||CONFESSIONS OF THE HEART AND DENIALS OF THE MIND|| SidYali OS

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR VIBHA MAA'MMM !! Utkarsh, Siyali, Niti, Angela and a confused, irritated Krisanne wished their favourite teacher . Vibha thanked and hugged all of them.. Dadi noticed how she hesitated to hug Parth who stood behind and kept smiling at her with so much content and love in his eyes... Vibha looked at Parth and silently thanked him for everything without anyone noticing.. they both kept looking at each other while everyone else got busy eating the yummy cake Parth had got.. Siyali was smiling looking at Utkarsh and Niti fight for the chocolate part.. She said in a rather soft tone, '' Sara mat kha jana , thoda sabke liye bacha lena '' She looked behind at the door, hoping to see Sid but he was gone...
''Ahem, ahem !! Dadi faked a cough to draw everyone's attention..bacho kafi der ho gayi hai, muje ab chalna chaiye, isse pehle ki koi yahan aa jaye -Dadi announced

Parth came upto Dadi and said '' Mein apko station le chalta hun dadi , apki train 1 ghante baad ki hai ''

Thank you beta.. Bhagwan tumhe har khushi de jo tumhe chahiye - Dadi said looking at Vibha. Parth smiled and looked down rather shy..

Vibha looked at the two of them and said '' Mein bhi chalti hun dadi, mujhe apse kuch baat karni hai''

Vibha, Parth and dadi left for station..and the rest of them cleared up the room.. Siyali carefully smuggled a piece of the cake and was sneaking out just when Niti called her from behind '' Siyali !!!! Udhar kaha jaa rahi hai?? Girls dorm tau is taraf hai na? Chal !

Siyali almost dropped the cake as she turned around , flustered , ''Wo mein change karke ati hun , washroom se.. tum log chalo mein aa jaungi.. '' She said looking in the direction of boys dorm..

Thik hai, jaldi anaa, Kamini maam rounds pe ati hogi - Niti said and left with Angela thanking her for her help...
My pleasure, Angela said making faces at Krisanne who stomped out in anger.. !!!!

Siyali was tip toeing slowly towards the girls washroom, carefully looking in the direction ahead.. Now her feet had started hurting and she could no longer walk.. So she sat on the stairs, looking around with the chocolate melting in her hand...

Tired of waiting, she stood up and was about to leave when a hand came from behind, gripped her slim waist and twirled her... she was startled and let out a soft scream '' Ouchhh''

Kya hua? mein hun Siyali ..It was Sid

Tum???? Tum yahan kya kar rahe ho? she said faking an angry look and trying to free herself from his firm grip...

Achha mein yahan kya kar raha hu? Tu bata tu kya kar rahi hai? Teri party tau over ho chuki hai aur sare log bhi ja chuke hai ... Tau..tu.. , Sid was smirking at her '' Akele party kar rai hai '' he was smiling at her ..

Nahi, wo mein...muje Utkarsh se baat karni thi...she could only manage to mumble looking totally inconvincing

Ohooo achha !!! Tau ye cake bhi Utkarsh ke liye hoga?? Haina? Sid was now looking into her eyes ...Tu jhuth nahi bol pati Siyali, isliye koshish bhi mat kiya kar.. He smiled at her.. How adorable she looks when she is caught lying, Sid thought..

Achha ab agar cake le hi ayi hai, tau khila bhi de! He held her hand up, while she stood there looking at him nervously biting her lips..

He looked at the chocolate running all over her fingers.. Arey!! He looked up at her, got her hand closer to his mouth and licked her finger, looking into her eyes all the while..Sid's charm had her spell bound , so much so that she did not even move.. Sid realizing her state, broke the silence and kissed her finger '' Thank you!!! That was the best cake I ever had ''

SHUT UP Siddharth Rajput ! Let me go! She wriggled out of his grip and turned around to leave..

Ouchhh!!!!!! She held her right foot and slumped on the ground..

Sid rushed to her, worried and held her foot...Kya hua? he asked looking up at her

These heels hurt.. I can't walk in them.. Mene kabhi nahi pehne isse pehle..Wo Angela... she said rubbing her ankle..

Before she could realize, Sid took her heels off and started massaging her ankles gently.. It felt so good..she let out a small sigh...!!

Ab kuch thik hua? Better? Sid asked her looking concerned

Hmmm.. rehne do..! Ab thik hai. she said.. Sid was looking at her '' she is all I care for..'' he thought.. He helped her stand up and took her heels..'' Tu mere slippers pehen le, ye le '' He made her wear his own slippers.. Siyali looked at him and smiled '' Thanks'' she slipped her feet into his huge slippers..they both looked at each other and smiled..

Pata hai tu smile karti hai tau kitni achhi lagti hai? Sid told her while walking towards the library.. They walked silently without speaking a word to each other since then..

She looked at him , lost in her thoughts, '' What is this feeling?'' I feel different when I am with him..I have never felt like this before.. she thought looking at him, while Sid was looking ahead suddenly silent and serious...

Just then, he turned and looked at her, his eyes fixed on her, he took her hand and pulled her inside the library..

Kya kar rahe ho, chhodo mujhe, Siddd , she shouted..as he took her in the reserve section corner..

Please Siyali...!! listen to me..please- Sid pleaded desperately..

She was taken aback.. Is this ''THE Sidhharth Rajput'' the guy who troubled her so much..who didn't flinch for a second to beat up her friends, insult Niti?? It was like a new avataar of him, that was... to be honest very likeable.. but no he is Sid..what is this happening to me, god?

He took her hands in his hands and said '' Mein nahi janta mein tujhe kese vishwas dilau, par mein sach keh raha hun Siyali , mein tera haath thamna chahta hun, aur kabhi chhodna nahi chahta...mein chahta hun, hum ek ho jayein ... I can't stay without you...''

The sincerity in his voice and the longing in his eyes, hit her... she was dumbstruck for a moment.. Siddharth nudged her '' Siyali...kuchh bol warna mein pagal ho jaunga...'' please! he had not let go off her hand..

Siyali could feel her heart beat so fast that she feared it's gonna burst with anxiety... she was shaking and without realizing held on to his hand for support...

Sid looked at her closely then at her hands firmly gripping his own..'' Siyali ! he said softly and hugged her...she got engulfed in his arms, stunned and shocked..while he held her tightly, closing his eyes, feeling her warmth

She hugged him back more for support than anything..it seemed like eternity and then reality struck her !!!!! This can't happen... no! not so soon..this is Sidharth Rajput.. we are poles apart.. he loves Krisanne...yes! they are a couple and the whole school knows about them.,..so what if I ...no I can't feel anything for him.. we have such different backgrounds... no! What will Niti and Utkarsh think? this can't happen...

She pushed him away with a jolt'' Siddhaaarthhh!!! leave me! I said leave me.. she said in a firm voice..

''Siyali...he mumble, nervous and confused.. she responded, I could sense it.. what happened, he thought looking at her in shock..

Please Siddharth, I have to go... This will not work, She said looking away

Why? why not? If its because of Krisaane, then let me tell you that we have broken up! We are no more together...

Oh is that why you are here, cornering me? she spat, her eyes moist and body shaking..

NO! Hell no! arghhh I shouldn't have said it, he thought... No Siyali, I never loved Krisanne.., we were never meant to be.. it was our child hood friendship that was conveniently thought to become some sort of a relationship when we grew up.. but there were no feelings from my side..NEVER!

Siyali, mene kisi ladki ke liye aaj tak aisa feel nahi kiya jesa mein tere liye feel karta hun.. I want to protect you, take care of you, love you and have you in my life forever.. he said, tears rolling down his eyes now...

Siyali not able to see him in this state, looked down, '' Its not about Krisanne...hum dono alag hai..bohot alag... tumhari life asaan rahi hai Sid..jo chaha wo mila hai tumhe... muje, Niti aur Utkarsh ko life mein bohot struggle karna pada hai... Siddharth... itni khushi hamare naseeb mein kahan...khushiyon se dar lagta hai... she said wiping her tears and ran away leaving him stunned...!!!

Itni khushi...khushiyon se dar lagta hai?? he mumbled distraught and hassled, looking at the door flung open..

''ek ajeeb sa ehsaas hota hai pyaar...jab koi apko pyaar se dekhta hai, tau dil zor se dhadakne lagta hai '' Niti's words kept ringing in her head, as Siyali walked slowly towards the girl dorm thinking of what just happened.. she kept her hand on her heart and could hear it beating fast... !!!










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Posted: 10 years ago
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Awww...this was beautiful 😳 and the title is bang on 👏
Edited by Garima04 - 10 years ago
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Wow ! Beautiful loved it do continue awesome
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Originally posted by: Garima04

Awww...this was beautiful 😳 and the title is bang on 👏



Thanks for appreciating😊
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Originally posted by: cooljav1234

Wow ! Beautiful loved it do continue awesome


Hey thanks!😳
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Posted: 10 years ago
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Sheer brilliance...
*Reserve*

Hie!
This was so beautifully written!!
the Confession...!! so brilliantly penned down..this is beautiful...!!
the stories are being rushed in the show according to me Siyali is feeling the love but not exactly in love with Sid and thats why the reaction willl shouldnt be affirmative in the show..!!
I completely love the way you imagined the scene to come out..the piece of Cake..the playful batter and the flirting!!
I really enjoyed reading this OS!
do write more i look forward to them!!
regards
Safrena
Edited by WhisperOfDreams - 10 years ago
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Posted: 10 years ago
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One word for this os 'Awesome'...you should be writing more on them... I especially loved how you described siyali's situation...to be honest I won't be surprised if they show us something like this in next episode ...that was quite real...very good work 👏
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Originally posted by: sidyali.ad

One word for this os 'Awesome'...you should be writing more on them... I especially loved how you described siyali's situation...to be honest I won't be surprised if they show us something like this in next episode ...that was quite real...very good work 👏


Thank you so much!!! That was really encouraging😳
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Posted: 10 years ago
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That was amazing :)
Beautifully written :)
Awesome :)
Keep writing more :)

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