KDR: Should I hug him or beat him?

OHMYGOD the heartache today... Ouch

Gosh I feel SOOO bad for Swara. Yeah it was damn painful to watch actually :( On one hand that beautiful scene was so beautifully painful while on the other hand I was also grinning hearing Sanskaar say those things which we have been repeating since ages :OOO OHMYGOD those dialogues were just surreal :OOO Do CV's stalk our forum? My mouth especially flew open when Sanskaar said, tumhare missions aur tum, main toh hu hi nahi naa & I was like OMGGG yesss finally!!! 😆

Swara :( My poor poor girl- Swara :( It was painful watching her break down so bad again & at the same time, I was like, yeah it's hurting her but this treatment is the only thing that will work for her. See how after some cold shouldering from Sanskaar & those signed divorce papers from him & the girl's brain & heart is on the right track & ready to board the love train ❤️😳 But that's for Sunday, let's concentrate on the scene right now 😆 So Swara was packing her bags to go back to Baadi right? Well then what was she going to tell Sanskaar when he said about their relationship? There was a bit of chaos at my place so I couldn't very properly get it but if am not wrong, Swara said, maine hamare rishtey ke baare mein kuch socha & Sanskaar then bursts out on her while not letting her complete that sentence. Anybody thinks Swara wanted to say, maine hamare rishtey ko ek aur mauka dene ke baare me socha hain? Iss baar Pati-Patni waala mauka? IDK but the way she was all hysterical for his forgiveness & pleading him to let her complete & listen to her screamed her desperation to not let go of this relationship. God how broken was she?! It just showed on her face, how his every word was hitting her face like bricks but she still couldn't do anything but listen to him since it was all but reality. His each word was a hard-hitting reality which poured on her like a bucket full of ice water. Finally she was indirectly thrown out of the house by the one who probably loves her the most in this whole wide world. She was again desperately trying to hold onto him but he didn't just didn't want her to. How beautiful was the Agar tum saath hosequence?! OHMYGOD that moment when she makes that sad smiley on his window to show she was upset & in someway let him acknowledge her pain & sadness. Swaraaa I cried with you today, well not literally since family was around but my heart certainly did :( & & that scend when Sanskaar reverses his car & comes back & that her face lights up extinguishing the sadness thinking, he's come back FOR HER, to wipe HER TEARS, give HER a TIGHT HUG & take HER back to THEIR home but then he shattered & broke her by telling her he only came back to return her, HER phone & okay I actually choked up here & literally felt like hitting Sanskaar with a brick or something for the first time EVER in the show. I didn't feel like this even when he was a negative character & did all those horrible things to Swara (he was supposed to be like that so no complaints duh :P) cos the guy said, tumse judi hui koi bhi cheez main apne paas nahi rakhna chahta, OMG how could you Sanskaar? Yeah I get sadistic pleasure seeing my OTP's suffer due to each other & I was actually grinning when he said all that to her in the room cos they were all true AF & it was high time that Sanskaar burst out with what HE feels but man, this was a low blow, just PLAIN brutal. How could you say that Sanskaar? You want nothing of Swara with you? Really? God Swara's face when he said this, it was like someone just punched her in the gut & knocked off the air out of her. My girl was SO broken, OMG 💔

Helly, WOW! ❤️ I've no words to praise her awesomeness today. What a performance! I love it when Helly performs the broken Swara especially with Varun, it comes out just SO natural ❤️ My favorite sequence of hers till date is still the one where SwaSan get married for the first time & Sanskaar fills her maang in front of everyone followed by his confession. That was Helly at her best, right from the beginning where Swara is shocked & emotionally distraught when Sanskaar fills that sindoor to her reaction when he professes his love for her publicly & then passes out on her shoulder & THIS scene today comes VERY close to top it. What bloody brilliance man, Swara's helplessness, sorrow, hurt, pain, longing, LOVE was so beautifully shown by her. I am mesmerised ❤️ VaHe just... I don't have words except saying, they're plain magic together. Varun really knows how to bring out the best in Helly, seriously <3

Sanskaar. Honestly, I am in two minds about the guy today. On one hand I want to eat up this mango today for his awesomeness & on the other hand I want to beat him upto pulp today till mango pulp comes outta him 😳 Yeah IK that was faltu but what to do, manmaa emosan jaage re🤔🤣 Boy those dialogues which you told Swara today, by god matlab poori bhadaas nikaal di aaj toh, sabr ka baandh toot hi gaya aakhir LOVED LOVED LOVED it when he said that she doesn't care about him or his feelings, only cares about her so-called missions (this was THE best 🤣), is concerned about everyone's well-being but him & that he cannot take it anymore. If she decides to come back into the house AGAIN, it should be for HIM & THEIR relationship, nothing more and nothing less will be tolerated by him. I LOVE YOU Sanskaar for finally saying all of that aloud & taking out every SwaSan/Sanskaar fan's bhadaas on Swara by showing her the mirror. Proud of you my boy, hats off ⭐️ at the same time, I want to smack you too for saying, tumse judi hui koi bhi cheez mujhe apne paas nahi chahiye AND tumne mera istemaal kia, jab chaha nakli pati bana lia, jab chaha asli shaadi karli etc. Seriously Sanskaar? You don't want anything related to Swara with you? Is that how you treat her for the one mistake she committed, the mistake of distrusting you?! I am pretty sure this was not said because Swara was supposedly using & giving him pain. This happened because of her distrust on him. Don't you realise Sanskaar that the girl has been betrayed so many times, including you in the past? No I am not defending Swara here & blaming Sanskaar, absolutely not. It's just basic psychology. Swara DID forgive Sanskaar whole-heartedly for everything that happened to her in the past but there was always this slight grudge in her heart, a WHAT IF he tries to break her again? When Sanskaar was proved innocent, Swara was visibly relieved cos her fears were proved wrong while also guilty that how could she distrust him after everything he did for her? It's basic human psyche that a person betrayed so many times by her loved ones, will also be scared of her own shadow & Sanskaar is just that, her shadow who's seen her at her best AND most importantly at her worst. Swara knows very well that he has the power to break her & break her so bad that she'll never be able to heal & so she jumped at the first opportunity where he could totally break her & she won't allow that. Sanskaar should've known better. Yeah stay aloof from her but don't be so ruthless that you go to the extent of telling her that he wants absolutely nothing to do with her. The irony of the whole thing is that, how are YOU of all people, Mr. Sanskaar Maheshwari, going to cut off from her? You can give away all her belongings to her, not even keeping her hair pin with you, but what are you going to do of all those beautiful memories which you both created? Which you said, are enough for you to spend your whole life with? Those precious laughter & tears you both shared together? That beautiful bond you both shared & all these priceless intangible things? It's easy to get rid of materialistic stuff but what about those priceless moments? Yeah you are never going to forget or part with them. They are always going to be a part of you, how much ever you try & it is YOU who's going to be the most hurt with this seperation.

I was annoyed when Sanskaar said indirectly that Swara basically forced him for her missions. Errr nooo, she didn't I gotta admit that & give this to Swara. Mission Maa-Baba & Ragini relevation, Sanskaar came on-board willingly to ease his guilty conscience & for redemption of HIS past actions, he married her to save Shomi, it's not like it was Swara's mission & they had a choice or she forced him. She took his hand & asked him to go along & he sat down with her, letting himself be used instead of still going ahead & stopping the marriage proceedings. Mission RagYa too, Sanskaar willingly participated in. Swara gave him an out, apologised duly, told him he doesn't need to get into trouble for her anymore & that she'll divorce him & free him but it was Sanskaar's decision to help her again & be willingly 'used' if I may say so, then how is this point of his being 'used' valid? He said Swara hurt him, insulted his feelings, never cared for him or their relationship & I would nod in agreement at all of this even in my sleep BUT this, nope. I don't think Swara has ever, even indirectly, forced or pressurised him to help her. It has always been Sanskaar's decision to stand by her missions & it is his fault that he let himself be 'used.' This point DID irritate me errr so I'd like to read if somebody else has a different view, I'd like to see it from the other side too 😳

Varun Kapoor, as usual, shined & shined so bright today ⭐️ What an effing brilliant performer, I am actually short of praises & need to fetch out words to describe how talented this fella is. WOW, absolutely WOW ⭐️ This guy ❤️

BTW a role-reversal now? Sanskaar broke friendship today & said they aren't even friends anymore & Swara looking absolutely distraught at that & Sanskaar initiating to go apne raaste & asking Swara to go uske raaste? so now Swara will be seen chasing Sanskaar & not forcing her love on him but instead winning him back & Sanskaar playing hard to get? Man how bloody interesting does THAT sound now? 😉 Oh my mom remarked wonderfully today when Sanskaar said, tumne mera faayda uthaya hain, mom said arre finally the bahu of the show, our Sanskaar who bears all the tragedies & pain like a serial bahu does finally let out everything 🤣 & when Swara was crying, Maa was like, why is she crying? Abhi sunday ko hi toh wapas aa rahi hain. Weekend tak bhi nahi ruki maayke mein. Sanskaar bhi nahi rok raha hain kyunki usko bhi pata hai hamesha ki tarah wapas agle din entry maaregi ghar mein & in the midst of feeling for SwaSan respectively, I was also going 🤣

RagYa scene :O Hawww what got into Ragini?! I mean she was literally feeling guilty for everything her daadima was making her do just a while ago & then she goes ahead to burn the divorce papers & slap Laksh? Why?! & dafuq was that reasoning? We are both equal now that we have committed same crimes except NOT cos I did all that out of love for you? Err what kind of justification is THAT?! If Laksh says that I did everything to you because of all the horrible stuff you did to me & my hatred for you, will it be justified? I feel absolutely no sympathy for both RagYa but if we are measuring & saying who's crimes are worse & more unjustifiable, well Ragini wins hands down. Atleast in Laksh's case, the argument that he was mentally disturbed with the havoc Ragini created in his life can be placed but what about Ragini? What wrong has anybody ever done to her to deserve everything she's done to them? What has Swara ever done to her for being prey to her murderous intent twice by her? What has Shomi ever done to her to get kidnapped by her? What are her reasons, that she loves Laksh & so she did all that but dare if anybody tries to make the precious narcissistic doll taste her own medicine & they'll have to suffer all their life cos supposedly they wronged her. I felt pity for Laksh today for having to endure THIS all his life, I seriously did. Has Ragini's character become so delusional that it's become irritating now to the point of no return or is it just me?! The way she's treating the whole family as if she was a super innocent soul who was wronged so badly by them & now she wants revenge is so bloody 🤢 what a mess!

Durga loves Annapurna 💔 He loves her SO much, it's so visible since last 3 episodes, now how is my ShaDu ship going to sail? Is it going to be probably the first time that my ship sinks? Ouch it hurts 💔 Durga please forget Annu & fall for bangalan Shomi. I want Sujata to gave a Bangalan Bahu & Jijji, pretty please 😊🤣

Precap mein Swara in MM with the most awaited mission which even Sanskaar will thank the heavens for his wife taking it up- Mission ruthe hue saiyyan ko manao, the mission we have literally cried, begged & prayed for, OMG itni khushi *sobs* 🤣 Aaja Swara, MM mein tumhara swagat hain as officially, Mrs. Swara Sanskaar Maheshwari ❤️ Go slow & steady with the mission, we are in no hurry to hear ILU Sanskaar from your mouth SO soon (although you can say that in monologues at least 10 times in each episode 😆) Patao him slowly & steadily, ekdum dheeme se ;) 😆 LOL looks like bahurani Sanskaar is going to be more pissed thinking Swara is back with save MM family mission now. Only if you knew Sanskaar, only if you did 😉😆

HE only said what we wanted swara to know/ hear for many days

thought no kdr today also😆

Awesome review as usual Kavya. 😳👍🏼

Just to clear one thing dear - ironically Swara had no intention to go back to Badi. She was helping Uttara in donating her clothes and Sanskaar misunderstood that she is leaving him again after mission accomplished. ..Can't blame him there as every time Swara keeps saying of going back at a drop of hat.

How could kavya resist herself from ranting when Swasan relationship reached a turning point ? And here she is with her sensible interpretation😊

Finally volcano erupted , our ever forgiving ,calm Pati lost his temper . And he said everything which is hidden in his heart and the elders were right we should never communicate when we are angry .Not that I am disappointed with Sanskaar's behavior ,in fact I believe the outburst was much needed to make Swara understand her follies . I agree it was Sanskaar who encouraged her to use him and their relationship for her mission ,but as normal human beings we tend to expect unconsciously, and Sanskaar did expect Swara to respect the sacred relationship they shared . But she rarely expressed openly that she acknowledge the marriage and after every mission she brought the divorce subject up. So it is unfair to blame Sanskaar when he misinterpret Swara's action ,after all it is the 4th time she is packing the bag. People in romantic mood gives promise that I am willing to give my life for you , but that doesn't mean that we can snatch his life literally . I know the Sanskaar fangirl in me is partial to him . However ,I cannot forgive him easily for his last dialogue😡, "I don't wish to keep any of your belonging" dude , just look at her eyes you can see her pain ,but no Sanskaar will not dare to give eye contact when he hurts her . Swara's heart broke yesterday , and with his last dialogue she got shattered literally.😭 She is a child women , the sad smiley scene was so touching ,the girl was scared to initiate a conversation with her angry pati . Can't wait till her next mission as I know her next priority is manofying pati and we all know Swara never fails in her mission . Helly and Sanskaar was fab yesterday ,these two are magical on screen .

Our Haq couples once again reconfirmed that they are married for life time .😲 Ragini is like I will live and die with you and you have no option other than tolerating me till the end . She is one of a kind how respectfully she slapped him 😆I mean she never disrespects anyone with words ,now I know what they meant by sanskaari bahu . In precap too she gave due respect to her MIL , Maa yeh apne kya kiya, wow how sweetly she requested to clean the floor🤣 . And Laksh was not shocked when his patni slapped him he was like Patni hai Haq banta hai .😉

Ps :Pal bhar thahar jaao,Dil ye sambhal jaaye this song was apt for Swasan .😭

she was not going to baadi she was actually packing old clothes to donate with uttara to old people. as uttara has a maanat when lakshya is freed from jail she will donate old clothes .

kavya if i m not wrong swara was packing to give her clothes for donation not leaving mm

kavya...ur KDR describes all swasanian's feelings...ya i was very sad watching swara..but somehow sanskar was hurt so was rude...its ok..separation will lead to realization...swara ki gadi slow he...swara manaofy ur hubby...n saskar ..itna gussa..nei karte...next time plz hug her...

Originally posted by: swa291

HE only said what we wanted swara to know/ hear for many days

Absolutely agree that he did but those two points that I mentioned were really not needed. Since Sanskaar is only a human & there's a limit to how much a person can take, I don't blame him either.

A breakdown scene later on when Sanskaar is alone would've soothed me perfectly ;) Love my heroes in pain 😆