SS-I Never Told You But I Always Loved You. - Page 3

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it is specially for someone who said that she likes happy endings. i need not mention the person. the one who said it will guess it.😉

it might even turn into a 4-shot ...

here is the second part.

happy reading.😃

After that day i moved on. On completing my 12 i moved to the US to complete my further education and get a degree in English. During my 2 college of years i had been writing, writing articles, stories and poems for the college magazine. i even used to get awards at the annual award ceremony at college for the outstanding student in English. a few of my works were also published in well known newspapers. Seeing my creations in the newspapers i thought i was only made for English .

As i went to a very new place i felt a little scared and nervous but the people made me feel at home. They were warm and welcomed me with a smile. I stayed in a hostel with 2 other roommates. They were from different parts of the world. I was glad to have such good people as my roommates and best buddies. We became friends instantly.

It had been a few days that i had joined the new college. it was going well . i made a few more friends and some were from my own hometown. that day while heading towards the canteen i was talking to my friends and walking. they had to buy something from the book shop so the went the other side and i waved at them and turned back to bang into someone . I lost my balance when someone held me tight. I looked at the person who caught me . I was shocked . The whole world around me stopped . My past came haunting back to me. I was taken aback. It was him .! "oh no !! not again . please god not again." i pleaded to god in my thoughts. He helped me get back to my standing position. " Look where you're going girl.. " he said and sighed and went his way. I was still standing there looking at him go. I felt the sudden need to go and stop him to see whether it was really him or if i was hallucinating. But reality dawned upon me. He had a girlfriend.. "i shouldnt interfere in his business. " i thought . My tears were threatening to roll down my cheeks but i wiped them off hurriedly and went to the canteen.

As the day ended , i lied down on my bed . Todays events started replaying in my mind. The past thoughts came rushing back to my mind. I started crying silently. I was feeling all alone . I had no one with whom i could share my feelings with , atleast those pertaining to him. I had never felt so lonely before. I felt the urge to go back home but then sobered down knowing that my parents had put in all the savings for sending me to the most prestigious university. I slept , feeling tired.

The next morning i got up with a fresh and new hope in my mind to not let him or his thoughts come in between my education and goals. I was here to study and be a writer . I had to concentrate on that. But early in the morning as i went to the gym i saw him there. Since i had met him the previous day i was thinking why i didnt see him before? it was because maybe meeting him yesterday was a coincidence. But meeting him in the gym wasn't a coincidence as it was my first day in the gym and maybe he frequented the gym since the year started.

All my attention was on him when i exercised. " ah! he looking much better and handsome now." i thought . oh then it struck me that i wasn't supposed to think about him . but i failed badly at it . i was staring at him . his well toned muscles and abs . oh my god , i felt embarassed and looked away. " concentrate on your work !! " i shouted to myself in my mind. I could no longer be at a same place with him. I stopped my exercize there and then and went out. " I can probably do some yoga in my room . He will surely not come there." i thought. As i went out i heard him talking to another guy. The other guy asked him what course was he here for and he replied English !

The next few days i didn't meet him or see him . exams were approaching. I was studying hard to maintain my level and to give tough competition to the others competing with me. The exams came . It was just one day left for the exam . I was crossing the road . i had gone to take some daily essentials from the mall as i would not get time to move out of my room for the next few days. I was not in thoughts, nor was i looking somewhere else but suddenly a car came in full speed towards me . Perhaps he had taken a wrong turn and was drunk. He would have run into me the next second if none on the road would have seen the car coming towards me . The car just missed me by a milimeter as some one pushed me to the other side. I got a few bruises here and there. The person came to check if i was fine . It was him again. ! He had saved my life. Had he not saved me from that speeding car ... i just dont want to think about it. you can think it for yourselves.

he came and helped me stand up yet again after we met that day.

"ah"

"what happened?"

"my leg.."

"oh girl dont tell me you've sprained your leg!!" he said aghast.

"i guess i have .." i said meekly.

he sighed and gave me a helping hand . We somehow reached my hostel. I was in pain. But what i saw on his face and in his eyes made me feel crazy. His face showed pain and his eyes were waterry and showed hurt. " is he crying ? has he got hurt too? " i thought and before i could speak it he left me at the hostel gate and went back to the boys hostel. I saw him running away wiping his tears. i felt bad . "but he wasnt hurt because he was running and not limping. So then why was he all worried and crying. was that for me? was he sad because i got hurt. ? " i thought . but then reality hit me hard. he already has a girlfriend ,why would he be sad and worried for me.? oh ofcouse he was human and showed sympathy and humanity towards me...

i stood there thinking till my friends came and helped me go to my room ...

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U will have to update it tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Me waiting...

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here you go

the 3rd chapter.

The next few days were very busy. I put in all my concentration on my studies. I worked very hard. my leg pained but i took medicines and it was healing. As the exams ended , The pain in my leg also subsided. I was very happy . My friends and i decided to go out for dinner. As the evening aproached, we started readying ourselves. We put on our best dresses and headed out. Taking a cab we went to a mall which had the best restaurants in our vicinity. we had already reserved a table for 3. As we took our seats i i looked around to see the ambiance when i spotted him. He was sitting on a table for 2. "ah ! he must be waiting for someone ." i thought. " maybe his girlfriend?but is his girlfriend here? if she is why didnt i see her at all?" my mind questioned. All the happiness drained away. Inspite of bieng sad i chatted away with my friends ,not wanting to spoil their mood. I frequently stole glances at him. Though he was here he never looked in my direction, Maybe he hadnt noticed me.

After having our dinner and paying the bill we headed back to our hostel. He was still sitting there ,doing nothing. I wondered what happened to him. He seemed to be all alone. It then struck me that i hadnt told him thanks for saving me that day. As i turned to go back my friends held me and pulled me towards an icecream stall. I could do nothing. I owed him a thanks . I noted it mentally to thank him the next day.

As we reached the hostel my friends were sleepy and went to bed as soon as they entered the room. But sleep was far away from me . After changing my clothes to a comfortable tshirt and pajamas, i went to the terrace. Our terrace was directly opposite to the terrace of the boys hostel.

I knew it was going to be a long sleepless night. My mind was filled with his thoughts. Our first meeting in the college campus, him saving me from the speeding car, his lonliness, his tear and then the most dreaded thought , his girlfriend. ! this very thought always led me away from him. This was the limit . " Girlfriend, Girlfriend, Girlfriend !! " my mind shouted out . My blood boiled and i was feeling uncontrollably angry. I never knew where his girlfriend was now , were they still together or had they broken up. I would never want that to happen. I wanted him to be happy. In his happiness lay my happiness. But this was it . If there would have been anything on the terrace at that point of time it would have been broken into pieces by now.

I wanted to scream, scream loud and let the world hear and feel my agony and anguish. i still loved him but had controlled myself and my emotions. I felt all the control breaking. In rage i stood and made my hand into a fist tightly till my fingernails dugged into my skin and blood started oozing out. This was my was of diminishing my anger although it hurt me like hell but atleast i wasnt hurting anyone else. As my eyes went to the terrace of the boys hostel i saw him standing there facing me . I saw him looking at me with a questioning and shocked gaze. he saw my tears, my pain and distress. I felt like an open book. I felt as though my thoughts and feelings were exposed to him, the one who shouldnt have seen or known it.

Bright light illuminate his face. I could see the same sadness and hurt which i had seen that day but now it was much deeper . Again a tear trickled down his face. But this time he did not hide it. Instead of going back to his room he called me down at the campus in gestures. I went down the hostel building and sneaked out of the gate and so did he. We met at a spot. We looked at each other for a long time. I started

"thanks for saving me that day.."

" its ok " he said a little hesitantly.

I was feeling scared ." why had he called me here so suddenly?" i thought

"how are you now.?"

"i am fine, thank you"

"umm,.. and how were your exams?"

i stood there looking at him as to why was he asking such questions. i surely knew he had called me here for something else. but all this ... it broke my heart but i controlled my emotions.

"they were good"

there was silence between us.

i didnt know what led me to ask him this but i asked

"how's your girlfriend?"

he let out a sad chuckle followed by a sad sigh and a sad smile.

"girlfriend ... she is no longer my girlfriend. "

i stood there facing him with a wierd expression. as if he understood what was going on in my mind he spoke...

Done for today . I hope you liked it. 😃