Some memories I will never forget..
How hard I try to let them fade..
They just stick to me..
Only to give me pain...
I never knew...
The moments of the past which gave me pleasure...
When remembered now..
Will be the reason behind my unspoken fears..
The smiles which I smiled..
Are now the tears I cry...
The friends who once made me smile..
Now remembering their name brings tears...
There were memories..
Sweet and bitter
Salty and spicy
Which I thought I will cherish upon...
But now the same memories..
Acts like a knife..
Stabs my heart..
But instead of blood only tears come out..
Sometimes I question myself..
Why did they come in my life...
They gave me happiness and
made me smile...
But as time passes...equations changed...
Now they no longer bring smiles...instead only pain..
I wonder sometimes...
I know about them... How they are...
But do they really care..
And know something about me...
I know when they are sad..
When they are happy...
They have their own ways..
They are expressive...
But I am different...
I can't express...
I remain silent...
I keep my feelings locked deep down my heart...
I am not like others...
Who will forget things in sometime...
The words you say to me...
Remains fresh always...
Time to time..
Those words come back..
And haunt my days and nights...
Causes pain and tears every time..
I am different..
But its not difficult to understand me..
Come close to me and make me feel safe...
You have the key to all my secrets..