I feel Chakor was the first to accept that Vivaan is out of her life. Suraj took time to deal with ego issues and forget that Imli is happily starting her life with someone else.
So, Chakor was the one who out of nowhere accepted her responsibilities and made sure that she would let nothing happen to Suraj. For her, Suraj wasn't only someone whom her enemy Kamalnarayan wanted to kill, he had become her responsibility, he was someone about whom Chakor had speculated and known that there existed a good soul, in need of love and affection behind this rugged person.
But Suraj, the day he proposed Imli and Vivaan started hitting him, the very day Chakor stopped Vivaan and said him that Suraj is her husband and she would not let Vivaan to hurt him, Suraj had started giving himself to Chakor, slowly but truly. It wasn't easy for him. For he thought that Chakor is doing everything just out of pity for him and she doesn't actually feel for him. Thus feeling was killing him from inside and all the anger shows and harms he made Chakor go through after t hat incident was a result of this feeling of insecurity.
But eventually, he gave himself to Chakor, without his knowledge. This feeling of love, pushed away and overpowered his insecurity issues. He finally came to a conclusion that he didn't care if Chakor pitied him and did everything without any feeling, all he wanted was Chakor in his life, by hook or by crook because she made his life worthy.
But Chakor, for her Suraj was someone with that strength who would hold her hand and support her, no doubt what. Suraj had all of a sudden become her motive to live. She unknowingly wemt on doing all sacrifices, with another unknown motive, she never wanted Suraj to go away from her. She realised that this person had the capability to love her madly, immensely, extremely forgetting the whole world. Thus person would treat her with all the love anyone could ever give someone. He is someone she can afford to be careless, irresponsible, immature with. He is someone who would not let her take a bit if tension and would make her feel special all her life.
She loved him, and went on loving him with everything she could sacrifice just to love him immensely without any expectations from him till she realised that he would give her so so much of love.
Edited by Shreeti.sukor - 7 years ago
Shiv Shakti
