Originally posted by: KittuPratzz
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">Hellooos π</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">Woww!!! The update ..those words.. its beautiful (as always) I'mactuallytired of saying it. ππ</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">Lemme start my comment/compliment as it is going to be the longestππreally long one!</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">ALERT : Don't be MAD at meπfor the ramble..</font>
<font size="2" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">The Golden Ticket </font>- <font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">An apt title after all! How do you guys do it.. ? Such Bang on Titles each and every time... its beyond my comprehension!!π</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Is this ticket to her happiness, to unburden her guilt finally and receive what she is really deserves .. Love & Happiness.. I hope so..</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">What is that file?? I'm assuming it is something related to Hospital stuff.</font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Unpleasant memories always makes us vulnerable, how easily we will be transported to that moment.. to that time.. as if we are re-living that moment.. and it depresses us more than anything. That helpless situation.. emotional turmoil.. Few things have capacity to make us helpless and numb.</font>
<font color="#ff0000">I remembered what it felt like, or rather, I remembered the feeling of nothingness which had filled me then. It had felt like life was over for me, that I did not deserve to live, that I could not live with the burden of being responsible for the demise of three lives... Three...</font>
<font size="2" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">I love those lines.. I mean it.. I felt that is too personal to reveal.. something one had gone through. and gave a word form.π€</font><font size="2" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">That feeling of nothingness.. that pathetic and terrible feeling. It just rips your heart and soul.. as if it is filled with sorrow rather than nothingness.. You can't breathe .. it suffocates you..</font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I don't deserve feeling.. Gawddd.. how many times did we feel that way?? Geet must have felt so many times.. She killed three most imp people in her life..</font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Reason behind her parents death.. and Maan.. Maan I feel like saying his name again and again..</font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">More than anything, she is depressed andblamesherself for Maan's state.. </font>
The number had only increased a night before I was hospitalised. <font color="#ff0000">It was one of the darkest nights of my life, a night when the storm and the rain had been the wildest, yet it had been nothing as compared to the storm which had raged within me</font>, the storm which had led me straight to a hospital bed with an added burden of grief on my already tired shoulders.
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">I like the way you write.. you pour life into each andeveryword.. every syllable..everynuance.. I can feel it.. and I live through it. Most of the times I visualize it and watch in awe!! You are truly Talentedππ</font>
<font color="#ff0000">His sudden appearance had scared me, as had his presence in my room without anyone else being there. The harmless glass of water which he had held up for me bore witness that he meant no harm to me, so I had relaxed myself and took the glass from him to soothe my parched throat</font><font color="#333333"><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">. π</font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">πMaan and Harm .. but after whatever happened.. I dare not think that my cutie pie is going be Gung ho about his lady love!!</font></font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif"></font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I quite understand Geet's mindset and her thoughts about Maan's presence in the hospital.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Is he laughing at my state..is he thinking that I deserve this? Is he showing some sympathy?</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">All those negative thoughts block our mind to function properly..</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">But there is this tiny voice rather than inside the head it comesstraightform heart.. cause Heart understands better. Making you look intobrighterside..</font>
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<font color="#ff0000" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">I had to give him the benefit of doubt because even if his eyes had felt estranged to me on that night, I could not perceive him to be someone vicious and sadistic.π€</font>
<font color="#333333" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">And the next set of exchange of words..π€ His forgiveness.. Such a relief!!π</font>
<font size="2" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">"I like the night. Without the dark, we'd never see the stars." </font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">π³</font>
<font color="#ff0000">He forgave me, my brain had churned the thought over and over again until my eyes closed on their own accord, my shoulders felt a wee bit lighter. A couple of teardrops had escaped my closed eyes and slid down my cheeks. At that moment, I had barely been able to speak. It had felt to me like Maan had given me the most precious thing which was humanly possible.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Geet felt that Maan's forgiveness is the most beautiful thing... finally she can unburden her shoulders.. Feel a wee bit better..</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">We usually forget that life is a cycle.. and it has to be balanced..</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">"I forgive you for everything" those words mean a lot to Geet.. and its only cause she has endured so much pain and she knows the value of those mere words...</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">"You can't be happy unless you're unhappy sometimes"</font>
<font size="2" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">We takeeverythingfor granted..and complain for every wrong thing. How can one admire one good thing? Only if he knows/tastes worst.. then only one can appreciate the good..and know the difference.</font>
<font size="2" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif">I hope from now on Maan admire the good things happening in his life.. and for Geet she always balances her lifeππ *Dont throw chappals plz* You have to admit that Geet is the matured one in this story!π</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." - It surely depicts Geet's state.. </font>π
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Ahaaana.. This is my most fav part of all !!!ππFor obvious reason ofcourse!! </font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Kittu & VyanβΊοΈ*sniff* *sinff* I can smell smoke!!π€£</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif"><font size="2">But whoa. for a moment I totally forgot that I am in the storyπ</font></font>
<font color="#ff0000">It was Vyan, demanding, in his sunny manner, to meet him right away stating that he wanted to discuss something important</font>
<font color="#181818" face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">You see.. that's the reason I love him to bits!! He and his manners Hayeee</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Vyan is such Gentleman ..and about their recent closeness is something I adore in this story. It is decent andpleasant.. Something which makes youinstantlysmile and adore it</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">No demands..no expectations.. Nocomplaints.. He reminds me of my own nature to some extent..Not expect anything from those whom I love unconditionally. But itss very hard at times!! It just gets on your nerves!!!</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Ohh Mayyooo I love this scene.. its etched in my mind and heart!!π€everything.. be she pulling his cheek.. he putting a hand on her.. Vyan saying "Mostbeautifulwoman" to Geet!!</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Geet's trust on him.. her love for her dear frnd he proved to be. Her encouragement to show what he wanted to .. His restlessness for her delay.. her sarcatsic reply!! everything.. believe me this is going to be cutest and sweetest friendship ever!!π€</font>
<font color="#ff0000">Embedded in the soft satin inside was a small diamond intricately fixed in its place by the design of the platinum ring. It was the most beautiful ring I had seen till date.
"It's so beautiful, Vyan!" I exclaimed in a voice louder than the usual, attracting attention from the people occupying the nearby tables.
"You think?" His eyes seemed so innocent that I reached across the table and pulled his cheek.
"Of course!" I gave a wide smile. "This is the most beautiful gift any girl could ever get."
"The ring?"
"No, you idiot! The proposal from a guy like you." I meant what I said and I saw him release a long breath. The eyes which had been so nervous a while ago were now soft and glowing as they gazed at me.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Wowww!! Isn't thatbeautifulthing to share with your dear friend!!πSomethingclose to heart.. π³</font>
<font color="#ff0000">"I'm so lucky to have found you." </font><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">He is ..<font color="#ff0000">π</font>Bloody damn lucky!! π</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I was speechless while i was reading this..</font>
<font color="#ff0000">I leaned towards him a bit. "You love her?" He nodded almost immediately, adding a "very much" before I continued. "Does she love you too?" He nodded again but with a little hesitation. "Then what is this uncertainty about?"
Vyan took a deep breath and released it. "I don't know. I, I just... can't explain." I raised my eyebrows. "I just want everything to be perfect when I propose Kittu."</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I was jumping around.. as if Vyan indeed proposed me in real.. and Im gettingengagedto him.πsilly me!!</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Ohh my!! *Shy*</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">We want it perfect for our loved ones.. and we dont even mind the imperfect things in our life.. We want the best for them.. and precisely the most precious thing we can ever give them is LOVE! We forget that even the simple and not so significant thing can be best gift if its filled with lovedπ</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">You stole my words once again Mayyo!! I love vyan just like the way he is!!π</font>
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<font color="#ff0000">When I left that restaurant two hours later, I was gloating with the happiness I felt for Vyan. The man that he was, he deserved the best of everything, and Kittu was the best for him.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">That happens to me .. gloating in happiness as if it happened to me..something.. so much personal..</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">You cannot come back to reality... The dear man in her life.. who deserved all happiness..</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">This reminds me of :</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">"No medicine cures what happiness cannot."π³</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I love the ring btw.. πits gorgeous!!π</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I love love love love love you sooo much!! Love you to the moon and back!!π€</font>
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<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">PS: I'm going to continue . Going to comment onsomethingwhich blew my mind!!πLet me process my thoughts!!</font>
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