Epilouge
I read the chit for the 100th time and yet I wasn't able to believe what I read. I prayed a million times wishing this should not be true.
This is reality and it's worse then any nightmare I could have.
What did I want to do and what I ended up doing? I was too shocked but still I could notice dadi breaking down, Purab and Akash running to find and stop Abhi. Rachna was consoling dadi.
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It's been 8 months he left us, every second is a punishment without him. I wish he punished me some other way then leaving me. I was acting strong for my mothers 'sake and Dadi's sake. She blamed herslef for everything that happened. I don't hold anything against her. After all she wanted me to be happy with him and I accepted to follow her route. Everyone one of us are equally responsible for what has happened.
I miss him badly and realise how much he must have missed me when I left him, how much he must have been hurt when I claimed not to love him. Does he still love me? Am I that lucky?
"Di, we found where Abhi is", Purab informed us. I couldn't tell in words how happy I was.
"He is in a small town in Punjab. He is teaching music to kids there.", Purab further said and I could feel my eyes fill up with tears.
"Di..", Purab brought me back to my senses.
"Book tickets to Punjab as soon as possible, Purab", I told him and he nodded.
"Pragya beta, will he talk to us? I can't see hatred in his eyes for me", dadi cried.
"He doesn't hate us dadi, he is hurt", I assured her.
"I wish he talked to us once before leaving but how can I wish that when we ended up making him lose trust on everyone in this world. I can't let him live his life with this lie. I lied to him all along, but now I want to tell him the truth, I want to tell him, I love him. I want to give my explanations to him and then it's upto him to decide if he can forgive me", I wiped my tears with my confidence coming back to me.
Will he listen to me? Will he talk to me? Will he accept me? Does he still love? Will he forgive me? Is he waiting for me? Will he meet me and let me explain?
I have no answers but I have my love for him with me and I hope I could bring my Abhisheik back and give back the rockstar to his fans.
Note: I am not continuing further. It's upto your imagination what will happen after this. Thanks for the feedback. I can't tell how glad I am. Dedicated to all the lovely people who encouraged me to write further. Hope I didn't disappoint anyone.
Edited by -HappyLove - 9 years ago
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