Suraj ... The best PEARL from a worst Oyster
Suraj Narain Rajvanshi...
You are the best PEARL from a worst Oyster...
The Tuesday episode just left me stunned at Suraj.. I just saw both Tuesday and yesterdays, sorry for being late... but it would be unfair if I did not share my thoughts I felt...
Suraj was not miffed much about the poisonous water much as he did not want to punish KN for what he has done to the Basti and left the Bastiwala to decide his fate and lo Chakor is Chakor so she saved him.
What came after this the whole of his actions made me really feel for him...
He was away when KN was leaving and when Chakor went ahead in front of him showing his ring as proof and declared that till now Suraj did not know about the one who stabbed her but now along with Suraj the whole Basti knows...
Suraj Narain Rajvanshi was a bit farther away, and when he heard her words, he just froze, just shocked not because the man who fathered him again played a foul game, but because that man has broken his trust again.
His eyes turned pink with tears, moist, shell shocked, he did not react at once, he was in my opinion was feeling sick, terribly sick, how can you again and again take away my trust, my happiness always.
Well, you all must be thinking what is this... but, this is what I genuinely felt at that few moments... Because with all his thinking of Chakor he was concentrating on finding out who stabbed her, but, this time not once he doubted Kamal Narain Rajvanshi ...though even during the Haveli when they entered he was watchful but even believed him for a fraction of second when that monster folder his hands in front of Bolenath and said that he has changed and his heart and the doors of Haveli is open for Chakor...and Suraj did quarter heartedly held that monsters hand in acceptance ... so still he had that faintest yearning for the love from that monster...
Why do I say... he doubted him about the camp shooting, he was very much sure it was KN, the way he roared and raged...but the way KN refuted acting made him think whether it was Ragini... or anyone... So somewhere in his last cell of his heart he was yearning that the person who fathered him would have not done that again, I remember his words during the engagement time his words phirse dhoka to Vivaan and startled and fumbled his steps backwards... he is just unable to tolerate that his trust is being butchered... The love he had been yearning for.
When one deep dive into the ocean we get Oysters with genuine pure water fresh pearl in it... Most pearls are distorted and may be black while the Oysters are good but very few have good pearl inside while the Oyster is dark with dirt...
All through his childhood he has been spewed with venom from the monster but the chirpy bird has turned that venom into a succulent nectar by her pollination... and a pearl is often tested for its purity by biting it... and here he has been bitten by the chirpy bird which has brought out the most purest one..
And lo what we got is THE BEST PEARL OUT OF THE WORST OYSTER
He roared and definitely I found a large variation from that roar at that psycho when he dared to harm his world, but here he roared again but in full of frustration
Suraj Narain Rajvanshi did decide that moment that this monster, the one who fathered him is not worth to be yearned to love... No he will not change...
He is only Tejaswani Rajvanshi's son.
He roared when he decided enough is enough and throughout he was angry that his love, his life has been again targeted again... and adding fuel the audacity to say yes I tried to stab her but where is the proof, she has robbed my ring...
And through out holding the monster he was only telling one thing again and again this man does not love anyone, he always break my trust, he cannot see me or this basti wala happy...so he needs to die with his own poisonous water.
Yes that hurt that frustration , that he will never change and the anger when the child was threatened, he could not take it more for apart from Chakor, paakhi holds a very high place in his heart for she is his young mentor... who has always been his partner, who has been with him through the most difficult, toughtest times when his ebb was at the low...
Liked the way he said the monster knows only hatred (nafrath sirf nafrath) and he does not want nafrath in the soil of Azadganj..
What a transformation...
In one of the episode KN was telling that Chakor is the Grahan of Suraj but he would have realised now that after the solar eclipse it is that moon's slightest move that brings the beautiful diamond sparkling ring initially... And he is that diamond which will adorn only chakor's hand...
The rest made me wonder how he can just change himself with just a single word from her...
She knows that the beast in him will pounce at her one word of anger but she has tamed her beast and that lion listened to her when she said donot waste your time thinking about punishing instead learn from him how a father should not be... That words those words calmed him... yes he is tamed and he wants to be the World's best father.
Suraj Rajvanshi hold your head high as I know you will be that best oyster which will give the best pearl to this world.
The pearl will be so pure with just love and love.
Suraj you just amazed me that day
Is it the actor with his variations or is the character he is living...
I have no words to express as I just felt his pain throughout...
I know all would have had a different meaning for his roar but to me
This pearl did shine differently that day with a different purpose
