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Anby a little birthday gift for you from my side. I hope you like your present.
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Kaira OS - Tum Meri Zindagi Ho
He was silent during the puja, he had a smile on his face but twinkle in his eyes were missing. She stole glances at him as they performed the veneration with their little cupid because of who they were united. As soon as the puja had come to its end she noticed Karthik slipping away without saying a word, the smile was now was wiped of his face thinking that no one was seeing him, she followed him quietly as possible to the garden area, she observed him, he was staring at the sky as if thinking of something and asking questions to it, she saw a lone tear escape from his eye.
"Karthik", she called out keeping a hand on his shoulder, he looked the other way for a second and wiped the tear away.
"Tum yahan bahar kya kar rahi ho", he asked
"Main tum se yeh puchne ayi thi", she replied
"Mausam acha hai bas isliya", he answered not making any eye contact.
"Kya hua Karthik puja ke waqt bhi maine notice kiya tum upset lag rahe the", she asked him
"Tum ne notice kiya mein upset hun, aur tumhe uss baath se farak bhi pada woh, mujhe toh laga tumhe meri feelings ki qadar hi nahi hai", he replied sarcastically
"Kya hogaya hai tumhe Karthik, aisi batein kyun kar rahe ho", she asked hurt
"Agar meri feelings ki parwah hoti apne pyaar ko sacrifice nahi karti. Kya tum ne meri taqleef nahi dekhi jab tum mujh se dur ja rahi thi. Nahi dekha ke mein undar se toot raha hun. Nahi samajh aiya tumhe ke mein iss haadh tak tum se pyaar karta hun ke tumhare bina je nahi paunga, phir kyun tum ne aisa faisla liya. kyun khud ko aur mujh ko dard diya.", He asked in a heavy voice his eyes filled with tears
"Karthik tab mein sirf Gayu di ki khushiyon ke barien mein soch rahi thi. Nahi chati thi unka dil tutte, badi bhen hai woh meri, pyaar karti hun unse, care karti hun unki. Main sirf yeh chati thi ke bua dadi mujh se khush ho", She replied
"Aur hum dono ki khushi, uss ka kya. Tum yeh nahi chati thi ke tumhari gayu di ka dil totte kyun ke tum unse pyaar karti ho, unki care karti ho, lekin mere tutte hue dil ki koyi parwah nahi ki, toh mein kya samjhun, ke tum mujhe se na pyaar karti ho, na meri care karti ho.", He asked his voice filled with pain.
"Karthik tum samajh nahi rahe ho ke main ne kiss mindset mein yeh decision liya tha. Uss waqt halat kuch aise the ke mujhe laga ke yehi best tarika hai, sab ko khush rakhne ka", She replied tears now filling up her eyes as well.
"Haan Naira galti tumhari nahi hai, meri haan, meri kismat ki hai. Bachpan mein maa se sab se zyada close tha jab mein 8 saal ka tha woh mujhe chod kar itni dur chali gayi jahan se koyi wapas na asake. Dad toh humesha kaam mein busy rahe hai issiliye unka pyaar bhi naseeb nahi hua. Sirf di hai jinn se pyaar mila lekin kabhi meri padhayi or job ki wajhe se, kabhi unke job ki wajhe se humein dur rahna padh raha hai. Shayad mere naseeb mein apno se duri likhi hai, iss liye tum mujh se dur ja rahi thi. Shayad main ne hi koyi galti ki ho jiss ki wajhe se mein kissi ka pyaar desrve nahi karta. aur family aur mere beech tum family ko hi chuno gi akhir kar woh family hai tumhare mein kaun hun", he said as he lets the tears flow down his cheeks.
"I am sorry, I really am, I shouldn't have ever thought about sacrificing, gharwalon ka dil rakhne ke liye tumhara dil nahi todna chaiye tha, bahut stupid hun. I am sorry I really am. I pomise agge se kabhi aisa nahi karungi. Kabhi tumhe yeh nahi lagne dungi ke tum kissi ke pyaar ke liyak nahi ho. I love you so much, I really do. Janne chate ho tum kaun ho mere, Zindagi ho tum mere Karthik, jab tum se dur thi, har pal mauth ke brabar tha, zindagi ke bina hi mauth ati hai, tumhare bina har pal mauth ayi. Zindagi ho tum mere", She said hugging him with all her might as tears flew down her cheeks, she smiled as she felt his arms wrapping themselves around her waist.
"I love you, don't ever leave me", he said breaking the hug and pecking her temple.
"I would never dream of it", she assured him.
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Kaira OS - Tum Meri Zindagi Ho
He was silent during the puja, he had a smile on his face but twinkle in his eyes were missing. She stole glances at him as they performed the veneration with their little cupid because of who they were united. As soon as the puja had come to its end she noticed Karthik slipping away without saying a word, the smile was now was wiped of his face thinking that no one was seeing him, she followed him quietly as possible to the garden area, she observed him, he was staring at the sky as if thinking of something and asking questions to it, she saw a lone tear escape from his eye.
"Karthik", she called out keeping a hand on his shoulder, he looked the other way for a second and wiped the tear away.
"Tum yahan bahar kya kar rahi ho", he asked
"Main tum se yeh puchne ayi thi", she replied
"Mausam acha hai bas isliya", he answered not making any eye contact.
"Kya hua Karthik puja ke waqt bhi maine notice kiya tum upset lag rahe the", she asked him
"Tum ne notice kiya mein upset hun, aur tumhe uss baath se farak bhi pada woh, mujhe toh laga tumhe meri feelings ki qadar hi nahi hai", he replied sarcastically
"Kya hogaya hai tumhe Karthik, aisi batein kyun kar rahe ho", she asked hurt
"Agar meri feelings ki parwah hoti apne pyaar ko sacrifice nahi karti. Kya tum ne meri taqleef nahi dekhi jab tum mujh se dur ja rahi thi. Nahi dekha ke mein undar se toot raha hun. Nahi samajh aiya tumhe ke mein iss haadh tak tum se pyaar karta hun ke tumhare bina je nahi paunga, phir kyun tum ne aisa faisla liya. kyun khud ko aur mujh ko dard diya.", He asked in a heavy voice his eyes filled with tears
"Karthik tab mein sirf Gayu di ki khushiyon ke barien mein soch rahi thi. Nahi chati thi unka dil tutte, badi bhen hai woh meri, pyaar karti hun unse, care karti hun unki. Main sirf yeh chati thi ke bua dadi mujh se khush ho", She replied
"Aur hum dono ki khushi, uss ka kya. Tum yeh nahi chati thi ke tumhari gayu di ka dil totte kyun ke tum unse pyaar karti ho, unki care karti ho, lekin mere tutte hue dil ki koyi parwah nahi ki, toh mein kya samjhun, ke tum mujhe se na pyaar karti ho, na meri care karti ho.", He asked his voice filled with pain.
"Karthik tum samajh nahi rahe ho ke main ne kiss mindset mein yeh decision liya tha. Uss waqt halat kuch aise the ke mujhe laga ke yehi best tarika hai, sab ko khush rakhne ka", She replied tears now filling up her eyes as well.
"Haan Naira galti tumhari nahi hai, meri haan, meri kismat ki hai. Bachpan mein maa se sab se zyada close tha jab mein 8 saal ka tha woh mujhe chod kar itni dur chali gayi jahan se koyi wapas na asake. Dad toh humesha kaam mein busy rahe hai issiliye unka pyaar bhi naseeb nahi hua. Sirf di hai jinn se pyaar mila lekin kabhi meri padhayi or job ki wajhe se, kabhi unke job ki wajhe se humein dur rahna padh raha hai. Shayad mere naseeb mein apno se duri likhi hai, iss liye tum mujh se dur ja rahi thi. Shayad main ne hi koyi galti ki ho jiss ki wajhe se mein kissi ka pyaar desrve nahi karta. aur family aur mere beech tum family ko hi chuno gi akhir kar woh family hai tumhare mein kaun hun", he said as he lets the tears flow down his cheeks.
"I am sorry, I really am, I shouldn't have ever thought about sacrificing, gharwalon ka dil rakhne ke liye tumhara dil nahi todna chaiye tha, bahut stupid hun. I am sorry I really am. I pomise agge se kabhi aisa nahi karungi. Kabhi tumhe yeh nahi lagne dungi ke tum kissi ke pyaar ke liyak nahi ho. I love you so much, I really do. Janne chate ho tum kaun ho mere, Zindagi ho tum mere Karthik, jab tum se dur thi, har pal mauth ke brabar tha, zindagi ke bina hi mauth ati hai, tumhare bina har pal mauth ayi. Zindagi ho tum mere", She said hugging him with all her might as tears flew down her cheeks, she smiled as she felt his arms wrapping themselves around her waist.
"I love you, don't ever leave me", he said breaking the hug and pecking her temple.
"I would never dream of it", she assured him.
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