My heart feels heavy n sad 😥

Ayesha singh- aka Sai Joshi has taken my heart and squeezed it. Today she has truly made me cry. Until pp entered the fray I felt a tad bit bad for Virat too because he seemed to be sad at the thought of Sai leaving but resigned- ki ok if Sai is happy being away, let her go. But virat once again fell in my eyes as a viewer when he said nothing to pp when she behaved way out of line. Pp once again interrupted n interfered in something she had NO F***KING business being involved in, and he stood quiet in agreement. Pp accused Sai of training devi to hate on her n virat stood silent. Pp accused that Sai is selfish, doesn't care for others n Virat stood silent. Virat really does not love Sai. Because if he did , no matter how angry he was at Sai he wouldn't let someone demean Sai the way pp does and just watch silently. He really only sees her as a duty. And any feelings he ever didplayed for her must have been just a compromise because he felt like ab shaadi hogayi toh nibhaate hai. Because if he genuinely loved Sai he would never stand by and watch someone speak about Sai in such a derogatory way.....

As Sai talked about how her life was ruined the day she lost her father, and how this family will never see her as their own, i was legit in tears. I just want my dewdrop Sai to find peace and happiness and people that not only value her but have the fortitude to take a stand for her.

If sai forgives this douchebag just because he gets possessed by the soul of gopi bahu at hospital and readily agrees to return to the mad house, I will never be able to root for again.

Originally posted by: Lostin90s

If sai forgives this douchebag just because he gets possessed by the soul of gopi bahu at hospital and readily agrees to return to the mad house, I will never be able to root for again.

That's what is going to happen.

Originally posted by: nutmeg7

That's what is going to happen.

I’m a silent reader. I wait for your update and then watch the clips in insta. I’m at office but still couldn’t stop my tears. Don’t know why? In our own anger and pain we always forget how the other person must be feeling and Sai has no one in this world. Thanks for updating.

I do not wish for sairat anymore. Just want to see how they deal with aftermath of the accident and whether there is any deviation from the original or not. If there is none, I am done with with Sai too.

I don’t want Sai to return to this house or his life. It doesn’t make any sense. As much as she is sad today, she will be happy and relieved to stay away from this mad house and Virat too.

He thinks her to be a selfish person now? Wow 👏. I got annoyed seeing Virat cry. And what was it? He was asking Devi “uska uspar asar hua”. He didn’t feel guilty to have locked her in the room but instead thinks that it didn’t help in anyway. Great.

I hated Pakhi’s smile today. She was so vile. How could she look at Devi like that and smile. It was horrible. And she also knows how to instigate Virat. She didn’t have to do much other than telling that Sai doesn’t accept their marriage. Virat as usual will fall in her trap. She is hell bent on proving that Sai is selfish ever since she heard Virat praise Sai as a selfless person. Ever since she heard that he is falling for Sai, likes Sai for whatever Sai has done for his family, Pakhi keeps telling that Sai never does anything for the family and it is all fake. Virat can never think on his own and will keep letting his friend insult his wife and now even his Tai. He will also let her instigate him. He never learns from his mistakes.

I just don’t want him to cry after she meets with an accident (if they are planning for one) and then be forgiven. He keeps showing that he is in pain while inflicting pain to a person whom he claims he loves.

I want Sai to divorce him and go away. There is no meaning of love if there is no respect. She has every right to take decision of her life and don't have to worry about so called "izzath" of these people who can't treat her with respect

Originally posted by: Lostin90s

I do not wish for sairat anymore. Just want to see how they deal with aftermath of the accident and whether there is any deviation from the original or not. If there is none, I am done with with Sai too.

That's the sad part..

Latest article of the creative director proves that he is copy pasting everything shamelessly but blatantly denied the fact..👎🏼

Sai even will crave for his attention post accident as per the original.. Ewwwww..only because he cried buckets 🤢

What aftermath??? it's not in ghum dictionary ..Sai will forgive him as usual and comeback to him🤢

IF ONLY they could make Sai leave this toxic husband and his vile BFF forever and go away from CN. IF ONLY the story could be given a new direction showing Sai's healing from the abuse, finding peace in herself and leading her life as a successful and independent woman who grew not just in age but mind and wisdom due to her life's early experiences. IF ONLY they decided to show how finally she values her self-worth and NO ONE is able to shake her self-respect and self-belief by shedding crocodile tears in front of her. IF ONLY they started showing that abuse as a normal tiff is NEVER OK. IF ONLY ...

Patralekha is worthy of hate because she was never of a good character, to begin with. But I have never despised and felt disgusted at a ML, so much than I feel for Virat. I have no words left for him anymore! They have cold murdered Virat's character and most likely will do the same for Sai.