Chakor ... Meera ... you swept... I wept
Yesterday's episode Chakor I should say Meera just swept it completely.
It WAS HER EPISODE completely.
She just swept and I wept wept inconsolably...
Meera You have my standing ovation and hats off...
I just could not separate her from Chakor as she portrayed the vulnerable side of a traumatised girl completely. What a versatility... Oh my god. I am for you girl you floored me ... I just could not remember anybody else none...
After the dreadful event the way she was looking at him just looking into him completely traumatised ...HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? DID YOU DO IT? HOW COULD YOU?
She is unable to understand what has happened and loved Kasturi and the ladies thank you for being there for my girl yesterday yes it was indeed only the girl I saw.
The way she clinched her saree tight, covered herself completely so tight as though she was feeling that she may be preyed upon...again ... shocking ...Yes indeed her Protector has turned Predator...
Yes I keep aside my feeling for Suraj but honestly I did not even think his side at all.
The way she walked lost, all alone... thinking about what happened more than the shock, the abuse she could not come out of the trauma... The scene kept haunting her and she was walking into a vacuum ... scared so much... of any one ...of anything .. (I could relate to myself as I wanted to share ... when I lost my best friend due to domestic abuse who was burnt...by her handsome most goodlooking husband and inlaw... and I saw her in her death bed and the trauma was too much to handle that I just could not see a good looking guy... the moment I look I used to think is he good at heart? It took months to come out of it).
The moment she saw her self reminisced the good times... That FB was so beautiful not the sukor but the reactions she gave holding herself... Looking at her Suraj beating the goons and the way she nodded yes yes you were like this, would not allow anyone to even eye upon me, and you will fight against the whole world for my modesty... the next moment the mind faded and reality stuck ...hard hitting her... the change of her expressions was mind blowing the way she went down ...
My tears kept flowing...
She remembered at the sight of the water full of bucket, the way her titan rose and shielded her breaking all the chains but today he broke all those chain of trust only to expose her so vulnerably...
Haunting haunting it is for me but still Chakor you won me completely when inspite of this you felt his presence... But I was happy you did not take it forward... for once ... yes you must cry out... as I am still...
I admired her totally the way she said he is not my Suraj, He will never get back his memory... Yes My that Suraj is dead so true...
I will stand by you today Chakor...as my tear drops will turn into prayers for you to soar high... you are not vulnerable, your modesty was not put to stake but the whole feminity was ...
Girl you should and will Soar high. For you are Chakor not ordinary girl, the eagle, the Winner always...
For once, I felt truly stay away, be yourself, do not forgive him be what may,
He must raise on his own
The sun should think again, come out of his eclipse and think what is that she wanted him to remember
What have I forgotten to shock her
What have I burnt
Feel the heat yourself and go then go down go down on your knee before her and apologise and ask her, and when you go down my head will go up in pride
Ask her to help you to remember, make you to remember those beautiful moments
Your bird will guide you, for sure you will soon rage, incubate her and roar back like the lion to take to task those morons who made you do this to your ... I desist to say your girl till you win her back.
The Dark Knight get your armours up and go get your girl , Win her Back and she should not come to you as you need to WIN HER BACK.
Chakor, till then my tears will flow
I really salute you Meera...
Anupamaa
