CHAPTER-7
Ram's POV :
It was already 5 pm
and I was still busy in the kitchen.I loved cooking and I had decided to cook
all the items for dinner by myself.I
send Bansi Kaka home as I wanted him to spend the day with his family. He was
an important part of my small world ,as he was serving the Kapoor family for
the last 20 years.When my mom passed away and I decided to leave Kapoor Mansion,he
firmly requested me to take him along.I couldn't deny it and brought him
here,in this small loft.He looked after Peehu like a grandfather would look
after his granddaughter and he also helped me with the other household chords.I
really appreciated him for whatever he has done for my family.But now that he
was not there to help me, all the responsibility was in my hand.I had alot of arrangement to do and I was a bid exhausted
and also knowing that I have very less time I started panicking. Just then, I
saw Priya making her way out of Peehu's room..She ironed her top with her hand
and tied her hair in a bun.I was closely noticing her.She looked tired and why wouldn't she, she was with my shaitan Peehu
since morning.I laughed out a little loud at that thought.She looked at me and
flashed a smile.I smiled back. She made her way towards the kitchen.Her walk
was so graceful,light feeted,swift as wind.She came and stood next to me.
"Need help ??" she asked.
"No..its almost done" I said giving her a smile.While she tried to peek
into the dish ,I moved swiftly to cover it with the lid.She made a puppy face.
"No..you don' get to see the dish now" I said standing right infront of
her.
"This is not fair.. Whats the harm Ram,its anyways going inside my
stomach after some hours."she burst out laughing.
"No I won't let you see it until its dinner time" I said in a firm
tone.
"Fine.."she said moving towards the other end of the kitchen island.
"I'll make us some coffee" I said keeping the coffee pot over the gas
stove.I found myself trying to take glimpses of her from the corner of my
eyes.My heart hammered in my chest as I
saw her making leaps to her feet.My heart started beating at the rate of the
bullets fired by the machine gun.I
lowered my gaze and kept myself busy making coffee.I realize she was
standing right behind me only when I turned to grab some sugar from the
stall.The proximity made me yelp and
even jump.She gave a slight laugh but again her expression changed.I could see
her intense eyes speaking soo much words which her mouth felt to speak.She
turned off the stove and looked at me again.I was holding my breath,I was
running out of air,she stepped more closer and closer,until our body was firmly
touching each others.I was having a hard time breathing.
"I don't want coffee Ram... "
"Oo"kay... " I said slowly,releasing a couple of gasp."So what do you
want then?"my words hesitating to even leave my mouth.I could fell her gaze shifting
from my eyes to my lips and then back to my eyes.
"I want ..."she took some seconds,still not leaving my eyes "YOU""
It took me some seconds to realize what she just demanded.She wanted to
have me.I felt like a dump ass,still trying to get back my breathing to normal
but I couldn't."I need You Ram..." she spoke again.I could see some moist
forming in her eyes.I was willing to give her whatever she was asking me but
all I needed was time.I held her by her elbows,maintained a little gap between
our body and as I about to speak,I felt somebody tugging my shirt.
"Ram you okay?? " I
heard Priya calling out my name.I felt my eyes blurred,I was unable to take in the
air and when I shook my head,reality punched me hard in my stomach,I saw Priya
giving me a confused look.I gave a long sigh and I could feel my cheeks
burning.It was a dream."Damn..it was a dream.I was day dreaming.."I spoke in my
mind.It disappointed me a little
though.That dream was nerve wreaking but it felt so good.It also made me
realizing to what heights I liked Priya.It seemed more like a lust to me but
again,I washed away that thought."It wasn't lust"I told myself."I think I love
her" it was more like questioning myself.."Did I really love her?? ..Gosh,this
was heights.I just met her like 2 days back and I can't just fall in love like
that.There need to be a reason.I couldn't think straight,I felt mad,I felt crazy.I
was again pulled out of my thought by her sweet voice.."Sweet Voice?? Are you
serious Ram.You can't just start admiring every bit of her.Its just not
good,not for the time being.Whatever it is,whatever you feel for her you have
to keep it to youself until its the right time to speak out." I shouted at
myself.I internally slapped myself for the thoughts I was having..
"Ram???" there she
calls me again..This time shaking me holding one of my arm.I looked at her,her
confused expression was now replaced by panick.
"You don't look good
Ram.You look too exhausted."more panicked written on her face.
"I"I am fine Priya" I
blurred out the word hesitatingly.
"No..You are
not.."she replied sternly." O My God Ram..You are sweating alot..Come here" she
held my arms and pulled me towards the living room Couch."Wait,let me bring you
water.." she made her way back to the kitchen.I didn't look at her but I could
hear the sound of the water being poured into the hard glass.
"I'm really fine." I
said trying to make some point.
"Shut Up.. " she
shouted making her way to where I was sitting."Now.Drink this.. " She was
giving me an evil look.I had never seen this side of Priya.I took the water and
gulped down half of the water in one breath.Well,actually I felt good now,much
better.But the dream did make me feel uncomfortable in my present state.I
couldn't look at Priya the way I looked at her before.
"Much better?? " she
asked me shooting me out from my thought.I just nodded still not looking at
her.
"Anything you wanna
share??" she sat right across me."No Ram don't tell her about this dream."A
voice spoke to me."You may lost the trust you have just gained,you don't want
to lose her,don't you??"I asked my self again.I nodded my head saying a no..
"So you don't wanna
tell me??" she spoke.Now I could see disappointment written all over herself.
"No.no..its not like
that Priya.Actually I don't have anything to share." I said smiling at her and making
a straight point.I noticed that I have been smiling alot these days.
"You sure Ram??You
don't look good "she stared at me for some seconds "You need to rest.." I
slightly nodded my head.I really needed some rest,I needed to take that dream
out of my mind.I couldn't think of Priya that way.No! She is my friend and it
won't be good for both of us.I have to rest.
"I'll just stay
here."I said taking my position on the couch.I didn't wanted to make her feel
alone.Going to my room probably means leaving her by herself in a place which
is unknown to her.
"That will be good "
she said "Btw anything else to do for the dinner , I don't mind helping?" she
asked.Well there are lots to do but i wasn't comfortable letting her work
alone.I got into thinking,"Just tell me,do not hesitate" she snapped at
me,making me much light and comfortable.
"Honestly speaking I
don't wanna let you work alone.and there is a little bit of work,lets do it
together..later ??" I replied and asked at the same time.She flashed a smile
."Sure.. I'll go and check on Peehu,maybe stay there with her " she said making
her way to Peehu's room.
I rested my head on a
cusion and closed my eyes..I had a small smile creeped to my face .This day has
been going real good..And moreover I was pleased to see Priya handling Pihu
that well.She was a difficult child,well physically she maybe a child but
mentally she was no less than an adult.I was secretly holding out to their
talks before sleep engulfed Peehu. I was amazed to learn Peehu knew soo many
thing which was alien to me.I felt like getting busted by my own child.That
thought made me giggle.It was kind of funny.As I tried to sleep,that dream hit
me againbut I wanted it to continue this time.
"I don't want coffee Ram... "
"Oo"kay... " I said slowly,releasing a couple of gasp."So what do you
want then?"my words hesitating to even leave my mouth.I could fell her gaze
shifting from my eyes to my lips.
"I want ..."she took some seconds,still not leaving my eyes "YOU""
It took me some seconds to realize what she just demanded.She wanted to
have me.I felt like a dump ass,still trying to get back my breathing to normal
but I couldn't."I need You Ram..." she spoke again.I could see some moist
forming in her eyes.I was willing to give her whatever she was asking me but
all I needed was time.I held her by her elbows,maintained a little gap between
our body.
"See Priya..I--- " "Shhh..."
she stopped me."Shhh...I know you want me Ram and I can see that clearly in
your eyes.."she gazed at me with open moist eyes.I slowly moved closing the gap
between our body,she released a small gasp at our proximity. I wiped her tears
and kept my finger under her chin to lift up her face.She had closed her eyes
and was relishing the moment."Are you sure you wanna do this? I mean isn't it
too early ?" I asked her but she won't answer.It was making me irritable.But
before I could snap at her she opened her mouth "No Ram..It's not early.Not for
me.I have waited for you too long.I have loved you for the last 10 years of my
life.I cant,not anymore"she sighed"and you know why my relationship didn't work
with Rajat,because I was in love with you.I have always loved you... " she said
as tears rolled down her cheeks.My eyes grew wider.I didn't knew she loved me,I
thought she just had a crush on me.And the thing she said about Rajat,it made
no sense,not on the surface but deep
down inside I was moved by her approach towards her feeling.I liked her alot
but to make this move wasn't going to be easy neither for me nor for her.I
would claim her one day for sure,make her mine,truly mine.But not now.The time
wasn't right."Listen Priya.I like you alot " he saw her smiling "but you need
to understand this.this won't be easy for both of us."suddenly her smile
replace by sadness again.Her brows furrowed."I promise you Priya.you will be
mine.but.I need some time." She lightly smiled again,I wiped her tears with my thumb and then cupped her face."Will
You give me that time?" I asked gazing intensely into her eyes.She didn't speak
but I got the reply thought her eyes."A kiss maybe, for now??" I said, more like
asking her.Her cheeks grew red and she hid herself on my chest."So thats a no!!
" I teasingly said.She pulled her self out of my grip and looked at me
horrified."No..no " she replied making me burst into laughter.Later when she
realized what she just said she blushed and then she joined me.And then within
no time it was done.I crashed my lips down onto hers.Everything happened so
quickly that he knew it would take time for my mind to realized where this was leading
to.My one hand on her hip pulling her more closer to her and another buried
into her hair.She moaned leaning into me,and I lossened my grip from her hip
while she clutched onto my shirt more forcefully.My hands had no control and I
felt my fingers sliding low against the fabric of her top until I hit the bare
skin and then began the trip upwards.
"Ram.."she moaned my name loud but I didn't care.She called me
again,more louder this time.
I popped open my
eyes,gasping for breath.
This was getting real
hard,actually to much to handle.This dream was making no sense and
moreover...I shouldn't have dreamt that in the first place.I sighed but again
felt myself blushing.
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Edited by RohiniL - 10 years ago
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