Reliving The Iconic and irresistible Sujal Garewal ❤️ - Page 78

Originally posted by pearl.white



Sujal would go berserk n kill the hospital staff, the mechanic and finally off himself!!
Or he might be a permanent resident of Balaji Mental Hospital!!

Like seriously Dexter, you cant bear to see him happy or what!! 😉
Poor guy got some happiness before his death and u want to snatch that also!!

Okay, on a serious note I dont think he would commit suicide or end up mental.
He would be a walking dead body, breathing for the sake of living!
He would function in the most robotic manner, and be closed off to every emotion.
He might interact with Mumma and Rishi.
He will immerse himself completely in his work..
Only Akshat would be the individual who might get an insight of his feelings through some words uttered by Sujal. As in , when Akshat carries a super drunk Sujal home, Sujal might utter something along the lines of "Kya mai itna bura hu Akshat, jo woh mujhe chod gayi!"
Or Akshat n Sujal busy in work one fine day n Aki tries to talk to Sujal abt Kashish , n Sujal brushing off the subject saying " Ab toh bas saasei khatm hone ka intezaarhai"

Idealistically, I would love him to finally move on aftercthis stage if unbearable grief!!
A grief has 3 stages- denial, acceptance, indifference n finally moving on!

For at the point u r killimg of kashish, sujal wont hv any good memories of kashish!
Every memory is heartbreaking! - This might make him regret the times lost.
But knowing Sujal, he wud never move on. He wud also keep Kashish on a pedestal and keep worshipping her, loving her, dieing a little each day. He wud curse his existance for not being able to save hrr.

"Kashish hai toh Sujal hai warna kuch nahi"- he would be dead inside.

I forgot to add on - in sujal's pov kashish died to be alonwith him - this will add on to his guilt.
His grief wont let him live for a long time!!

See, I depicted the case of Kashish's death.
Here, I present a scenario 2: KASHISH IN COMA:
Well this would be a slightly better option!
He would live with an eternal hope of kashish waking up.
In the beginning, he would pretend to be cheerful n optimistic infront of his family and visiting her daily with flowers.
But as the days will pass, his carefully crafted veneer will slip off.
Everyone would start seeing the cracks appearing!
Sujal in the hospital room would sometimes plead with her, sometimes scold her, sometimes order her to wake up.

Saying things like:
Kashish , ab uth jao, dekho bohut aaram hogaya!!!

See sweetheart, I got ur fav chocolates!!

Akshat, isse bolo na ki zidd chode aur utth jaye!!

Yeh doctors paagal hai, kuch bhi kehte hai, tum lautogi naa kashish. Tumhara sujal mar jatega tumhaare bina!!

And finally one day , after a year or so he would have an emotional breakdown:
kashish, ab aur bardaasht nahi hota mujhse, ye kaisi sazaa de rahi ho.
Abhi to tumhe mujhe piyush ki maut ka badla lena hai , laut aayo, tumhaari har sazaa sar aakho par !! Bas yeh nhi kashish.

He would provoke her to wake up..
Piyush ki widwa ho na tum kashish!! Itni kamzoor kaise pad gayi?? Utho, saza do mujhe, warna sab kahenge ki sujal jeet gaya!!

Finally he would give up but still keep on visiting her..
He would never let the doctors pull off the plug...

i like your theories in both the cases, infact imagining sujal in kashish's shoes as a widower is interesting at many points, because you can draw several comparisons.

If kashish would die-

How easy its to imagine that Sujal would lose it, i feel he would be in deep depression for may be years or moths, infact imagining a scenario where Sujal mourns and cries for a dead kashish gives me shivers down my spine. I would love to watch such a sequence, Rajeev would portray that amazingly. But yeah let somethings stay with our imaginations only.

Incase if he would lose her in the same accident which she herself had planned, that would rip off sujal's soul, with guilt, terror and unending sadness, incompleteness may be that he could not save her and moreover she died with a grudge and misunderstanding against him. It would be really disastrous, because all his life he served her, and if she would die without knowing the truth, this itself would be so wrong . I am glad that he was successful in saving kashish, and kashish very well knew that Sujal saved her risking his own life which induced a lot of guilt and self hatred within her, and she was so helpless after reading his diary, where his pain and yearn for her was so obvious. A man who had so much love in his heat, could never kill anybody, thats what kashish needed to realize .

If kashish would die, Sujal would be more like a zinda laash, i think he would enclose himself into a shell of misery, probably even stop sharing any of his feelings with Akshat and even his mother, he would stay insensitive to all the surrounding happenings, and probably would never allow any other woman enter his life.

If kashish would slip to coma-

he first thing sujal would say is that " she is still breathing ", and she has to breathe till my breath stops.. he says a similar thing to the doctor when he brings her to the hospital, and he writes a similar thing in his diary also.

As you said, kashish being in coma would still give him hope, and he could wait for a decade and even a century for her to get back in her senses, for him his life would be all about treating kashish and never letting the hope go.

He would smile when he would be with her, he would talk a lot and put up a happy face to counter his family and friends who would ask him to think about his own life too.

He would be a support system for Prof.Sinha and his other daughters.

The kind of love Sujal had for kashish is nonexistent in real world, yes it was fiction, but there was so much strength and power in his love that i would feel that such men definitely exist , atleast a few of them. Forgetting the real world and leaving every success, happiness and opportunity behind and giving every bit of his life to a woman, what a big fanatic he was . No wonder after his demise, Kashish says that sujal does not need to exist to be loved by her, he had given her so much love that she could complete a whole lifetime, and this heart cried so much that may be there was this point when kashish realized that how much sujal has loved her.

Yes if she would die, Sujal would let go very easily. Yes he is not a man to attempt suicide , but i think he would not even have that much sense that dying willingly can take him back to his kashish.

Basically the grief would eat him up, slowly, day by day, he would realize that existing without Kashish, is just far more than impossible for him.

His guilt would be the slow poison in his life, i think her memories would haunt her, because if she would die, he would not have a moment to remember where she had confessed that she loved him and was happy with him, so this would pierce his soul that how he failed to make her happy, failed to love her immensely, failed to give her whatever he wanted to give her, or whatever she expected from him.

Sujal's love for kashish would remain a saddistic memory for him and this would never let him live nor let him die a peaceful death even.

Okay if she leaves a kid behind and dies, he would probably see the kid as her shadow and dedicate his life to the kid. But if she dies during the child birth, and if the situation is as worse as save the kid or the mother, and kashish takes his vow to save her child, then i think knowing how twisted Sujal is, and how his emotions can ruin his existence, i think initially, or rather for half of his life, he would loathe the kid. No form of love, or emotional bonding could make him forget that the kid got his life because kashish had to die, and Sujal Garewal can accept and reject everything based on his life which is interwined with kashish and only kashish, and not her descendants.

Kshish in coma

As you said if we thing realistically , but when has been sujal real in this thinking ? Was he real when he vowed to win her love back after she misunderstands him ad breaks all tie ? Was he real to propose her on the 12th day of her husband's demise ? Was he real to to let her take her revenge from him ? Was he real to take the accusation that he was a fraud , so that he could save her ? Was he ever real ?

So why do we expect him to behave normally and realistically when Kashish slips into coma ? Yes he would detach himself from the natural living process, people around him would move on, and he would stick to his life, a life build up with a hope and desire to see kashish gain back her life, a life with a never ending yearn to see his kashish back in his life, and i think for Sujal's existence, with a living figure of kashish, his alone love was enough for both of them.

He could happiy die with kashish and her memories in his heart, but he could never happily live with kashish's demise or with any other woman in his life.

i remember Akshat's one dialogue where he tells to kashish that " Suja ka pyaar aisa hai ke kashish, woh tumhe dil mei basake marr sakta hai lekin tumhe jail mei dekh ke jee nahi sakta .. Ha woh dhokebaaz hai kyuki woh ye sabkuch jaan ke bhi tumhe kabhi pata nahi chalne diya ". these lines were so brutally heartbreaking .

No we all saw kashish's state after piyush's death, and it again was very much about how sujal affected her, she may not agree, but the kind of influence sujal has on her heart, and the degree of yearn her heart had for anything about sujal, is something more than that off her feelings for piyush.

Sujal's existence mattered to her a lot, because when you see her showering all her frustations, guilt, anger over sujal, you realize that how much she needs him, how much she is dependent on him.

Moving on was not her choice but her majboori, she moved on from sujal because she was ritually binded to piyush, she had to do it, it was not because she wanted to do it. But forgetting sujal was not possible for her, be it for her hatred or love, he was the only man who has resided in her heart, conquered over her emotions, influenced her to go to an extreme level of actions and suffering.