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Hey there all the lovely people.
Me is suuper busy these days. So apologies for my absence. Here is a awful post, for the last three episodes.
Life is unpredictable, one day the battle is for the self, for respect, for right, for freedom...and the other day, while suffering the consequences of your own sin- gorging the onion demon- one realizes the situation of other person in that same house. Kanak comes out of her bubble of play, drama, execution and inquiries about Payal. The only person who answers her queries is Palomi. Palomi has an agenda of her own, her own trust fish to fry in name of US, she is visibly annoyed by prying Kanak in family matter, but her annoyance takes back seat, when she decides to not confront Kanak, and use her knowledge of Kanak and US equation to her advantage. Kanak meets up with Payal, they bond over in their own way, their survival by pain, they have lived their life under the shadow of a mistake they never committed but were acquitted all the same. Their pain, their unfortunate misery and their life sentence by US, Payal and Kanak understand each other better than others. Although Payal has accepted and resigned to her fate, Kanak is going to wage a war on her behalf, Kanak will avenge the adharm that US had committed with Payal...
The three ladies in this are trapped in their own ways, Payal married and tied up with expectations, Kanak married, tied up with expectations but still has a vocal will power, be in front of US only, but she reads her mind out loud to him, and tells him what she finds odd. Whereas Palomi is the worst, she is tied up in invisible bond by her own mind, she is the one person who would give heaven and earth to be in eye sight of US... she would give up anything and everything to be in that alien era chains.
Kanak has her mind set on deterring US from his straight way of dharm, she pledges to self to break all of US' rules and spirituality. Kanak tries to water down US' meditation.. she puts in all efforts to create thunderstorm and hurricane to break his meditative stance, but when she is about to give up, she looses her footing and US catches her in the nick of the moment. --- no matter how hard Kanak tries to break US, it will be till the last moment when she is about to give up that victory comes in to her arms. Kanak is trying to adapt to her new surroundings, new rules - sleeping early and getting up early, not because it's the rules but following rules would get her breakfast.. she tries hard to sleep early, she tries reading, but without success. She hears US sneezing and goes to stalk him... she fears him being a tattle tale to Massi, but he doesn't tell Massi and makes excuse that it's just common cold. -- what would he have said that, his wife is out of his control, his wife tried to be mainka and sought to break his tapasya, his wife challenges him on every step, no he can't say that and yet keeps up with his constant support towards Kanak. He is lenient towards Kanak, because he still underestimates her.
US and Kanak sleep by pressing each other's buttons. Their pressure points to sleep and to stop sneezing, they sleep in their own little world. Without pretense together, in their silence. US does his pati dharm by waking Kanak up on time or else she would miss breakfast again. Kanak gets up in a flurry and gets ready, she says she won't let US know about her family not until she gets him straight enough that he never repeats the adharm he committed with Payal. She places lipstick marks on his kurta, so that he would get embarrassed in front of Massi. She gets masssi take US' class.
Kanak is playing with Fire, she is annoying the hell out of US, don't fret about the precap, two can play this game. If Kanak can place lipstick marks on his shirt, then he can scare her too. It might look harsh when he pushes her, but he would know his limits. He would never place a finger on her without her consent. He might get angry on dharm talks but he wouldn't do anything that he would regret later. The little games they are playing with each other.
Kanak might seem childish, young and stupid but it's the course of life, she would learn and become old and wise with time. and with Kanak US would meet his childish and fun side, that's suppressed under rules and discipline.
P.s- There was a discussion recently regarding US' education... I think he is perfectly fluent in English and had proper schooling. He understands everything Kanak says be it English words - balance, flirt, pressure point -- if he didn't know English how would he have continued his conversation with Kanak without asking the meaning... not that it matters but still something that bothered me. He prefers his mother tongue and there is absolutely nothing wrong with it. One isn't uneducated if they don't speak English.
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