Sakshi...
I walked with Sasha(Aisha's Sister) as we talked about anything and everything... She is such a lovely girl... She is younger than me but very sweet and cute girl...
Suddenly I bumped into someone and drink in that person's hand got spilled on my dress. "Ahh..!" That's person hold me so as to I don't fall but I wasn't even too! I don't like his touch and quickly jumped back making him left me!
"Sorry... I wasn't looking ahead.." He said quickly apologizing and try to step towards me but I quickly step back saying " That's OK!" He left from there and Sasha told me go on upper floor to clean my dress...
She left me on first floor as she remember some work and I stand there alone... Whole floor was just empty... I looked at the room where Sasha has pointed it was in the corner and I walked there... I was feeling scared as there was no one and this part was too much silent as everyone was downside busy in their enjoyment...
I felt like someone watching over me and turned around but there was no one... My heart was beating very loudly due to the sudden fear I don't know why I thought I should have bring someone with me! I remember Star, he was with Vivan, who was busy with Suhani.. But I brushed up my thoughts thinking that its fine...
I entered in her room.. It was typical girly room with everything in pink but it was cute... I entered in washroom and start cleaning my dress... I was wearing aqua color simple long kurti with little heavy bottom and matching chudidaar and duppatta...
I remember the look on Star's face when I had came out from room after getting ready! He was looking at me with different shine in his eyes and unable to have control my cheeks has turned pink... He has complimented me too and I did the same has he was also looking most handsome guy in his black shirt with coat over it and jeans... Simple yet awesome!
Later when we walked towards car to come here he had whispered slowly in my ears "Meet me on terrace after we will come back from there.I have to tell you
something very important!" My heart thudded loud as he said coming so
closer but he step back too when he finished... My heart beat increased more as
I think what can be the reason and what does he wants to share??
Well... The shine in his eyes says all... But still I don't want to keep my hopes high yet I know one thing that if he confessed I am also ready to tell him my feels... Last night when he make me understand about love and closeness.. I was seriously touched by his words... He was truly perfect and I had cursed myself for behaving like an idiot and not trusting my own love... Of course he understand me more than myself and I knew he will never hurt me in anyway!
I smiled in my mind as his thoughts filled my mind! I so much want to confess my feel but whenever he comes to me I felt like I my tongue got tied... Hopefully tonight will bring something good to us...I heard the voice of door opening and quickly finished my work... I had left the door open thinking may be Sasha will come and it must be Sasha...
I take out the tissue papers from there and start wiping water from my dress... Lost in thoughts I came out of room and looked up going to tell Sasha something but I forget my words as soon as I looked at the person sitting on the bed with smirk plastered on his face...
"Hello Sakshi..!" He said and I felt bad vibes from his voice.. I looked at the door which I had left open was seemed locked now... I quickly take steps towards door as me and him being alone in this room was creeping me out! But before I can turned the knob he held my wrist and pulled me back... "What the hell Aman!" I shouted as he make me stand closer to her holding my hand tightly behind my back...
Tears rolled down from my eyes as I felt him nearing my face and I struggled to loose his grip on my face... "Please leave... You are hurting me...!" I said trying my best to push him away and create the distance between us also silently praying for someone to come and help me!
"I will leave you... If you promise to listen me for one time..!" He said in dangerously low voice... He was scaring me and his hold was hurting me... I don't want to listen him but I didn't see any option so I nodded my head saying I will listen! He stand leaving my hand but also blocking my ways by standing in front of door...!
"I love you Sakshi... Be with me do forever!" He said holding my waist and again pulling towards himself... I felt like insects rolling on my body as he touched me pulling me more towards himself and his words were too much to think straight... "Say yes Sakshi!" He said coldly inhaling my sent while bending towards my neck... I felt so much disgusted... I pushed him away with all my force deciding to not to be weak in front of him...
"Never... You don't deserve my love.. You deserve this...!" I said and slapped him hard across his face... "How dare you to come near me like that... No one... I repeat no one has right to come closer like this except the people I love...!" I shouted on his face as I was too much angry by his behavior and try to turned the knob... How dare he to do and think something like that???
My bad luck the door was locked from outside... I turned to him shocked as he saw with me eyes burning with firey anger and a dirty smirk plastered on his face... I started feeling more scared by his look as he start taking steps towards me and I quickly take my phone out to call for help but it was again snatched
away by him... "No one can save you now baby!" He said throwing my
cell on the bed and again capturing me between him and wall...
He pushed his chest against me making me glued to the wall and not leaving any chance for me to slide down... Tears rolled down from my eyes and I clutched my eyes tight as he bring his face closer to mine bending towards my lips whispering "face the consequence for slapping me..." No no... I can't let it happen... I am only for the person whom I love... Star! As his thought came in my mind I decided I can't let this happen...
I pushed him away one again but as he was having grip on my shoulder his nails scratched on my shoulder till arms part due to push and getting my cloth torn out from that part... He stumbled back due to push making the side vase on table fall on ground making loud voice... He came near me with quick step this time beyond angry... My both the shoulders were burning in pain due to his harsh scratched...
He hold my both hands this time making sure I can't push him this time and I yelped in pain "Aaahhh!" As he bit on my side neck harshly throwing my duppatta away... Tears kept falling down from my eyes as I struggled to get away from him... Please please someone help...pleaseee I chanted in my mind as words dies down in my throat due to his force on me...
After that bite he again came closer towards my lips... There was no chance I can push him away so I keep my face turning here and there as to not give him access... But then he clutched my face with one hand and in other hold my both hand making my face in one place... My heart bleed and tears kept flowing but as he was going to place lips on mine someone opened the door with full force making it thud loudly banging with wall...
"Star.." I whispered sighing in relieve as I saw him standing there and getting chance to I slipped out of his grip as his attention got diverted towards Star too... I looked at Star as his eyes burned with fire too as he looked at my condition... More tears stream down my eyes as I hold my shoulder hiding my bare arms and rubbing the burning spot not able to look in his eyes which were showing anger and guilt!
Unable to control myself I slide down on floor as my knees strength give away to hold myself... I heard the voices of punches and slaps but keep my face buried in between my knees thinking about what's just happen and what's would have been happened if Star hasn't come on time...
My visions start getting blurred and due to cry my head started aching badly... Soon I heard the whisper "Crystal...!" I know now I am saved no one can do anything to me... But I didn't find courage to look up in his eyes and try to curl more myself trying to hide my condition... "I am sorry!" I looked up as the words left his mouth and found his eyes teared up and guilt written allover on his face...
I shook my head silently pleading to not to blame himself for my condition and throw myself on him hugging him tightly burying my face in his chest... He hold me tight as if he was afraid to loose me and I break down in his arms crying badly... He patted my back and slowly rubbed my back whispering soothing words in my ears trying to calm me down... I felt so my secure in his arms that I didn't even left him.. My all fear slowly reduce as his presence assure my safety...!
"Calm down Crystal... I am here!" He said after whole fifteen minutes until my tears dried down and I felt my eyes empty... He make some space between us and remove his coat and make me wear it... I clutched his coat tight around myself seeking safety and he cupped my face gently as if I am precious glass and his touch can break me... "Nothing will happen to you! I am here... I promise you are safe and you will be safe.. Trust me!" He said trying to assure me as his own tears slipped from his eyes...
I nodded my head to assured him that I trust him but soon my consciousness betrayed me and my eyes dropped down... Last thing I heard was him shaking my face trying to wake me up but then carrying me in his arms... Darkness engulfed me after I clutched his shirt tight to assure myself that he is with me and nothing will happen!!!!!!
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I jerked and sat up straight breathing heavily as all the scenes repeated in my mind like a nightmare... But I found someone holding me close and rubbing my back soothingly muttering "You are safe..!" And I tried to calm down realizing its Star here and nothing is happening now... He held me close to his heart and I keep my head there only finding my only source of peace and solace...
Soon after ten minutes I get calmed down but he keep holding me close and me too didn't budge as I was feeling secure with him like that... But then I finally looked around and found myself in the same room but no one was there... Not even Aman! What happened after I get unconscious???
"Drink some water Crystal!" He said slowly and gently offering me glass filled with water.. He take it near my lips as I sat back properly and made me drink with his hands and I just support glass loosely... "Where is he?" I asked my voice was hoarse due to crying! Star looked at me as I positioned myself sitting beside him but he was still holding me from back and I was clutching his shirt afraid to let him go!
"Vivan took him with himself when you were unconscious... Its half an hour since you closed your eyes..No one knew except Sasha,him and me... Don't worry you are now safe!" He said slowly and gently and I take a deep breath knowing that no body knows as I don't want to spoil my brother's enjoyment time and I know he understand my wish...
There was silence between us and no one spoke anything... The calmness slowly reduce my headache and I am thankful to my Star for that... Soon there was knock on the door... And I got startled but Star assured looking at me that everything is fine... Vivan entered the room with Sasha and I slowly left my grip on Star but he kept holding me to which I was very greatfull for him!
Viv's eyes held so much emotions that I felt bad.. I know there must be feeling bad that they weren't there with me... But they have to understand its not their fault... He come closer and sat beside me with a distance but before that he placed his hand on mine giving me smile saying sorry... I squeeze his palm assuring I am fine and there is no need of sorry... Yeah I hold his palm as he is always like a brother to me and I am glade to have him...
Next Sasha come near bed to my side and said r voice was sad.."Sorry Sakshi... I shouldn't have left you like that... Its my fault!" Her voice was sad... I make her sit beside me sliding more towards other side means Star's side and my cup her face.. "Sweetie... I am fine.. It wasn't anyone's fault but his... Stop saying that you all... I don't like it! Come on give me smile and go enjoy the function otherwise everyone will get suspicious and I don't want to ruin their moment! Please..." I said gently controlling my emotions...
She smiled nodding her head and hugged me tight but as she hold me I yelped in pain as my arms and shoulder part hurt with the hold... "I am so sorry again Sakshi...Are you hurt there?!" She said quickly leaving me... I looked down as I felt pain and Star again start rubbing my back and holding my palm gently... "She got scratched on her arms... Can you give me ointments?" Star said and keep silent... I was thankful that he had made me wear his coat otherwise they had also seen it...
Nodding her head Sasha walked towards drawer and took out the kit while Viv got msg from Bhai asking about us... "Sasha will you give her any of your dress and put ointment on her bruises?" Star asked but his eyes were fixed on me with pool of emotions... Sasha said yes taking out clothes luckily we both has kinda same body and I found him losing his hold on me to give us privacy... But I don't want him to go... Before he can left me I hold his palm tight slowly whispering "Don't leave me!" With pleading eyes...
I know he too don't want to leave but just doing it for my comfort but right now my comfort is only with him and I can't deny that... He nodded slowly... "Arjun stay here... Sasha you should be there its your sister's function... Sakshi will take care of herself and Arjun is here too help her... She will be fine.. Right pagal?" Vivan said I looked at him great fully as I was finding an excuse to not let Star go... I smiled nodding myself and Sasha looked at me unsurely but I know I don't want him to leave me...
She left us reluctantly and Viv come near us "Take care of yourself... Getting chance I will tell Sam after dinner as he has right to know... Take rest meanwhile I will take care of everything downstairs... OKs?" He asked and I nodded smiling at him "thank you!" And he glared at me I bit my tongue as I know he hate this word from my mouth... After getting sure he looked at Star who nodded at him understanding silently and soon Vivan left us alone locking the door so no one get suspicious... I hope no one come around and find us here...
Once being alone again I become unsure of what to do... He looked at me and I know what he must be trying to say but I suddenly start feeling shy... I know its just arms part and he had seen it already but still... "I know you won't be comfortable that's why I asked Sasha to put it on your bruises... Wait I will call her back!" He said watching me...
"I don't want you to leave me Star... I am feeling safe near you... Don't go please...!" I said looking in his eyes with pleading voice.. "But your arms!" He said unsure as to what to do and I take a deep breath and whispered looking down "You can do it if you want to... I am fine and comfortable around you!" He stayed silent and I doubt myself thinking I said something wrong... But he put his finger under my chin and make me look up and I looked in his eyes "Nothing is more important thank you Crystal... My comfort,peace and solace everything is with you only!" He said genuinely and my heart skipped beats with his honest confession...
He placed his hand on coat and I nodded looking down... Although I was comfortable I was kind of feeling shy as I always wore dull sleeves and cover my arms and very part... But I knew its necessary and its just him helping me! "Don't worry I am closing my eyes!" He said and I looked up to find his eyes closed while he remove his coat... My heart jumped at his gesture although he had already looked at that part but for me he is doing everything carefully... I removed coat as he helped me... it hurt just by that action too..
I slowly slide down my sleeves one side to reveal my scratches although most of the part was visible due to torn sleeves... He take the tube in his hand Turing other side opening his eyes... Taking the gel on his hand he turned towards me with closed eyes and place it on my arms as I helped him and slowly start rubbing it... Hiss escaped from my eyes as that part burn due to the effect... But then he blew air on it and I shivered at his gesture but find relief too... I clutched his shirt tightly closing my eyes tight as he rubbed the ointment on my one arm...
"Open your eyes Star... I am fine with that!" I said not looking up but I knew he opened his eyes as I heard him gasped watching my mark carefully... His other palm which was holding me curled into feist as he looked it carefully... Backing away he put my sleeves back from one side and slide down from other side... I shuddered at his touches but let him do his work as I know if he thought I am getting comfortable he will leave me with Sasha to done this work and I don't want him to leave...
He completed his job and make distance between us but still holding me and I take a deep breath my whole body was on fire due to touch but I composed myself... I looked at him and smiled "Thank you Star!". But he didn't respond his eyes were fixed on somewhere... Soon I realize that he is looking at my neck part as he muttered angrily "I will not leave that dog!" I just rub my hand on his arms to make him calm and slowly he calm down and put ointment there too with cool blow of air... This time I felt loosing my sense with his gesture he is just helping me but still its effecting differently...
As soon as he backed away I take the dress and went to washroom to change my dress knowing he will be there for me...
I locked the door my breathing was heavy but I can't deny the fact that I am feeling better... I blushed remembering our closeness... Stupid how can I cling him at like that?? What he must be thinking of me???
I change to comfortable dress and come out... He was talking to Bhai on phone and saying some lie... I put my dress aside and walked towards bed as he cut the call and looked me.. I arranged my duppatta again making sure its on place... "We should go down!" I said and after carefully looking at me he nodded asking me that I am sure to which I replied positively...
We walked towards door but I stopped him "I am sorry Star.. I shouldn't have hold and cling on you like that... I was..!" Before I can complete my sorry thing he said cupping my face... "Never... I repeat Crystal never say sorry to me... I am glade to help you... And one more thing only you and you have right to come close to me like that so never say that okay!" He said and I felt my heart run marathon with his honest words... I hold his palm on my face and asked "Why only me?" I whispered barely audible and looking in his eyes...
"Because you are my only love... I love you Crystal!" He said and silent tear fall from our eyes at the same time!!!!!!
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