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Originally posted by: Drishti...

wowww....it was rlly rlly nice parm...

i loved and enjoyed reading every part of it...well done yaa!!

u r a superb writer...do continue soon :)

Originally posted by: PIKAPPA

Great story Parm..keep it up

Vain Hopes

One word frees us all the weight and pain of life: that word is love.

How much I love you? I don't need a calculator to find out. I know how much I love you. Just add up the number of beats of my heart when I see you, how many tears I shed for you. Adding the sighs that you've stolen me, and multiplication by the kisses that you gave me. How do I say no, if you look at me with those eyes... so pervasive, where I lost myself in a second. Love ... What is this word? I do not know it anymore, since I lost you. It's me who lost you. Yes, you too have also lost me... I have lost something important .I miss your smile. I miss your hugs. Why were we unable to say what we felt for each other? When we were friends, we were so good. And now? Now we are no longer classmates. Now we are no longer friends. Now we are nothing. But I still miss you everyday. I make the usual mistake that I should not do. And I don't ever learn the lesson. I know I should tell the truth but no...

"No, I don't love you. Mine was a silly infatuation. "I say, avoiding his gaze.
"Good. Then bye ... " I'm seeing him go away, as the hope of returning friends again, a tear flow from my eyes that were able to detain long enough for today. I go to the bathroom, I wash my face and I start working nervously. At end of turn, I go in the dressing room and I shut the door . Soon after, opens and enter Priya, my best friend, I suffered a lot when I left her. She looks at me and embraced me in tears, sobbing:
"Nisha Nisha ... ... why you're gone? Why have you left us? "
"Excuse me, I know I didn't behave all well with you and with others, but I needed a break, I did not know that I'll stay away all this time." I said impassively.
"Ok, Nisha, we should see us in these days. I would tell you many things and I think you have much to say. "Suggests hopefully. I can not say no, she look sad me, with shining eyes, after all I too have a heart.
"Ok, are you coming to my home?"
"Fine, where are you staying?"
"Rohit know it. You have to ask him." I say, maybe a bit more acidic.
"Ok, thanks, I'll tell you the time. Bye, Nisha . "
"Bye Priya" I say staring at the wall, lost in my thoughts. I was not able to keep aloof. Why did not I want to stay in company with someone? For not receive disappointments and not give disappoint to others. Wrong? Yes, definitely. If I knew, why I'm doing this ? Fear, fear to suffer, to get out of my bubble after all this time, too much now to pretend anything.

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Originally posted by: -Parm-

hey Drishti:

thanks a lot for the words😳..mean a lot