Before I write this I would like to mention that I had around 55 IF email notifications last night, I have not gone through so this is just my view on yesterday the Dark episode of Udaan I should say. I will after posting my view will go through the same.
I would also like to place my credit to referring to my Most Admired Writer (Banjaaran) who I admire since my initial dormant and silent days in this forum and used to melt in her melting moments and hugs.
I would also pay my due credits to my besties Rabia and Divya who has been my pillars during my initial, interning days in this forum to make me understand what is a show and what it is all about and especially during my depressed days of the Benaras track !!!
So here I go, I know this is going to be long but,,,,,, please share your comments ... as I just love love this Forum and the members...
And he walked towards her to do the dreadful act, who is he
Not the Suraj Rajvanshi I know...
Not the badla hua Suraj I know...
Not Chakor's epitome of love Suraj I know...
Not Chakor's husband who bend down himself in front of her I know...
Not that Suraj who was not in love during the last Maharasankranthi but the way he rose like the Titan to uproot all to bring her in his fierceful arms as non can dare to misbehave with her girl... NO
And he walked towards her to do the dreadful act, who is he...the Terminator, Suicide Bomber, Human Bomb?
Then who is he...
The Wafadar Ghulam ...so he is not the Suraj I know...
I rest in pieces not in peace... for I am still trying to understand this Ghulam (desisting to call him by his name)
Chakor...... the chirpy bird, the gullible sparrow, the eagle who always wanted to soar high, fly high reach heights for what? for name, for money for pride for herself? no all she wanted from her ruthless childhood was her dream of freedom and is it for her ? no ... for her people ... For her Azadganj... and the amount of torment, sacrifice, torture, humiliation, life threatens and the heights which I thought and still shudder was the gruesome miscarriage she had to undergo... has fate, destiny is happy... no... when I thought the heights was reached the ahimsawadhi went himsa to remove that himsa that obstacle and went to jail... and still Destiny did not feel it reached its pinnacle (sorry ever since the Benaras track I have stuck this word) for she was put to yet another unimaginable torment by whom ...by her own pyaari sister************** and who is executing it the I shudder to even write her husband, in her words hamari Suraj... her safe abode, her safe arms is going to do that disgusting act!!!!
He started walking... and she started dying... when he walked to her and held her pallu she was indeed dead
She soon realised that the man, the man who is walking to her is not her man, not her husband not her Suraj as this man walked without any emotions, any expressions, no tears, nothing, a Zombie, a suicide bomber, a programmed terminator was walking to her to do that dreadful act... The amount of her pleading fell deaf, she quickly realised so she looked at that wretched programmer to stop and abort the program, to abort the missile as once the missiles target is set none can stop. So in the hindsight, Chakor was realising what she missed out all these days, she realised that this Ghulam is indeed the Wafadhar Ghulam, She was shell shocked, she died... for she was just a mannequin, a lifeless doll for him as he has been constantly only told to perform his duty, remember his shiksha (turtoring) so yes he did the act...to always peform the task his maalkin wanted him to do at any cost even if he had to die.
So was he threatened to do that act...No he was not threatened ... so this Ghulam is not a coward to do such an act due to threat of his life
So was he afraid of repercussions... no he has been tutored, brainwashed, told again and again to complete the assigned task
The Wafadhar Ghulam indeed did the dreadful act of what ... of killing Chakor... (as a women I know that death is better than loosing the modesty, the dignity)
(My revered ovation to both MEEJAY as for VJ it would have been the most painful act as he had to be completely wooden, rigid with just that single wrinkle on his forehead and Meera hats off to you girl for shedding inhibitions and stand in front of a whole crowd... I bow to you with loads of tears I know this is your bread and butter but still... And the complete scene was perfectly executed by the versatile actors... I did not squirm even a bit as, if the makers had done it in the usual villainy style of the digusting laugh and smirkness this would have been horrible but to me I was as frozen as Chakor ...and Suraj did not maintain eye contact when he literally removed the saree and he did do it with perfection and style)
Chakor I died along with you as you were just shocked, comatosed and if you had been in your normal self you would have stopped the person in your own way... but you died so you could not react and only incessant tears fixed on him... the Wafadhar Ghulam...
I just wanted to run to you but I was also frozen and I stand by your words in the precap YES INDEED THIS SURAJ IS DEAD. Yes I respect your decision. You have always been a victim...
You wanted your village men to be bold, wanted them to rise against evil... yes they rose and stood but the penalty had to be paid by you... Was it fair, were you destined for this...
Continued in Part 2
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