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"She is just angry she doesnt
get to wander like you" Ma had
gotten from her chair to come
around and hug him...
She came to the airport EVERY
time... she was there to receive
him every time,... she hugged
him longg and hard and he
stayed in the embrace
He usually pulled off his
baseball cap and placed it on
her head, she was 5'8" ish, she
would stand on her tippy toes
and ruffle his hair
she wore a lot of
bindi too, he would pick it up
from above her eyebrows and
place it in between
"symmetrically this is the best
spot" he would inform her
he could
hear her retch, and he could
feel a fat tear roll down his left
eye
And then the rigght... and a river
flowed
😭 these feels so real!!!
the entire update made me look at R&B in a different light...maybe through ma's eyes
the strong irresistible smart silent and stubborn man seemed like a little lost kid today
a boy whos only anchor in the world was lost the day ma died
if imagined myself in his place...it killed me
i would never be able to smile if i was him...he clearly never was as close as ma to anybody...it felt like he would break into a thousand pieces by the end of the update
when he thought ranjan was dead and heard he was alright...it was a glimpse into the time he cared about dad..and it felt good reading it
but now somehow i cant bring myself to say everything will be fine one day
seems like its always going to be very incomplete without ma...never the same never better
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