresht thought for a while and his eyes widened "It can't be... She .. she can't love me"

Misha glared at him "Why can't she love you Shresht? Why do you think so?"

Shresht felt confused however he spoke out loud "She just can't. She know what I am. She know every thing she can't love me Misha. I am not a good person."

Misha sighed while she felt her eyes watering she stood up and dragged him along with her "Come with me , I need to show you some thing."

She took shresht along with her to a small house seeing which Shresht gasped " Why did you bring me here."

Misha raised her eye brow "You know this place."

Shresht nodded "This is childhood home of Vywaswi, she brought me here once, she had many memories of her mom here. "

Misha nodded and took him inside the house where every part of the house is filled with photos of Vywaswi's mother and Shresht smiled "This place is just like I remembered . "

Misha smiled faintly " Come with me " she took him upstairs into a room which shocked him, every crook and corner of the room is filled with his photos and his achievements.. he looked at Misha "What is this? Even the room is decorated as I like how my bed room to be."

Misha spoke "She wanted you to show this room if you accepted her proposal that day. " She went near one of the cupboards and took few diaries out "Read them. "

Shresht looked shocked "Why?"

Misha spoke calmly " She loved you and accepted you as you are Shresht. She never wanted to change you. She loved you wholly and truly. She still loves you. Read those diaries , you will understand."

Shresht took those books hugging them to his chest , Misha seeing him like that felt confused but she kept keys on the desk beside " Lock house and handle me the keys tomorrow when we meet."

Shresht shook his head "I can't stay here, Vywaswi won't like it."

Misha sighed " Shresht, Vywaswi's life is you. You are the only person she wanted to share this home with. Please stay and read them. If you can help her I will be really thankful to you. But please don't make a mockery of her feelings. I am taking a big risk giving them to you. "

Shresht silently lifted the sleeve of his hand showing a tatoo on his forearm , Misha gasped " You had her name in sanskrit tattooed on your arm?"

Shresht spoke calmly "Sanskrit is her favourite language."

Misha asked him "You love her don't you?"

Shresht looked at her "She is my life."

Misha asked him "Then why , Why did you reject her proposal"

Shresht had tears in his eyes " I doesn't know at that time what my feelings are.. I am confused.. You know very well that all my relations till then didn't last, I thought I loved them while I just felt an attraction to them. I doesn't want that to happen to Vywaswi. I don't want to ruin her life because of what I perceive to be attraction. Also I don't want to bear it if she didn't love me truly and it turned out to be a casual attraction." Misha felt shocked she doesn't even know what to say she sat on ground " You ... idiot.. You know how much she suffered because of your foolishness. Why the hell did you go out with Mowlika if its that?"

Shresht hung his head low " I want Vywaswi to hate me. I am not a good person Mish, she deserved much more than me. I don't want her to ruin her life because of me. I doesn't want her to get destroyed in my love.My love is just that it destroys people."

Misha started crying she doesn't even know what to do.. for years her friend suffered because off this person, she hated this person for making her friend suffer..in few seconds all her perceptions shattered ... how much would he have suffered.. what should she do now... She will help this guy if that will be the last thing she will do. She wiped her tears off "Read this books and give me a proper answer to me by tomorrow. You have only two options Shresht, either to stay in her life as a partner or get away from her life. These complications won't work. I need your answer by tomorrow. Bye."

She didn't turn back, if she turned back she would have seen him on his knees crying his heart out clutching those books to his chest tightly.

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