software symphony 35 Maanvi - Page 70

Originally posted by: dristi64

Hey KALPANA,

I'm no musketeer. It's Putti. According to them I'm Shagun from YHM. Kismat toh dekho meri??😵

PRITEE

thank you for your concern. I hope you r well.

Originally posted by: dristi64

Hey KALPANA,

I'm no musketeer. It's Putti. According to them I'm Shagun from YHM. Kismat toh dekho meri??😵

PRITEE

thank you for your concern. I hope you r well.

Originally posted by: Nisha0604

I am unable to come out of my grief. I dont know what I should do in order to shake myself out

I am constantly thinking about whatever she said to me or whatever she wrote on these pages. I am unable to comprehend what her room and her things must look like today. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HER well enough. She wrote 5 mails maybe? And when she was engaged she sent a picture over PM

that is all... I didnt Whatsapp with her or call her or email her.

I was overjoyed to see her on these pages... but what I have discovered through these pages is sending me down a spiral😭

I am not sure why I am so distraught... I dont know of anybody that died 9 days after detection of cancer, especially in America. I DONT.

I am cursing the Docs that reviewed her pneumonia reports back in Feb? March?

I am lamenting about the lil things that went unnoticed about her health the last three months

In her email from June 28th Sunday she wrote "All my favorite food is spread before me on the dining table, I am unable to eat or taste anything. Every weekend, when I came home, my Mom would oil my hair, massage my scalp and braid my hair as I readied to eat, every Sunday, today she asks my Dad "should she just get a hair cut and a wig?"😭

The sheer horror and cruelty of it all is hard to ignore

She went on to say " Since Wed when I got the report, every breath I take I wonder HOW MANY I HAVE LEFT and if I should use the rest prudently"

She went BY HERSELF to collect her report, and read through it and lived with the news for a day😭

I am unable to get over this.

I dont know what I should do...

She is TWENTY FOUR.😡😭

Originally posted by: Nisha0604

Shru, I am not denying or challenging or arguing with you. I am not...

I will just not accept "She had to go!" Circle of life, God's plans"

What the hell does that supposed to mean? Because its the sane mature thing to do?

doesnt help a parent or a spouse or a child

I know I cant sue or force answers out of anyone, there is no court or justice system. But I am unable to nod my head and act like Shankaracharya.

I dont need to be taught life lessons by killing a young 24 year old, I am sorry I dont. I have access to all the books infomercials and ISKCON for that, she didnt have to go. Its cruel and uncalled for.

All for what? So we can be kind and forgiving?

Originally posted by: .Harshita.

Sorry guys..,.😭

Byeee...

Hope to see u tomorrow...

Gn