Part 2
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The rest of the day passed pretty quickly for Swadheenta as she had been busy working on certain cases. Yes the doctor had told her to rest but she had requested Suhasini to let her work from home as without working her mind would continuously go on conflict mode.Suhasini had happily agreed as she too wanted Swadheenta occupied and did not want her worried without any reasons.She was just wrapping up for the day when Abhay came in the study.
Abhay-Bhabhi if you are not too busy can I talk to you ?
Swadheenta- Abhay don't ask for permission from me feels odd.
Abhay-Ok aage se nahi poochu ga.
Swadheenta-What did you want to talk about ? But If I may guess tumhare face ke expressions se lag raha hai ki you want to talk about me and Adarsh ?
Abhay-Pehle sirf Mom pakad leti thi !! Aab toh aap bhi pakad leti hai.Double dhamaka. Yes your guess is right it is about you and Bhai.I hope you don't mind me asking Bhabhi.
Swadheenta-Abhay tum Adarsh se sab kuch freely pooch the ho na ? Toh tum mujhse bhi pooch sakte ho.Ask what do you want to know.
Abhay-Bhabhi are you thinking of divorcing Bhai ?
Swadheenta-What ??? No !!! Not at all Abhay.What made you feel that ? Oh god does everybody in the house feel that way ?
Abhay-(smiling) Bhabhi relax I know things are not what they were between both of you right now and you have been fighting a lot right now so I just asked.Any normal girl would have divorced him uptil now.Afterwhat all these people did with you.And no kisi ko ghar mai aisa nahi lag raha hai.On the contrary Mom thinks both of you will fight out from the problems.
Swadheenta- No Abhay never in my dreams I would even think about divorcing Adarsh.
Abhay-Bhabhi do you still love and respect Adarsh Bhai the way you did before all this fiasco ?
Swadheenta-Abhay people make mistakes.Making mistakes doesn't mean that one loses love for another.I still love Adarsh the same way I used to before and yes my respect has not decreased even a ounce.Yes I am very angry with him.But every wife has if her husband commits mistakes and it is vice versa.Don't worry I am not going to break your brother's heart Abhay.
Abhay (Smiling)-Bhabhi it's not him I am worried about.It's you I am worried about.Yes he is my brother but you have suffered a lot after your wedding with him and if you ever at point of time feel that you are through trying to make it work with him than you can come to talk to me anytime.Please don't feel that if Asad is not there than you don't have a brother.Maine jab aapko aani behan maana tha tab I meant my every word about it.I may not be Asad for you...
Swadheenta (cutting him off)-Abhay please never say that again.You are as important for me as Asad was.I know tumne jab tumne mujhe aapni behen banaya tha tab dil se mana tha.You and Asad both are equally important to me.And I am glad that I can complain about Adarsh to somebody (laughing)
Abhay-As long as I can do the same !!!
(Both Laughing)
The chat with Abhay made Swadheenta feel a lot better than morning considering the fight she had with Adarsh.She felt light something which she had not felt in ages.Maybe Zubaida Mami was right what she and Adarsh needed was time so that wounds can heal and than they can start their life together .But Swadheenta had some doubts about the emotional distance between them. Swadheenta was still not over Asad's death and how can she be.Asad was her bandar but she also could not see ADarsh in that state. Swadheenta knew that when in the morning she had told Adarsh that she din't trust him the same way his heart must have been broken to pieces.
She entered the room and decided to go for shower before going to sleep maybe than she will be able to get her insomnia off. Yes she was having trouble sleeping. She had not taken a good 8 hours sleep since her wedding day when Asad had been accused .She used to sleep 3 hours and sometimes not any. She had not told this to anyone and she knew that probably nobody had noticed it as well.Swadheenta came out drying her and saw Adarsh standing in the balcony with coffee .She took her pillow and blanket and decided to sleep on the sofa.She didn't want to make things messy than they already were for her and ADarsh.
Adarsh-I don't bite on bed Swadheenta.You can sleep there.
Swadheenta-No you sleep there I will sleep here it's ok and I know you don't bite Adarsh.Sarcasm doesn't suit you.
Adarsh-(Getting angry)Ok you can do whatever you want and probably yell at me as well but You are going to sleep on the bed only.First you are injured you should sleeping in bed comfortably it's bad enough you want to work right now instead of resting and plus if you sleep on bed than maybe your insomnia will get cured in itself.
Swadheenta (Shocked)-Who told you about it ? I didn't tell anybody.
Adarsh-I am your husband Swadheenta though we were fighting I knew you were not sleeping since the first day.And even after the case you didn't tell me but I know about it.Trying relaxing your mind and don't let anything else occupy your mind.
Swadheenta-Thank You.
Adarsh had been immensely hurt when he had noticed that Swadheenta was not sleeping properly and had not informed him about it as well maybe he would have helped.During the case he knew she would not tell him but after the case but than again he had been anything but caring husband for past few months so why would she tell him.When Swadheenta was in the hospital the doctor had informed him that Swadheenta was heavily sleep deprived.Suhasini had been instantly worried about it as 8 hours of sleep was necessary for any human body but Adarsh had informed doctor that this had been going on sice the day the blast took place to which the doctor had told him to be very careful of what runs in her mind as that could be affecting in her sleep.Adarsh wanted Swadheenta to speak her mind but it was as if she had restricted herself.A wife has right on her husband but Swadheenta seemed to be reluctant in even exercising that right on him.She didn't want to talk to him.Maybe because he was too harsh on her in these past months so she was reluctant to talk to him.These past 2 months had been the most shot tempered for ADarsh.He never has been short tempered but even he could not remember in these past 2 months how many times had he got angry on Swadheenta.
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Swadheenta woke up first in the morning.She had surprised herself.She slept well after so many months.She had woken up at night around 12:30 but than went back again to sleep thinking if she woke up maybe even Adarsh would get up.But she was more surprised at her position of sleeping. Her head was on Adarsh's chest.Her hands were around him and the more funny fact she didn't knew when she slept like this and for how long.She just knew that because of her ADarsh couldn't even move a inch otherwise she would have woken up !!!.
Swadheenta got dressed and saw that Adarsh was up already.She needed to apologize. Her husband might have had the most inconvenient sleep in his entire life.
Swadheenta-Adarsh I am really sorry.You should have woke me up.
Adarsh - You have nothing to be sorry about Swadheenta.If I had woke you up than you probably would not sleep again.And plus it's fine.
Who jagah aur mujh par hum dono par sirf tumhara haq hai.Whether you accept it or not.(Kisses on her head)I will see you downstairs.
Adarsh's last statement shocked Swadheenta a bit.But she composed herself and went to breakfast table.She had a very good intuation that this was going to be a eventful day.
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Pre-cap
Mother-in-law and daughter-in-law convo
2)ADarsh and Swadheenta convo