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Nynu this post is for you, I have read half of the story upto the parcel. Guess what my mobile battery down, will read further give me my rant, ohh I have one big one. Once my mobile charged.
See you then baby(wink)
Hey back babe... It was wonderful sarcasm dripping update. I can't express in words how much I loved it??? And I'm great full to get introduce to this sarcastic side of yours baby.
Ohh good I'm very excited and I'm sure I'm going to blurt out everything.
I can clearly say how much you're effected by their ornaments and presentation. Yeah like me. I never liked that small part of singhar over Swara's head nor thick cloth of vermilion over Ragini's. I loved small amount of Vermillion over the end of third parting.
Babe have you counted the rows of Ragini's mangalsutra. That was hilarious one. And I loved their bonding. I have co-sisters like ragini.
I loved the way how you used the words baby to address every emotions of Swara. Claps for you. Nope bowing my head. After a long time I'm reading your work. You know how much it refreshing me.
And I strongly accept sujata point of view. I have the same one. Everyone calls me communist here. Rolling my eyes baby. I need nothing to show everyone that I was taken by my husband. But at the same time it leads me to miserable situations like getting a proposals whether a love or for marriage. It make me feel disgusting. Feeling someone eyeing me. Though my husband never allowed me to wear mangalsutra.
And Sanskaar Maheswari what can talk about this man who you portrait Soo well. Just fell in love with him again.
And about coming to dadi... I don't know how you going to take my words. But find when a closed relationship especially the elder ones explain about such personal thing to their your ones, I completely find it incest or taboo. It s a vocal version that's all. And you taken me to my past where I got married and stuck in that kind of situation.
You know that it was a forced marriage for me for my husband it was a blackmailed marriage. He was 12th baby for his mother. When we got married she was 60. So you get what will the blackmail. In our initial stage he never acknowledged me. And I being me I was happy for that. Because I was having a handful problems. Mom who is on mission embarrass you. By bringing your personal life in public. Asking everyone to enquire about my personal life with my husband. And my studies...
Most of that my knowledge about that couple thing is so less. Which I gained watching movies. Just ordinary movies baby not 'A' movie. So my mom got my aunty her younger sister who is as crazy as me, not as rude as me, to explain me about that. This was happening after my marriage. She started, I didn't do anything I was already having 105 degree fever. Coz of everything. I screamed from the pit of my stomach even before she get to the matter. And there was this knock on the door. Scolding she opened the door their stood every males of my family,(in my family we have tradition that girl should stay in her house at wedding night.) Behind everyyyone stood my husband, that was a big embarrassment filled every inch of me, she told everyone that I screamed for nothing but for the cockroach, it started then it's still continuing now. Everyone tease me for nothing.
And my initial months with my husband was like a war. He is OCD, I'm clumsy just calculate the equation, find the outcome babe. Yeah marvelous isn't it. He always have this scowl and frown on his face. He always treated unwanted. And I was happy with that, if he wants me, that will be my biggest problem. If his mother scolds him he simply ask her if I asked you this. You wanted this so enjoy it.
I can't blame him fully, I have equal part in that. Once there was this cockroach entered in our room, my husband was shouting cockroach.. cockroach..(like a herione) I searched everywhere and found a book, smashed that book on that red insect and killed it. And there he was standing on the bed screaming nooo... Then I found out that book was his favorite one, and got some lecture how that I'm not a sensible person. Lot more are there baby.
What everyone do if a mosquito bites you?? You crush that with your fingers. That's what I did. He scolds me. For being unhygienic. He still do that. He just shh.. the mosquito.
Your story brought my memory back.
And there is a lot of mistake are there in my typing. Please spare me.
Love you baby...
Kam.
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