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Posted: 11 years ago
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Diary Entries..




Entry 1 #


When the day seems long...
And nothing is what you want...

You wake up with a smile..
But end up crying..

You thought breakfast would be fun..
With your family eating as one...

The start of the day seem nice..

But slowly things didnt look fine..

Screaming and shouting all around..
You cover your ears to keep them out..

You lock yourself in your room..
And do the stuffs to ignore the words..

When the clock strikes 9.
It says dinner time..

Your stomach is growling...
As you didnt ate since morning..

You slowly peep out of the room...
Just to see the battle field once more...

Your dog looks at you with innocent eyes..
Indicating that he isnt fine...

He is starving since afternoon...
And really needs something to make him full...

You tip toed to the kitchen
To find something to munch...

But instead you get a punch..
Nothing to munch but definitely a punch..

Next you hear a sound..
And see your dog on the ground..

He was punched just like you..
He layed there will eyes fixed on you...

He cried ..he starved
And with puppy eyes asked you to help him out...

His bowl was taken away from him..
He was not allowed to eat..

Scared and terrified of being beaten up again
He didnt protest but just sat there still...

Every once in a while,,,
He will look up to you...

Hoping that you will help him..
With a serving of food...

Your heart ached seeing him like that..
Tears welled up in your eyes...

No food for the day..
For both of them...

It was their bad luck..
That they hoped for it...

You picked up your dog ..
And went back to your room...

Hugged him tight..
And cried with him all night...

You woke up with a new hope..
But things will never change...now you know...

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Posted: 11 years ago
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Entry - 2 #

Seeing your dad leaving..
Reminds you up of a feeling...

A feeling to lose your family once again..
A feeling to live alone once again..

It reminded you of a past incident...
When you parents were fighting just like today...

The fight became so much intense..
That it was more like a battle..

At the end they threw up a question..
Select who among us is better ..

Your Dad or your Mom..
You need to choose One...

Your mother decided she doesnt want you..
She packs her bag and bids adieu..

She is all set to leave..
Never thinking what will happen after her leave...

She leaved for a short period..
With a promise to come back after an year...

You cry to bed all night..
Longing for your mother to wish you good night...

Your brother is really small..
And asks you what is going on...

Even you are just 10...
And cant explain whats there...

After a week your mother comes back...
Your are happy and hugs her back...

But sha has different plans for you..
She packs up a bag and brings it down..

Holds your brother's hand..
And pull him out...

Then you understand she is gone again...
But this time not alone..your brother is also away..

Your father is not able to take care of himself..
How is he going to take your good care...

He decides to send you away..
He sends you to a boarding school all the way..

At a tender age of 10..
You are sent away to a living hell..

You dont understand what your mistake was..
That your parents sent you away without any cause..

Over a period you forgot the incident...
And after years you were back with them again...


Edited by loveulife - 11 years ago
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Posted: 11 years ago
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Entry - 3 #


Boarding school is not so nice...
You are all alone and its just not fine...

your dad just leaves you outside the gate..
Not even caring to show you your way...

The guard looks at you with pity..
Takes your stuff and help you showing pity..

Your dad calls at the reception...

Making them know about your presence...

A staff member shows you your way...
And takes you to your room to stay..

You open the door to find it empty..
Not a single person to lessen your anxiety..

You ask the person that whether you have to live alone..
He says its your father who decided to give you some time alone...

He puts your stuff inside ...
And leaves you locked up inside..

You move around the room once...
It has 4 beds but with no one...

That night a teacher comes to call you to dinner...
But you just refuse and sleep without dinner...

All alone in a dark room...
Scares you like hell...

Sleeps abandon you..
And tears takes it place...

The dean comes to wake you up ...
And helps you in getting ready...

She walks you to your class...
And now your real task startss...

There are many fellow mates...
And it gives you a relief...

But soon your once attained relief..
Turns back to tears and memories...

You miss your home..
You miss your parents...

But there is no one to listen...
Its your destiny to cope up..

Over a month you learn to live alone...
Locked up in your room in a world of your own..

Your friends are your books...
And they are your companions...

You talk to your stuff..
And consider them people...

Soon a girl moves in with you..
But now you prefer just to be you...

You ask your father to talk to the teacher..
Let to live alone in your own world..

It was the first time you talked with your father..
Since you were sent away more farther...

From that day on you lived alone..
With no friends but only you all alone...

Years passed but you remained the same...
You became a person who will never make friends again...

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