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Originally posted by: topsyturvy23

hey parm another awesome ff of urs
loved it
can u plz add me to ur pm list

Originally posted by: Drishti...

ok firstly i wud rlly rlly like to apologise for commenting soooo late..pls forgive me :(( :( :((

wowww!!!parm u r awesomee!!!..the update was rlly rlly gooddd!!!..i loved itt...the whole flashback thing i love ittt!!..the concept is awesomee...the love between them is sooo nice...the emotions are potrayed sooo beautifully...fab!!!..keep it up

eagerly waiting for the next part

do update soon...

drishti :)

Originally posted by: -Parm-

hey Drishti🤗🤗 aww....u made me 😳😳😳

thanks a lot for the words...will update in the week-end

no problems🤗

I would not have you ever met
I wish I had never met your eyes

I wake up today without have sleeping, I think it was really a good idea to work in a restaurant, working at night at least everyone hope to sleep during the day. Today I'll move into my new apartment, this means see Rohit. I put my loved blacks pants, a white shirt with tie and makeup. I take the white high-heeled boots and wear them over pants. The bag, suitcase and I'm ready to leave.

I finally reach my new apartment after many difficulties, I find Rohit waiting for me.
"Sorry for the delay! It took me a bit to find the right apartment, "I say.
"Don't worry...I come here now! Follow me. "He says. I follow in silence, looking around, it's a nice building, after 3 ramps of stairs we stop in front of large door.
"So these are the keys" He says giving me a bunch with three keys attached.
"Thanks." I said resolutely. Then he asks puzzled:
"Nisha sorry if I continue to pry, but why do not you come back to your old house?" Hit and sunk. Yes, I could have come back, but why? To be flooded by memories and nostalgia more than it is now? No, I was not ready yet, I knew that sooner or later I should go, but I did not feel right now. I did not even want to return to London, I wanted to start from zero in a place where there was no memories and where I do not know anyone, but Karan had asked me, and this time I listened him.

"Uh .... I just wanted to be a bit self ... that's all." I say, hoping in vain that he believe, in fact I look sceptical, I do not add much, I take the keys, goodbye Rohit and close the door behind me. I begin to observe the house, it's pretty and small but for me it just fine. I go into the room, I open the closet and began to arrange clothes. Then I see the bathroom is beautiful, a large mirror hanging above the sink is lined with wood, there is a shower with no bath, and a small shelf where to put cosmetics and soap.

I go to the kitchen, I must say that is cute, although I do not know what I'll never use it, in fact, in the kitchen I'm terrible. Ok, you can always learn. I leave again in search of a shopping centre, over time I have always loved buying clothes and is the only way I can distract myself. I find a cute shop, I enter, buy some clothes and go back again in my apartment. I wait for the evening lounging in the house, around 18:00, I put on a suit and go to work.

I arrive at the restaurant with a slight advance, search Meera for asking her exactly what to do. As soon as I find, she says:
"Nisha! Thank goodness you arrived, then now I give you the card and then start waiting tables ok? "
"Sure ..." I replied following her in another room, which I think is a kind of dressing. She hands me a card with my name to attach to a shirt and tells me to start. Eventually this work is not bad, it is not difficult, it is not boring and times are nocturnal, so during the day I can do what I want.

I head to the table 7 by noting that a group of people sat down, I extend the menu without noticing who they are, and quickly return to the table 12, because they are calling me. After a while, I back at the table, ask if they have decided, and watching them, I realize that we are sitting Rohit, Priya and then Aryan, I looked at him, we stare each other for a while , without the courage to say anything, these eyes. How long have I desired it? Now that I'm right here in front of him, I wish I had never seen him, I wish to be located 200 km from here, I would not have met him. Trying to break the tense silence and embarrassment that is created Priya call me:
"Nisha! I have not seen a lot! How are you? Tell me"
"... Hello Priya, I'm sorry now I'm working if you can talk, then at the end of turn, now if you want to order?" I say cold, trying not to show my surprise and my sadness. After taking orders, I turn and I go into the kitchen. I Meet Shruti, a waitress who works with me and ask if she can serve the table 7. She fortunately accepts without question. I go on the back of the room, and I light a cigarette. I know I should stop, Karan told me a thousand times . I feel the tension loose, and I lulled by a false sense of tranquillity.

"Nisha ..." His voice is calling me, not a dream, not this time.
"What do you want ?" I answer still holding the cigarette.
"Answers, and I think I have right." He says, if possible, even colder than me.
"Start asking questions, and if I have answers, I'll tell you" I look at him, amazed, I charm in his eyes.
"Why did you leave me? "he ask without interrupting the visual contact.
"... I thought I love you, stupid girl as I was I have not been able to face you and Meera together." I answer sincere.
"So you thought that leaving would have solved every problem, right?"
"Absolutely not, I was foolish, but not until that point, I just did not want to deal with problems, so I tended to avoid them like an idiot."
"And I'm sorry, why after a few years after you got your error you don't come back to explain? "
"I fell in love with Samir, and I thought you wouldn't wait me." I say the greatest lie of my life, without knowing why.
"Congratulations, your skills have improved as an actress, now you act well in real life, but you can not do this with me, you know this Nisha."
"... I'm not acting." I say, he knows that I don't love Samir and I never loved him, he was able to notice.
"Oh yes?!? So why you're not with him? "Asks, already knowing that I haven't an answer for him.
"This is not regard you" I said sharply.
"Right ..."
"Ok, now have to work, I hope I have answered your questions."
"Want to smoke while working?"
"No, " I respond by throwing the cigarette and crushed it with the foot. He looks at me wrong.
"When you start smoking?" He says.
"Is this your last question?"
"No, this is the last, Nisha, you love me?"

wowww....it was rlly rlly nice parm...

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