Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha
By
ArshiHamesha
credit to S.Design
Two hearts, Who learned
to beat at one Rhythm intrinsically , the melody and the tune of their love is
beating every drop of blood which is only carrying the vitality of their
existence being together either in one
frame or miles away . They sense each other's presence through this melody and through every element of this
universe as Human itself has been
created by God with every element ...air, fire, soil, and water... lovely, faiqa. i have been thinking about the elements and these episodes for a while, in crooner we did awhole conversation on air water fire where i recall nandalala saying why water is important and why arnav had to be that... i had written a piece, let me see if i can find it.there is a sense of paring down and touch and being earth in these episodes... i love that you start with that.
A calling
of the soul by
saying each other's name and
touching each other's soul which is
everlasting and present like Hamesha...Their heartbeats are so protected within
and runs the reason of their life to be with each other.
"Yahan na sahi , shyad
aur ek duniya hogi jahan tum aur main kabhi alag nahi honge
This is what DeviMaiya
promised and arranged for her favorite children.
Arnav's fear losing his
soul, his Khushi on the day of Heer Ranjha ,on the day of her making an attempt
to suicide brings a total devastation on his face...A silence prevails in his
soul with sinking heart ...When her hand limps ...lifelessly giving him first sign
of fear that something is wrong...she was not
able to create the same rhythm which always creates havoc in him and
hers being in each other's proximity...she was not picking up the beat and his heart was sinking with it...First
indication..."humari Dhakanain ek ho jati hain...[our heartbeats become one]...and
that brings a layer of deep fear within...He assures her that he is
fine...everything is fine...and then he demands her..."Say something dammit, baat
karo mujh se...This is not funny" [Talk to me ]...but nothing in return..
.Unlike
Nainital where he lost Khushi and
he threatened her with a slight lining
of fear as it wasn't joke then or now...because when her hands slips from his,...he
knows something is not right...Her hand which always holds on to him even in her
unconscious state...Hamesha...His heart knows it and her knows it even they both
were in denial...since from the beginning...from the day he called her with her
name "Khuishi!!! ...with the fear ...of her safety...in those shaking walls of guest
house...where he sends her...,or with the fear of her well being in Nainital when
she gets fever because he leaves her out in that dark room ...in that cold night
...No matter what he did , her faith and hope never lost the rhythm of him being
her protector..."Aap sab sanmbhal lainge...sab theek kar dainge...[you will take care
of everything by making it right... ]...dreaming of him caressing her face ...yes her
dream seeing him as her prince...which she never shed and he never stepped
back from his protective side for her...even in that darkest night...he was her protector...per DeviMiya's wish...
Arnav tries desperately
to resuscitate her ...He pleads her...but it changes into a command "Please ...Just
breathe...I'm telling you to breathe...Damn it...!!!'
This is the moment when
he is just Arnav, a 14 year old in a grown up body whose biggest fear ...losing
his loved ones is becoming a reality...There is no driven Ego like he had during
Nanital or Guest house...
But today ,there is a
huge difference...in between Heer Ranjha and now...He wished for another world
where he and she will be alone and will remain together Hamesha ...But today he
wants her here , present with him...in his world...in their world...which will change
into their "Choti si Duniya"...[their small world...]...Where.." Arnav aur Khushi
khabi alag nahin ho sakte..."[ Arnav and Khushi can't be separated...]
He remembers her words
"jab aapke liye sab se achi aur Ranjhe ki sab se buri ghadi ayegi...Hum mar jayengey...Samjheye hum bhi ek tara bangey...raat main dayain se teesra...jo
sab se ziyada chamkta hai..."[ I will die...just think I became a star ...third from
the right side...in the night which sparkles the most..]...He shakes his head
with tearful eyes but in determination.."No Khushi!! No!!..." He can't let that
happen...He won't ...regardless these stars always show them the way to each
other...and hold so much meaning for them...But he tells her...NO...You can't
go..."Khushi!...tum mere saath aisa nahi kar saktin" {u can't do this to me ]...His
first touch in months ...his lips on her forehead and are no willing to let her
go...Tears streaming down his face...venting out every emotion...he begs, pleads,
orders, commands, cries, fears, ...without losing determination...His every words
comes back to haunt him..."iss pyar main sahi aur ghalat ka koi matlab nahi..."
[there is nothing right and wrong in this love...]...the only thing would be wrong
if he lost her..."Khushi main tumhare bina..."[Khushi me ...without u..] and he can't
complete it...he doesn't want to complete it...He is Arnav Singh Raizada who writes
everyone's destiny...and he will write hers today...
He found a hope on
Holi...and that became a vital connection in between them...and they always hear
and feel presence of each other..Hamesha...
Khushi.."Kya aap sun
sakte hain ..humare di ki Dhakan...
Arnav answered...Hamesha...
Yes he
can hear hers and she can hear his...They are one in this ...the rhythm of this
melodious life is one...His last hope ..."Jab tum mere paas hoti ho, tumhare saath
saath mere dil ki dhakan bhi taiz ho jati hai...humari ...dhakanain ek ho jati hain..."...[
my heartbeat goes faster along with yours...when you are with me...our heartbeats
become one...]
She has to hear him...
"Love is the voice of
silence,a hope in fear, the strength so strong mere force is feebleness: the
truth more first than sun, more last than star..." ~Cummings~
He brings her hand to
his heart ..the very same way he did on Holi...Their soul Touch...Which their
soles can recognize from miles...Which always ignites the flicker of this
rhythmic reaction of Faith and
togetherness with hope ...as always...
Melody of this "Atoot
Vishwas..." starts its movement...Dhak Dhak Dhak...and picks up spead...While holding
her head so gently ...with closed eyes...behind tears...and she reciprocates with
this beat of love and life... he calls her name...again...Khushi!!! ...
She hears it...finally
she hears it...He opens his eyes...her sweet voice mingles with Sweet Rabba Ve in
the BG...She breathes for him...his sinking heart picks up it's pace ...seeing her
breathing and moving in his arms...
A smile appears behind
cloudy eyes...and he holds her closer to his heart...with a promise that he will
never let her go...and she makes it sure that he believes it too...she calls his
name..."Arnavji!!!..."
"shhh" ...he whispers
as always he does by holding her..."Kush bolne ki zaroorat nahin hai..."...[There is
no need to say anything] ..Yes their heart have already confessed their
solemnity ..no need of any word...
She holds his tearful
face ...his wounds to sooth em...and he kisses her palm with deep love...the
very same Palm where she has written his name..."A"...Both fills each other's
heart with desirous rhythm of love and care ...While DeviMaiya drapes them with
her love ...he drapes her with her Duppatta...Yes she is his...with divine forces'
permission...and blessing...by any means...they are one ..for eternity...
She tries to get up but
she can't ...he leans to scoop her up ...and He smiles lovingly and proudly seeing her
hand on his shoulder and holding his vest
as always ..it's right place...
This completer the circle of eternity in
their life...with full awakening for both of them...Where every doubt and
misunderstanding has been removed with
the restoration of Faith and Love...
Eyes get locked
together ...and he carries her without losing his gazes...being lost in each
other..as she kept cupping his face...while he carries her...
as he did carry her
from Devi Maiya's temple ...with his right on her "Zabardasti utha keh
laijayenge..."..[u will take me forcefully...]...But even then their hearts b knew the
rhythm despite their minds were in denial...Today Finally Two hearts together ...united for eternity...
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