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Originally posted by: Divya_kaldivya

That was indeed a short update Parm.. but it was really nice.. declining love when itz really there, is of no good... one or the other day, acceptance of love must be done...

Originally posted by: kmhfan4destiny

WOW!!! Awsum update Parm!! its reeely v.nice. do update soon!! will be waiting!!

Aryan start being very popular for his beauty and this gave him the reputation of our school heartthrob, but he seemed not to notice this, he was like back as before, but he was quiet with us, although we could see that he was suffering, he is still suffering.....if you're wondering, he is not yet able to forget you Nisha although I do not understand why you're not together ... "

"I do not love him more ..."

"Nisha, please do not fool ourselves, I saw how you looked him last night!"

"... Continue your story ..." I do not answer, knowing that she's probably right.

"Yes, as for me and Rohit, we were always together except for a small period of reflection a few years ago, then we got married last year and I think that in a short time we'll have a baby."

"Congratulations! I'm happy for you! "

"Thanks, but now it's your turn. Can I ask you a question? "

"Yes, certainly." I say smiling encouragingly, automatically extending a hand on the cigarette package.

" You Smoke?" Asks Priya shocked.

"Sometimes ..."

"You know it bad for your health ..."

"Yes, I know everything but I do not care honestly." I Interrupts her before the beginning of the sermon already resented by the world.

"Ok ..." she said before starting her questions.

"So, did you go away because Aryan and Meera were together?"

"Yes" answer, then she looks at me seriously and says,

"You still love him?" I reflect on the answer that I'll give to her, I'm sick of this farce, and even if only with her, even if I suffer, even if it means hurting someone I care so much, I decided to be honest, to not lie, not this time. Because I want my happy life back, and even if I have to work hard to rebuild it, although perhaps I won't be able to forget this suffering, even if the sadness will always remain deep in my heart, it does not cost me anything to find myself.

"Yes," I said, lowering my head and staring at my shoes.

"Then why did not you tell him?? Nisha why do not you understand?! You two love each other but out of your shyness and pride...you're destroying everything ! "

"No Priya, you're wrong this time! It is not my pride, and even timidity, but fear. I'm afraid, so afraid. " I admit...tears are there to fall.

"Nisha what's the matter? Why are you afraid? What happened? I have not seen you laugh, and Rohit also think there is something wrong! Tell me, cry, but vent in some way! "

"I ..." I began " My mother ... is ... dead." And I give in to weakness, embracing Priya, who does not react to those words.

"Maybe I'm exaggerating, but I can not live, to go forward knowing that whom I have always counted, whom helped me as a friend now there is no longer with me and she can not reach me to make sure that I'm fine ... I can not see her any more, and I can not do with a reason, then ... I love Aryan, I love him more than any other thing, but I can't tell him, after fleeing away like this and for not come back for seven long years for fear of not being forgiven, I can not say the death of my mother after all this time, although he will know soon thanks to news ... I'm confused ... I do not know what to do ... "I say not being able to stop sobbing. Priya strokes my hair like a mother, managing a bit to calm me down.

Then she says, trying to console me:

"I'm sorry for your mother she was a nice person, solar and fantastic ..." she says smiling through her tears "... As for Aryan, personally I think you should tell him, surely he will appreciate it more than know with the newspapers... But now try to be calm, I'll rest tonight to keep you company, do you want?"

I nod, thanking her with all my heart, to not leave myself alone tonight because I could not stand. She help me to go to bed
After she go to phone Rohit that she is not coming home tonight. I hear her, she says nothing to Rohit, at least for now, she will tell him then.

I wake up after being able to finally sleep in peace. I go to the kitchen and see Priya cutting a cake, talking with someone who I can not see because of the tent, then move and I see that my brilliant friend has just invited Aryan Sharma. I have to reach them, I open the door and into the kitchen pretending anything.

"Hello ... ah ..." and then say to greet Priya turned to Aryab.

"Hello." he look at me.

I sit on the chair and take a cup of coffee and start drinking, taking care not to burn. There is a somewhat awkward silence, followed by Priya says:

"How did you sleep last night Nisha?"

"Well, thank you ..." Then she get up and take the jacket with the bag.

"Nisha now I'm going, call me anything, and then tell me what happened!" She whispered before disappearing behind the door.

"Yes, thank you for everything Priya." Sincerely.

"She invited you here?" I ask to Aryan.

"yes, she said you had to talk to me, what you want to say? We hadn't already explained all the other night "

"Yes, indeed ... I mean ... I ... no, no nothing."

"Well, if you have nothing to say to me, I'm going.."

"Okay, bye." And I see him go away from me for the second time, and I'm doing nothing to stop him.

Originally posted by: arshiyaa

Parm u updated only once in my absence 😲 good for me thought😆

read both updates😊

loved the first para of former update👏

and in this update u wrote very well about Nisha's fears👏

aww i feel sorry for her.

this one is really different from ur other ff's and make me curious for more 😛

keep it up 👍🏼