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Hello folks... 😃 well I hope u guys remember me...if not...then absolutely no problem 😆 . This is your Pari urf paridhi.. 😳. ok let's come 2 d topic...for d 1st tym ever I'm writing something on any couple n no prize for guessing it's SUKOR 😆
This is basically a TS...I'm posting d 1st part...n if u guys want d nxt part(which I don't think u will 🤣 ) then I'll post that soon... 😊 Special thanks to chotu urff sahas for encouraging me 2 post this 🤗
||LA DOULEUR EXQUISE||
La douleur exquise, a french word meaning the heartbreaking pain of wanting someone you can't have.
Have you ever felt the fretful feeling..when you know you are fighting a lost battle and still you are hoping for a WIN??
Well...that's what Suraj was feeling right then. His wife,clad in an exquisite midnight blue saree n with that dazzling smile of hers,was an angel straight from heaven looking both divine n alluring!! But that was not the matter. The reason of his agitation was standing right beside his wife,namely Vivaan,the man his wife once loved or still loves. He saw Chakor talking,smiling and laughing with him. Hell he wanted 2 believe that he felt nothing,absolutely nothing watching the scene but he knew better that he couldn't deny this god-dammned-feeling anymore. That this feeling has reached its saturation point from where there was no turning back. Sigh.
The smile on her lips and the blush in her eyes screamed something which he never wanted to listen. Chakor and Vivaan were rather communicating through gestures which he really didn't want to know.
His mind travelled on its own back to the time when he and chakor were enemies.The moment he had laid his eyes on hers,he loved the fire in them,which matched his own! Their fights and challenges ignited something within him which he couldn't explain,not that he wanted to!!. When he had married her and made her his bandhua biwi his only aim was to torture her and give her the punishment she never deserved. He wondered what changed his feelings towards her to this dreadful extent! Was it her fierceness to never give up or was it her kind demeanor?? He remembered the several times she had saved his life putting her reputation of being a sportstar on stake. He often thought was it even possible to be as selfless as her? But then,this was chakor. She could sacrifice her life for the happiness of others just as she did for Imli. Sacrificed her love for the sister who never really cared for her except blaming her for each n every wrongs in her life.
He would be lying if he disagrees with the fact that he was jealous. Jealous seeing his wife being so carefree with someone other than him.Hell he wanted to break 2 or 3 bones of Vivaan while watching their conversation. But then,in that moment the realization hit him. He has never given her a reason to smile,let alone laugh. And this broke his heart into million pieces. It was more painful than watching the scene Infront. Thus he decided he didn't deserve her and her love.
LOVE, the word stings him now because Suraj Rajvanshi has fallen irrevocably and inevitably with his wife Chakor Rajvanshi. His love for her is so commanding and compelling that it could burn the whole world along with her,with it's intensity. In that moment he decided the fate of his unrequited love. He would distance himself from her. He would give her the freedom she wanted.
He would give her life and would die in the process. With this formidable thought,Suraj Rajvanshi marched towards his room leaving behind the party thrown to celebrate his wife's recent marathon victory.
She could feel his eyes on her and heat rose up to her cheeks. She couldn't help but feel giddy and nervous at the same time. The smile refused to leave her lips just as his name. Suraj, the name slowly becoming like a holy mantra for her which she kept chanting all day. This exact criteria earned her many teasings from her sister,her maai-bapu and currently Vivaan.
Vivaan was having his share of fun teasing chakor to which she could only blush. You ask why? Because Chakor Rajvanshi has fallen irrevocably and inevitably in love with her husband.
Okay,now when did this happen?? May be his changed nature and caring heart did the wonders. In all these months she got to know the real suraj,who can give his life for the ones he loves. May be when he sacrificed his freedom and accepted to become a bandhwa so that she could remain as a azaad panchhi.
She knew he liked her,that she affected him the equally and he could give his life for her. But did he LOVE her?? She didn't have an answer to that.
Suddenly she felt the loss of warmth. She looked around and found Suraj no where.
'He could be in our room' she thought and marched towards their room only to be stopped by a group of girls from her guest list,asking about her husband. To say she was jealous,would be an underestimate. They were praising suraj for his dapper loom comparing him wid some filmstar. And honestly who wouldn't be impressed?? He looked every bit of aristocratic in that black tuxedo and white shirt. But only she has the right to see him,praise him and desire him in this way. With great patience she excused herself and went towards her room hoping to find him there.
And that's the end of the first part...
Chappals,eggs,tomatoes anything you want can throw at me...I need them 🤣
Precap- confrontation and confession 😉
P.S- Not proofread, so kindly excuse the mistakes 😆
-pari- 🤗
Hello folks... 😃 well I hope u guys remember me...if not...then absolutely no problem 😆 . This is your Pari urf paridhi.. 😳. ok let's come 2 d topic...for d 1st tym ever I'm writing something on any couple n no prize for guessing it's SUKOR 😆
This is basically a TS...I'm posting d 1st part...n if u guys want d nxt part(which I don't think u will 🤣 ) then I'll post that soon... 😊 Special thanks to chotu urff sahas for encouraging me 2 post this 🤗
||LA DOULEUR EXQUISE||
La douleur exquise, a french word meaning the heartbreaking pain of wanting someone you can't have.
Have you ever felt the fretful feeling..when you know you are fighting a lost battle and still you are hoping for a WIN??
Well...that's what Suraj was feeling right then. His wife,clad in an exquisite midnight blue saree n with that dazzling smile of hers,was an angel straight from heaven looking both divine n alluring!! But that was not the matter. The reason of his agitation was standing right beside his wife,namely Vivaan,the man his wife once loved or still loves. He saw Chakor talking,smiling and laughing with him. Hell he wanted 2 believe that he felt nothing,absolutely nothing watching the scene but he knew better that he couldn't deny this god-dammned-feeling anymore. That this feeling has reached its saturation point from where there was no turning back. Sigh.
The smile on her lips and the blush in her eyes screamed something which he never wanted to listen. Chakor and Vivaan were rather communicating through gestures which he really didn't want to know.
His mind travelled on its own back to the time when he and chakor were enemies.The moment he had laid his eyes on hers,he loved the fire in them,which matched his own! Their fights and challenges ignited something within him which he couldn't explain,not that he wanted to!!. When he had married her and made her his bandhua biwi his only aim was to torture her and give her the punishment she never deserved. He wondered what changed his feelings towards her to this dreadful extent! Was it her fierceness to never give up or was it her kind demeanor?? He remembered the several times she had saved his life putting her reputation of being a sportstar on stake. He often thought was it even possible to be as selfless as her? But then,this was chakor. She could sacrifice her life for the happiness of others just as she did for Imli. Sacrificed her love for the sister who never really cared for her except blaming her for each n every wrongs in her life.
He would be lying if he disagrees with the fact that he was jealous. Jealous seeing his wife being so carefree with someone other than him.Hell he wanted to break 2 or 3 bones of Vivaan while watching their conversation. But then,in that moment the realization hit him. He has never given her a reason to smile,let alone laugh. And this broke his heart into million pieces. It was more painful than watching the scene Infront. Thus he decided he didn't deserve her and her love.
LOVE, the word stings him now because Suraj Rajvanshi has fallen irrevocably and inevitably with his wife Chakor Rajvanshi. His love for her is so commanding and compelling that it could burn the whole world along with her,with it's intensity. In that moment he decided the fate of his unrequited love. He would distance himself from her. He would give her the freedom she wanted.
He would give her life and would die in the process. With this formidable thought,Suraj Rajvanshi marched towards his room leaving behind the party thrown to celebrate his wife's recent marathon victory.
She could feel his eyes on her and heat rose up to her cheeks. She couldn't help but feel giddy and nervous at the same time. The smile refused to leave her lips just as his name. Suraj, the name slowly becoming like a holy mantra for her which she kept chanting all day. This exact criteria earned her many teasings from her sister,her maai-bapu and currently Vivaan.
Vivaan was having his share of fun teasing chakor to which she could only blush. You ask why? Because Chakor Rajvanshi has fallen irrevocably and inevitably in love with her husband.
Okay,now when did this happen?? May be his changed nature and caring heart did the wonders. In all these months she got to know the real suraj,who can give his life for the ones he loves. May be when he sacrificed his freedom and accepted to become a bandhwa so that she could remain as a azaad panchhi.
She knew he liked her,that she affected him the equally and he could give his life for her. But did he LOVE her?? She didn't have an answer to that.
Suddenly she felt the loss of warmth. She looked around and found Suraj no where.
'He could be in our room' she thought and marched towards their room only to be stopped by a group of girls from her guest list,asking about her husband. To say she was jealous,would be an underestimate. They were praising suraj for his dapper loom comparing him wid some filmstar. And honestly who wouldn't be impressed?? He looked every bit of aristocratic in that black tuxedo and white shirt. But only she has the right to see him,praise him and desire him in this way. With great patience she excused herself and went towards her room hoping to find him there.
And that's the end of the first part...
Chappals,eggs,tomatoes anything you want can throw at me...I need them 🤣
Precap- confrontation and confession 😉
P.S- Not proofread, so kindly excuse the mistakes 😆
-pari- 🤗
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