READ last half of PART 8 if you cant understand..
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PART 9
This was more shocking thing for yash,, "drink and you?"
Aarti: why whats wrong inthis? Only you men can drink?
Yash still wasn't out of shock, "not that, but seriously you want? I
didn't know that..."
Aarti looked serious, "yeah serious, now you will go or me?"
"aarti we are in car so its not safe, you know,, " yash used his best
weapon
Aarti: am I looking that much idiot to you yash? we are safe in home
right?, and if you don't want then ok but I will."
Their argument stop there last night,, yash had to obey aarti but after
returning home yash convinced aarti by saying its already late and aarti they
were sleepy so aarti agreed but take promise that next day he wont stop her..
Shopping, tour, movie,, long plan of next day. With the day start the 4
become busy with their next plan and after the fun filled tiring day the duty
of bed time story come on yash"s shoulder as previous night he blamed
aarti for making kids naughty so it
comes as punishment to him. It is really punishment. He didn't know before that
this much question exists in this world,, this kids never become tired when its
come to question. He wonder how aarti handle this two musketeer? Finally when
they slept yash remember what aarti said yesterday,, yesterday's plan postponed
for tonight.. lets see what will happen now.
A dark room lit with candles was ready to welcome yash. but the pair of
eyes finding his queen only and she is standing on balcony staring at sky. Her
long hair always invite him to play with them but the invisible wall always
stop him, he had argue to hold her in his arms, and now want to hug her from
behind suddenly when she will be surprised as any normal husband do for his
wife.. wait a min,, is he abnormal? Not at all,, but then why this much
hesitation to do normal acts?
With slow and silent steps he went near her, she was looking outside,,
he coughed to get her attention, and the silence broke with her shocking
sentence, "you are very bad yash.."
Yash looked at her to confirm that is she in mood to pull his leg or
something else.. when she said again, "why you cant be good as I wish?"
He understood she is not joking at all, "and what made you think like
this?" he asked.
Aarti faced him, "why you cant love me as I want?"
It was surprising for yash to digest this question from aarti all of
sudden. And suddenly one thing click in his mind,, with the doubt he asked,
"aarti, are you ok???? are you drunk aarti?"
Aarti looked at him with stunned expression, "what you think only if I
drunk then only I can say such things? I cant have this type of feelings?" she
was so straight forward. she left
balcony with that and started to dim th candles and on the lights and then yash
noticed the room was decorades beautifully which give another meaning in
reality. He was finding aarti after coming here so just didn't give attention
to anywhere else. Everything happening with so much speed before he could
understand, "wait aarti, what are you doing?
She continue her work to undo all those which she prepared, "no, let me
come to my sense, I am drunk that's why did all this and dared to say such
things which you dont like.."
At once yash held her hand to stop her, "aarti please wait, believe me,
I didn't notice all this and I didn't mean anything to hurt you."
Aarti: yeah, why you will notice? And hoe I can expect all this? Its my
fault.
Yash: aarti,, I just said because.. you know the reason... I just had
doubt that may be you are drunk and that's also for what happened last night..
why are you over reacting?
Aarti was even more angry now, she jerked her hand from his hold, "yes,
I am over reacting.. I am loving you from the first day and after all these
months today I dared to say you and in one second you made my feelings fake, so
I am over reacting? Slowly I started to feel may be you also have same feelings
towards me so I bring those negative words to listen something positive about
me, so I am over reacting? Like every
girl I also wished that my husband will come and will say that he love me like
I do but you just know to joke of everything, so I am over reacting? If I am
drunk then only expect love from you right?"
she said all these in one breath making yash speechless.
He still was quite and aarti clam down, " actually I am sorry,, don't know what I am saying? How
stupid I am , I really talking like drunk.. how I can think in dream that you
can have feelings for me forgetting your beautiful past, how you
can...love..me? you never did.." she turned around to hide her tears..
Yash turned her back to him, "hmm, so what should I do first? I think
wipe away the tears.. now look at me and don't even think or try to look away
without my permission.. she looked at him..
Yash: you know that day you come to my house leaving your own house
that day you cried like every bride do. And after that I didn't see your tears
till the day you said about prashant, till that day you were smiling always,
with me, my family, our children. I never saw you sad and somehow I was
convinced that you are happy in my family, specially with me. Palak didn't call
you maa but you were so positive about it, I was li'l scared that what if palak
wont accept you normally but you made everything possible and I was happy to
see you happy, and then the day you said about the incident. First time I saw
you in that condition, do you know what was going in my mind to see you like
that? But I didn't stop you.. and the time we coming to Mumbai you were happy
and then I promised myself that I wont let go the smile from you face in this
holiday or through out the life journey and I succeeded atleast I thought
that.. the previous days were ,priceless for me, I got so many memories with
you and those are unforgettable and suddenly today you are crying and I am the
reason. But how you come to this conclusion that I never loved you??"
As yash said,, in this time aarti didn't try to look away from him but
for the last words she had to blink her eyes and she felt all of sudden one
truck blushing emotions make her cheeks red and now its difficult to keep his
words not to look away. And then she wished to smash her own head.. she really
was over reacting. What was the meaning of that? She understand yash is not
talking now, where she was struggling keep her eyes on him or not there she
looked at him with question, why he become silent suddenly??
Yash tried hard not to spoil this momet with his loud laugh but her
this innocent face with questions couldn't stop him to smile at least
Aarti: not done yash, Why you keep suspense always??
Yash: and when I did so?
Aarti: then why you didn't complete what you were saying?
"really? I think I said what I had to say.. why you wanted to listen
something else??" he had a naughty smile on his face..
Suddenly aarti hugged him tight, "I just want to know what my place in
your life? After our marriage till now our relation didn't progress a little
for you? Am I still your friend? Mother of your kids? Or...
Yash hugged her back, "or what?? Complete your sentence please.."
Aarti: I am tired yash, I never wanted to loose you and I still don't
want to loose the golden chance which god gift me as you and palak. I feel like
I have perfect family.. I have everything but I cant think myself perfect.. may
be I am not perfect for you that's why we just need to act like perfect couple.
From the first day we are acting for our children,, our family, infront of you,
but I cant act when it come to myself.. in all this what about us? What is our
dignity? I know you love arpita, I didn't want ever to take her place in your
life or I never wanted you to accept me like that but kya karoon? I couldn't
stop myself to love you, and like a typical wife couldn't help to wish to get
your love. And after coming here I felt you also... I don't know what will
happen after this but I couldn't keep all this inside me anymore...
One sense of fear come to her mind, she is not facing him, what is his
reaction? She immediately moved away from her position to see his reaction,, he
couldn't understand but still said, "yash please think about it if you want,
she looked at him with teary eyes, "am I that much bad??"
Tonight the sudden and shocking thing happening too much with both of
them and again suddenly aarti felt she is not talking but feeling her knees
become weak, she holding yash tight for the support to stand. And the reason is
her lips sealed with another pair of lips which's owner is her husband, and now
she is not in state to talk and think anything else. She just obeying which his
demanding.
The time stopped or rushed in full speed she don't know, she just know
something happening as she wanted, some majic happened somehow.. she comes to
sense when understand the lips parted away but still so close and she listen
his whisper "I love you too..stupid.. sometime you use your brain too much
which you should not do, try to listen your heart sometime", his seductive
voice made her blush more.. his tone changed, its difficult to look at his eyes
now again. She was going to say something but stopped again by another soul
searing kiss with more intensity. It was like one puzzle solving now and for
the obvious reason of breathing they had to break away..
She didn't open her eyes but still feeling his thumb caressing her
cheek, "actually you talk so much, if you don't give such a long speech you
would be more greatfull to me, and we can use the time more. She opened her
eyes to say that he only asked you to complete but find the love filled eyes,
which always she get but couldn't recognize the love before.
She wanted to say some more thing but yash kept his finger on her lips,
"shh,, you talked enough now keep quite otherwise I know how to stop you, and
let me clear all your doubts.."
It was silence then. It was only the way to show the love and desire0020for
each other which was hidden till now for some hesitation.. it was the intense
love now, the true feeling, the moment of heaven.. there was many words to
exchange but the time was to create another bonding forever...
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