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Posted: 11 years ago
Dr ranganath came into the roomwhere an unconscious nidhi lay and dr ashutosh stood silently, "sir , police wants to meet you"dr ashutosh nodded and came out, inspectors ashok n samar were waiting for him, as the family members looked on, dr ashutosh took them to his cabin."dr ashutosh, amar aur bajrangi dono maare gaye, devender aur pappu humaari hiraasat mei hain, bodies ka panchnama hona hai...dr nidhi ka statement lene hai, sir"dr ashutosh nodded understanding the demands of law n justice but then explaining"dr nidhi abhi hosh me nahi hain, bullet to nikal di hai drs nei, per kaafi weak hain, jaise hi hosh me aayengi mai aapko khabar karoonga...aap mera statement le sakte hain..."the inspectors nodded , and recorded ashutosh's statement and then got up to leave, as dr ashutosh thanked them once again for having saved nidhi n nishu's life, the inspectors smiled as samar quipped'"dr ashutosh, hume kych khaas karna nahi pada...aapki patni ne aadhe se zyaada kaam to khud hi kiya..,sach mei..dr nidhi exceptional woman hain...auir aapka beta...usse chot to nahi aaye zyaada??"dr ashutosh smiled"nahi, nishu theek hai..bus bruises hain...aap mil sakte hain,.."inspector samar raised his baton"rehne deejiye, uss bachche pe already kaafi stress raha hai,,..aaraam karne deejiye usse...hopefully kal tak dr nidhi..."ashutosh completed"certainly 6 ghante mei hosh aa jayega...aap mil sakte hain...phir.,,"the inspectors walked out...as dr ashutosh came back to the family..."11 baj gaye hain, i feel aap sab ghar jaaiye, nidhi theek hai...dont worry, nai yehi rukoonga...armaan plz getme a fresh pair of clothes...aur nishu..."ashutosh looked at his young son ...his face bearing expressions of excitement..fatigue n worry...lifting him in his arms, he said..."nishu, chacha ke saath jaao, have a bath...change ...aur phir aa jao...aaj mere sath rahoge..yehi cabin mei...bolo"??and the boy put his arms around his father...as ashutosh kissed him once again and handed him over to armaan n vaba...col verma stood ...looking at his grandson...n then said to ashutosh"aaj usse saath hi rakhiyega...sub consciouly affected hoga...shall i also stay back"??"dr ashutosh smiled n said"thanx col verma..per aap bhi thak gaye honge ..plz go n rest...mai hoon yahaan pe...aur 2..4 ghante me nidhi ko hosh aa jayega...nothing much to worry now...i just hpe woh psychologically disturbed na ho...bus"col verma understood his son in laws concern , but said"i dont think so, dr ashutosh...itne guts dikhaaye hain usne...she has emerged a true victor...daregi nahi ab..."ashutosh nodded, as the two men shook hands and col verma left...dr ashutosh was left alone ...as he returned to nidhi's room..the vitals were nearly fine...but shecws still unconscious...ashutosh sat there...looking at her...at her bandaged shoulder...her bruised face, her injured soles...nidhi had taken a lot...in the encounter...ashutosh closed his eyes...dreading to think what might have happened had she not been able to escape...had the goons laid their hands on her...dr ashutosh shivered at the thought...more out of anger than fear...
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"Chalo chalo...nishu ko mai nehlata hoon..dekho baba clothes denge...maxi , tu jaa cs ke saath...aaraam ker ghar mei,..kaka hain ..."said armaan , taking off nishu's dusty clothes...and then as he got him to the shower, nishu seemed to shiver..."kya hua meri jaan..."??and nishu held on to him,...armaan hugged him tightly and said"beta, darr mat...woh log ab kabhi nahi aayenge...police ne maar diya...aur phir tu to itna brave boy hai..mamma ke saath escape ker gaya hai ba...kitni help ki mamma ki...so no fear...yaad rakh nishu..darr ke aage hi jeet hoti hai,..jo darr gaya, samjho marr gaya..."armaan repeated the dialogues of his favourite film sholay,...as the drops of water began to soothe nishu...
As armaan dried n changed him into the night suit, he took a pair of clothes for ashutosh and came out to baba, "baba..mai aata hoon..nishu ko hospital chod ke..."and baba nodded, caressing his grandson's cheek..feeling him...blessing him...thanking god for having been able to save him...baba was at a loss of words...the past few hours had made the family swing between utter despair n hope...
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"Ashu tu fresh ho ja...mai rukta hoon abhi.."said armaan..,the constant in ashutosh 's life...a friend who had stood with him thru thick n thin...who had always been there to share the lonely surgeon's gloom...n tried to bring cheer into his life...he was the one who prodded ashutosh ...prodded him on to meet nidhi again..."adhoori kahaaniyaan mujhe achchi nahi lagti..."said armaan...always...n finally the story had been completed...the story of eternal love ..bridging generations...the strong and irrepresible live of dr ashutosh n his intern...the bond of raja n his titli...
Dr ashutosh emerged, bathed clean n fresh ..in his tracks and tees...as he took a sleeping nishu in his arms and the trio came to the cabin, where nandlal had converted the sofa in to a comfortable bed...as ashutosh placed nishu tenderly, armaan returned with coffee n sandwiches..."chal khaa le kuch...tujhe fit rehna hai...nidhi ki dekh bhaal ke liye..."and dr ashutosh silently took a bite ...he knew he had to take a lot of care of nidhi...nidhi who had saved his nishu...nidhi who had fought so valiantly inspite of her condition...nifhi who was nestling life...his love..his daughter in her womb...nidhi ..who was his everything...yes he d take care of her...would see that no danger ever came close to her...
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Dr ashutosh had settled , hoding nishu close to him...it was not only the lil boy who needed comfort, it was also the middle aged father who needed security of the fact...that his son was alive...safe n sound...dr ashutosh drifted in to sleep, holding nishu to his chest...caressing his back..his hair...and hugging him..making the four year old realise he was out of all danger...
Dr ashutosh got up at about 4in the morning, and patting nishu, he extricated himself, instructing nandlal n laxmi bai to be with the boy..he walked into nidhi's room...dr deepak informed him , she was stable but had not regained consciousness, ashutosh seemed a trifle worried...as he took his stetho and tried to examine nidhi...just as he touched her...she stirred...opening her tired eyes...his touch hsd woken his sleeping beauty...dr ashutosh smiled ...as nidhi moaned...he put his hand on her forehead..."kya hua jaan...dard hai..kahaan ..pe..shoulder mei"??nidhi opened her eyes...as if awaking from a long long sleep...n then pouted"sab jagah...its hurting dr ashutosh"!!ashutosh smiled ..understanding her discomfort,..as he caressed her cheek saying"you are vv tired...aur injuries bhi hain...dekho shoulder me bullet hit ki thi...dr gandhi be operate ki...its been removed now...sole mei bhi stiches hain...glass pieces the,.."ashutosh's voice quivered with emotion...nidhi looked at him...n asked"nishu kahaan hai...kaisa hai"??"he is fine..bus bruises hain..yehin so raha gai..mere cabin mei...laaoon ..dekhogi"??nidhi said no...and then just as ashutosh finished examining her, she spoke"dr ashutosh...plz kuch khana hai...i am hungry..."ashutosh smiled...and said"abhi laaya "...he returned with juice n maggi...knowing it d bring a big smile on that tired face...the face that was his world...before coming to nidhi, he checked on nishu...still fast asleep..with laxmi bai sitting close to him..n nandlal at the door...a releved dr ashutosh entered nidhi's room to find her asleep...he smiled as he extended his hand..n this time he did not withdrww it, he pushed back her hair and as she opened her eyes, he whiered"chalo..kha lo...weakness hogi bahut"and he made her sit v carefully..and then began to feed her...nidhi smiled as she remarked"maggieee..."and opened her mouth loke a child...she ate hungrily...and then as she sipped the juice, she seemed to be gaining strength n consciousness...she looked up at her husband...n her eyes had a dreadful question...ashutosh understood..he wiped her lips with his hankey ..n said"both amar n bajrangi were shot dead by the police...baaki dono arrested hain...police is waiting for your statement...kal subah"nidhi seemed to be relieved...but suddenly the entire sequence of terrible events seemed to come back to her...how she n nishu escaped..the drive ...then how she ran...only to come face to face with her tormentors...nidhi shivered...in fear...fear of what could have been...as dr ashutosh put his arms around her...standing close to her..he held her to him.saying nothing...just holding her...in the security of his arms...
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It had been three days . The police had taken nidhi's statement, and the fast track court was trying devender n papou...m nishu was now sleeping at home with armaan, while dr ashutosh still stayed at kgh where his nidhi was...today was her check up..
Dr gandhi opened the bandage of the shoulder as dr ashutosh looked on...at the wound that had just begun to heal n at nidhi's face that had fading bruises..as dr gandhi looked at her..."dr nidhi, you are a lot better...i am removing the stitches of your sole but these will take time...a week..and you may go home..but you should not walk or move unnecessarily..just toilet n back...n yes..no bath...just a sponge ..twice a day..n dr ashutosh, sir be careful of this area ..its vv tender.."said dr gandhi as he bandaged the upper arm n shoulder..dr ashutosh thanked him..and as he went out , nidhi smiled"thank god,..aaj ghar..."ashutosh put a finger on her lips..and said"aahhha..just wait..sudhir is coming..let him give the final signal..."
A lil later after dr sudhir had completed a detailed examination..n an ultrasound..he beamed "nidhi..your baby is absolutely fine..no worries...i am really proud to have such a brave girl as my patient...bolo kya reward chahiye..."??nidhi looked up at dr sudhir..n spoke'sir...sabse bada reward to hai mere paas..."n looking at dr ashutosh, she said"bus ghar jaane deejiye"!!dr sudhir smiled n patted her hair"go...jaao but be careful...and the baby is now moving...so pain to hoga...just take things easy...aur have small meals rather than three heavy ones till you are able to move about...nahi to acidity hogi..ok"??nidhi thanked him as he left...ashutosh following him.."ashutosh, she n the baby are fine...but be careful...and yes..i think she deserves all the pampering that you can do"!!and dr ashutosh blushed ...even in his beard...the pink colour seemed to sweep across his face..
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"Chup chaap baithi raho"said dr ashutosh as the car stopped at mathur niwas, n nidhi opened the door...dr ashutosh quickly came around...and putting his arms very carefully around her, carried her towards the threshold if their nest...their home...as baba, armaan nishu, col verma n dadibua looked on, dr ashutosh laid her gently ..very gently on the bed...and then said "dont worry, sabko yehi bulata hoon"and soon everyone was sitting around in the bedroom...with kaka serving tea...n nishu sitting close to his mother...a silent understanding in his eyes...oerhaps he alone understood what she had gone through...as nidhi ruffled his hair, he smiled n called her close...he wanted to say something...nidhi bent ...as all looked attentively...was the child rattled..scared??nishu said something...n nidhi beamed...and both rubbed their noses together...as baba asked"bhai, hume nahi bataoge ma bete ka secret"??nidhi smiled as she cajoled nishu to share it...he smiled n said a lil shyly"mai mamma ko keh raha tha,..when i grow biiig...tab mujhe bhi apne jaisa car drive karna sikha degi...wrooom..."!!and all laughed...nidhi too...as dr ashutosh looked at his wife n son...so complete in each others company...
As cv n dadi bua left, dr ashutosh came to the room...nishu was kissing his mom on her bruises..."mamma...pata hai ..chacha ne bola..woh bad uncles ko police ne maar diya..shoot kiya ...aise..."and the lil boy imitated the action...as nidhi hugged him..."nishu...bhool jaao beta...its all over,..ab hume koi trouble nahi karega,..."and nishu held on to nidhi..his arm around her ...as dr ashutosh came n sat...patting nishu...he said"nishu...ab papa drop kiya karega tumhe every day...aur baba chote sarkar ke sath ja ke pick kiya karenge...so just dont worry...aur..."he whispered something in nishu's ear that made him smile from ear to ear..."arre papa mai to bhool hi gaya tha,.."and nidhi asked"kya..jahaan maza aayega..."??and ashutosh said"yeh papa bete ki secret hai...abhi nahi bataayenge tumhe"!!and thoigh nidhi tried her level best , nishu only giggled n gave nothing away...
As nishu yawned , he got up n mumbled good night...ashutosh caught him..."baby, papa mamma paas soyega"??nishu refused, shakung his head he said"no, mujhe appe bed me achcha lagta hai...papa...jab choti baby aayegi...to woh mere room me soyegi"??nidhi smiled as ashutosh knelt to answer his son".beta, uska bhi room banwaayenge...jaise tumhara blue hai..uska pink hoga...usme souyegi ...but you will be the big bro. Agar chahoge to tumhare room me sula denge,..."nishu smiled at being called the big bro.and held ashutosh, saying"papa...usko pink room ne sone doonga...but raat me i will go n check her...ki kahi ro to nahi rahi...aap bhi to check karte ho mujhe..."!!and ashutosh could not help smiling ...his son knew all...As he settled nishu in bed, and came out, leaving the door ajar, he said"nishu, door open hai...darr lage to aa jana papa mamma paas..."n nishu replied"papa, band kar do door...chacha told me..i am brave...dana nahi chahiye...aur phir bad unclesko to shoot kar diya police ne..."ashutosh kissed his brave son...as he came back to the bedroom...relieved..almost thankful to see nidhi lying on the bed...he came n gave her the medicines ...and then helped her to take out her gown...nidhi was comfortable in her cotton nightie...as ashutosh helped her lie, and then he saw her soles...still red ..the marks still fresh...he bent to kiss where the thorns, yhe glass had ripped his nidhi's soft glesh...it was his balm as well his tribute...to the suffering n the bravery of his wife..his love ..hs nidhi...
As he lay...caressing her long hair...nidhi spoke"jaante hain...mai bahut darr gayee thi...i was really scared.lag raha tha..ki sab kuch khatm ho jaayega..."ashutosh held her face "phir..kaise itni himmat aayee...kahaan se itni taaquat..is haalat mei"??nidhi touched his collar and said"aapse...aapke pyaar se...aapke bachchon se...i had to save nishu...although sach kahoon to mujhe nahi laga tha ki mai apne aap ko aur isko bacha paaoongi...i was really scared...but ...i tried...humaare bete ke liye...aapke kal ke liye...agar kahi nishu ko kuch ho jata..."and tears dwelled in those big eyes flowing out, as ashutosh kissed them...putting his finger on her lips"bus...chup..nishu ko bhi kuch nahi hoga aur tumhe bhi nahi...aur...aur..isse bhi nahi"completed dr ashutosh , kissing the baby bump...as the baby seemed to move recognising her father.."hey baby...we r waiting for you.12 weeks more..."and nidhi moaned...as the naughty baby seemed to kick her...dr ashutosh hugged nidhi...as he hummed to lul her as well as the baby to sleep...and then holding his world in his arms...a world that he had almost lost a few days back...he closed his eyes...in peace n joy...he jnew his paradise had been regained and he d not lose it again...ever...
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"Dr ashutosh...aap...aap plz aa jaaiye...bahut vomits ho eahi hain...all yellow water...i am not well...plz"it was a distresssed nidhi on the cell, as ashutosh was walking to the canteen with dr fubey for a cup of tea..in the evening, ashutosh lost his colour...and replied"i am coming nidhi,..ghabraao nahi...just take some nimboo paani,..."and then explained to dr dubey"sir...nidhi us unwell...i d have to go..."dr dubey nodded as ashutosh rushed out...talking to sudhir while he drove..."i feel, acidity hogi..nothing else...give her some antacid...n make her walk a lil...she d feel better...acidity is quite common...specially with such a big baby..."ashutosh rushed in...baba was pacing in the hall, as maxi held nidhi in the washroom...as she renched her gut...asutosh held her...as maxi came out to bring cold water...ashutosh washed nidhi's face with cold water ...as she came n slumped to the bed...and dr ashutosh soothed her...forcing her to take the antacid..."i hate it...muhe nahi peena..."but like a true senior dr, he forced it down her throat...and then made her sip water...as she closed her eyes...and he smiled ...holding her hand...planting a light kiss on her cheek...as she said"yahaan to nishu ko kiss karte hain aap"!!and ashutosh held her nose..."chup chaap raho..no shaitaani...tum nishu ki mamma ho..leki usse zyaada bachpana hai..."and as a pouted nidhi rested, ashutosh sat, loosening his tie...and just gazing at her...it was the ultimate bliss...
In the evening, he helped her wear her walking shoes as now it had been 10 days of her return...n they came out to walk...as nidhi smiled seeing nishu play cricket with maxi, ashutosh looked at her...n narrowing his eyes commented"ab to tum theek kag rahi ho...kahi yeh sab mujhe hospital se jaldi bulane ka bahaana ti nahi tha"??nidhi smiked n retorted"nahi...bus test karna chahti thi...ki kitna pyaar karte hain mujhse...karte bhi hain ta nahi..."??ashutosh looked into her eyes..."to kya pata chala...mere pyaar ki gehraayee ke baare mei"??nidhi turned serious"yehi,..ki aapki hunsi mei...aapke aansoon mei...aapki dhadkan mei..aapki saanson mei..bus mai hi mai hoon...aapka pyar mere jeene ki wajah..mere jeevan ki dor hai...dr ashutosh...sach to yeh hai..aapke pyaar ki gehraayee..aapke vishwaas ki oonchaai...mai lafzon mei bayaan nahi ker sakti..."ashutosh just looked at her...n then putting his arm around her , he said in his typically ashutosh way.."kuch jazbaaton ko lafzon ki zuroorat nahi hoti..."and then with a glint of naughtiness in his eyes , he added"aur ab tum theek ho...to mai hospital ho aaoon..."n nidhi pouted...hitting her head on his chest...as he laughed n hugged her..."aree ..mazak bhi nahi samajhti...come on..."and they continued their walk while nishu ran runs and baba looked at them from his rocking chair...in bliss n peace, finally calling out"bhai hiraman, zara woh chai banao...adrak wali"!!
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It was sunday evening nidhi had just got up from sleep , n as she went into the kitchen , to help herself to a glass of juice, she could see no body...she called out"baba...armaanji..nishu..."but there was no one...she seemed apprehensive...walking out , she felt herself being pulled ..n as she shrieked...she was held...on that familiar chest..."kya karte hain aap..darr gayee thi mai...kahaan hain sab"??dr ashutosh smiled"nishu gaya hai armaan ke sath, kaka aur baba gaye hain col verma ke ghar...aur main hoon apni biwi ke paas..."and then getting her inside he sais"chalo jaldi ready ho jao...party hai...woh gown ..."nidhi seemed amazed"arre woh party to 10 din pehle thi...aaj kahaan"??ashutosh tapped hernose"woh party tumhare bina nahi ho sakti...so chalo..aur stop playing the CBI..kyun.Kahaan kaise.Kab???"
A confused nidhi wore the gown...lovely colour...wine with golden straps n a flowing bow...as she touched her bump...ashutosh xame from behind...looking devastating in his black tuxedo n bow tie...as nidhi seemed dazed, he hugged her..his hands warm n posessive on her baby bump...caressing it...as she tried to ask...he quietened her...in his inimatable way...n said"chalo...tumhe kidnap nahi kar raha hoon...bus party me le jaa raha hoon..."and nidhi was swept by him..."per mai kaisi lag rahi hoon..uyeh mark bhi dikh raha hai"!!!said nidhi showing the mark from the bullet...dr ashutosh bent n kissed ot...n then her shoulders n neck..."bus..bahut achchi lag rahi ho...meri nazron se dekho..."and as nidhi wore her solitairre tops , n sat in the car...dr ashutosh drove ...his gaze still lingering on her...
They arrived at the Taj Awadh...and he escorted her to the lift "kiski party..."ashutosh was not even listening...and as the lift opened , he put his hands on her eyes...bringing her into the durbaar hall...and then as he removed his hand...pink petals of roses fell on them...as nidhi hugged by nishu..looked around...the hall was decorated in pink ...heart shaped baloons, baby pics..and a big pic of nidhi ...with ashutosh n nishu...with a caption"BABY SHOWER..."as the lights gleamed nidhi saw...baba , col verma..dr sudhir solanki uncle, dr dubey ...and many other friends all in suits...n ladies in pink n wine coloured saris or dresses...lil nishu hugged nidhi...standing handsome in his black tiuxedo with bow tie,..just like his father...he smiled"mamma..yahi thi humari secret..."and dr ashutosh came holding pink hear shaped balloons...and as he handed them to nidhi...looking resplendent with joy ..he whispered"happy baby shower...n thank you nidhi...thank you very much"!!as yhere was clapping all around , ashutosh took nidhi and made her sit on a lovely pink sofa chair...as anji put a pink ribbon in her hair...gifting her a pink barbie doll...shyama aunty, nanda, mrs nagpal, priyanka , jyothika , ahana all came n kissed nidhi n gave her pink gifts...armaan handed her a huge bundle of pink nappies"(sabse zyaada useful gift)"he winked...n col verma got a pink baby dress n toys, baba came in a dark grey suit pushing a pink pram ..for his poti...and finally dadi bua commented"to yeh hai modern gode bharai...achchi hai bhai...bahut achchi hai"!!!
As finger foods were served, and dr ranganath clicked pics, dr ashutosh carrying khushi ina pink gown n nishu is black tuxedo...his hands full...nidhi could see their future...and then dr ranganath clapped"your attention please..sabne to dr nidhi ko gifts shower ker diye...per mamma to be ko papa to be se kya gift milega..."and there was a loud applase as the youngsters as ahana n jyothika ..with anji n priyankacried in chorus"come on...dr ashutosh..come on"
Ashutosh , adjusted his cuffs ...as to nidhi's surprise he came n asked for her hand...they danced...Slowly, gracefully ..nidhi feeling ashutosh's hand around her swollen waist...and then she saw a wall turn and lo!!there appeared a lovely classic piano...nidhi smiled as dr ashutosh made her sit n then struck the piano keys...
"Maine tere liye hi saat rang ke sapne chune...
Sapne sureele sapne...
Kuch hanste kuch gum ke...
Teri aankho ke saaye churaaye raseelee yaadon nei..."and as the guests looked on ...nidhi was held by ashutosh's intense gaze...his eyes telling more than his lips...his silence more than his words...he had waited to sing this song for a long time...he wanted to tell nidhi that she had fulfilled all his dreams ...n no dream of his could be completed without her...and now finally..after so many pitfalls n tears..their dream..their family was going to be complete...they did not need anything else...this was eough...more than enough...as nishu came to ashu n he held his fingers to press the jeys...as baba had taugyt him...nidhi smiled...a beautiful smile...she was a daughter...a doctor...and a mother...but nothing completed her as much as belonging to her husband did...it was he...the great neuro surgeon, the harsh dr hardstone..the middle aged dr with grey side burns that completed her...gave her life a new meaning...made her smile...thru her eyes...nidhi could not sing...she didnt have the voice...nor the confidence...but she hummed to herself...the lines of an old song that aradhanaji often sang...nidhi could remember just two lines...but they defined her...n her love for dr ashutosh...she hummed
MAI BANDINI PIYA KI...
MAI SANGINI HOON SAAJAN KI...
MERA KHEENCHTI HAI ANCHAL MANMEET TERI HUR PUKAAR...
yes...for her dr ashutosh was the reason for living...for smiles n joys...for each pleasure...she was incomplete without him...and for her the world meant..their love...their commitment to stand with each other by each other...thru thick n thin...ASHNI...BAS ASHNI...in all seasons of life..ashni bas ashni...
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"Chalo ho gaya...finally"said dr ashutosh, standing on a stool, arranging n sticking motiffs on the pink walls of the new nursery...the nursery had been carved out from his study cum library and he had himself designed each minute detail...one door opened into their bedroom while there was a connecting door between the nursey n nishu's room..nishu's nursey all blue now housed his old toys n books...ashutosh asked his son , assisting him in arranging the nursery of the '"chota baby".."nishu , give me that pink teddy ..."amd then as nishu handed the barbies ..nidhi looked with a love ever so deep..,.at her husband..ever so strong...she finally got up from the sofa chair that ashitosh had put for her..bringing order to the boys' banter about how sweet the choti baby would be and whether she d have curly or straight hair...nidhi spoke"yeh sabse zuroori hai..leejiye rakhiye..."she gave the pink nappy bundle , followed by bibs on which shyama aunty n dadi bua had embroidered flowers , followed by socks n mittens...as the lil crib with a pink net was pushed in place by father n son, nishu sighed"i am tired...abhi juice pee key aaya"!!and ran off..nidhi extended her hand as dr ashutosh put his arm around her waist...nidhi whispered"pehle aapki study kitti badi thi...library itni impressive...ab kitni choti ho gayee.."dr ashutosh ut his hand on the baby bump...n replied"ab kitaabon mei mann bhi nahi lagta...tumne dil ki kitaab jo padhni sikha dee..."and then added with a twinkle in those normally serious eyes.."aur kitaabein to bedroom mei bhi padh sakta hoon..kyun"??said he ,raising his characteristic eye brow...as nidhi put her head on his broad chest and time seemed to stand still...saluting this unconventional love...
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As the family sat for dinner, ashutosh addressed baba"baba, kl shaam sochta hoon, nidhi ko col verma aur dadi bua se milwa laaoon..phir ab bus 10 weeks bache hain...so i feel she should not go out...ghar mei hee rahe" nidhi looked at dr ashutosh...as baba replied"haan zurroor...colonel se kehna ki weekend wala vaada bhool gaya hai..."dr ashutosh smiled..as nidhi spoke up"you mean ab mai baahar nahi jaaoongi...delivery tak...kahin nahi"??ashutosh looked at her ..then at baba...as the patriarch said"beta..tu to samajhdaar hai..khud dr bhi hai...tu jaanti hai difficult pregnancy hai..mvp bhi hai mild...to bata ..tu khud bata..."nidhi didnt say anything to baba ..but addressed her husband"to ab mai house arrest mei rahoongi..."??"nidhi...baat samjho..apni condition dekho"!!nidhi seemed to be agitated"aap reh ke dekhiye 10 weeks kya...10 days bhi ghar mei...nishu ke time aap nainital le gaye the...is baar to kahin nahi...u dont really bother..."baba tried to pacify"beta...delivery ho jaane de...agle summers me main bhejoonga tum teeno ..sorry charon ko europe...tu ghabrati kyun hai"??ashutosh tried to placate her"nidhi..kaise jaaogi...bataao..long drive pe nahi jaa sakti tum..."nidhi pouted n got up..leaving an exasperated dr ashutosh looking at baba...before pushing the plate away...
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Nidhi bit her lip...as she saw dr ashutosh drive away without having his proper breakfast ...she was again regretting her outburst...feeling bad that she had not even responded to his kiss when he had asked her to put the tie...and the hurt in his eyes had been so evident...nidhi had to make amends...she wiped her tears n dialled chote sarkaar, asking him to come ..she needed to go to kgh...
Nidhi packed the tiffin carrier with bharwaan bhindi, aaloo methi, rajma , salad n roti humming to herself"ROOTHE ROOTHECPIYA..MANAAOON KAISE..."and baba smiled n commented"beta tu theek thaak gaane lagi hai...riyaaz kiya ker thoda" n nidhi blushed strawberry pink...deeper than the colour of the walls of her daughter's nursery..she evade baba and went into change ..she emerged in her orange n cream maternity suit and stood in front of baba her head bowed"baba, jaa rahi hoon hospital..unka khana leke.."baba smiled ..he knew she wanted to make up...the fight...this is what made their love so special..it had withstood the snipes of society...the insecurities from within n without...n ashutosh nidhi had stood together,..made up after fights n now with kids coming a new level of understanding had been achieved...a deep faith n understnding..very often not dependent on words...baba knew nidhi will make up for her flare of temper...
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As nidhi entered kgh , she almost collided into dr ranganath.in his green shirt...and he steadied her saying"wow dr nidhi...medicine chod ke ab catering service shuru ker dee...great..."as nidhi tried to explain...the corridor reverberated with"NIDHIII"and in raced ahana aditi n even dr priyanka .."hi nidhi kaisi hai..kahaan ghoom rahi hai..kya haal hai"??she was bombarded with questions..n she tried to quieten them"hush!!girls hospital hai..kuch nahi bus unka khana laayee thi"!!and ahana teased"oh!!"unka"khana..wow..per tere woh to o.t. me hain..kaise khilaayegi bata"??and aditi quipped"tu bata nidhi, dr ashutosh to o.t. me hi rehte hain..tujhe pyaar aakhir kaise hua unse"??before nidhi could reply, dr priyanka explained"arre unki scrub jo thi..bus scalpel dete dete...dil de baithi..."and all laughed but then hushed as they could hear the stern foot steps of dr dubey"bhaago..hitler is here..bye nidhi..jaa wait ker apne "unki"!!!and as the chatterboxes disappeared n dr ranganath wished n left..dr dubey came in..n seeing nidhi smiled...though he looked around and commented"yeh awaazein...tumhara group tha na..woh dr ahana dr aditi..i tell you kabhi nahi sudherengi..yeh dono..."but then , seeing nidhi hold the big tiffin , he asked "kya baat dr nidhi...ashutosh ne naashta nahi kiya tha kya..."??nidhi spoke softly"sir..woh aaj..bus socha lunch le aati hoon...thats all..."dr dubey smiled in a paternal way...he like the others had witnessed many a seasons of this sprited girl..the naughty jr dr who had not divulged that she was mrs ashutosh...the dedicated bahu n supportive wife who had held the home together n given strength to ashutosh to pull baba back from the jaws of death..the wondersful mother to nishu...n the wilted heart broken wife after she had lost her baby...dr dubey patted n said"surgery hai lambi...wait karogi kya..."??nidhi mumbled"sir cabin me rakh doongi""haan aradhnaji aayee hain..trustee cabin mei..mil sakti ho"!!and nidhi slowly walked to the cabin ...and looked at the name plate..DR ASHUTOSH
CHIEF NEUROSURGEON"nidhi recalled how she had often told him to add CHIEF TRUSTEE to it but ashutosh being ashutosh just smiled and never replied...nidhi opened the door and entered the cabin...she saw the navy blue coat of dr ashutosh on the chair...and she touched..it gently to feel him...she kept the tiffin on the table by the sofa..and examined the drawers...all properly arranged as usual...nidhi sat and looked at his chair...recalling the day long ago ..when she had worn his coat...n years later when she had waited for him..while he had been kidnapped...nidhi still shivered as she thought of that fateful night...when she had realised finally that it was impossible for her even to breathe without dr ashutosh...nidhi closed her eyes...the scenes of their early meetings flashing in her inward eye...how slowly but surely she had penetrated his fortress of loneliness with her love, how the sunshine of her laughter had made him forget the travails of life..n gradually those eyes had softened n those lips learnt to smile...yes it had been ayears n they had come along way indeed...and now when his middle aged colleagues saw him open his mouth s his wife pushed in hot n spicy golguppas into them in hazrat ganj...they smiled at the colourful spring that had come into dr ashutosh's autumnal life..till then it had been work work n only work...the only form of joy he had were the lonely classical music concerts...
Nidhi smiled..at yhe changes he had ushered into his life...yes changes that everyone welcomed...though dr hardstone did raise his head for moments..but only for fleeting moments..the brooding lonely neurosurgeon had evolved into a dedicated husband...and then a doting father...soon he d be holding both his children in his arms...it d be a dream come true...for him...a dream that he had buried deep ..very deep in his heart...nidhi could not control the tears that seem to flow out...she stood up and took out a red rose that she had bought from the florist enroute...and kissing it she kept it on his table...as she used to do ..years ago...she whispered"keh dena unhe sorry hoon main...zid nahi karoongi...aur ikehna ki intezaar kar rahi hoon...ghar pe..humaare ghar pe"!!and she closed the door...walking to meet aradhanaji...as she tried to touch her feet, aradhanaji almost pulled her ears"kya ker rahi ho...khayal rakh apna..mai wait kar rahi hoon...mathur ke saath teri aur ashutosh ki beti ko khelane ko..."n nidhi beamed..."ghar aaiye na..plz"aradhanaji laughed"aaoongi..aaj kal busy hoon thodi...IMAki patron hoon na..trying to plan a..."the landline buzzed..it was dr nagpal, the IMA president, nidhi excused herself n returned to the car where cs was waiting...as he drove, the fm was on...n in purani jeans programme , it was the lovely song ANKHIYON KE JHAROKHON SE...nidhi tried humming it..the words wrre like her thoughts...wish she could sing ..sing it for her dr ashutosh...it seemed the lyrics had been written for her n dr ashutosh..for their love...
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Dr ashutosh was changing into his shirt after the long surgery...successfully as usual...but his brow was furrowed..he could understand how nidhi was bored...spending the whole day at home...but then it was probably not prudent to take her on a drive ...to anothr city...maybe a flight...but where...when..n whhat if she needed gynaec care...it was not that he could not manage her gynaec emergencies...he hsd the accumen for sure...however it was the nerves that he got...that made it impossible for him...
A brooding ashutosh entered the cabin...and just as he opened the door...he knew nidhi had been here...he did not need to look at the tiffin box ..he could simply feel her...breathe her...he just knew through the sixth sense that only love can give you..that titli had come to make the raja smile...His smile changed into a wide grin as he picked the rose...to his lips..."jaanta hoon ..intezaar ker rahi ho mera..."and then opened the tiffin...unable to forget how soon after their wedding he had disappointed her ...by curtly telling her that he had had food...while she remained hungry...but then ...recalled ashu..he had cajoled her to eat at night...n then more than made up for it...sharing ecstatic intimate moments...as dr ashutosh ate bharwaan bhindi...loving how nidhi cooked them..he still recalled how after making love that night..he had pulled nidhi to sleep on his chest...n yes every nite after that,..she had slept in the sanctuary of his arms...but yes that night had been special indeed...for it was the night when awkwardness had been completely blown away ...to be replaced by a much greater level of comfort and emotional intimacy...dr ashutosh finished the food...and just as he sat to review the files...there was a call from aradhnaji.."jee...i will just come.."and dr ashutosh walked to the trustee cabin...
"Hullo ashutosh...aradhanaji has worked wonders"...it was dr nagpal who said this..as dr sudhir , dr goenka and other office bearers of IMA came in..dr nagpal explained how a team of IMA LUCKNOW had been invited to the three day internationnal conference at BOMBAY..n it was a family trip..wives could come along..though none of the senior drs had children young enough to accompany their parents...all except dr ashutosh...
"The conference is about hiv awareness n sensitivity in drs...we have to read two papers..i suggest ..dr sudhir as he s a gynaec n dr ashutosh off course..."as everyone applauded..dr ashutosh tapped the table n spoke"friends indeed aradhnaji has given us an opportunity to bring laurels to our city...but i am sorry..i shall not be able to come..you know my personal compulsions...nidhi is in advanced pregnancy...i cant leave her..not even for a day..." as dr ashutosh stood up..dr sudhir stopped him"hey, ashutosh..i know you cant leave nidhi.But why cant you take her...nishu as well..After all they have gone through..i think this will be a great destresser..aur mai to rahoonga hi...and after all we all drs would be there...we will tackle...aaj i can come n visit her..what do u say..or is nidhi averse to the idea"??dr ashutosh kept quiet...finally saying"give me a day...and yes sudhir.. plz do come for a check up..."dr nagpal n aradhana began to finalise the other names..in total 15 drs were to go...aradhanaji smiled as she remembered how she n dr mathur had planed to visit bombay together...but then ..she said to herself"sab khwaaishein kahaan poori hoti hain mathur..."as she looked at the list...she had not included her name...she knew each dream had a time...and the time for this dream was well past...she n dr mathur had learnt to be more than happy sharing quiet afternoons with a cup of tea..in the mathur home...they did not want anything more from life...a life that they had always desired to spend together...but had lost to the vageries of the unexpected opera..called life...aradhanaji smiled...humming the favourite ghazal of dr mathur...alone in the officeKABHI KISI KO MUQUMMAL JAHAAN NAHI MILTA...KAHIIN ZAMEEN TO KAHIN AASMAAN NAHI MILTA...

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Dr ashutosh entered home..nishu had just been finishing his home work and baba was talking to aradhnaji over the cell..something that she had taught him to use..niw he could even sms..."next stop face book , mathur..."she d often laugh n say...armaan was just back..n ashutosh entered the bedroom..carrying nishu in his arms..nidhi was reading an article about the final trimester on a website...and as she heard those familiar footsteps..she looked up..logging out..."aah rehne do...i d also read...kabhi to padhti ho tum...kuch khaas hoga...let me see"as ashutosh took the tab, nishu pulled at his sleeve"papa..first see my test..mujhe exc. Mila..star bhi..dekho"!!and ashutosh smiled at the competition for his attention...something that was still unbelievably new for him...a long part of his life he had spent alone in the dreary company of silence of the books..
As nishu happily accepted his fathers pat for his performance ..and ashutosh turned his attention to nidhi...quietly taking out the rose that she had left for him...n keeping it by his bedside table..and then he held nidhi's face in his hands..nidhi lowered hers...n mumbled "sorry ..bola na..ab maaf bhi kar deejiye..."as ashutosh kissed her on the forehead...baba called out"ashu..dr sudhir aaye hain"!!nidhi gave a questioning look..."why..mai to theek hoon..."ashutosh did not answer...but got sudhir in...and sudhir looked at nidhi.."hey lil girl..this is a surprise check..ready"??and nidhi complied..as he checked her gynaecologically , then her bp n heart beat...giving the stetho to an apprehensive ashutosh.."listen to her heart beat ashutosh..the murmur is v faint now.."nidhi added"bcoz i have put on wt...the valve is thicker..isnt it"??sudhir patted her"great observation...your not doing m.d. is our loss..."and as ashutosh stood ..sudhir smiled"no worries hardstone...she is fine...you can give your name.."nidhi seemed to be confused .."name for what sir...koi conference..plz tell"??sudhir got up"chill girlie..hardstone bataayega sab..i have to rush..ahana ke sath picture jana hai..late ho gaya to..u know meri beti..tumhari best friend jo hai"!!
As dr ashutosh came in and told the entire plan to nidhi...awaiting her reaction...she squealed with joy..as ashutosh held her...to prevent her from jumping,.."aaraam se...bombay jaana hai..chaand pe nahi..aur zara ...aaraam se..."nidhi shook her head like a school girl who had got her favourite pizza..."thank you dr ashutosh...imagine bombay phir se...aapke saath...yaad hai woh conference aapko...jab..hum alag alag the..."dr ashutosh did not say anything...he was still not a man of words..he just cuddled nidhi to him...as nidhi kissed him on the forehead..standing on her toes...lloking into the ocean that his eyes were...yes they said it all...he still remembered the pain..the agony ..the loneliness of the bombay trip...nidhi took his face in her hands and kissed his eyes...whispering"is baar saath saath..."
*****************"dr ashutosh bhel poori khaayenge..nbeach pe jaayenge...elephanta...gate way me ferry ride..."it was nidhi rattling off as a laughing armaan looked at the shocked face of his friend..."nidhi...nidhi..tum aisa kuchwierd plan nahi karogi...yaad rakho..."it was an exasperated dr ashutosh trying to drive some sense into his wife's head...nidhi reacted"pata hai...aapki beti bhoolne kahaan deti hai...i am a football field for her...zuroor yeh koi footballer ya wrestler banegi..."and as dr ashutosh seemed bamboozled at the thought of seeing his daughter wrestle down opponents...armaan was laughing his head off"waah beta...kushti ladegi teri beti...waah meri jaan"!!!...
As nidhi followed ashutosh into the room...putting her arms around him she said"kyun chinta karte hain..mujhe bhi fiqr hai uski...iss baar nahi khona chahti..."and ashutosh put his hand on her lips...his eyes conveying that nothing could shatter their dream this time...suddenly nidhi hugged ashutosh...scared by the sound of thunder...as rain lashed across their window..and ashutosh took nidhi to stand by it...both seeing the wonderful shower...and so many memories seem to flood them...ashutosh smiled drawing nidhi closer..."iss baar bombay mei adrak wali chai..saath saath peeyenge,.."and as she sought his lips...he kissed her and then extended his hand thru the open window...to let the rain drops fall n wet his hand...for the rain had always been a silent but consistent witness to their love...ashutosh held nidhi in his arms ...as both remembered the night when nidhi had pulled him out into the rain for the first time...telling him"24 ya 42..kya farq padta hai..."??yes he could still feel the drops ...of rain n nidhi's love quenching his thirst of love...of being loved..of having a home n a family...yes it had all started on a rainy day...
As dr ashutosh...now 48 stood holding his 30 year old wife...both watching the drops of rain beat against their window...nidhi touched his cheek...n asked"chai laaoon...adrak wali"??and s ashutosh nodded...she waddled out...and he stood there ...watching the rain n humming ...
RIMJHIM KE TARAANE LEKE AAYI BARSAAT..
YAAD AAYE KISI SE WOH PEHLI MULAQUAT...

NOTE..VEENA...I POST THIS WITH A HEAVY HEART,..MISSING U..GET WELL SOOON...PLZ
NEXT EP..BOMBAY...N A LOT OF INTERESTING INCIDENTS...
Edited by deepa17 - 11 years ago
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Raja aur Titli HumeshaMeri aur nishu ki packing to ho gayee...ab apni bataaiye...formals ek ya do...??baki mai ker loongi"??nidhi was asking dr ashutosh as he sat in the hall, sipping tea after another long day at kgh..he opened his eyes and looked at nidhi"do formals...its a four day conference ...aur,..."nidhi gave him the sandwich that maxi had just got from the kitchen"baki sab mai ker loongi..kaun kaun jaa raha hai..."??asked nidhi as she sat on the sofa..wincing and dr ashutosh bit his lower lip..observing her agony...about 11 more weeks...he just hoped all would go well...nidhi shook his arm"kahaan kho gaye...bataaiye na "??ashutosh smiled"15 drs hain..all seniors..dr dubey, dr gandhi,aur main kgh se, dr nagpal, dr sudhir,dr nanda,..aur yaad nahi...mil logi flight.mei..all are booked together..kaafi logon ki wives bhi ja rahi hain...aur haan sudhir nanda ahana ko bhi le ja rahe hain..so good news for you.."!!nidhi giggled at the mention of ahana..."wow..jab aap log apne papers padhenge..tab hum log masti karenge..."dr ashutosh raised his eyebrow, and said in his hardstone voice"jab main paper padhoonga..tab tum wahin baithogi...no exertion...aise hi i am sceptical..aur haan..tumhare dr chandra bhi jaa rahe hain..."!!nidhi pouted"oh my god!!!mercy!!!!!dr chandra...bhagwaan...kya karoon main..aapke nazdeeq bhi aaoongi to woh censor board ki tarah dekhenge...i tell you, conference juniors ki honi chahiye thi...hum kitna dhamaal karte,..would have painted bombay pink..."!!dr ashutosh responded,trying to control his laughter.."waise dr nidhi, yeh conference hai...picnic nahi"!!and nidhi made a face...
After dinner, baba was talking to nishu,"bombay mei sea dekhoge..arabian sea...aur gate way of india...aur papa ghumaayega..good boy rehna..trouble nahi karna..."and nishu snuggled to baba...as armaan chirped in"yaad hai ashu..bombay...tab..."baba looked at ashu getting lost in the forest of past...apparently painful..and baba said"CHODO KAL KI BAATEIN,KAL KI BAAT PURAANI
NAYE DAUR ME LIKHENGE HUM MILKE NAYI KAHANI...kyun ashu,..."??and dr ashutosh smiled as he looked at baba...n then at nidhi...yes ,he thought...bombay deserved better memories..indeed...and hopefully they d create nweave sweet moments and everlasting memories,..
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The next morning as armaan dropped ashu nidhi n kissed nishu a bye at the airport..telling"baba aur mai khoob enjoy karenge..dont worry.."and ashutosh hugged him...as nishu said"chacha...bas main yu gaya..aur yu aaya..."and armaan pulled his nose,.
As the family entered the lounge, the other drs were also trickling in..as dr ashutosh shook hands, nidhi wished everyone..standing each time...till dr ashutosh quipped"hey doc..tum yahaan junior doctor nahi..meri biwi ho...take it easy..jaan"but as dr chandra came in, accompanied by his wife, a kind looking lady of about 50, with short greying hair..he looked astounded at seeing nidhi..."dr ashutosh..how is dr nidhi going ...have you asked..."?and a smiling dr sudhir came in at the right time"oh yess...chandra,,,i have permitted...its 8 month..aur hum sab hain to..kuch nahi hoga..."dr chandra gave an exasperated look and commented"well i guess...youngsters ko samjhana impossible hai...i can understand your plight ashutosh"!! dr ashutosh tried to supress his laugh as he looked at nidhi ..eyeing him...nd then turning her face away...ashutosh shook his head..he knew nidhi was wanting to wring dr chandra's neck...as nanda n ahana came...ahana wishing everyone with a "hi"that turned to "good morning sir"as she saw the frosty look of dr dubey n dr chandra...and then hugged nidhi "heeeyyy nidhiii maza ayega ab..."and lifted nishu giving him a high five...as the senior drs discussed about the conference...it was just about 20 minutes to boarding when dr sunil singh of the city central hospital arrived ...and as he was greeted by all, he shook hands and as he saw nidhi...giving her a smile..nidhi stood up...walking up to him"morning sir..."he smiled as dr ashutosh put his arm around nidhi and said"hi sunil...long time..."and dr sunil laughed n said"yess ashutosh long time..n i must say plenty of progress at your end"!!as nshu came hugging ashutosh n saying"papa...flight ...lets go..zoom..."!!and nidhi looked at ashutosh...lost in time...the last 6 years rewinding...till dr sudhir clapped"come on guys..lets go"!!
All were in the business class, nishu chose the window seat as ashu sat in the middle as he settled nidhi in the aisle seat...extending the seat belt to the maximum to put it around her..dr sudhir nanda n ahana were across and as the flight began to pace on the runway,...sudhir n nanda gave a worried look to nidhi..as dr ashutosh held her head to him..his righthand on the baby bump..as the flight took off...and nidhi smiled at him..."dont worry..we are fine..."and ashutosh breathed in relaxtion...as the air hostess soon arrived with snacks..nishu ate ..trying his best to use the fork n knife as ashutosh helped him...while nidhi ate sparingly..she knew she must remain light during the flight...and as dr ashutosh opened a chocolate bar..making nidhi take a big bite..before eating the rest...dr chandra looked at dr dubey.."dr dubey..isnt it really strange..ashutosh's infatuation for this girl...umr ka itna farq...soch ka..maturity ka itna farq..."dr dubey smiled...looking at both ..ashutosh n nidhi..lost in each other...he replied"chandra..pehle pehal mujhe bhi aise hi lagta tha...per pyaar..aur aisa pyaar..sab faasle sab farq mita deta hai..."dr dubey looked admiringly at his favourite student and his young wife..while dr chandra shook his head in disagreement..."sorry sir,..somehow i dont agree with you...bu yes dr nidhi is a good girl..though quite childish...its the age i guess...or maybe ashutosh usse equal treat hi nahi karta ho...you know ..intellectually i mean..,kahaan world ka one of the best neuro...aur kahaan ek simple mbbs..."dr dubey remained quiet ..realising that only time would change dr chandra's views,...
It was a two and a half hour flight and as the plane began to descend , dr ashutosh pointed the sea to nishu ...and he squealed"arabian sea..."and dr ashutosh put his arm protectively around a soundly asleep nidhi...as the plane touched down...and nidhi yawned...
The luxury coach was awaiting the drs contingent as they stepped in to make their journey to the venue of th conference and the place where they were staying..TRIDENT COLABA...as they got down...dr ashutosh holding nishu by his finger...and in the lobby they were given the traditional welcome ...as the lobby usherer smiled at nidhi,..nidhi recalled the last time...when they had been here...from different hospitals...and had seemed as far apart as two opposite banks of a river...that never meet...n yet..today..."welcome dr nidhi ...""nidhi ashutosh mathur.."corrected nidhi..as dr sunil singh joked good naturedly"dr nidhi ..do u recall, last time..you came as my assistant...""jee sir...i remember..."as dr ashutosh joined in.."yess...your loss is my gain...sunil...shaam ko milenge ...what are ur plans"??sunil nodded"sure dr ashutosh..aise bhi i feel dr nidhi needs rest...shaam ko milte hain...and as it is...my assistant dr is now your wife.."!!and ashutosh smiled graciously...as he took the card from the reception and proceeded to their suite...
As nidhi unpacked and hung dr ashutosh's suites n her sarees, n then nishu's stuff in his room, the smaller interconnected room in the suite, there was a knock at the door...dr ashutosh opened to find sudhir standing..."apni patient ka haal lene ayaa tha...kaisi hai nidhi..."??ashutosh smiled as he got sudhir in...and called"nidhi..aao ..sudhir wants to meet you"n nidhi emerged in her gown ..ashutosh's ties in her hand...sudhir smiled...and asked"lil girl..how are u feeling"??"i am fine sir...had a goood sleep in the flight...i guess evening will be fun..."ashutosh gave a mischievious smile"sure...dr subhash from ranchi is reading a paper on HIV INFECTION AMONGST MENTAL PATIENTS..."nidhi's facial expression made sudhir break into a laugh.."i tell you...ahana gave exactly the same expression"!! And as he got up he said"we are just across the corridor..problem ho to just call...anytime ..."and nidhi bowed in respect n reverence...over the years dr sudhir had emerged to be much more than a mere gynaec for her...he was almost like a guarding angel...and he probably did not forget even for a moment how nidhi had risked her safety to save ahana from the lecherous dr omi mehta...
"Shaam ko nishu ka kya karenge...conference hall me to nahi ..."asked a worried ashutosh as nidhi lay in bed and he sat on a chair beside her...working on his questions for the evening, nidhi twinkled her eyes n said"main reh jaaoongi uska khayal rakhne ko,...what say"??ashutosh caught her nose"tum nishu ka khayal rakhne ke liye rahogi ya conference se bachne ko...tell me"?? 😉 an irreprisible nidhi shot back"aap hi ne kaha tha ki mai yahaan as a dr nahi..aapki biwi ke status se aayi hoon..so why not...and i want to be with nishu..busss..aap apne oldies ke saath discuss kariyega..HIV..."dr ashutosh got up...and coming close responded teasingly"achcha...old man hoon...abhi pata chalega.,.."and nidhi cried n laughed throwing pillows around ...and as dr ashutosh tried to kiss his giggling wife...his son came in ..awakened by the boisterous laughter of his parents...as nidhi saw him..she pushed dr ashutosh away...and both tried hiding their awkwardness to welcome nishu with open arms...
"Nishu shaam ko papa conference me jaayenge..hum log hotel explore karenge,.ok"??nishu gave nidhi a high five..as his father commented"from where did u learn this"??"from ahana aunty...aur tv pe virat kohli bhi karta hai...i saw with chacha...papa..i want to talk to chacha...abhi .."!!...ashutosh tousled nishu's hair n dialled the number n as nishu walked with the cell while he talked to baba n chacha, nidhi held dr ashutosh's hand...n pointing towards their son , she said"dekhiye bilkul aap ki tarah walk karta hai..jaise aap baat karte hain..cell pe"!!ashutosh reflected his joy...in his eyes and then as he put his arm around nidhi, nishu ran in n hugged both of them...
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"Nidhi..careful rehna aur plz hotel ke baahar nahi jaana..samjhi tum"??said dr ashutosh as he wore his cream shirt ..and nidhi combed her hair..wearing her yellow churidar and nishu ran in his shorts and blue tees..nidhi got up as she took the tie from ashutosh and began to put it around his collar...as ashutosh held her waist, he addressed nishu"nishu..mamma ko trouble nahi karna..aur problem ho to papa ko phone karna immiediately"!!and as dr ashutosh issued last minute instructions in the corridor, they bumped into sudhir nanda and ahana...ahana kissed n gave a high five to nishu ...as nanda added"today ahana is not attending the talk...so she can be with nidhi..."ahana wrinkled her nose"wrong mom, i am not attending the talk because i want to spend time with nidhi n nishu...right nidhi"??and as the girls giggled,sudhir patted a frowning ashutosh"dont worry..ahana is mature enough...aur nidhi is level headed...chal..we d be late...tere dr dubey wait kar rahenp honge..."!!*ashutosh tapped his head..as he gave a long glance at nidhi n said"see you guys at dinner..."nidhi waved back...n the three could be seen chattering...as the lift moved down...
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"Hi ashutosh, sudhir...kahaan the tum sab"??it was dr chandra as he n his radiologist wife greeted the mishras n ashutosh, who replied"actually , nidhi n ahana took..."dr chandra smiled sardonically"gone shopping??i am not surprised...young blood afterall...though that day dr nidhi's talk was interesting to say the least,...but you know ..it seemsshe does not take anything seriously...enough"!! Dr ashutosh ran his fingers in his beard...and giving a smile retorted"dr chandra...i know nidhi is young...and chirpy..but i disagree that she is not serious...had she not been so...she wouldnt have married me...n chandra i really feel some of my colleagues who "pity" me coping up with my young wife , should try to see the way she copes up with my life and busy schedules...as these conferences...n now lets listen to the talk...absolutey no offence chandra..."the drs took their seats as the talk started...n all were ears..there were many queries and clarifications ...and as the discussions continued, dr ashutosh was observed to be seeing his watch repeatedly..."kyaa ashutosh...you bored in a talk..."??it was dr nagpal...ashutosh pursed his lips as he answered"nah..not bored ...but worried..its meal time for nidhi...and she wont eat without me...you see"??as nagpal patted ashutosh saying"lucky you..."!!!ashutosh was the first one to get up the moment the talk ended..and delegates made to the dinner...
Ahana , nishu n nidhi were waiting...as ashutosh lifted nishu..nidhi came to them and said"nishu tell papa...kya kiya humne..."??as nishu smoothened his dad's beard , he narrated how nidhi had taken him to the activity centre where ahana aunty n he had played carrom...n he had made friends with the incharge there"diya didi..very nice ...ab tum jana meeting mei..mai wahaan kheloonga...pata hai..we can paint there...and didi mujhe aur games sikhayengi..."as dr ashutosh was completely mesmerised talking to his son ..and nidhi held the plate from which he was feeding nishu ..n himself as nidhi too took bites ...from a corner dr dubey , chandra n nagpal looked on...as dr sudhi joined them...dr dubey could not control his love for the couple as he said"i tell you...an exceptional couple..."dr chandra shook his head ..."i d say...an out of the ordinary couple...after all hur couple me generation gap to hota nahi hai...so i d say..out of the ordinary...thats it..."dr sudhir kept quiet..as everyone knew of the way he had always supported ashutosh...but dr chandra was surprised as dr nagpal spoke..."i dont blame you chandra...i too felt the same way...but believe me..you need to observe dr nidhi..truly exceptional...and her dedication to ashutosh...well more than 100%"!!
Just as dr chandra would have liked to continue the discussion, there was an announce ment..
"DRS, TOMORROW MORNING AFTER THE TALK, THERE IS A SPECIAL SIGHT SEEING TRIP OF THE CITY...N THEN IN THE NIGHT...THE THEME IS MUSICAL...SO BE PREPARED"
there was a thundering applause...and as dr ashutosh was getting a coke for nidhi..who had somehow not liked the dinner, he bumped into dr achrekar...n the lady dr with whom he n nidhi had shared a table at the previous conference...inbombay..."hi dr ashutosh...great to see you...hum to aapka paper sun ne aaye hain...bus..yaad hai na hummile the..."dr ashutosh shook hands...and as he talked his eyes were searching for nidhi n nishu..."kisse dhoondh rahi hain aapki nigahein janaab"??asked the lady dr..n ashutosh smiled as he saw nidhi coming towards him...he smiled ...and as dr achrekar said in disbelief..."aap to..dr nidhi verma...if memory serves me right...from lucknow...city central..hospital.."ashutosh said"correction drs...DR NIDHI ASHUTOSH MATHUR ...FROM KGH..LUCKNOW...MEET MY WIFE AND SON..."...nidhi was hugged with open arms as the lady dr winked and added"bhai ...kahi romance ki shuruaat us conference se hi to nahi hui thi..."!!!and nidhi blushed...as dr ashutosh remarked"usse pehle...yehi hai meri woh intern..jiske baare me maine talk di thi...unconventional methods of treating children...yaad aaya..."!!"are huzoor...aapki talk bhi koi bhool sakta hai bhala...but this truly is a surprise...bhai maza aa gaya dr ashutosh...ab kal woh pichli baar jaisa serious chehra nahi chalega...dance to banta hai dr nidhi ke saath..."!!but dr nagma interrupted "only if nidhi is comfortable...when is the baby due ..."??"10 weeks...buss..."!! 😛 😛
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Nishu was asleep by the time they reached the suite ...and as nidhi changed...ashutosh talked over the intercom...when nnidhi came out from the wash room...a veg burger with finger chips was awaiting her...as she looked at her husband pulling out his tie, she took a big bite..."wow..mayonnise, extra cheese...all that i love..."aapko kaise pata ki mujhe burger ka mann tha...bataaiye na"??ashutosh came close...as she put a bite in his mouth...he hugged her from the back...caressing her hair...dropping kisses on her throat..."firstly tumne dinner me kuch khaya nahi...aur secondly..."nidhi turned around..."yaad hai woh raat...jab tum burger chod ke chali gayee thee coffee shop mei...i still remember..."nidhi hugged him...trying to emphasise their togetherness today...to clear the darkness of separation of the previous visit...dr ashutosh kissed her lips as she smiled ..putting a pice of fries in his mouth..."coffee shop se nikli thi..tabhi i met dr mallika..."the rest was lost in ashutosh's tender kiss...as if he was trying to erase all painful memories from her mind..her soul...
As they lay in bed...after an hour of just sitting n gazing out of the window...at the glittering QUEENS NECKLACE VIEW...finding bliss in the silence that spoke louder than words...words that two herts deeply in love could hear n understand...nidhi spoke..."aapko yaad hai..maine kaha tha..."kahani khatm ho gayee...ab raja ki khidki pe titli kabhi nahi baithegi...uske..."dr ashutosh completed"uske paron ki sarsarahat raja kabhi nahi sun sakega..."sab yaad hai nidhi...tumhare aansoo...tumhara dard...tumhara gussa...i know i had been very unfair to you..."spoke dr ashutosh in an injured voice...as nidhi held his face ...and he put his arms around her ..."kahani khatm..nahi..kahani to shuru hui hai...hai na dr ashutosh..."??ashutosh answered after he looked outside at the cars travelling...
"Jaanti ho nidhi...pyaar kissi manzil ..kissi ant ka naam nahi..pyaar to raasta hai...zindagi ka...zindagi ki mushkil raahon per mai aur tum saath saath hain...bus yehi pyaar hai...aur phir..jab pyaar saath me ho to manzil ki kis kambakht ko parwaah hogi...pyaar ki kahaani..kabhi khatm nahi hoti..humara pyaar humare baad bhi zindaa rahega...humaare bachchon...mei...raja aur titli saath rahenge...humesha humesha..."nidhi nodded in agreement as her husband held her...they both had realised..that some love stories are forever...n their's was one of them...

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Nidhi got up at 6.00a.m she knew the conference had an early session, and she must feed nishu n leave him at the activity centre before that...she stealthily took out her clothes..a white churidaar and a blue kurta with shades of sky blue, turqoise n navy blue, with a bandini dupatta...though she had saris but now in 8 month, she found it nearly impossible to tie them...
She emerged and began to comb her hair..growing thicker by the day...she was careful enough that the drops should not sprinkle on dr ashutosh...though he loved the"bin mausam barsaat"but she knew he must have worked late at night for the conference paper n questions...n needed his sleep...today it was difficult to believe that it was the same man who had once remarked"raat mei sabko neend aa jaaye ,ye zuroori to nahi.."!!
Nidhi awoke nishu..kissing him on his cheek..and whispering in his ears...nishu smiled and threw away the duvet lazily...as nidhi clicked her fingers"quick..quick..."as he ran into bathe...infected by his mother's energy..and by 6.40 nishu ,dressed in his lovely jeans n green tees was biting into a tomato cheese sandwich...while nidhi awoke dr ashutosh...ruffling his hair..."uthiye bhi...7 baj gaye..."and as dr ashutosh tried to draw his wife into his arms...nidhi poked her elbow.."dekhiye zara..nishu dekh raha hai..plz"!!and dr ashutosh loosened his hold ...as nishu finished his mini breakfast n looked at his father..."bye papa...mai activity centre jaa raha hoon...aap apni meeting karo..."ashutosh called him into his open arms ...n making him sit over his duvet said"nishu to bahut smart lag raha hai...theek hai..aaj mai bhi green tee pehnoonga...matching matching..."and called out to nidhi.."nidhi mere liye green tee aaj..."and nidhi wrinkled her nose as she showed him the blue grey suit n white shirt he had to wear..."conference mei tee shirt pehnenge...neurosurgeon sahib"??and dr ashutosh slapped his forehead..."mai to bhool hi gaya tha...'and nidhi got up holding her baby bump.."chalo nishu..aur hum breakfast karenge to tumko le aayenge..darna mat,..tumko papa ka aur mera cell no.yaad hai...aur room no. Hai 101..ok"??a gleeful nishu left his dad...to have a morning of his own..as he carrried his water bottle n colours..nidhi was a v good mother..she knew nishu needed his stuff..like his father..so just as she always packed a book for dr ashutosh, she would keep crayons , water bottle n his favourite bourbon biscuits for nishu...sadly tomato sandwiches could not be packed... 😊
As dr ashutosh got up..yawning..and went to run himself a bath...humming.."DO PANCHI DO TINKE ...DEKHO LEKE CHALE HAIN KAHAAN..YEH BANAAYENGE EK AASHIYAAN...HUMMM,,,"the door bell rang...ashutosh knew it was nidhi...he wrapped a towel round his wet body and opened the door..."card kyu nahi le gayee thi,..."??"card le jaati to aapko towel mei kaise dekhti..."??dr ashutosh smiled naughtily as he hugged her...cupping her face...and nidhi's fingers grazed the towel...just as dr ashutosh's lips came to devour hers...the intercom rang..."hey bhagwaan...phone to humara purana dushman hai..."dr ashutosh kissed her lightly..as he took the phone.."morning chandra...yes yes i m coming...half an hour mei...fine..i know"!!nidhi seemed to be seething with anger..."i tell you..dr chandra ,...%&####@@ i wonder apni wife ke paas jate bhi hain ya nahi"and as dr ashutosh tried to hold her again...soothe her..she moved away..."jaane deejiye..."ashutosh gulped..he knew the moment..beautiful as it could have been ,,had passed...ashutosh wore his shirt...n as he was buttoning his shirt nidhi came with his tie...a plain grey one...ashutosh stood as a pouting nidhi tightened the knot...n his fingers as usual grazed her waist...and he lowered his lips on her chin..."hatiye..dr chandra ka phone aajayega phir... 😕 ..achcha chai laati hoon..."as ashutosh sat reading the news paper, nidhi made tea in the kettle in the room..putting a pinch of dried adrak that she was carrying...getting hot steaming strong adrak wali chai...as dr ashutosh took a long sip..he sighed in deep pleasure..."sach tumse achchi chai koi bana hi nahi sakta.."nidhi smiled"hatiye bhi..banana band kariye..."as ashutosh gave the cup for nidhi to sip...she refrained"na...mujhe bahut acidity hoti hai...i dont want to feel uncomfortable...mai...doodh hi le leti hoon..i had told room service..hai yahaan pe dekhiye..."ashutosh held nidhi's fingers...he knew she detested milk...but she understood...it was essential for her n the baby...she never complained...as nidhi got up,.folding the night suits...ashutosh's eyes followed her...as she seemed to be having an invisible magic wand...clearing arranging things...his life n home...finally as nidhi came back..carrying her cell..dr ashutosh remarked"tum house keeping mei kaam karti thi kya"??. 😉and nidhi made a face,.."very funny...ab chaliye..nahi to dr chandra ko heart attack ho jayega..."and a laughing ashutosh locked the room but not before hugging his wife tightly and giving her a long lingering kiss...
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"Chalo mathur...ab post karo...come on..mai like karoongi ..."it was aradhanaji teaching dr mathur aka baba to use facebook...his profile had a pic of himself n dr ashutosh...and his first post was "MY SON..MY LIFE..THE LIGHT OF MY WORLD...MERA ASHU"...and aradhana ji h loaded a lovely photo of dr ashutosh...in his convocation gown after mbbs...as baba pressed the POST button in his cell...and aradhanaji showed him her cell"dekho..duffer post aa gayi..chalo ab mai LIKE dabati hoon..aise.."and as a tired baba sighed...n said"achcha ab tumhara tuition ho gaya ho to...chai pee lein..."??and aradhanaji laughed as she moved to the kitchen where kaka n maxi were working on the simple lunch of dal n chawal with bhindi that all loved...
"Lo chai peeo..."she said handing over the cup to baba...as he poured for her in the saucer..."jaanti ho aradhana...chai aisi cheez hai..jiska maza saath peene mei hi hai...akele to paani lagti hai...na zaayeka na tezi.. na mithaas ..kuch nahi..."aradhanaji smiled"sach mathur chai zindagi ka aaina hai...jaise zindagi ka maza sath mei hai...akele to bus andhere hi hain..."and then giving a bright smile to a sad looking baba she exclaimed"tum ashutosh ko hi dekho...kaise nidhi ne sab badal diya...woh..kya uski...kaun si chai..."??baba laughed..."adrak wali chai...""ARRE BABA USS CHAI NE HI TO ZINDAGI BADAL DI HUMARE ASHU KI"it was armaan as he walked in carrying a packet of samosas from ram ashrey...and the three began chatting as baba laid the game of chess...and said 'chal armaan aaj iss aradhana ko harate hain..."and aradhanaji smiled...her eyes twinkling in nostalgia..."mathur...yeh koi zindagi thode hi hai ki mai haar jaaoon...chess mei mujhe nahi hara sakte,..."and baba looked up...his eyes on that locely face that had wrinkles of pain..loneliness ...loss ...n yet a bewitchingly sunny smile...no complaints...no tears..no sighs ...that was what aradhana was...aradhana who could have been his...but destiny had willed it otherwise..."chal armaan baazi laga..."and baba hummed"TUM APNA RANJO GUM APNI PARESHANI MUJHE DE DO...TUMHE ISS DIL KI KASAM..APNI PASHEMANI MUHE DE DO..."!!
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Dr chandra , dr ashutosh , dr nagpal dr sunil singh were listening to the talk from the first row...as nidhi sat in the third row with ahana..she had said so herself"nahi aap jaaiye...i feel comfortable here...i can stretch a lil..."and dr ashutosh had patted her cheek...not bothering that most of his colleagues were looking at them..some with a deep affection..n some with disapproval...
The talk was about the need to create awareness of prenatal HIV determination n nidhi heard v keenly..anything that hsd to do with kids interested her...probably dr ashutosh was right..she d make a very good paediatrician..but right now she wanted to be a v good mother...
The speaker , a doctor from calcutta was asked many questions by the drs, and it was an extremely interactive session...As the talk ended and the drs bbegan to stand up, the reminder for the sight seeing trip was made...dr ashutosh n most of his colleagues from lucknow were together ..some drs were going in cabs..separately with their families..."ashutosh, dont you feel you should take nidhi in a cab...bus mei..mushkil hogi...also ..nishu ki age ka koi hai nahi..."ashutosh qas asked by dr nagpal, he smiled as he answered"dont worry nagpal, nidhi is ok..plus she wants to be with everyone...she is v mixing..so is nishu..phir tum sab to ho..she knows you all..."dr nagpal bit his lip as he answered "yes...she knows us..though many of us may not have been knowing the real nidhi..."!!dr ashutosh felt her familiar touch on his shoulder..and he turned...nidhi was standing there...as she wished dr nagpal, she whispered"i am starving...aur niishu ko bhi pick karna hai..."ashutosh broke into a sunny smile as he excused himself and came out ..his arm around her waist...n dr chandra's critical gaze trailing him,...
"Tell me dubey sir...kgh mei discipline issues nahi hue the...imagine the dean dating an intern...amin just think..."??dr sudhir shot back..."chandra...we drs are also entitled to a personal life...aur afterall he was a bachelor...they fell in love...what was the harm..i cant understand..."??dr dubey nodded in agreement but dr chandra continued his tirade"because its against ethics...the interns are under our guidance ...they are our students...we are not supposed to fqll for them...aur yeh dr nidhi...dont you feel she must be having a cake walk...no work..afterall dean ki girl friend...ab to wife hai..."!!dr sudhir looked at dr dubey...the senior most amongst them...dr dubey spoke, his voice controlled"see chandra ..jo tum keh rahe ho..woh theoritically sahi hai...but you need to see the two of them together...they have ..woh kya kehte hain ..tumhare classical music mei ..haan symphony between them...aur ashutosh ..nidhi ke apni zindagi me aane ke baad ...ek behtar doctor..ek poora insaan bann gaya hai...woh gussa..woh akelapan..woh bitterness sab gayab ho gaye..."dr sunil singh..who had employed nidhi for some time added"and i must admit..dr nidhi ne ..mere hospital me work karte hue yeh kabhi zahir nahi kiya ki...she is ..rather was dating the dean of kgh...she slogged it out lije an ordinary intern..."sudhir , who had been listening intently, added"aur chandra ..shayad tum nahi jaante ..nidhi kitni committed dr hai...she s amazing..."dr nagpal nodded"yes...though not a very qualified person...but she has a great commitment..dr dubey ko jab stroke hua tha...she ..n only she helped him recuperate...maine itni progress nahi expect ki thi..."sudhir spoke...softly..the pain very evident in his voice..."and you know...nidhi lost her baby...she miscarried ...because she chose to ho on rural duty...even though she was not supposed to...maine hi kiya tha D&C..."dr chandra kept quiet...not seeming convinced...he said"fine...she is a good dr..a good person..But kareeb 20 saal ka faasla...it surely cant be love...amin woh sudhir ki beti ki umr ki hai...aur humare colleague ki biwi hai...it just doesnt fit...she must be feeling completely out of place...n so must ashutosh be...embarass hota hoga bechara...us uss..bachchon ki tarah chirpy intern ko apne saath hur jagah le jane mei...aur ashutosh ke father...dubey sir..aap to jante hain unhe dr mathur..the great neurosurgeon of his times.?kya woh like karte hain nidhi ko...ya maybe like all girls...yeh bother nahi karti hogi...poor old man...kitne pyaar se lookafter kiya tha iunhone ashutosh ko..."dr dubey laughed...scoffing at chandra...as he replied"chodo chandra...tum nahi samjhoge...bus yehi advice doonga...abhi chal rahe ho ba..observe karna dono ko..apne bete ke saath...aur raha dr mathur ka sawaal ...to kisi sunday morning chale jana ashutosh ke yahaan...tab dekhoge ki parivaar kehte kisko hain...chalo ab..sight seeing ke liye,..."!!
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"Tum baitho...mai leke aata hoon nishu ko..phir chalenge suite mei..change bhi to karna hai..tum are u fine"??nidhi nodded as ashutosh helped her sit on a sofa in the restaurant...and said"bus abhi aaya..."and on his way out he instructed the restaurant manager"kindly look after my wife..plz ..i d just be back"!!
As nidhi sat sipping orange juice, dr ashutosh came with nidhu..cwrrying a trident bag...in which all that nishu had painted was arranged...the fact that he had had a swell time was evident from his face...which had spots of colour a wide grin...as he came n kissed his mother..."chalo ab khao..then you d have to change...kapde gande ho gaye hain..."dr ashutosh asked"what will you have...bolo.."??nidhi thought n answered"i guess...fries n sandwiches...ya dosa...onion rawa masala "ashutosh smiled as he requested the waiter to get what nidhi wanted...nishu desired idli ...like his dad,...and while nidhi had another juice...nishu tried cold coffee and ashu sipped his favouriteblack coffee..smiling at nidhi as she made a face..."ab kabhi to peeta hoon...purane dino ki yaad tazaa ho jati hai...jab coffee ..black coffee hi meri partner thi..."nidhi quipped"ab to main hoon na...isse bhi doodh ka sath deejiye...bechari akeli..na shakkar na doodh...actually cheeni kum thi aapki life mei...mere se pehle..."!!and a confused nishu..asked"kyu mamma..kakaji cheeni nahi laate the market se..."??and nidhi n ashutosh ruffled their son's hair...in love..in joy...
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Nidhi sat in the lovely luxury coach..with dr ashutosh...nishu in his lap..as the group started the sight seeing trip..
At first yhey drove up and down the worli sea link..the new bridge...an engineering miracle in steel...as ashutosh held nishu to the window..explaining"dekho..brodge on the arabian sea...jaise wahan river pe hai..."n nishu immiediately answered"haan..gomti pe..i know"!!and then they drove to the magnificent facade of victoria terminus station...the indo sarsenic structure holding their breath..."wow!!!"said nishu...as everyone got down to click pics...nidhi was trying to get up..but ashutosh put an arm around her..."jaan ..tum baitho..i d click nishu's pic...ok"??
The coach moved along the marine drive...and they headed to hanging gardens...ashutosh helped nidhi down,...as nishu ran around with ahana..his "friend aunty"as he called her...the group walked on briskly...as nidhi and ashutosh sat under a tree on a bench...ashutosh pointing to her the various fl8wers...as nishu played around n ahana came and asked"sir may i take him around "??"sure ahana...just be alert..naughty hai..."and before nidhi could say anything ..he n ahana were off ...
As the group returned ..they saw dr ashutosh listening to nidhi..who was giving some very animated talk...and the famous neurosurgeon was laughing...finally pulling her nose...as they saw the drs comig ...and sudhir asked"pics ..with hardstone..lil girl.."??and nidhi smiled"selfies click ki hain sir...but if u could plzclick one with nishu..."and as nishu climbed on to ashutosh's lap...he put him across his shoulder...and put an arm around nidhi as sudhir shouted"CHEEESE"!!!
"Now where..."asked the drs...dr dubey suggested"JAHANGIR ART GALLERY" and nearly everyone agreed...xcept ahana..who complained"hey dad..it d be so boring...koi happening si jagah chalo na plz..."!!and nanda reprimanded"ahana...yeh hum seniors ka trip hai..tum bachchon ka nahi...tum log apne trip me jana disco..."happening stuff"!!as ahana sulked..nishu giggled...ashutosh tenderly covered nidhi's hand and asked"tum bore ho jaaogi..wahaan pe..."??nidhi smiled"no ..not really..nishu ko interested rakhoongi...n let me also learn something about fine arts...gaana to gaa nahi paayee...shayad painting hi seekh loon..."dr ashutosh looked into her eyes...n said"tum jaisi ho...bahut achchi ho...samjhi"??
As the drs observed the lovely paintings and sculptures, nidhi walked with nishu..trying to point to him the things which could interest him..pointing out colours figures ..shapes in paintings,..as nishu listened n responded...dr ashutosh dr dubey n dr nagpal saw the paintings in great detail...till suddenly dr ashutosh realised that nidhi must have been bored to death...but as he looked around..heis eyes seemed to fill up with appreciation as his young son was walking along with nidhi...trying to observe whatever he could...ashutosh came up and held nishu...as he said"see papa, mamma showed me ittti old paintings...baba se bhi old..."and then as they emerged ...the cafe coffee day across flora fountain seemed to attract all...as nishu took a cold coffee with ice cream...ashutosh n nidhi shared a frappe...nishu wiped his face with the tissue..n asked"mamma...bin kahaan hai.."??dr chandra who seemed to have been observing them closely said"i must say ashutosh..ur son is very well mannered..u have done a great job..."ashu smiled and then looking at nidhi ...replied"chandra..all credit yo nidhi...mera ghar..Meri family...yahaan tak ki mujhe...she takes care of everything..."!!dr dubey smiled...as dr chandra returned to his seat quietly...and as the bus started...ahana spoke "dad...now fashion street...i have to go bus..."as sudhir looked around..mrs chandra and a few other ladies seemed interested and so...fashion street it was..the next destination...
"Tum kya karogi...itni bheed bhaad hai..."??it was a concerned ashutosh...as nidhi replied "to aap kisliye hain..khayal rakhiyega...main to jaaoongi..kitti smart trendy dresses hain..."ashutosh seemed at a loss of words...he regained his wits and said"arre per yeh sab tumhe fit kahaan hongi...look at ur self..."nidhi crinkled her eyes as she replied"only a few more weeks,..phir to pehan sakoongi...chaliye ab..."and dr ashutosh got down..holding nishu in his arms and taking care that nidhi did not get hurt...as she n ahana sifted thru the cotton kurtis ...trying to spread each n envision...the ones nidhi liked...she put them on ashutosh's shoulder...and very soon..dr ashutosh was looking like an overloaded manequin...with about 10 kurtis on his shoulders...as he paid the frugal 5000, he commented"milan mei best storesme shop karti...paris me karti...yahaan kya..."and his wife pouted"paris aur milan me eoh maza kahaan jo yahaan hai dr ashutosh...this is india...aur aapke kitte paiee bhi to bach gaye...chaliye reham kiya aap pe..shoes nahi dekhti..jaaiye kya yaad karenge aap bhi...lekin baba ..armaanji..unke liye kuch..."!!the look on ashutosh's face made a naughty nidhi retract"sorry sorry...ye aapke standard ka nahi hai...chaliye ..." 😛 😉 dr ashutosh followed by his wife n son made their way back..as the other drs n wives continued their shopping...the inly person in the bus was dr chandra ..."arre chandra tum nahi gaye bhabhijee ke sath"??asked sudhir as he entered with 10 oackets ...followed by ahana n nanda carrying more...chandra gave a scowl"sudhir...i dont enjoy shopping ..not even with my wife..."!!"BUT KYU CHANDRA..BHAI TUMHARI WIFE TO TUMHARI AGE KI BHI HAI...KYU NAHI JAATE SAATH..."it was dr dubey...as the sarcasm in his voice wasnt lost to anyone...and dr chandra gave an angry look to his wife who came with a pack of sandles...
It was evening and time for gate way of india...n jetty ride...but as the bus stopped..Ashutosh looked at nidhi..."hum log yahi wait karte hain..its too shakey..tum nahi jaa sakti..."nidhi smiled..."arre main nahi jaa sakti to kya..aap to jaa sakte hain...nishu ko leke jaaiye...sun set kitta beautiful lagega wahaan se..."!!ashutosh looked at her...with that deep longing ..."aur tum yahaan akeli..."??"arre why..akeli..i shall sit on the bench there aur dekhoongi aap logo ko..sunset ko...aur..."her gaze travelled to the bhel poori vendors...ashutosh pressed his lower lip in controlled impatience...as he spoke"sorry nidhi..tum woh street food nahi khaogi..u cannot and i repeat cannot take the risk of infection...samjhi tum"??as nidhi fought back.."bombay aake bhelpoori nahi khaayee to kyun aaye bombay...uuunnnhhh"!!she stamped her feet...as nishu laughed at his mother ..adamant like a kid...ashutosh didnt yield as they got down...n he made nidhi comfortable on the bench...as the others began to walk to the boat...ashutosh took a lovely pic of nishu n nidhi with the magnificent gateway...n then asked"mere saath gusse me photo khinchwaaogi..bolo"??as nidhi broke into a smile...and ashu clicked the moment...as he got up..he looked at nidhi..."buss sunset dekhna..its beautiful...lagta hai...jaise din ka gurroor toot ke samander me gir gaya...aur tumhe bhel poori khilaaoonga promise but yahaan nahi...ok"??as nidhi waved..the duo ran to join the others...and the motor boat raced across the waters...with nishu squealing with joy..."papaaa...its great..."!!and after about 20 minutes as the boat reversed...they could see the sun dropping into the ocean...and the waters turned to gold...as the cool sea breeze blew nishu's hair on to his face...ashutosh hugged him...but felt incomplete...his joys his leisure..his solitude...his smiles..his words ..even his silences were incoplete without nidhi...
As the drs climbed the stairs back and came to the gateway..it was almost dark...at 5.45 pm.ashutosh looked for nidhi...she was right there where he had left her...with a bunch of colourful balloons in her hand...and as the father n sonapproached her...she stood up..handing out the balloons to nishu..as ashutosh asked"bore ho gayee...akele"??nidhi shook her head...n replied"akeli kahaan thi...aap paas ho na ho...kareeb zuroor rehte hain...aur phir yeh miss footballer hain na...chaliye..i am tired ..phir raat ko party hai...nishu allowed hoga na"??dr ashutosh put his arm around nidhi and said"haan..maine inform ker diya hai organisers ko...saath rahega..."and as they returned to the bus ..looking at the horizon together...and smiling...a smile that only love can bring...their friends looked at them...as dr nagpal could not help uttering"MADE FOR EACH OTHER..."
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Ashutosh covered a sleeping nidhi with the duvet and came to see nishu...fast asleep...ashutosh smiled as he lay...looking at nidhi..she seemed to grow each day...though the day had been tiring ..she had managed pretty well...and ashutosh had massaged her feet to put her to sleep...just as he was about to close his eyes...he remembered...n dialled the intercom..."...yes at 7.30 sharp...n make it spicy plz..."he looked at her once more ..as she turned ...but then reverted to the flat position ...the only way she could lie for the past 4 weeks...ashu came close to her...his heart speaking to hers...as he kept gazing at her...till his eyes drooped with sleep...
Nidhi was getting ready...in the grey n pink sari with a new strtch blouse ...as she ended the marathon task...ashutosh looked at her...his cream tie in his hand...she laughed as she began to tie it...n asked"mere se pehle kaise baandhte the tie..."??ashutosh grazed his fingers on her lips...n replied"tumse pehle ki zindagi...zingagi kahaan thi..."nidhi looked up giving final touches to the tie..."ek baat poochni thi...aapse...agar mann kare kuch karne ka...but if one is not good at it...to kya karna chahiye..."??ashutosh who was wearing his shoes looked up..."follow your heart...provided it is not a threat to anyone...but iska matlab yeh nahi ki gateway pe bhel poori ki zid karo phir se..."!!nidhi played with his fingers as he held out his hand to her..."aap embarass to nahi honge...saath denge mera..."??ashutosh gave her quizzical looks "i dunno tum kya chahti ho...but mai humesha tumhare saath hoon...aur yeh tum jaanti ho..."and then a horror kind of expression swept across his face as he touched her face"i hope...tum ek aur..."and his gaze travelled to the baby bump...making nidhi laugh likeanything..."nahi..dont worry...no more kids...ab to humaari family poori ho jaayegi...hai na??aap khush hain na dr ashutosh..."??ashutosh did not need to answer this question...he just bent and kissed her eyes n then that beautiful forehead...as the bell rang...
"Oh wow...bhel poori...n ice cream ...n sandwiches...o my god...heaven..."it was an excited nidhi who had to be held down by ashutosh's firm arms..."hey relax...baby hurt karega nidhi..plz ..dont jump"!!and nidhi realised that...she was 8 months pregnant...something that the attractive bhel poori had made her forget...just for a moment...nidhi hugged dr ashutosh..kissing him...just as nshu walked in jumping with his noddy...and stood transfixed as nidhi kissed ashutosh...as they realised their 4 year old son was watching them...ashu didnt withdraw...but put an arm around nidhi...signallingbher to act normal...n not to make nishu conscious..."aaja nishu...see tooti frooti for you..."!!and nishu came n hugged his father...as ashu gave him a big bite of his favourite icecream...and had a sandwich himself,..."i wonder aaj kya games n kya kya hoga...somehow i get bored..."complained dr ashutosh...as nidhi pushing a bite of bhel in his mouth said"last time ki tarah dance nahi karenge kya"??ashutosh spoke between gulps of water,..."kaise khati ho itti spicey chaat...aur doc..last time tum chali gayee thi..mai nahi..."!!as nidhi seemed transported to that fateful evening...when she had worn a lovely white gown...she stared at ashutosh n quizzed "aapko meri dress yaad hai..."??ashutosh narrowed his eyes and remarked"dr nidhi...mujhe ladkiyon ki dresses yaad karne ki aadat nahi hai..."!!nidhi blushed as she said"mai ladki nahi...aapki biwi hoon"!!but a witty ashu retorted..."ab ho na...tab nahi thi"!!! 😉 nishu interrupted"papa..tab mamma kaun thi..."??ashutosh seemed to be stuck for a moment ..but then answered endearingly"tab tumhari mamma thi...dr nidhi verma..."!!and nishu laughed...finding the name funny...as nidhi pulled his ears in fun"chup badmash...mazaak udaata hai mera...achcha chalo baba se baat karo..aur chacha se bhi..."!!
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"So drs...welcome to this funfilled evening...n lije every year...i am your host...n games incharge..."said the bespectacled doctor...sapna..yess nidhi recalled she was the one who had said..."we are waiting dr ashutosh..."as he had hesitated to come to ask nidhi for a dance...it was long long ago...
"So ..the first game we r honna have is blowing balloons...i d call out the names of the teams..n the team that blows up max no. In 1 minute wins...okay...dr sunil singh..Dr ashutosh...dr rizwi...are in team 1," as luck would havevit nidhi was with dr nagpal n dr chandra...n nishu went as a junior ...with his father...as the teams started...nidhi tried to blow a balloon...but dr chandra stopped her"stop it nidhi..sit still u have mvp..iss condition mei...tum yeh sab nahimkarcsakti..."as nidhi sat down...dr nagpal bloated wonders...while ashutosh n dr sunil bursted nearly all the balloons that dr rizwi had blown..."kya bhai ..aap log kar kya rahe ho...knot karne me sab ...satyanash"!!as the whistle blew...the unlikely winners were the team 14 with dr dubey, dr achrekar n dr nanda...after a huge round of clapping started the next round..."now as there are so many couples...i d request the wives to open n then tie the ties of there husbands...whosoever does it the quickest...wins..a lovely prize...and those whose wives are not here will stand n cheer...the next game is for them...
All couples stood up,..as the signal was given ..the wives pulled out the ties...and began to tie them...as dr sapna commented"it seems only dr nidhi ties her hubby's tie...every day"!!just as nidhi finished n pulled up the knot...adjusting the collar...and the couple were cheered loudly as nidhi got a big gift...wrapped...(much to nishu's curiosity)as nishu ran to them...with the others congratualting his parents...he said matter if fact.."papa...tumne mamma ko kissi to di hi nahi...everyday to dete ho...jab woh tie baandhti hain..."!!! 😉 😉 😛 ...as the colleagues n friends laughed at the innocent remark...dr ashutosh n nidhi blushed strawberry pink...as ahana came to their rescue..."chalo nishu..today you can kiss mamma...n papa n get this gift..."and as nishu kissed his parents...all embarassment seemed to fly away...
"Now the singl drs...whose spouses are not here...or they are lucky enough to be actually single...plz come and arrange these napkins...the 1 person wins..."and there was hectic activity...as ahana fumbled ..upsetting her entire tray of tissues...and stamping her feet...as sudhir n nanda laughed their head off...the winner was dr achrekar...and as he got his prize he said"kuch saal pehle...mere azeez dr ashutosh bhi single aaye the yahaan...i hope meri kismat bhi unki tarah acchi ho...aur agli vaar meri bhi koi tie bandhe"!!!and there was tremendous cheering...
"Okay ...now the dance...well you can choose your own partners...but yahaan...winners ko prize nahi milega...unhe woh karna hoga...jo...is envelope me likha hua hai...n mind you...i and dr dubey are the judges...so be on your feet drs...music"!!!
Most of the drs danced with their wives...a few chose other partners ...ahana danced with dr sunil singh...ashutosh held nidhi ..though dancing seemed difficult...with her baby bump in the way...but as he made her twirl...to finally hold her...they were a picture of grace n charm...and it ws no surprise ...that dr swapna declared them the winners...as nidhi opened the envelope n gave it to dr sapna...she read aloud"50 skips together...errr since that is not advisable for dr nidhi...we would be gracious enough to lrt them choose their "award"!!!!"ASHUTOSH...SONG...COMME ON.."all the drs knew dr ashutosh's love for music...and just as dr ashutosh was going to accept...nidhi spoke up...a lil hesitant...""I WOULD LIKE...TO DO SOMETHING...THAT I HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE...BUT TODAY I WISH TO DO IT...FOR DR ASHUTOSH..."ASHUTOSH LOOKED AT HER,..A LIL SURPRISED...N A LIL APPREHENSIVE...NIDHI ELABORATED"DR ASHUTOSH SINGS BEAUTIFULLY..WE ALL KNOW THAT...UNHONE KITNI HI PARTIES MEI MERE LIYE GAAYA HAI...PAR AAJ MAI GAANA CHAHTI HOON..UNKE LIYE...AGAR WOH MERA SAATH DEIN..JAISE UNHONE HUMESHA DIYA HAI...PLZ DR ASHUTOSH..PIANO..."
A rather surprised ashutosh sat behind the piano...not knowing what tune to play...he mused ...so this is what nidhi had been hinting at,,.in the room...he knew she was not a good singer...but he d more than make up for her...he d never ever let her down...
"Nidhi..."??dr ashutosh raised his eyebrow...encouraging hher to start...n nidhi..closed her eyes for a moment...trying to start at the right note...as the song .played in her heart,...the song that resonated of her n her dr ashutosh...love that was normally silent...today flowed out in musical notes...as nidhi looked at her husband...her strength...her anchor..her everything...
ANKHIYON KE JHAROKHON SE..MAINE DEKHAJO SAANWARE..TUM DOOR NAZAR AAYE..BADI DOOR NAZAR AAYE,..
BAND KARKE JHAROKHON KO ..ZARA BAITHI JO SOCHNE...MANN ME TUMHI MUSKAAYE...MANN ME TUMHI MUSKAYE...
JEETEE HOON TUMHE DEKH KE ..MARTI HOON TUMHI PE...(she came n stood behind dr ashutosh...who looked at her as he played the piano beautifully...she touched his hair lightly...and went on)
TUM HO JAHAAN SAJAN MERI DUNIYA HAI WAHEEN PE..
DIN RAAT DUA MAANGE ..MERA MANN TERE WAASTE...
KABHI APNI UMMEEDON KA..KOI PHOOL NA MURJHAAYE...(ashutosh was looking straight at her...their eyes fixed...reading each others heart...when nishu came...n stood near dr ashutosh...n ashu took him on to his lap..holding his fingers ...and making him strike the notes...)
EK MANN THA MERE PAAS WOH AB KHONE LAGA HAI...
PAAKAR TUJHE ..HAI MUJHE KUCH HONE LAGA HAI...
(nidhi cl8sed hr eyes as she came n put her hands on ashutosh's shoulders...dr ashutosh raised his eyebrow...and held her hand...)
EK TERE BHAROSE PE..SAB BAITHI HOON BHOOL KE...
YUNHI UMR GUZAR JAAYE...TERE SAATH GUZAR JAAYE...
YUNHI UMR GUZAR JAAYE..TERE SAATH GUZAR JAAYE...
HM...MM,...
As nidhi ended ashutosh got up...and looked at nidhi...suuddenly she was feeling very nervous n self conscious...he smiled...his most handsome smile...and the sunshine of that smile spread on nidhi's face.even though tears flowed out...as the hall clapped thunderously...as dr ashutosh lifted nishu up..n then wiped the tears of his nidhi...
The whole hall cheered...as dr chandra ...stood alone...n silent in a lonely corner...while dr ashutosh raised his hand to silence everyone...and looking directly into his nidhi's eyes serenaded...
HAI DUNIYA USIKI...ZAMAANA USIKA...
MOHABBAT MEI JO HO GAYA HO KISIKA...
the couple walked out while the entire fraternity applauded them...the world...well nearly the whole of it was bowing to them...love ..their unconventional love had indeed conquered the world...


Edited by deepa17 - 11 years ago
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As nidhitook out nishu'night suit from the wardrobe , he looked at her in disbelief.."kya dekh raha hai badmaash"??nishu smiled..as dr ashutosh came ..taking off his coat , he said"yehi ki tum itna achcha gaane kaise lagi..."??nidhi lookked at both of them...from son to father...father to son.."aap jaante hain..kaise gaane lagi..."as dr ashutosh smiled tenderly , a confused nishu asked"kaise mama...milk peene se"??and nidhi caught hold of his nose"haan badmash...doodh peene se..tu peeyega na doodh..to ekdum achcha gayega..papa ki tarah,.."nishu shook his head.."mujhe singer nahi ban na..i want to be a neurosurgeon...baba kehte hain..."ashutosh lifted him"haan pata hai...baba tumhe tuition padhaayenge..aur phir london bhejenge ...phir tum ban jaaoge neurosurgeon..per abhi so to jaao...plz see u are so tired"as dr ashutosh lay him down n patted him..nishu was fast asleep within two minutes...ashutosh returned ..to find nidhi caressing his suit...the one she had taken out for the next day..a light grey suit n a cream shirt...with a maroon silk tie..dr ashutosh hugged her from behind...and began to hum the song...ankhiyon ke jharokhon se...as nidhi put a hand on her mouth.."yeh mera gaana hai,..aap kyun gaa rahe hain..."??and dr ashutosh kissed her hand and just held on to her...and then looking at her ..he smiled"i feel its the pregnancy that has changed the quality of your voice..lovely..."nidhi snuggled closer"kya pata yeh bhi aapki tarah achcha gaaye...piano sikhaiyega isko...sikhayenge na"??dr ashutosh looked into nidhi's eyes n said"sab kuch sikhaoonga...per hogi tumhare jaisi...aisi shararti aankhein...yehi muskurahat...aur raat to uth ke maggi maangegi..."!!!nidhi was standing against ashu...and as she slowly unbuttoned his shirt...he asked"tum thaki to nahi ho"??and then both laughed ...going back in time...dr ashutosh finally carried her to the bed...and as he started once again their journey of exploring each other...and the room was filled with soft gasps of nidhi and deep sighs n strong short breathing of dr ashu...it seemed the high tide of love was hitting the shore...again n again...for hours...
As he got up to dress...n threw the nightie to nidhi...she pouted...and he raised his eyebrow..."mujhe maggi chahiye...abhi..."ashutosh was astounded"abhi...rat ke 4 baje maggi...kahan se milega...lo yeh fruits kha lo..chai bana doon..."??nidhi said no"coffe shop 247open rehti hai..order kariye...unnnh mujhe maggi chahiye abhi ke abhi..."ashutosh took in a deep breath...and a smile played on his lips...as he dialled room service"is it possible to have aplate of maggi...well...err yes"he said with hesitation...n nidhi smiled..n went on her toes to kiss him..."achcha chalo chai to banao...mai bhi baithoonga tumhare sath"!!nidhi remarked"maggi bhi khayenge??i tell you dr ashutosh...kahin bhi chale jaaien..kuch bhi kha lein..jo satisfaction maggi kha ke milta hai..woh kisi cheez se nahi mil sakta...maggi is like,..what should i say...jise mann ki muraad..."ashutosh smiled"jaanta hoon...maggi raat ko khana...baothe baithe muskarana...aadhi raat ko phone karke mujh se baatein karna...phone per violin sun na...yeh sab tumhare mann ki muraad hi to hain..."nidhi...who was sitting in his lap...tried to raise her eyebrow...but couldnt...n finally asked"achcha...aapke mann ki muraad..."??ashutosh kissed her throatn looking into her eyes...seeing his own reflection in them...he said"nidhi...mere mann ki murad sirf tum ho...sirf tum..."...and nidhi put her head on his chest...savouring the moment...just as the bell rang...and dr ashutosh got up..."yes thanks...sure..he d love it yess"!!it was dr ashutosh talking to the waiter...as he came in, nidhi asked"kya hua..kya keh rahe the..."??and as she handed over the adrak wali chai to ashutosh, she settled opposite to him...gobbling the hot maggi...and smacking her lips...ashutosh answered"wohpooch raha tha..ki nishu ko maggi itti pasand hai kya...ab mai usse kya kehta...ki nishu nahi uski mom ke liye hai maggi..."and nidhi giggled as she got her bowl and settled in her husband's lap...rightfully...as he rubbed his stubble against her throat..."nidhi..."..."uuunhhh"she laughed...as she put a bite of maggi into the mouth of the 48 year old neurosurgeon...her husband...the father of her children...the raja who had thrown his foretress open for the enigmatic enthralling titli...nidhi rubbed her nose against his and signalled at the queen's necklace now dimming as the dawn seemed to be breaking...n ashutosh holding the sunshine of his life hummed,..
"YEHI HAI WOH SAANJH AUR SAVERA...
YEHI HAI WOH SAANJH AUR SAVERA..
JISKE LIYE TADPE HUM SARA JEEVAN BHAR..
YEHI HAI WOH SAANJH AUR SAVERA..."

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Nidhi sat in the second row, as dr ashutosh read his paper on AIDS :DAMAGE ON THE NERVOUS SYSTEM.it was very wll recieved and as he came down ,he was widely applauded.The conference ended with the president IMAfelicitating the drsand giving special certificates to those who had presented a paper..it was an honour indeed..nidhi who had been sitting wished to congratulate him...but he was surrounded by drs, all grey men...as they probably discussed the issues raised at the conference , nidhi tried to wave at him but he didnt see..and it was finally at about 1 in the afternoon that dr ashutosh came to her..."kya hua...bore ho gayeein"??nidhi pouted"nahi ..ab mujhe khud se baat karna aa gaya hai.per jaaiye n7shu ko leke aaiye..mai gayi thi to aane ko taiyyar nahi tha...itna enjoy ker raha hai activity centre mei..."dr ashutosh lifted nidhi ..and brought her out, his arm around her waist...as she waited in the restaurant , nishu arrived with ashutosh...he talking and ashutosh listening ...all ears to the gyan that his lil son was giving him...and as the lunch arrived, nidhi served nishu ..and smiled at the lil boy reminding her"mamma...napkin to lagaao mujhe plz"!!nishu indeed was a quick learner!!
In the afternoon, as nidhi packed for the evening flight..dr ashutosh slept ...making up for the sleepless night...nidhi looked at him with eyes that spoke volumes...and held his shirts close to her...they had his masculine smell lingering...and as she arranged them and closed the suit case, dr ashutosh opened his eyes..."nidhi...kya kar rahi ho...?soi nahi"??nidhi smiled"so jati..to packing kaun karta..."as she zipped the suitcase and got up...she cried"ooouchh"her hair had been caught in the zip ...and were getting pulled...dr ashutosh got up..and opened the zip, untangling her locks very carefully ...and then a she stood up...he cupped her face in his hands and said.."itta overstrain karogi to yehi hoga...ab baitho chup chaap..mai lata hoon chai..thodi peeogi..."??and dr ashutosh busied himself with the tea maker...as he came with a large mug, he gave it to nidhi..."pee lo..doodh zyada hai..acidity nahi hogi"!!nidhi replied"pehle aap sip leejiye.."ashutosh smiled...he knew nidhi never took the first sip...as he took a sip and gave the mug to nidhi...his hand on her baby bump...caressing it..as nidhi seemed lost ..."kya soch rahi ho..adrak wali chai ke baare mei..."??nidhi shook her head as she returned the mug to him and said"na...iske baare mei..."said she covering his hand on the bump...as dr ashutosh said"iske baare mei kya sochna...yeh to bus aane wali hai tumhari gode mein...phir to..."nidhi completed"phir to aapko phursat kahaan hogi mere liye...apne bachchon se khelenge din bhar..."ashutosh held nidhi closer...n said"haan kheloonga to...ghumaane lejaaya karoonga inhe...nishu ko ab cycle sikhaaoonga...iska bouncer rock karoonga...tumhare liye to sach much time nahi hoga..."and nidhi tried to push his hand away..."jaaiye ..main nahi karti aapse baat..."and dr ashutosh hugged her...smiling with that child like enthusiasm that often crept into his eyes these days"dr nidhi ashutosh mathur...aap to mere dil ki dean hain..meri zindagi ki chief trustee...aapko time nahi doonga to kise doonga..."??and then kissing her pout, "sach nidhi..tum mazak abhi bhi nahi samajhti.."!!!and as she put her head at his chest..his fingers played with her tresses...untangling them...and then his fingers caressing her neck...till she could snuggle no closer...and..he ended kissing her on the forehead..."thoda so jao...its gonna be a long flight...via delhi"as his pats n caresses put his pregnant wife to deep sleep...
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"Wow papa..kitta maza aaya..victoria mei na...so so nice ..kitti breeze thi...aur woh horse...so big..like an elephant...aur woh phool ka kya karoge papa..."??it was an excited nishu chattering with his dad, while returning with his father from a victoria ride on the marine drive...they had left stealthily, afternishu had got up...but nidhi slept...in any case she couldnt have gone on the ride...as they entered the hotel, the front desk informed ashutosh "sir, your wife has been asking for you...apparently you did not take your cell ..."!!dr ashutosh checked his pockets..."oh no..."said he as they hurried to the lift...nishu repeated"papa..yeh flowers..."pointing to the jasmine veni that dr ashutosh had purchaesd from a street vendor..."tumhari mamma ke liye..."and as they knocked at the room, nidhi opened...her face distraught..."kahaan chale gaye the...dono..mujhe chod ke akela...i felt...i felt...aur cell hhi yehin hai..."ashutosh bit his lip...as nishu replied"mamma...mai aur papa victoria ride ke liye gaye the...kitta maza aaya...super fun..."nidhi softened though her eyes still showed anger and irritation...replacing the fear...dr ashutosh coughed...she immiediately looked at him..."tabiyat kharab hai aapki...dekhoon to.."and her hand was on his cheek as ashutosh smiled at the concern over riding all other emotions...he replied "ek dum theek hoon...dekho to yeh...tumhare liye..."and took out the white veni...and tied it to her thick hair...nidhi giggled like a school girl..."wow...mere liye laaye...cho chweeet..."and then to the surprise of nishu kiseed his father on his cheek...n then nishu...as dr ashutosh held both of them to him...his family...his future,..his world...
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"Hardstone..try making her sleep..she looks jaded ..thaki hui hai...i feel"!!it was a concerned sudhir warning dr ashutosh as they reached the airport...shopping enroute..dr ashutosh looked at nidhi ...as she sat quietly in the lounge..she indeed was tired...dr ashutosh nodded as he walked towards her...with their boarding passes,ahana came to nidhi, holding nishu's hand she said,"dekh nidhi...mango brand hai..want to see ..good tees n tops..."nidhi replied..."no..ahana...mann nahi..."and as ahana retreated ..dr ashutosh gave her a deep look..."nidhi.shopping ka mann nahi hai??what is wrong..."?? Nidhi sighed"kuch nahi bus ...dizzy feel kar rahi hoon...can you plz help me on that easy chair...mujhse nahi ho raha..."she looked at a concerned dr ashutosh...as he took her and made her sit gingerly on the easy chair...putting her feet up.,..yes they were swollen...but mildly...dr ashutosh kept looking at her...as she closed her eyes...what was wrong...she had been fine till they entered the huge shopping arcade...she had bought gifts n souvenirs...and scanned thru the kids section...deciding to buy another pack of tiny frocks...all shades of pink...and off course tees for nishu...so what was wrong...for once he could not contemplate...he kept sitting close as nishu walked and played around...till boarding was announced...ashutosh woke nidhi with his touch...the back of his hand on her cheek...and she opened her eyes...looking better...
As they boarded, dr ashutosh settled her in between nishu n himself...and as nishu got busy in all that the air hostess offered , ashutosh looked at nidhi...his eyes searching"kya baat hai...kahaan kho gayi ho...kuch aur shop karna tha...naaraaz ho "??nidhisaid nothing,..just put her head on his shoulder...recalling the lovely dolls that they had seen...even picked a few...n yet nidhi's eyes had lingered on one that she did not have the heart to pick...an exact replica of what she had played with during ...dr ashutosh had called her out n she had come giving one last lingering look...though their dream was getting fulfilled ...yet nidhi could not forget...somethings,..the doll...the frock she had seen at the dubai airport...n yet dr ashutosh seemed relaxed n almost unconcerned...did he not remember ...nidhi could not fathom her thoughts...as she just let her head droop on to dr ashutosh's chest...
The dinner arrived, n ashutosh woke nidhi tenderly...'uttho jaan..eat something..."and nidhi opened her eyes...smiling directly into dr ashutosh's...as he raised an eyebrow...sainyaan...
Nidhi helped nishu tackle the kulcha chole ...n then he evoured the souffle...just like his dad..nidhi smiled as she gave him hers as well..."why ..i d get more "said a surprised dr ashutosh...nidhi refrained"na...mera mann nahi hai...i am feeling ..very heavy...bas sone deejiye..."dr ashutosh furrowed his brow...but put her head on his shoulder as the plane flew into the night...nishu asked his father with wonder"papa are we near the stars.."??dr ashutosh laughed at the question and then went onto explain as simply as it was possible that where the plane flew and where the stars were...nishu looked woth his mouth wide open in amazement...and then looked out of the window..."see papa stars..."he said pointing to the lights twinkling below...ashutosh patiently explained again that stars were far..far above ..what he saw below were the lights of lucknow..."AAAH lucknow aa gaya..."clapped nishu waking his mother with a start...as his father held her..."kuch nahi jaan...we are descending..."and gave a look to nishu..trying to make him understand that he had scared nidhi out of her sleep...lil nishu pouted and put his head down...dr ashutosh breathed in sharply but then smiled...his son was sulking...probably for the first time...He kept quiet...and then tousled his hair...as nishu looked up...he gave him a high five...to get that magic smile back in those young eyes...and dr ashutosh's face shone...
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"Chalo ..guys we had a great time...now back to work..."it was dr sunil singh saying bye...as dr chandra took dr ashutosh aside"fix an appointment for nidhi with sudhir n me...at kgh..i feel iss month mei a thorough cardiac examination will be essential...take care..."ashutosh nodded...his eyes somehow grey...as he waved to sudhir...who was pulling ahana away from the ice cream parlour...as nidhi smiled...n ashutosh's world lit up...once again...
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"Tab nidhi maza aaya"??it was armaan asking nidhi as everyone settled down to have a late night tea...and ashutosh got a glass of milk for nidhi..."jee...kaafi ghoome...aur dr ashutosh ne 5 star mei bhel poori khilayi"!!baba laughed in appreciation"bhai waah ashu ..Thats good...aur kya kya kiya...hum logon ke liye to itti shopping ker li..apne liye kuch khareeda ki nahi"??nishu replied"meri tees...aur choti baby ki frocks...pink pink..."described nishu..."aur pata hai baba...chacha...wahan pe party mei...mamma ne gaana gaya...aise(he tried to imitate nidhi)aur papa ne piano bajaya...maine bhi..."baba looked at a blushing nidhi looking at ashutosh...both lost in the moment...baba coughed...as both blinked "bhai excellent...ab to bus nishu ke liye piano ya key board lete hain...main sikhaaoonga jaise ashu ko sikhaya tha...kabhi"baba was lost in the memory lane...as nidhi said"baba...ab to aap phir se baby sitting ko ready ho jaaiye...yeh baby bahut naughty hogi..."n baba roared with laughter as armaan quipped"bilkul apni ma jaisi...doodh nahi coke peeyegi aur sirf maggi khaayegi..."!!!
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It was the next day that dr ashutosh rung nidhi up from hospital"kaisi ho??khana khaya"??n nidhi replied"jee...bus sone jaa rahi thi..."ashutosh replied"yeh aajkal tum soti bahut ho...nishu ke time to nahi soti thi itna...achcha khair...i rung up because shaam ka appointment hai..drsudhir aur chandra se...so mai car bhej doonga...aa jana 5 baje..yahaan se mere sath waapas chalna...nidhi interrupted"per baba aur nishu jaa rahe hain mere baba ke yahaan...gifts dene jo hum laaye hain bombay se...so kaise..."AShutosh thought for a while and said"achcha do this, un dono ko wahaan drop karke tum aa jana..waapas cs drop ker dega...n yes dont eat ab...at least 4 hrs of empty stomach..."nidhi wrinkled her nose as she said"jaanti hoon..."and ashutosh replied"oh mai bhool gaya tha...its the second time...after all"!!and kept the cell...as nidhi lay on the bed...the words resonating in her mind"its the second time...Second..."!!!
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"Le na tu to kuch kha hi nahi rahi..."screeched dadi bua as she served dhokla n shrikhand...nidhi finally divulged"mera check up hai abhi 5 baje ..kuch nahi khana hai..."and dadi bua smiled"oooh!!!yeh baat hai meri bachchi...per ghabra mat...aur tu to ab..woh kya kehte hain..second time mother hai ...to bus nishu ke waqt ko yaad ker...bilkul chinta nahi ker meri bachchi..."as nidhi looked at baba n col verma ...both involved in a discussion over nidhi's birthday...about 10 weeks away...nidhi got up as she heard the thunder...the july sky was covered with dark clouds..."chalti hoon baba...nahi to barish me phans jaaoongi...aur dadi bua nishu ke kapde hain bag me...agar bheegega barish me to badal deejiyega...plz"col verma smiled...his impish nidhi was now a responsible mother...he exclaimed"nidhi dont worry...hum log hain na...aur dr mathur ko aur nishu ko drop bhi ker denge per dinner ke baad...tu aur dr ashutosh baahar kha lena aaj...armaan ko maine kaha hai yahaan aane ko..free hoga to aayega..otherwise i will drop dr mathur n nishu...ab tu ja"!!nidhi smiled,...And got up with a lingering look at her mother's photo...it was so surprising that baba n her baba talked so lil of one who had been there daughter n wife respectively...had they just forgotten her...or had the memory of the dead been eclipsed by the hectic activity of the living...mused nidhi...as the driver opened the door ...and said"madam hospital aa gaya"!!
Nidhi walked down the familiar corridor meeting the familiar faces..of drs nurses...peons n ward boys and then stood in front of the name plate that was etched on her heart"dr ashutosh" she knocked ...n the familiar baritone drawled"come in..."nidhi entered...dr sudhir dr chandra and dr ashutosh were involved in a discussion..and as nidhi entered...they smiled..."tumhe he discuss ker rahe the lil girl"!!remarked dr sudhir...as dr chandra got up"come mrs ashutosh lets begin..."nidhi stood a lil self conscious as laxmi bai came to take her for the change ...nidhi tithered with her purse n cell...till finally dr ashutosh looked up n said"laao..mujhe do..."and took her things n kept yhem in his drawer...above his own wallet...smiling to himself...at these quaint intimacies of marriage...
Dr sudhir had conducted the check up..and as dr chandra took over..dr ashutosh stood beside her...his eyes trying to soothe her...as dr chandra put the electrodes on her chest for the echo...and as the pictures appeared , both dr ashutosh n dr sudhir looked athe slides intently ..as dr chandra continued...nidhi suddenly felt alone...amongst three doctors...for whom she seemed a patient...only..a patient...two big tears fell from nidhi's eyes as she closed them ..while dr ashutosh talked to dr sudhir"see the prolapse,..the reverse flow...could u hear the murmu..."dr chandra looked back n put a hand on dr ashutosh's shoulder..pointing towards nidhi's tears...to her husband...ashutosh almost groaned as he saw nidhi ...eyes shut...n tears wetting her plump cheeks, he came closer...n held her hand...secure in his...and wiped her tears withhis spotless white hankey that she had given him ..like every morning...nidhi opened her eyes...n thru her tears ..she could see the hazy face of dr ashutosh...as dr chandra was thru with the echo, he looked at dr ashutosh n dr sudhir.."now gentlemen ,if you d alow ,i would like to talk to the patient alone..."??dr sudhir nodded as dr ashutosh looked at nidhi...n as she gave a faint nod..he went out...leaving nidhi n dr chandra alone ...
"Mrs aahutosh, i hope you are not paranoid about your medical condition...its only a mild mvp , nothing that could really harm you or your baby.."??nidhi spoke"sir, i know..i am fine just a lil nervous at times...also the fatigue of the trip...n nishu is there..."dr chandra spoke in a very dignified but solemn manner..."i can understand ...but just wish to tell you as a dr ..your dr that you need to keep yourself stress free...i shall tell ashutosh also..is it ...that..you felt lonely in bombay...left out amongst us...i cn quite understand...watched you at fashion street..shop like sudhir's daughter...mrs ashutosh..you married a man almost double your age...experience n qualifications...so distance n loneliness is bound to be there...but i am sure ashutosh cares for you...maybe in a different way...it must be tough for him as well to humour a 20 year younger wife..."nidhi corrected"18 years sir...i am only 18 years younger to him..."dr chandra smiled"yes ..i understand ...but what i want to tell u as a dr ..as ur cardiologist is that ..well i would never have allowed a daughter of mine to marry a man double her age...Because such a union can never be...say truly satisfying in an emotional way...but since you have married ashutosh..you should gulp down this life of moving with a group much elder to you...dont let this push you into a depression..."nidhi looked up...yes dr chandra had rightly guessed her feeling low...only his reasoning had been wrong..nidhi braced up ..for a defence ...for herself ..for dr ashutosh..for their love..."sir , do you feel ..i mean i know you feel our relationship is not right...may i ask why..."??dr chandra smiled at the forthrightness of nidhi"dr nidhi, i personally disapprove of the relationship..because of two reasons ..a. its unethical to romance your own intern and b. Such unions are never happy..truly happy..but thats my personal opinion...i know both of you are v good individuals but ...i can feel n see the differences the disparities as well...i just want you to be relaxed...at this time of your pregnancy..thats all..."nidhi liked dr chandra's frankness...she looked at him n replied...coating her defiance in politeness"sir you are off course entitled to your opinion...but this relationship is of love ..and dr ashutosh n i do not need to prove our devotion to anyone...yes the age gap is there...but then other couples have gaps as well...linguistic, cultural...views..."dr chandra looked at nidhi"so do your views match with ashutosh's"??nidhi smiled"sometimes they do...and sometimes they dont sir...hum bhi aur couples ki tarah se ladte hain..jhagadte hain...difference of opinion bhi hote hain...but ek dor hai ..jisne hume kaske zor se bandha hua hai...aur woh dor hai..pyaar ki...ek doosre per aitbaar ki...dr ashutosh is different..i know...but i love him the way he is...we have accepted each other...as we are...sir a marriage is like a pair of shoes...shoes smart ho ya na ho...comfortable zuroor hone chahiye...and we are very comfortable..."dr chandra smiled as he walked out, calling the nurse to help nidhi..
"Kya baat hai...discomfort mei ho"??asked a concerned dr ashutosh when nidhi , looking a lil pale entered his cabin..."nahi..i am fine ..bus the check up was very exhausting..."dr ashutosh got up from his chair, putting on his coat..he xame to her..."i know...it causes discomfort...baby bhi disturb ho jaata hoga...but you know its essential...chalo ab ...baba ka phone aaya tha...tumhe dinner pe le jaana hai..."!!nidhi walked along as dr ashutosh opened the door of his crv and made her sit...putting the seat belt very carefully...n thenn came to sit beside her..starting the car...nidhi asked"kahaan jaa rahein hain...hum"??dr ashutosh looked at her n saod with a voice loaded with love"arre kahin bhi..jahaan hume zindagi le jaaye..."nidhi smiled "very funny...meri line hai yeh..."ashutosh laughed as he held her fingers and said"kya baat hai...kuch to hai zuroor...chandra kya keh raha tha...scared ho kya"??nidhi laughed"not really...bus gyaan de rahe the about how unhappy our reltionship is..you know na...middle aged neurosurgeon aur intern story..."!!ashutosh raised his eyebrow..."to tumne kya kaha..."??nidhi replied"yehi...ki we are a normal couple..we fight...we make up...but essentially we are together..N thats what matters nahi"??dr ashutosh parked his car in the taj giving the keys to the valet as he helped nidhi out and brought her into her favourite coffee shop"machaan"as they sat...nidhi scanning the menu..enthusiastic again..ashutosh waited and as she asked...korma aur aaloo methi...??he smiled"jo tum chaho..nidhi smiled"aaj bade meharbaan hain...kya kaam hai kuch "??ashutosh just kept gazing at her...as she ordered and soon the food arrived...she was feeling more positive as she ate...and then dr ashutosh ordered a tooti fruity for her...and a coffee for himself..."dekho black coffee nahi pee raha...ab to khush.."!!
As they came to the portico, dr ashutosh was drawn to the florist from where he always took flowers..he looked at nidhi and tugged her along...as she looked at the wonderful lillies n tulips...but finally her gaze settling on her favourite red roses...dr ashutosh smiled indulgently ..as he took 21 roses and had the thorn removed ..before handing over the taped boquet to nidhi...nidhi smiled..."thank you nahi bologi"??"biwiyaan aise thank you nahi bola karti ..."smiled nidhi...just as someone said"hi nidhi"!!!dr ashutosh looked around...and so did nidhi...her aquaintance from the pregnancy workshop...neeta stood there with her husband...probably going into taj...she appeared to be in the final stages...her husband a tall dark handsome man..who looked impatiently..as dr ashutosh brought nidhi slong to meet her...carefully, his arm around her swollen waist..."oh to aap hain dr ashutosh...bhai work shop mei to nahi aaye aap...but nice meeting you here...aur yeh flowers kahaan ee..."??she looked at nidhi..who smiled shyly as she looked at dr ashutosh...and neeta seemed deeply impressed by dr ashutosh standing n smiling as neeta's hubby rubbed his hands impatiently..finally nidhi introduced "my husband dr ashutosh...n he is mr khanna..neeta's husband"they shook hands...before khanna nudged hiswife...who glanced apologetically at nidhi and said"chalti hoon...but sach...tu kitni lucky hai...dr sahib kitne dheeraj se tera wait kar rahe hain...mere pati to bus..."and nidhi returmned...as she kissed the flowers,..feeling yheir softness...just as the softness of their love...their togetherness...nidhi knew the roses would wither...but their love will blossom n bloom for ever...she raised the boquet to dr ashutosh...and he drew a deep breath...n then sneezed loudly...as nidhi laughed...n shook her head...and dr ashutosh drove home...singing "jabse yeh mukhda dil me samaaya ..duniya meri gulzaar hui...raat kali ek khwab mei aayee...aur gale ka haar hui...subah ko jab hum neend se jaage ..aankh tumhi se chaar hui..."!!nidhi smiled...dr ashutosh held her fingers...rubbing them on the bump together..."iss baar tumhare birthday pe...poora ghar red roses se bhar doonga...dekhna tum..."!!nidhi looked at him...the faint jadedness returning...
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It was after a day , that baba asked ashutosh nidhi at the breakfast table "ashu beta, main soch raha tha ki armaan ke saath nishu ko naye children's park mei le jaaoon...sunte hain bada badhiya hai..aradhna bhi chalegi...tum dono kya kehte ho"??ashutosh looked at nidhi"zuroor baba , isme poochna kya hai..per kab..uska school"??armaan came in lifting a cutlet n putting it into his mouth.."kal, school ke baad...kareeb 12 baje ..raat tak lautenge..its about 50 km away on allahabad road..water park bhi hai...nidhi bhi rest ker legi yahaan pe..aur nishu wahaan pe enjoy karega..."nidhi smiled"pucca armaanji...he will love the water park..mai uska swimming trunks rakh doongi..kuch khana bhi..."??armaan shook his head"no no...hum baahar khaayenge...wahaan pe pizza hut ..dominos ...sab hai..i wish tu bhi chal sakti..."dr ashutosh raised his finger..."no way...nidhi ab nahi..."!!nidhi agreed"na..not me,..ab bus 7 weeks hain...i need to take it easy...though i d have loved to go...phir kabhi..."!!dr ashutosh smiled...understanding how nidhi must be feeling...she d have loved the water park...but then it had to wait now...
Dr ashutosh took his bag, as nidhi handed him his hankey...and he hugged her...with one arm"aaraam karna,..aur tv dekhna..."and then kissing her on the forehead ,he said"kuch chahiye to bolna...pizza hut chalogi raat ko..."??nidhi refused"no...kuch bhi heavy nahi khaya jaata...haan walk ko chalenge...agar time hoga aapko..."!!ashutosh held her close...raising an eyebrow ..he said"kyun nahi time hoga...zurroor chalenge walk pe...dekho amusement park nahi jaa sakti ho..."nidhi nodded"jaanti hoon..bachchi nahi hoon..."!!
In the late evening, as dr ashutosh returned, he saw a hyper active nishu running around the hall...with nidhi trying to call him...walking behind holding her bump...ashutosh ran n caught nishu...lifting him ..he brought him to nidhi...slumping on the sofa.."naughty boy mamma ko trouble karta hai"!!nishu giggled"no papa...i was just showing ki kul kitta maza aayega..."!!ashutosh seemed non plussed"kahaan beta"??nishu held his head"oh papa..aapko pata nahi ...kal chacha mujhe fun kingdom le jaa rahe hain..baba bhi...aur doctor dadi bhi..."(he had begun to call aradhanaji DOCTOR DADI)to hum full on masti karenge..."nidhi pulled his ears playfully..."mujhe yaad nahi karega badmash..."??nishu pouted"yaad kya??raat ko to aa hi jaaoonga...tumhare liye pizza le aaoonga..pucca..."!!and he kissed both his parents...and then ran away as kaka called"nishu...chal baahar ghoom ke aate hain..."
Dr ashutosh changed after a bath and sipped the hot tea that maxi got for him..saying no to sandwiches...and then took nidhi's hand..."chalo..lets go for a walk..."!! Nidhi pointed to the overcast sky..."baarish aane wali hai..."ashutosh smiled"arre baarish aayegi to bheeg lena...mere saath kya bheegi nahi ho pehle kabhi"???nidhi blushed ...as she walked out ..holding his arm..and they began to walk...slowly..as ashutosh pointed to the greenery..."iss baar kitni baarish hui hai,..its lovely..."nidhi nodded...as ot suddenly began to drizzle and ashutosh brought her inside ...before she could be wet...nishu n kaka followed..though nishu wanted to run back into the rain...he simply loved it ..like his parents...
The three looked at the drizzle that changed to a downpour soon,..and dr ashutosh hummed"zindagi bhar nahi bhoolegi woh barsaat ki raat..."!!"YES MERI JAAN, EK INTERN KE SAATH ADRAK WALI CHAI KI RAAT"it was armaan who had just finished a tete conference call n had emerged out with baba in tow...!!!
The family sat for dinner..bhindi masala, arhar daal n rori..with boondi raita...baba seemed most excited about going to the fun kingdom...n nishu was asking him if he d come on rides...as armaan laughed his head off...
Baba asked ashutosh"beta nidhi ko ab check up ke liye kab jana hai"??ashutosh answered in between bites"baba, abhi to nahi...she seems fine..bus we have to be in touch with chandra ...aur sudhir ke paas...to next month jaana hai..you see second time its hopefully going to be easier...haan bp to mai roz check karta hoon...bus we need to take care of her...aur lets hope for the best..nishu ke time main bhi zyaada nervous rehta tha,...aur nidhi bhi...but then ab to we are experienced..mvp bhi under control hai..bone density bhi better hai..."baba nodded ...and as everyone got up...nidhi said"aap jaaiye , mai aati hoon...abhi" dr ashutosh nodded as he went in with nishu discussing his plans for the next day...
Nidhi sat in the verandah for a while, the rain had stopped but the breeze was still cool...she sat on the cane chair...looking at the moon trying to appear from behind the clouds...her thoughts seemm to wander off again to the baby who could not see the light of the day...she remembered her...or was it a boy...she could never tell...though she had been quite sure it had been a girl...nidhi looked at the clouds gathering again...and suddenly she felt ashutosh's hand on her shoulder..."sona nahi hai??kya soch rahi ho...chalo...you d fall sick...akele baith ker brood karogi to.."he brought her in...nishu had gone off to sleep..his jeans and red tees were kept outside..ashutosh pointed "yeh choose kiye hain kal pehanne ko...aur woh shoes"!!nidhi smiled as she kissed nishu's hair...n came into the room, switching offthe light...as she lay in bed, dr ashutosh was working on his study table...when he siddenly asked"aaj kal itna kya sochti ho...nervous ho ki do bachche kaise sambhalogi "??nidhi smiled and said"haan..bus yehi to..."but her eyes had that far away look in them...as dr ashutosh shut his book and came to the bed...picking up the can of coconut butter, he opened her nightie and began to apply the lotion on the stretch marks...as he could feel the tiny heart thumping...he was extra careful...n he looked at nidhi..trying to amuse her, he said"sab koi sochta hai ki tumne apne dono bachchon ke liye kitta saha..koi meri dedicated service nahi dekhta... 😆 ..."nidhi smiled as he kissed the bump and then her lips...before closing the nightie and putting pillows below her feet...and then lying on his side...looking at her...her eyes closed...but he knew she was not asleep...dr ashutosh kept caressing nidhi's hair...till he could hear thst rhythmic breathing and he knew she was asleep..
It was a violent stormy night with thunder n lightning...and suddenly at about 4 in the morning ,..nidhi woke with a start...panting...dr ashutosh was almost instantly awake...holding her...she was trembling...ashutosh pulled her to him..."kya hua...bura sapna dekha"??nidhi held on to him...but murmured"nahi..bus bijli kadki..to mai darr gai.."dr ashutosh closed his eyes for a second...there had been many nights like this before...but he did not want to talk about them...he kept holding her..soothing her...till she again dropped off to sleep...finally to be awakened by nishu"mamma..gep ut..mujhe tie bandho "!!ashutosh who was reading the paper smiled"nishu..gep ut nahi get up..."nidhi opened her eyes...seeing nishu ready she almost felt ashamed "sorry beta...main buss...aapne uthaya kyu nahi..."??ashutosh smiled as he saw nidhi trying to whirr in overdrive"zara aaraam se..."he cried...
At the breakfast table, armaan said"jaise tu school se aayega, maxi ready kar degi...n 8fff we go..dekh weather bhi lovely hai.."nishu looked at baba"aur doctor dadi..."baba smiled"unhe pick ker lenge raaste se,..late kaegi to chod denge ..."nishu laughed..."nahi le lenge..achchi hain..mujhe chocolate deti hain ...aur aapko daant lagaati hain kitti...bolti gain mathur..."ashutosh coughed as nidhi said"nishu...bahut badi hain woh...imitate nahi karte..."chalo papa drop ker ke aayega...bye...mai sab ready rakhoongi...per school me dhyaan dena..samjha"???"byeee mamma"!!and nishu was gone...
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It was about 6 in the evening,..dr ashutosh came out of his surgeries..and smiled as he read the sms nishu on way to the fun park...aradhanaji had sent a pic as well on whats app..dr ashutosh took off his spechs as he sat...contemplating...thinking of nidhi...and of her thouights...he knew her like the back of his hand...he understood that what was troubling her these days...it was the painful memory of the baby they had lost...yes..he could see that pain in her eyes..though he could not figure out what had triggered the latent pain to resurface...ashutosh knew ..nidhi had never forgotten that baby...neither had he...it had been nearly two years...and yet the twang of pain remained...ashutosh knew each time he referred to nidhi's pregnancy as the "second one"he knew it was the third...but he did not want to hurt nidhi...to scratch her wounds..to invoke the painful past...no...some pains had to be borne silently..some wounds had to be nursed without tears...
Dr ashutosh picked his car keys as he wore his coat ...to return home...to nidhi...
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"Baba...aap baithiye yahaan...aradhanaji ke saath..mai aur nishu thodi rides ker ke aate hain..."said armaan..after the two had come out of the water park...n changd and aradhanaji had wiped nishus hair dry...he said"thank you, doctor dadi"!!and ran off with his chacha...baba smiled at aradhanaji..."chalo tumhe coffee pilata hoon..."and soon returned with two cups of hot espresso...as they chatted of college days...how baba would always top and aradhanaji would read his notes...reminiscencing just to pass time...and then as baba pointed to the setting sun...aradhanaji said"nahi mathur...maidoobte sooraj ko nahi..ugte sooraj ko dekhti hoon...aur waise jab tumhare saath hoti hoon...to kisi aur sooraj ki koi zuroorat nahi hoti..."!
"Chalega ussme nishu??dareha to nahi..."??armaan asked pointing to the huge columbus...nishu looked zapped...as armaan n he sat and the boat began to sway in the air...with armaan shrieking"bachaao..bachaao..."and nishu laughing away to glory..."kaun dara..main ya aao"??asked nishu as they got down..armaan replied"chup kisi ko batana nahi...varna pitaai hogi samjha...chal pizza khate hain...baba aur teri dr dadi ko le lein..."??nishu raised his hand...and armaan gave him a high five!!!!
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Dr ashutosh parked his car...he looked at his bedroom ...there was no light ...maybe nidhi was sleeping...but at 6.30??very rare cgance...he went in as maxi got water...n said"madam so rahi hain shaayad...lunch bahut kum khaaya aaj , sir..."dr ashutosh nodded as he entered their bedroom..
Nidhi was leaning against the window sill..looking out ..at the monsoon sky...she seemed so lost in her thoughrs that she did not observe dr ashutosh enter and stand right behind her...
Dr ashutosh kept standing close ..in the semi umbra...her hair flying on to his face...her scent affecting him as always...he wanted to hug her..to caress her bump...to hold her in his arms...if possible forever...but dr ashutosh's plans seemed to have been put on hold...as he could sense rather than see nidhi weeping...yes she was crying ...silently ...softly...but miserably...ashutosh could hold back no longer...he held her shoulders and turned her around tenderly...putting a finger under her chin he tried to look into those beautiful eyes...so sad at the moment...nidhi tried to turn away...but dr ashutosh held her..."chod deejiye...aap..plz...leave me...aap nahi samjhenge ..jaane deejiye na..."whispered nidhi...dr ashutosh held her trembling face in his large hands...with his thumbs he wiped his tears...as he sighed n said"i understand nidhi...tum kisko yaad karke ro rahi ho...jaanta hoon main..."these words of dr ashutosh seemed to have opened the floodgates for nidhi's tears..as she cried...and in between sobs...knowing she could not pull away from his firm grip,..dhe hicupped"koi nahi samjhta...aap bhi nahi..."and then looking up at her husband she wallowed..."sab bhool gaye usse...aap bhi...sab kitte khush hain is baby ke liye...uska to kahi kuch naam..nishaan ..yaadein kuch bhi nahi raha...
?.yeh bachche...nishu aur yeh...humesha rahenge humaare paas,...per woh to..kho gayee kaheen...jaise ret pe parchaain..na koi naam..na shakl...na ..kuch bhi nahi..."ashutosh was holding nidhi...letting her speak...letting her sorrow flow out thru words...thru tears..."aap humesha kehte hain.."second time hai.."kaise dr ashutosh...aap apne baby ko kaise bhool gaye...main nahi bhool sakti...i felt her ...i had her in me...for nearl 4 months...mujhe yaad hai...jab ...main uski aahat mehsoos karti thi...jab..jab aap bhi nahi chahte the usse...per main chahti thi..."dr ashutosh closed his eyes in pain...clenching his fists...at his actions that had hurt nidhi so much...nidhi continued"main kabhi nahi bhool sakti...woh khilone...woh frocks...woh sapne jo maine dekhe the...yeh aa rahi hai...main ..i am v happy...per main usko..uss nanhi si jaan ko nahi bhool sakti..jise humne kho diya...jo na humari albums me rahegi...na humare ghar me...aur shaayad na..."dr ashutosh hushed nidhi...as he cleared his throat to speak..."tum kya sochti ho...mujhe nahi pata...its our third time...tumhe kyun lagta hai..mai bhool gayaa...kyunki mai kehta nahi...nidhi...woh tumhare jism me pali...to mere dil mei...tumhare shareer ne uska badhna mehsoos kiya..to meri aankhon ne...woh sapna hum dono ka thi...aisa sapna jo toot gaya...nidhi yaad hai ek baar maine kaha tha...humaari zindagi mei bahut si khaaiyyaan hoti hain..jinhe alag alag rishte bharte hain...nidhi yeh khaai...isi dard se bhari hai...in bachchon se humaara zindagi ka rishta hoga...din raat uthnejaagne ka...khelne khane ka...per usse to humaara aansoon ka rishta hai...woh humare ghar..humari albums me n ho..pur mrre tumhare dil me..humare aansoon mei..humari aahon mei humesha rahegi..."leaving a dzed nidhi for a moment ashu went in to open a low drawrr of his wardrobe ..pulling out tiny incomplete socks that nidhi had begun to knit...a small nappy...a card that ashutosh had brought...all remnants of an unfulfilled dream..."dekho...yeh sab uske hain...yeh moza..yeh card...uski nishani hain...iss baby ki nahi...yeh bachchi humari muskuraahton me rahegi..nishu ke saath...per woh to humaare aansoon mei ..sadaa rahegi...humesha ..nidhi humesha...23 september...humare dil me rahega...jab humne usse khoya..."ashutosh had drwn nidhi to sit on the sofa...as he held her...showing the sky outside ...where the clouds were parting to show the final reddish rays of the setting sun..."dekho nidhi...baahar dekho...jaise rut ..mausam...din raat badalte hain...waise humari zindagi ke mausam bhi badlenge...per woh ek mausam...humaare gum ka..humesha yaad rahega...woh baby humaare dil ke kisi kone me rahegi...ek meethi si yaad banker..ek adhoore sundar sapne ki tarah..ab sab sapne poore ho yeh zuroori to nahi...kuch sapne jeevan bhar saath saath chalte hain...woh bhi humaare saath rahegi..."ashutosh wiped nidhi's eyes...and held her to him...till both almost forgot the passage of time...n were shaken up by an energetic nishu..."papa...mamma..dekho mai aa gaya...utho na...aap log bahut lazy ho gaye ho..."as nidhi switched the light on...nishu showed the toys that armaan had bought him...as nidhi extended her arms..he ran in n said"mamma jab choti baby aayegi ba...tab usko bhi le jaayenge fun park...mai usko sab dikhaoonga...mai hoon na uska big brother...haina "??nidhi smiled...as she looked at dr ashutosh...keeping the relics back in the drawer...and then saying"yes nishu choti baby ko leke to bhai jaana hi hoga...nahi to royegi..."!!and nishu laughed n hugged his dad...as ashutosh put his arm around nidhi...drawing her to their future together...but carrying the memories ..the pains ..the losses of the past...as nidhi looked at him...his eyes seemed to say..
MAI NA BHOOLOONGA...nidhi's heart reverberated..MAI NA BHOOLOONGI...and a smile came into her eyes...as dr ashutosh's love had once again taught her to smile ...smile thru her pains...
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It was the 13 of august , monsoon was in full splendour in lucknow...as nidhi , now just 6 weeks away from hte due date , sat n made nishu practise NANHA MUNNA RAHI HOON..DESH KA SIPAHI HOON..for his school's independence day,.,..when baba walked in from his room n commented"jaanti hai nidhi...tujhe sach much suron ka gyaan ho gaya hai..riyaaz kiya kar...mann bhi lagega..achcha chai peeyegi??banwaaoon"??nidhi smiled and replied"aap baithiye baba, main banwaati hoon"!!and walked into the kitchen..as she heard the land line ring...it was aradhanaji..she could hear baba talking as nishu came in and said"mamma my milk...mujhe jaldi se bada ban na hai...nahi to choti baby mujhe tease karegi..."!!nidhi caressed his face n replied"agar woh tease karegi to tum uske kaan pakadna..ok"??"bhai kaun kiske kaan pakad raha hai"??it was dr ashutosh who had just walked in from the hospital n looking for his lifeline..his nidhi, he had walked into the kitchen...as nidhi's eyes met his, nishu said"papa, main choti baby ke ears pakdoonga agar woh mujhe tease karegi..."!!ashutosh smiled as he made nishu sit on the kitchen slab"bhai ..woh kyun tease karegi tumhe..woh to "bhaiyya"kahegi...hai na "!!!and nishu n nidhi laughed...as nidhi got tea n dhokla n sandwiches to the table in the hall...but baba took it as she bent down to keep it,.."na beta..ab bus thode din bache hain..bahut dhyaan se...samjhi"!!and nidhi smiled as dr ashutosh made her sit on the special sofachair..a lil higher than the rest..."nidhi ka singhasan"!!as armaan called it..
"Beta, aradhana kahone tha..party rakh rahi hai apne ghar pe..drs ke liye hume bhi invite kar rahi thi..next saturday..raat ko..chaloge "??ashutosh looked at nidhi n answered"jee baba , zuroor chalenge.."armaan entered n added"aur main aur nishu jaayenge dadi bua ke paas..paneer mahrani khane aur col verma ke saath chess khelne...""yipppeee"cried nishu ..before calling for attention.."mera song suno na sab koi..plz"n started..looking at nidhi..as she directed him"nanha munna rahi hoon..."and as all clapped , armaan pulled nidhi's leg"ek baat tai hai..gaane me to yeh ashu pe gaya hai..tujhpe nahi...for sure.."!!as nidhi pouted throwing a cushion at armaan...as dr ashutosh shook his head"tum log kabhi nahi sudhroge.."!! n armaan n nidhi shouted back in unison"kabhie nahi"!! 😉 😛 😊
"Dr ashutosh...i want to go to dr sudhir's nursing home..."said nidhi as dr ashutosh came into the bed...and put his arms around her.."kyun...koi problem hai??pain hai yahaan"??asked he , keeping his hand on the upper end of the bulge...nidhi smiled as she replied"pain to hai thoda ..but actually, i wanted to visit his maternity beauty centre...you know all the pre delivery cleaning stuff...aur apna hair cut bhi karaa leti...jaaoon"??dr ashutosh caressed her long thick hair...he loved them..but he knew nidhi found it big humungous task ...n so he smiled"fine..kal ka appointment lelo second half ka..mai bhi chaloonga..""aap kya karenge bhala..."??ashutosh smiled"arre tumhara khayal rakhoonga..aur kya..."n then smiling infulgently added'"sudhir se check up bhi karwa lenge..ab bus kuch hi hafte bache hain..."!!nidhi closed her eyes...bringing to her mind the picture of that chubby baby girl...with curly hair...smiling , she added"nishu ke sar pe baal nahi the na"??ashutosh answered"na...per isje honge..curly curly..."nidhi held his hand"aapko kaise pata"??ashutosh kissed the baby bump ..n answered"bas pata hai...papa hoon...itta to mujhe sixth sense hoga"!!as nidhi winced while lying down , dr ashutosh began to press her ankles..he knew they hurt her..carrying the load...nidhi tried to pull away"nahi kariye na...dadi bua ko pata chalega ki aap mere paaon dabate hain..to mujhe maar daalengi..."!!dr ashutosh continued pressing n rubbing her feet...giving no verbal reply...but his caresses..made it amply clear how much she mattered to him...as dr ashutosh saw nidhi's eyelids close...n her breathing become regular..he knew she had fallen asleep...he covered her with a duvet and sat by her ...his hand keeping her secure as the skies roared outside..ashutosh kept looking at her...smiling at the impending joy...but then his eyes turned serious ...as he looked at nidhi...he knew as a doctor..therewere very painful times ahead for her...and as a husband his heart cringed...as a silent prayer came to his lips,...as nidhi tried to get up...a trifle uncomfortable..."kya baat hai..."nidhi answered sleepily"paani .."dr ashutosh got up n went into the kitchen to get chilled water for her..he knew she desired chilled water...as he put the glass to her lips, raising her with an effort...nidhi drank...and then pushed the glass away..almost like a child ...as dr ashutosh came next to her...and snuggled to pat her back to sleep...
"Aaplka naashta le aaoon...wahaan koi nahi hai..baba gaye jeevan sandhya..aur armaanji subah ki flight se bombay...raat ko aa jaayenge..."dr ashutosh looked at nidhi in the mirror as he dried his hair..and gave the towel to her..."le aao...apna bhi...kya bana hai aaj"??dr ashutosh smiled at his own question...prior to nidhi, food had really never interested him...thouh he liked a few dishes...as bharwaan bainhan n hare chane...but his culinary interests had been sharpened by nidhi's arrival in his life n home...he still recalled the first meal she had cooked...his thoughts were interrupted as the smell of paav bhaji wafted ..n he smiled"waah !!paav bhaji..i love it..thoda sa butter de do na plz,..mera cholestrol ek dum theek hai.."nidhi laughed as she admonished him"sorry..dr ashutosh...iss umr me zyaada ghee tel nahi achcha...aur ab to aapko aur bhi fit rehna hai...in dono ke liye..."ashutosh smiled as he sat down..knowing nidhi will not give him any extra butter...as he served, nidhi got hot paavs n adrak wali chai...and as they savoured the delicacy...ashutosh observed how nidhi was loving the spicy delight...he got up quietly and got a zinetac.."yeh kha lo...acidity nahi hogi.."!!...and nidhi just smiled at his understanding ways..."car bhej doonga 4 baje..aa jaana , phir saath chalenge sudhir ke yahaan...aur lautte hue..buy some mateernity wear...aradhanaji ke yahaan jaana hai..."nidhi wrikled her nose..."thank you pati dev...but mere paas atrtch bloses hain ab...sari pehna degi maxi...but tell me..do i look kind of odd??like a railway wagon"??ashutosh roared with laughter...n replied"ab full term ho nearly..to naturally big ho...per meri nazron se dekho apne aapko...tumse khoobsoorat poore jahaan me koi nahi...tabhi to yeh neurosurgeon apna dil haar baitha...woh bhi iss umr mei"!!nidhi countered"apko sharm aati hai kya...humesha iss umr iss umr kehte rahte hain...pyaar ki koi umr nahi hoti..aap hi ne to kaha tha...yaad hai??pyaar kabhi boodha nahi hota"??dr ashutosh's eyes turned soft...as he looked at nidhi..."yes...per yeh maine seekha tumse hi hai...dr nidhi verma...now dr nidhi ashutosh mathur..."and all arguments were laid to rest...as dr ashutosh 's lips descended on her's...his tongue probing her tangy mouth...and his fingers venturing thru the loose gown to caress tose lovely breasts once again...he stopped as he saw nidhi wince at his squeezing..."kya hua..tenderness hai??let me examine..."and he opened her gown...as nidhi cried"hush..aap mere gynaec nahi hain..."but he was in no mood to listen as he turned her towards light n had a close look at the thicckened nipples...indeed they weretender..."sudhir se advice loonga...tumne mujhe bataaya kyun nahi...dard hua bahut...i am sorry nidhi"the guilt was so evident in his voice...as nidhi patted his cheek"kuch nahi hua hai...infact ..i miss you..."dr ashutosh gulped...it was hard to both of them...as dr sudhir had specifically told to restrain from intimacy now on..the size of the baby was also making nidhi very uncomfortable...n yet he felt ashamed to have thrown caution into the winds...well almost...he kissed her lightly...held her for a moment..kissing her hair...n then bent to talk to his baby..."hey lil one...no football...meri biwi ko trouble nahi karna...samjhi..."??and then nidhi waved him...almost forcing him to go..."jaaiye..kya sochenge interns ..ki dean kyun late aata hai..."dr ashutosh smiled as he answered"poore lucknow ko pata hai humaari love story...raja aur uski titli ki...haan tumhare dr chandra aa gaye to mushkil hogi..."!!nidhi reparted"excuse me...plz woh "mere dr chandra "bilkul nahi hain...so plz..."and dr ashutosh finally left...smiling...n savouring the paav bhaji...
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"Arre tum kab aayeein..mujhe phone kyun nahi kiya"??it was dr ashutosh as he entered his cabin n saw nidhi sitting on the chair opposite his..."aap busy the...so...aur jaantein hain..i just love sitting in your cabin..itti yaadein hain..iss cabin se judi hui..."dr ashutosh smiled as he helped her get up, n took her file...as they walked out to the car..
Nidhi switched on the fm n the song that played in old classics or purani jeans was"MAI NA BHOOLOONGI...MAIN NA BHOOLOONGA..."and soon she could see dr ashutosh lost in his own world ...humming"CHALO JUG KO BHOOLEIN..KHAYAALON ME JHOOLEIN..."and nidhi ried to hum"MAANG SE JO DULHAN KA RISHTA..MAI NA BHOOLOONGI..."and dr ashutosh smiled...as he said"i just love this song...aur ek tumhaare aaj kal ke gaane hote hain..MERI TERI ISKI KISKI..YAARON DA IMAAN HAI WHISKY...matlab come on...kuch to sense ho..."nidhi pouted"sab kuch sensibile ho,.to jeene ka mazaa kya...yaad hai na...YEH DUNIYA PAAGLON NE BADLI HAI...SAMAJHDAARON NE NAHI"and dr ashutosh sighed"yesss...the rohan doctrine...such..kabhi kabhi rohan bahut yaad aata hai...hai na"??nidhi smiled...her eyes almost moist with tears...not so much at the memory of her friend...but more for the depth of understanding...the boundless faith n the true large heartedness that dr aahutosh exuded...for him rohan was always a true friend...never a ghost in their marriage...and then nidhi smiled impishly as she began to hum"yeh duniya pital di...baby doll mai sone ki..."she knew dr ashutosh hated it...and his exasperated looks made her laugh...sainyaan 😛
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"Nidhi...does it hurt here...n here"??it was dr sudhir examining her bump...feeling the baby's head that hurt nidhi..."abhi to it will change positions...i feel agar normal position me rehta hai...to no cesarean...with mvp..i n chandra feel ..anesthesiais highly undesirable for nidhi..."dr ashutosh kept quiet...but then added"aur pain quotient..phir se shoulder dyscotia ho gaya to..."??dr sudhir patted an anxious ashutosh"chill hardstone ..she will be fine...use your medical sense...she is wider now...its not the first child...kuch nahi hoga ..."n then looking at nidhi he smiledbaby..are u also nervous??"n nidhi shook her head,..and tried to stand up...as she faltered, dr ashutosh steadied her...the concern n protectiveness brimming in his eyes..."sudhir..mai nidhi ko maternity parlour mei drop ker ke aata hoon..."sudhir nodded and added"yes..ek case me tumhari opinion bhi chahiye...ek lady hai..meri patient..nidhi ke saath thi workshop mei...7 monttak to normal thi..but now she has acute epilepsy...aaj aa rahi hai...tanya..yaad hai nidhi"??nidhi nodded...expressing amazement...n a state of disbelief.."achcha...surprising...she used to be so...normal..."ashutosh mused ...as he walked her to the new section of maternity n pre maternity spa n beauty clinic that sudhir had added."i am paying...get whatever u wish to...i will wait..in sudhir's cabin...just have urself pampered..."!!nidhi smiled"thank you...bus thodi der me aati hoon...baal trim karwaa loon na..."??ashutosh nodded"do whatever you feel like...its fine with me..."!!..
As nidhi began her beauty treatment..dr ashutosh entered dr sudhir's cabin...
Tanya, a lady of about 28 sat with her husband...a young man of about 30...sudhir introduced ashutosh and explained the case...the sudden fits that tanya had begun to have..dr ashutosh smiled at tanya...as he tried to set her at ease..."meri wife jaanti hai aapko..dr nidhi..."tanya smiled .."oh!!aap nidhi ke dr ashutosh hain..."and dr ashutosh smiled...and then began to ask questions about her pregnancy..how she felt...did she have any apprehensions..dr ashutosh was a lil surprised as all questions were answered by alok...tanya's husband...dr ashutosh raised his famous eyebrow ..as he looked at an equally exasperated dr sudhir...dr ashutosh finally spoke up.."mr alok...i d like to talk to the patient alone...if thats fine with you.."the young man seemed a lil tense...as he eyed his wife harshly...and she shifted uncomfortably...as mr alok went out...giving a strict look...and saying'plz be quick..."dr ashutosh nodded...nd looked at tanya...As he began examining her eyes, asked her history...and carried out a scan of the cerebrum...he looked at sudhir.."this is not epilepsy ...these are neurological fits...due to stress...n now tanya ..you need to tell us...what or rather who is troubling you..tell us...now"!!tanya looked around but kept quiet...as tears began to flow out...dr ashutosh took a deep breath...and asked again...as sudhir added"tanya..this stress might harm ur baby...come on tell us...whats the tension..."??ashutosh lookedat tanya as she wiped her tears"dr kuch nahi..bas thoda darr lagta hai...there is no other problem..."as she wiped her tears, dr ashutosh held her arm..pointing to the blue marks ..."this,...who did this...who hits you...tanya you need to share everything with ur drs...we can save u...n ur baby...is condition mei..ur delivery can be dangerous...do u understand..."??tanya raised her eyes...as tears rolled out...and slowly she broke down...weeping inconsolably as she narrated between hiccups how her husband tortured her...scaring her that he would divorce her...if if...she gave birth to a daughter...dr ashutosh breathed in sharply and opened the door..."mr alok plz come in...we d like to talk to you..."!!...
And then looked at the wardboy"its an important issue..kisi ko andar nahi aane dena...samjhe"??alok came in as aahutosh shut the door...nidhi walked into the corridor..after her long session that had rejuvenated her...playing with her trimmed hair...she was about to knock at dr sudhir's cabin ...when she was stopped by the ward boy...she nodded...though a trifle disappointed, sat in the chairs ..outside the cabin...
"So mr alok...what do u think you are doing??harassing ..hitting your wife..your pregnant wife...torturing her...when she needs ur love the most...she is carrying ur child..dammit...aur tumhe kya problem hai..."??alok was a lil astounded as he glared at tanya...dr sudhir took charge"do u know ..we can have u arrested for domestic violence..."??ashutosh shook him"dekho ..look at ur wife..nervous wreck ho gayi hai.Fits aate hain usse..aur yeh koi beemari nahi..tumhare ill treatment ka result hai..."alok spoke up"well..let me be honest...yes i want a son...i hate girls...i dont want to see a daughter...never"!!dr ashutosh stood up..'aur yeh kaun hai..mr alok...tanya...who is carrying your child ..woh bhi to beti hai kisiki...and anyway...i dont think..iss condition me this girl should stay with you...we d contact her parents..."alok seemed shocked...as a defiant tanya dialled her father ...requesting him to come..."aap sorf drs hain..you cant do this..."sudhir looked at alok..sternly"kar to hum kuch bhi sakte hain...tumhari bhalaai isi me hai..ki tum yahaan se chale jaao..."alok troed to hold his wife's hand...but the girl pulled away...and an angry alok walked out...as a dignified couple entered"mamma,.papa..."tanya hugged her parents as ashutosh n sudhir explained things...and advised them to take tanya to their home at least till the delivery tanya looked at dr ashutosh n folded her hands..."nidhi theek kehti thi...aap exceptional hain...hum sab nahi samajh paate the aapke pyaar ko...per aap sach much hero hain...nidhi ke hero.."...as a fagged out sudhir slumped into the chair...he looked at ashutosh..."well hardstone..main uss ko itne din se dekh raha tha..Yet i couldnt guess this...hats off to ur hawk eye...chal..we did our bit...ab lets have coffee...wardboy..two black coffees..."as ashutosh wanted to add ...no black coffee...the ward boy said.."sir dr nidhi wait kar rahi hain..Bahut time se...ab shaayad ...theek nahi hain..."
Ashutosh lost all colour as he got up and walked out followed by dr sudhir...nidhi was slumped in the chair...looking tored n drained...as ashutosh asked"tum kab..."??"ghante bhar se wait kar rahi hoon...aap logon ne entry ban ki thi...ab i cant get up...help kariye...plz"!!dr ashutosh made her get up...as sudhir apologised n looking at her swollen feet said"hardstone straight to bed...aur pillows lagana ..."dr ashutosh nodded as he walked nidhi out...and as she sat in the car...he could see tears flowing out..."nidhi..kya ..."nidhi whispered"plz dr ashutosh...i am vv tired baitha nahi jaa raha..ghar chaliye na plz"...dr ashutosh drove quickly but carefully and as he got her to the bedroom..she just fell on to the bed...he quickly put her feet up...oh god they looked hiediously swollen...as he removed the sandles...and got a towel dipped in hot water...and began to clean her feet...separating each lil toe...and cleaning and massaging the space in between...as nidhi groaned ...and then opening her eyes said"aap to spa me job le leejiye...itni achchi foot massage koi nahi kar sakta...duniya me koi nahi...ab chaliye smile...mujhe yeh hardstone nahi maangta...mere dr ashutosh chahiye mujhe...jo jaldi se maggi laayein."!!ashutosh looked in disbelief"ab dinner time maggie"??nidhi winked"kyun..zulm hai agar dinner me maggi kha loongi..."!!dr ashutosh knew he could not win this war...and as he returned with a boel of steaming spicey ,maggi...nidhi took a big bite...and asked ashutosh about tanya...as ashutosh narrated to her the horrific tale...nidhi became distraught...pregnancy always made her v emotional...as dr ashutosh wiped her tears...she held his shirt...and putting a bite of maggi into his moith,..she repeated,..."aap aaj phir se hero ban gaye...mere hero..."and as ashutosh gave her the last bite of maggi...nidhi looked at him with a love in her eyes...a love that had transcended all barriers...bridged all gaps...made them truly one...in dreams ..hopes n aspirations...
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Sanson se jevan ka rishta..

It was saturday morning , as the family sat for breakfast of poha n saboodana cutlets with buttermilk...nishu peeped at the table n made a face"uunh...mujhe sandwich chahiye...this is not nice...ya smileys bana do plz"!!as ashutosh looked atnidhi..she responded"arre kha ke to dekho..yeh cutlets kitne swad hain..dekho tumhare papa bhi to kha rahe hain...aao..mera raja beta..."and dr ashutosh smiled slowly as nishu took a bite...n then said"yeh to achcha hai...thank u kakaji"and heeramann came n patted his head..."tumhara papa bhi khata tha bacpan mei...jab koi 15 baras ka tha..."armaan winked at nishu n said"aaj raat to party time hai...dadi bua ke wahaan..paneer maharani..naan..coke..ice cream...waaah"!!and nishu clapped in delight...the banter was interrupted as nidhi's cell rang.."oh hi anji, kaisi hai tu..long time no see"!!dr ashutosh gave an exasperated look at the lingo..as baba patted his hand..."tu bhi seekh le..yeh phrases bahut useful hote hain..."before ashutosh could say anything, nidhi said"nishu..lo khushi wants to talk to u..."and nishu grabbed the cell"hi khushi..how are u"??and then listened silently as khushi yakked ...he then looked up n said"wait..mamma papa se poochna hoga"!!n he asked"papa mamma, khushi aa rahi hai shyama nani ke yahaan for a sleep over..mujhe bhi bula rahi hai..kya bolon"???ashutosh nodded at nidhi as she said"theek hai.per dadi bua ko trouble nahi karna"!!nishu pouted as he replied"mai kahaan trouble karta hoon..woh hi kehti hain ..MERA BACHCHCHCHCHAAA "and all roared in laughter as nishu said yes to khushi...
Nidhi and ashutosh looked at their son, spinning with joy n euphoria...how time was flying..n he had begun to make his own friends...nidhi looked at armaan n said"mai iska stuff pack ker doongi..aap dadi bua ko de deejiyega plz..phir kal hum log pick ker lenge..."nishu interrupted"no mamma...nanaji drop karenge...aap nahi aana...its my day...raat ko aa jaaoonga pucca..."!!and nishu ran off...with a plan in his mind!!!
Dr ashutosh dressed up..n said"mai thodi der mei hospital se aataa hoon...zyaada strain nahi lena..phir shaam ko bhi jaana hai..."nidhi nodded as she gave him his white hankey...and brushed his cream coat...dr ashutosh looked at her as he wore his coat..."are u unwell...thaki thaki lag rahi ho..."??nidhi replied"haan...ab i get fagged out...kuch ker nahi paati..."ashutosh put his hand to her cheek and said"nidhi...ab aaraam karo...tum jaanti ho,..."nidhi nodded..and said"aap jaaiye ..dont worry...lunch tak aayenge"??dr ashutosh did not reply...n nidhi knew he d not nbe back before evening...they understood each other's silence pretty well...nidhi knew dr ashutosh did not want to tell her that his half day was 10 to 5!!!
Nidhi sat in the hall, making a list of groceries for the month...as baba came in...n said"beta..kya kar rahi hai...heeraman aur maxi bana denge list...jaa aaraam kar...main juice bhijwaata hoon...maxi...nidhi ke liye juice nikaalo"!!...
Very soon, maxi came with a glass of juice for nidhi...as nidhi sipped and then lay down...as maxi put two pillows under her feet...
Nidhi was awakened by a moist kiss on her forehead...she opened her eyes...expecting to see dr ashutosh ..but smiling to find their son nishu..."mamma...chalo na lunch karte hain..."nidhi looked at the clock..it was 2.30...'arre nishu..tujhe bhook lagi hogi...chal betu.."as they came to the dining table...baba was waiting..n he smiled as he said"beta..tu guilty kyun feel karti hai...hum sabko tera dhyaan rakhna hi chahiye..,aakhir iss ghar ko tu ne hi to aabaad kiya hai...mera ghar...mera khaandaan...mere ashu ki zindagi...tu ne sab kuch badal diya..."nidhi smiled"theek hai baba..lekin khana to khaaiye...mera pet to aapki taareef se hi bhar gayaa..."!!baba laughed as he served a lil more veggie to nidhi"nahi beta..khaana to khaana padega..."!!
Nidhi packed nishu's two dressses and a night suit, slippers n tooth brush..in his superman bag as it was 5 and armaan had got ready to leave...nidhi hung the sachel on nishu's young shoulders...and then took his face in her hands ..."nishu...sone se pehle wash room ho lena...aur slippers pehan ker jana...subah mei brush ker lena...aur be a good boy ..ok"??nishu nodded as he said"bye mamma...phone pe baat karoonga...aur tomorrow i will come pucca'"!!as nishu turned...nidhi seemed to be unable to bear the fact that she d not see him for the next 24 hours...she touched his shoulder...n as he turned, she hugged him tight...kissing his cheeks...unable to fight back her tears...nishu seemed nonplussed...unable to comprehend the storm of emotions in his mother's heart...nidhi wiped her tears n kissed him once more ...as they came out hand in hand ...n armaan understood all...seeing the redness in nidhi's eyes...he smiled"arre tu kyun dukhi hai...dont worry col verma bahut khayaal rakhenge...aur aaj to mai bhi rahoonga ..jab tak yeh so nahi jaata...so just relax..."!!nidhi nodded as nishu happilly bade bye n went out as baba patted nidhi...and she lowered her eyes n came back to the bedroom...
Nidhi tried to digress her thoughts as she knew nishu d be fine...she suddenly recalled something ..and typed a song in you tube...as the song played...nidhi tried to sing ...matching the notes ...she knew she was not v good...so she tried again...n again ...till she heard the familiar foot steps n quickly muted the song..."gana sun rahi thi"??asked dr ashutosh...taking off his coat...nidhi fidgeted...n said"nahi bas aise hi...woh nishu nahi hai na...mann nahi lag raha tha...bus...chai laati hoon..."nidhi got up with an effort..n came out..humming as dr ashutosh picked her cell...n a wide smile came on his face...as he hummed...and then quickly kept the cell as nidhi entered carrying a tray of tea and biscuits..."no sandwiches"??asked dr ashutosh..n nidhi smiled"aap bhi na...ab party me jaana hai..light rahiye...nishu bhi deewana hai sandwiches ka..."!!dr ashutosh kept his hand on nidhi's ..."miss ker rahi ho nishu ko??arre col sahib ke ghar hi to gaya hai...aa jaayega..let him enjoy his independence..."nidhi nodded as she got up..not wanting dr ashutosh to see her tears..dr ashutosh sighed as he kept the tea cup and stood quietly behind nidhi as she selected his n her own clothes for the evening...and as she stood...selecting a tie for him...he put his arms around her..."hey nidhi...apna chehra pher logi to tumhe kya lagta hai...mai tumhaare aansoo nahi dekh sakta kya??idhar dekho...look at me"!!and he rightfully turned her around and put her head on his chest...as his hands rubbed her back...n then he spoke.."lo aaj main select karta hoon tumhari sari...wear this one...pasand hai tumhe"???nidhi smiled as she took the blue chiffon with a thin golden line as a border,..."hmmm...bahut pasand hai..."...
Dr ashutosh wore his dark blue coat and nidhi put on his blue tie on him...as she herself stood in her blouse n petticoat..."aap jaaiye baahar..maxi mujhe help karegi..."ashutosh looked at nidhi..."laao i will help u..."nidhi laughed"neuro surgeon saahib..sari pehanna ..cerebral surgery se mushkil hai...aapse nahi hoga..jaaiye..."and almost pushed ashutosh out...n called maxi...
Baba in his grey suiit and ashutosh in his blue one ..both looking stunning waited for nidhi...as she finally emerged...looking beautiful in the blue sari...her mangalsutra n solitairre earrings the only ornaments that she wore...she did not wear bangles these days as they made her feel scratchy...baba looked at her n asked"theek feel kar rahi hai beta??chalein ..."??nidhi smiled"jee baba...bus zara phool lenge raaste mei...aradhanaji ko lilies bahut pasand hain..."baba smiled as he added"jaanta hoon...white lillies...humesha se..."as dr ashutosh could see that flash of nostalgia in those old eyes...
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"Nahi bua nani...mujhe breakfast mei sandwich hi khaane hain...aap idli khushi ko khila dena..."it was nishu arguing with dadi bua ..as shyama aunty solanki uncle khushi sat with col verma n armaan...solanki sahib laughed"aisa kartei hain...sandwich shyama bana degi..aur idli bua ..kyun nishu..khushi"!!and both kids kissed solanki sahib...as cs got coke with finger chips and nishu n khushi focussed on their favourite food...while armaan said .."bachaaiye col verma...warna sheh aur maat..."
"Chalon bachchon dinner...paneer mahraani aur naan...aur shyaama aunty ke aaloo dum"said cs as everyone came for dinner...as all sat, nishu spoke between bites"pata hai nanaji..aaj mamma ro rahi thi...jab mai aa raha tha..."col verma looked at armaan..."aap to jaante hain..col verma..nidhi ki condition...senti rehti hai..theek hai..abhi to party me honge sab...dont worry...nishu ke bina rahi nahi hai..zyaada..."khshi giggled"nidhi aunty is stupid...nishu"!!nishu glared at khushi...as shyama aunty said"aise nahi kehte khushi.."and nishu added"my mamma is the best...aur mere papa bhi"!!armaan smiled at the flaring tempers of lil kids and added"bhai..tum dono ki mamma to best friends hain..tum kyun fight kar rahe ho"??and col verma n solanki sahib added"aur kya..tum dono ko bhi friends rehna chahiye"...n lil khushi looked at nishu and ran in..to emerge with a chocolate..giving him ,she said"yes ishu..ab no fights..lets be choco friends...ok"!!!
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The mathurs entered the lawns of aradhanaji's bungalow...it was a lovely setting...chairs in groups for about 75 people, fans all around and a wonderful buffet ...not to forget the woodden piano...baba went in first as nidhi gave the bouquets to aradhanaji...who smiled"achcha...to tumhe bhi pata hai meri pasand...i just love lillies...white ones...jaanti ho nidhi..lillies hume sikhate hain..ki zindagi kitni choti kyun na ho...khushi se guzaarni chahiye...woh ek gaana tha...SAU BARAS KI ZINDAGI SE ACHCHE HAIN..PYAAR KE DO CHAAR DIN...ZINDAGI KI HUR KHUSHI SE ACHCHE HAIN..PYAAR KE DO CHAAR DIN.."...nidhi hugged aradhanaji...yes she truly respected the way aradhanaji had accepted hervlife and made the best of it...
Dr sunil singh came n greeted dr ashutosh"hi sunil..so nice to see u again..chalo tumhari ex employee se milwata hoon..."and he walked to nidhi who was talking to nanda.."nidhi..your boss"said dr ashutosh...as nidhi turned surprised bit then smiled on seeing dr sunil singh"good evening sir...how are you..."??sunil smiled as he kept his hand on nidhi's head n said"i am fine...just take care of urself..."as dr ashutosh smiled as he moved woth nidhi to his other friends...dr sudhir dr nagpal...dr deepak dr gandhi...n soon dr chandra joined them...looking relaxed for once ...as they discussed some cases making rounds in medical journals..nidhi slowly withdrew...and came to sit with baba..as drinks n juice were served...aradhanaji's arrangement were immaculate ..and as dinner was served, nidhi got up...n came with a plate for baba...a lil pulao, salad , gobhi mater n paneer his favourites..."beta tu kyun pareshn ho rahi hai...mai leleta"nidhi smiled as she got water for him"baba...main nahi rakhoongi aapka khayal to kaun rakhega..."and as baba ate ..dr ashutosh came with dr sudhir to baba ..dr chandra trailing them..."hullo sir..."baba looked up"oh hullo sudhir..kaise ho...bhai achcha lagta hai in job drs se milke...warns mai to retired feel karne laga tha..."all laughed ..as other drs also sat around baba, listening to his experiences ..techniques of surgery...as dr gandhi said"sir aap jeevan sandhya ki jagah kgh aana shuru ker deejiye...bete ke saath kaam karne ka maza...kuch aur hinhoga"!!baba smiled as aradhanaji looked at him...baba spoke"jaante ho drs...jeevan sandha mei jaa ke..wahaan patients ko look after karke jo satisfaction milta hai..woh mai bayaan nahi ker sakta...aur phir jeewan sandhya me hi to mujhe apni bahu ..apne ashu ki nidhi mili..thi...so jeevan sandhya se to rishtaa atoot hai...kyun nidhi"??and all eyes turned to nidhi...as she smiled ..and baba added"aur ab to mere pote poti...my grand children you see...my days are going to be so full..."dr chandra smiled ...as he looked at baba looking affectionately at nidhi...dr ashutosh smiled as he added"nidhi is the person jo ghar ko neuro conference nahi banne deti..."and sudhir added admiringly"bhai lil girl...mujhe nahi pata tha ki tum jeevan sandhya me thi kabhi..."nidhi looked at dr ashutosh...the memory of those painful days coming back...she returned to theresent n said"sir...sach to yeh hai..ki jeevan sandhya na mai bhool sakti hoon..na dr ashutosh..."aradhanji intervened"bhai yeh kahani phir kabhi...abhi to piano wait ker raha hai...dr ashutosh ka"!!!
Dr ashutosh got up amidst applause as he looked at nidhi ...n said"drs...aaj main nahi gaaoonga..."as there was a hushed silence...he completed"aaj hum dono..main aur nidhi gaayenge...i know nidhi trained singer nahi hai...per phir bhi..uska saath...zuroori hai...mere gaane ..aur zindagi dono ke liye..."as nidhi looked dazed, ashutosh caught her n whispered"chalo...wahi gaana...jo you tube pe...itta practice kiya hai..."before nidhi could answer...dr ashutosh was on the piano..hitting the keys...as he serenaded...one of his all time favourites...
MAIN NA BHOOLOONGA...IN RASMO KO, IN KASMO KO..
IN RISHTE NAATON KO...MAIN NA BHOOLOONGA...(and he looked at nidhi...raisingbhis eye brow as nidhi smoothened her hair nervously...but as her eyes locked dr ashutosh's ..the melody seemed to serenade in her soul...)
MAIN NA BHOOLOONGI...(and there were loud claps...as baba looked on affectionately...
SAMAY KI DHAARA MEI..HO SAMAY KI DHARA MEI..
UMAR BEH JAANI HAI...(Nidhi came n stood beside him..her hand on his shoulder as she sang)
JO GHADI JEE LENGE ..WAHI REH JAANI HAI...(as aradhanaji looked at baba...)
TU BAN JAAYE SAANS AAKHRI..MAIN JEEVAN BAN JAAOON...
(Nidhi comoleted...as dr ashutosh held her hand)
SAANSON SE JEEVAN KA RISHTA...MAI NA BHOOLOONGI...
MAI NA BHOOLOONGA...and all gave a standing ovation as baba came up and hugged nidhi"waah meri bachchi...bahut achche,..jeeti reh"and as nidhi tried to bend to touch his feet, ashutosh held her..."kya ker rahi ho..."and nidhi smiled...as baba pulled her ear...a perfect family moment...
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As nidhi sat in the car, she dialled col verma..."baba...woh nishu...kaisa hai...roya to nahi"??cv laughed as he answered"aree beta bilkul theek hai..aur woh aur khushi waise hi jhagadte hain jaise tu aur anji jhagadte the...kha ke so gaya hai...mere saath soyega...tere bachpan ki kahaniya sun raha tha...kal sandwich khaayega subah...tu chinta na ker...main shaam se pehle le aaoonga usse...u just relax...aur dr aahutosh kaise hain..."??nidhi seemed a lil more at peace as she answered...n kept the cell...as dr ashutosh gave her understanding glance...
In the bedroom as nidhi changed, dr ashutosh caught her arm..."leto...coconut butter apply karoonga..."and as she lay, he emerged in his tracks and sat...relaxing with his fingers applying the lotion on her bump...as he turned her a lil, she winced...and his hand seemed to tremble..."ho gayaa...bus i want to sleep...yeh to bataiye maine kaisa gaaya"??dr ashutosh smiled"pehle se achcha...but yes there is scope for improvement..."nidhi looked a lil upset...as dr ashutosh hugged her.."ab sach kaha to naaraaz ho gayee...kitni baar kaha hai na...tum achchi ho..buri ho..jaisi ho..meri ho...so why bother"??and nidhi blushed as she settled...with dr ashutosh's arms around her...
It must have been at about 6 in the morning ..nidhi got up to ho to the wash room...n as she emerged...she seemed in great discomfort...she somehow held on to the door as she cried"dr ashutosh...plz aaiye..."ashutosh seemed in deep sleep...and it was nidhi's repeated cries that awakened him ...as he looked for her on the bed n then rushed to her...she seemed to collapse in his arms...as he got her to bed...and she twisted in pain...he kept his hand on her abdomen...and could feel intense movements..."dr ashutosh...the baby is kicking me...yahaan...ouuuch..."said nidhi..indicating to her ribs...ashutosh tried his best not to get nervous...with experiences of the previous two times he was a better gynaec...he wore his gloves n checked her...no she was closed...n the pain was not in pulses...he knew it wasnt labour...but whatever it was ..it was wrecking her apart...as he tried to put pillows under her..she screamed..."plz...heeelp..."and her face seemed to turn white...dr ashutosh dialled sudhir..."sorry to knock u up...but nidhi pain mei hai...no its not labour...can u come..."??sudhir replied he d come with dr chandra...asap...as dr ashutosh came out ...baba n armaan were sipping tea in the garden as he told them all...n then rushed in as he heard nidhi wail...
Her hair were wet with sweat...tears rolling down her cheeks...as he held her hand..squeezing it..."nidhi...dr is coming..."but nidhi could not hear...the pain was ripping her apart...as ashutosh held her...lest she hurt herself...there was a knock att the foor...as baba brought in dr sudhir n dr chandra...both in their casuals...dr chandra sat by nidhi n took her bp160 by 100"its high...may be because of the agony...ashutosh just hold her...i wanna check her heart,..."ashutosh held nidhi by the shoulders ...as dr chandra listened to her heart beat..N moved back...a lil tense...as dr sudhir felt the baby..."my god ashutosh...its very restless...but its not labour for sure..."and then he looked at nidhi...caressing her hair affectionately he said"lil girl...where is it hurting ..tell me ..."nidhi pointed to her ribs...sudhir looked at ashutosh..."its in head down position...n is kicking...so she feels the pangs there...just keep her straight...pillows around...aur aaj se small frequent meals do...i dont think she can have a proper meal..."dr chandra agreed...as the two got up...n dr ashutosh said"bus abhi aaya nidhi..."as he came till the door...sudhir patted him"jaa...she needs you...the baby will take time to settle..."ashutosh gulped as he shook hands and came in...baba n armaan offered tea...as the four men sat in the hall...baba asked"sudhir...nidhi ko koi danger to nahi hai"??sudhir looked at dr chandra n then at baba"sir...its a big baby...we have our fingers crossed...right now its just the pain of movements..."baba looked away...and then spoke"bus meri bahu...theek rahe...yeh ghar sansaar sab usi ka hai...dr chandra..yeh hariyali..yeh phool..sab nidhi ne khilaaye hain...warna...yeh ghar to veeraan tha...bus meri bachchi ..."dr chandra held baba"dr mathur...aap to khud ek dr hain...aisi koi fatal situation nahi hai...haan difficult delivery to hogi...aur dr nidhi jaanti hai yeh...shaayad unhone zindagi me humesha mushkil raasta hi chuna hai..."baba looked at armaan...n then at the garden..tended by nidhi...as he replied"yes doc..gulmohar ko khoobsoorat to koi bhi banaa sakta hai...per usne to cactus mei phool khilaaye hain...kaanton ka khaif nahi hai..humari nidhi ko..."the drs got up...as baba n armaan shook hands with them...n dr chandra said"sir...i am sure is ghar ke phool humesha khilte rahenge...humesha"...

As dr ashutosh wiped nidhi's face with his hankey...and got up to get a lil juice...she held on to his sleeve..."chodo..juice laane fo na"nidhi spoke weakly...her eyes for once showing weakness"nahi...kahin ..choot gayaa saath to..."dr ashutosh put a finger on her lips...as he returned with the juice and made her drink with a spoon...putting her fingers on his arm...as her tired eyes seemed to close in sleep...ashutosh held her hand...as he sat by her...looking at her tired features,...he caressed her ...and then held her hand in both his palms...as he serenaded.
TU BAN JAAYE SAANS AKHRI..MAI JEEVAN BAN JAAOON...
SAANSO SE JEEVAN KA RISHTA MAI NA BHOOLOONGA...
n nidhi smiled as she whispered...
MAI NA BHOOLOONGI...and closed her tired eyes...as the lines of pain seemed to recede just a lil...while dr ashutosh kept sitting holding her hand...with a firm belief in his heart...that nothing absolutely nothing could take his nidhi away from him...
NOTE THE INSPIRATION FOR THE SONG GOES TO HINA...WHOSE IMMORTAL VM MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH THE SONG ALL OVER AGAIN...THANX HINA..THIS UPDATE IS FOR U...
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Mere Ghar Aayi ek nanhi pari...
Dr ashutosh kept gazing at a sleeping nidhi...her face showing lines of fatigue ..he held her hand as he observed that though the baby was growing, nidhi herself seemed weak ..she still had three weeks to go...how d she pull through??as nidhi stirred...ashutosh patted her to sleep..tenderly...now she needed full rest...ashutosh realised the difficult times ahead...it was probably time for him to proceed on leave...but could he??
It was at around 8.30 that nidhi opened her eyes..n yawned ..as a smile spread across her face seeing dr ashutosh sleeping at her feet..holding her toes...as nidhi stirred...he woke up..and seemed to panic"kaisi ho..pain hai abhi bhi"??nidhi smiled as she said"theek hoon main..bus ..tired hoon..."ashutosh caressed her face and said"ruko..nashta banwata hoon...aur ab small meals leni hain..every two hrs..heacy meals se aur discomfort hoga..."as he made nidhi sit up, he went out ..and came face to face with a tense looking baba n armaan..both asking in unison"kaisi hai nidhi..."??ashutosh managed a weak smile"theek hai...but fatigue to hoga hi...nashta lagwata hoon...kaka,.."and hiraman kaka hurried in"beta sab taiyyar hai, idli sambhar, sabodane vade...sandwich..tu le aa nidhi beti ko..."ashutosh smiled and said"thank you kaka...per ab usse thoda thoda khana hoga..aur baar baar..."baba added"aur no sambhar...gas hogi ..chutney dena nariyal ki..."as kaka n maxi laid the table, dr ashutosh went in to help nidhi freshen up and at 9.15 she wobbled out in her pink gown...as she tried to serve every one, armaan held her hand "no nidhi...ab kuch nahi chalega..chup chaap kha...hum sab hain na teri dekh bhaal ko..."and kaka came in with idli"yeh teri manpasand idli..chutney ke saath..."and maxi got her mango juice..as nidhi looked around ..ashutosh asked"kya chahiye...bolo"??nidhi said"thodi sauce..."and kaka almost ran with it...nidhi looked at him...a strange glow of joy on his face"kaka...aapka kitta kaam bash gayaa na..."she said, hiraman smiled and patted her "ab kakaji kehlaane ke liye mehnat to karni hi padegi na ...arre beti..yeh din dekhne ke liye to aankhein taras gayee thi...mere ashu ka parivaar...arre main nahi kaa,m karoonga to bhala kaun karega...ab tu juice pee...phir do ghante baad thodi noodle khichdi doonga..pasand hai na tujhe..."??nidhi smiled as she looked at dr ashutosh...and poured more sauce on her idli...he could not help asking"yeh idli ke saath sauce kha rahi ho..ya sauce ke sath idli"??nidhi pouted ...as baba admonished ashutosh"ab khane de usse...jo mann hai uska...weak ho gayi hai..."ashutosh gulped as his gaze met baba's ...both having concern for nidhi..their nidhi...
As nidhi finished her light breakfast, while others were still munching, she dialled col verma"hullo baba, nishu kaisa hai??soya theek se..brush kiya??fresh ho gaya hai"??col verma laughed at the barage of questions posed by nidhi"haan beta , ekdum theek hai..fresh ho je ab hum log breakfast ke liye wait kar rahe hain..Shsach ..Bachche yama bhabhi idli laa rahi hain...aur khushi..."nidhi interrupted"but baba , nishu ko idli nahi achchi lagti..sandwich khata hai..aur smileys..."col verma was patient as he knew his daughter was a hyper mother..."nidhi ..nidhi...maine tujhe 24 saal paala hai..to kya tere bete ko 2 din nahi paal sakta..dont worry..uske sandwiches or smileys ready hain...idli to khushi ke liye hain..."nidhi bit her lip..feeling guilty as col verma gave the phone to nishu and he spoke on ..telling nidhi how his nanaji had told him stories of her maths test fears...n shown him her kid pics...n they had played with khushi solanki nana nani..till dadi bua had got angry on everyone and told them to sleep...nidhi smiled , listening to his talks..though her eyes turned moist...as she saidbye n kissed him over the phone...dr ashutosh raised his eyebrow..."nidhi, itti pareshaan kyun ho...nishu apne nana ke ghar gaya hai..koi south pole pe nahi...aur aaj to waapas aa hi jaayega na...yeh haal abhi hai to tab kya karogi jab woh hostel mei jaayega"??nidhi thought...and a mischievious smile came to her face and she replied"jaantei hain, jab nishu medical college mei jaayega mbbs ke liye, tab main apni md wahin join karoongi..aakhir aap chahte hain na mai karoon pg??bus hum mamma bete aaraam se rahenge...hai na baba"??nidhi looked at baba , who added"bilkul beta, mujhe bhi jaana hoga...aakhir main hi to usse padhaoonga..aur phir main jaaoonga to hiraman ka saath jaana to laazmi hai..kyun ashu"??armaan added on"aur main bhi apnna fashion house wahin khol loonga bus...hum sab chalenge nishu ke saath"!!
Dr ashutosh smiled...retorting "theek hai..mai rahoonga col verma dadi bua, chote sarkar maxi...hum rahenge uske saath"!!armaan queried"kiske saath ashu"??ashutosh looked at nidhi as he smiled"arre meri beti ke saath...usse to sab bhool hi gaye"!!and all laughed ...as the sunshine of joy and family bliss seemed to shine on the mathur household...as nidhi looked into ashutosh's eyes...and saw the same unfathomable love in his eyes...
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It was at about 6 in the evening that when dr ashutosh was sipping his evening tea while making nidhi eat some grapes...that col verma and lil nishu entered, nishu carrying a big remote control car in his hand as he saw nidhi...she opened her arms to him and he rushed in as ashutosh warned"nishu careful beta"!!and nishu halted, putting the car on the table and then hugging his mom tight...as nidhi caressed his hair...and then as dr ashutosh touched col verma's feet and sat, pulling nishu into his lap, kissing him on his forehead...his gaze fixed on their son..n then travelling to nidhi...as nishu wriggled free and showed his new toy"maine to bahut no kiya but nanaji maane hi nahi...mai kya karta"??and as col verma patted him, he rattled of sharing how he had had fun with cs , and how dadi bua had fed him with her own hamds ...and how boring khushi's doll games were...
Hearing his familiar voice , baba and armaan emerged and nishu ran ..to hug both..."baba..mai aa gayaa...hey doc..i am back!!!!"he said giving a high five to his dazed mother...as she was hearing this line that had been spoken by his father...long ago...nidhi pushed her tears..as she looked into ashutosh's eyes...only the two of them realising the poignant memory...sainyaan!!!!
Col verma chatted with baba , saying "subah tak khoob khush tha..phir toy laaya...per lunch ke baad jab shaam ko shyaama bhabhi ke yahaan se aaya, to poochta hai"nanaji, aap mere ghar ka raasta jaante ho na"?? As baba laughed , cv continued"sach bachche bhi panchi ki tarah hote hain...shaam ko apna ghonsla yaad aata hi hai..."and then looking at his daughter, he asked dr ashutosh"nidhi..kaisi hai ab..."??ashutosh bit his lip..."col vrma..difficult time to hai...ab i feel mujhe leave le leni hogi...kab nidhi ko zaroorat pad jaaye..."as nidhi narrowed her eyes n looked at him, col verma got up"chalta hoon...kuch bhi zuroorat ho to kahiyega..."and the mathur clan nodded...as nishu hugged his nanaji...
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Nidhi sat with nishu , arranging his bag, tellingbhim about what he should do to write better..in a neat writing...his only drawback was his untidy writing...nishu smiled and said"papa ...baba sabki to aisi hai writing"!!nidhi tried to explain"drs ki aisi ho jaati hai writing,..per tum to chote ho na"!!nishu pouted"per bade hoke main bhi to neurosurgeon banoonga...writing abhi se practise kar raa hoon" 😛 😛 ..nidhi had no answer...except tousling his hair...and then she snuggled him and patted him ...to sleep..feeling secure with him in her arms...thinking of the feel ..when she had held himthe first time...she could never forget that magical moment...
Nidhi's moment with nishu..asleep was broken by dr ashutosh touching her shoulder ...and putting a light duvet on nishu as he brought nidhi and made her settle...coming to lie by her side..."aur pillows lagaaoon"??nidhi shook her head...n then held dr ashutosh's arm..."suniye...aap chutti nahi leejiye...hospiral suffer karega...main bula loongi jab time aayega..."dr ashutosh looked deeply and asked"agar O.Tmei hua to..."??"to koi baat nahi ..baba..armaanji le jaayenge hospital..i really dont want..ki kissi patient ki jaan jaaye...meri wajah se...aapne humesha kaha ..sikhaya duty first...so why dr ashutosh...plz ...main yeh guilt ka bojh nahi utha sakti..plz ..."ashutosh squeezed her hand as he conceeded"ok..per tumhe ready kara ke jaaya karoonga...aur kuch bhi baat ho just ring..."nidhi smiled as she snuggled closer to him...dr ashutosh began caressing the bump...as nidhi said"yaad hai nishu ke time...kitta ghabraate the aap...pain bouts mei..."??ashutosh kissed her forehead trying not to rememvber those painful nights..."mujhe bhi bahut darr lagta tha..specially ultra sound mei...now i know the feel...so dont worry..."ashutosh pushed her hair back..planting a kiss on her nose"yes nidhi...nishu ke time every day was a new experience...even after his birth...i can never forget jab main usse tumhare paas leke aaya tha...u were unconscious...or rather in deep sleep..."as he held nidhi, she said"sach..tabhi to...first child jitta special..koi nahi ho sakta...humaara nishu...woh humesha top priority rahega...kyun"??ashutosh made nidhi turn ...as he stroked the baby..."hmmm yeh to hai..but humari beti bhi bahut special hogi...lekin sabse special...sabse important hai...in dono ki mamma..."and he lightly kissed nidhi before closing her eyes and patting her...to her dreams...dreams that he saw with his eyes wide open...holding nishu by the finger...and cuddling a plump curly haired girl...with nidhi shouting..."dr ashutosh...aap bhi naaa..."and a smile came on ashutosh's face...smile of a man who had spent half his life in the darkness of a lonely world...till a lively butterfly had shown him the moon...and he had the moon in his arms now...he took off his specs and closed his eyes...listening to the regular breathing of nidhi...the symphony of his life...
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Nidhi's final ultra sound had been done and dr chandra had conducted a doppler once again ..to inforn ashutosh that her heart condition was stable ..sudhir had asked ashutosh as he had waited for nidhi to come back after getting dressed..if he was scared...ashutosh had answered"you know..sudhir ..fatherhood is so much more difficult than motherhood..as a father envisages the pain..n yet cant share it...and in our case...the fact that she is 18 yrs younger to me...somehow makes me feel even more protective about her...i can just not see her in pain...n yet...i have put her into it..."sudhir patted ashutosh"wow..no ine will velieve the soft face of hardstone...i know how u feel...when ahana was going to be born...i almost had a heart attack...n being a gynaec makes it even worse...u know how its gonna be...but you know ashutosh...the smile on the tired face of nanda...with the lil imo by her side...unforgettable...simply unforgettable"dr ashutosh laughed as he added"yes...i can never forget how nidhi wept..holding nishu for the first time...u know being in the labor room with ur wife...kind of makes it dawn on you..what veing a woman truly is...humbling experience...except that nidhi nearly broke my hand squeezing it so tight...during nishu's time"!!!and the rwo senior drs had laughed...
Ashutosh had supervised nidhi's packing, though she did it on her own this time...with dr ashutosh putting the jhabla ..pink one that had been nidhi's ...long long ago...nidhi called nishu...as she lay...with dr ashutosh sitting by her side on his chair..."yahaan aa nishu...pata hai na baby...mamma ko jana hoga hospital choti baby laane...aap ro ge to nahi"??asked nidhi...as nishu sat quietly...n then asked"papa bhi jasyenge aapke saath..."??nidhi looked at dr ashutosh ...as he cuddled nishu...n said"beta one day to papa bhi jaayega...but phir waapas apne nishu je paas aa jaaoonga...aur hum choti baby ka room ready jer denge...sab pink pink..."nishu mused"room to ready hai uska..bas aake so jaayegi hai na"??ashu smiled as nidhi said"uska sab khayal to rakhna hoga na tumhe..tum bhaiya hoge na..."nishu smiled and said"haan ..raat me check karoonga...papa tum mujhe check karna..Aur mai usse karoonga...ok"??as dr ashutosh nodded hugging his son...nidhi called him to lie by her side..."aaja mere paas..."nishu lay kissing her hand...but then raised himself on his elbow..."mamma , mujhe bus apne bed me neend aati hai..so jaao tum...aur papa..mujhe bhi le jaaoge na hospiral me choti baby ko dekhne"??ashutosh lifted nishu up..."yeh bhi koi poochne ki bast hai kya...humaare nishu ke dekhe bina to hum usse ghar mei hi nahi laayenge...kyun nidhi"and nidhi nodded as a secure nishu kissed ashutosh n ran to his room...but not before peeping into his lil sister's nursery...
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It was 20 september...2 days before the expected date...as nidhi sat outside on the cane chair ...with dr ashutosh applying odomos on her..."aaj kuch ajeeb see feeling hai...a strange heaviness..."dr ashutosh loojed at her sharply..."pain hai..."nidhi shook her head...and both watched the clouds of a receding monsoon colour the evening sky...as nishu returned from a car ride with armaan n baba...and ashutosh carefully brought nidhi inside the room...and then went to check nishu's bag n uniform for the next day...as he was arranging everything, he heard...a faint cry...and then another one...he quickly came back...nidhi was emerging from the wash room...she didnt have to say anything...he knew ..being a dr and now an experienced father ...her water had broken...the next few momenrs were in a tizzy as armaan got the honda city...ashu knew that nidhi would like to go again by the car that uad been a mute witness to their love blossoming...as armaan kept the stuff...nidhi held by dr ashutosh saw...nishu staring at the commotion from a corner...nidhi gulped...seeing the sudden loneliness in his young eyes...she pulled at dr ashutosh's sleeve...ashutosh almost glared at her...worry writ large"suniye...aap nahi le ja sakte kya...armaanji ko nishu ke paas...baba bhi..dekhiye to usse..."and all eyes turned to nishu...seeming alone even in the crowd...dr ashutosh called nishu...and as he came tentatively...both ashu n nidhi hugged him...as ashutosh kissed and said"kal school se aaoge to hospital le jaaoonga promise,...abhi chacha ke saath rahoge na .Bolo mere bete"??and nishu nodded as he instinctively put his arms around nidhi and she held him...her tears wetting his cheek..."mera baby...i love u nishu...vvv much tera sab samaan rakha hai bed ki side mei beta..."armaan came n held nishu...as baba cleared his throat...and said"aur kya..nishu ko to nai kisse sunaoonga apne medical college ke...kyun nishu"??and nishu smiled...his smile slowly reaching his eyes...that had seemed so lonely just a while ago...
As dr ashutosh made nidhi sit in the front seat, armaan adjusted the seat to about 120 degrees...and ashutosh recd the reply to his text to drs...dr sidhir, dr chandra were reaching kgh...
As he drove his hand was on nidhi's bump...he could feel the movements ...but the timing seemed more than 20 minutes apart...and neither was nidhi yelling...it was just low moans...ashutosh seemed worried...as he clutched her fingers...and the car entered kgh...the wardboys were waiting with a stretcher...but nidhi leaned on ashutosh's shoulder...and walked ...moaning softly...as he got her to the labour room...
Within moments she had been changed,...as sudhir tried to time her contractions...n chandra her heart beats...nidhi was in pain...but the labor was not ripping her apart...why????thought a worried ashutosh,...as dr sudhir straightened after examining nidhi..."its slow labor...i am afraid...contractions every 20 minutes...dialation is also very slow...it might take 12 hrs...chandra..your take..."dr chandra took the pulse and felt her heart beat...as nidhi moned..."ashutosh...murmur is there,..but bp is not very high...we need to jeep her hydrated..it certainly is slow labor,..."dr ashutosh sighed ...as he pulled out an orange juice and made nidhi suck...he knew slow labor was tiring...n mothers often gave up mudway..to fatigue n sleep...endangering the child...nidhi had to be kept awake...n energy levels maintained...
Dr sudhir looked at priyanka and chandra, signalling them to come out...as dr ashutosh sat by nidhi...running his hand in her hair...and explaining"slow labor hai abhi..but dont worry...its gomnna be fine...is she moving..."and nidhi moaned.."hmmm"dr ashutosh madeher sip some more juicec...as she whispered"paani..."and dr ashutosh pushed the glass to her lips...and then kissed her...his fingers holding her face...as nidhi looked into the space...
Dr sudhir n dr chandra entered again at about 12...sudhir examined ...as nidhi suddenly shrieked and chandra ran..to feel her pulse...dr priyanka stood helping dr sudhir...as ashutosh held nidhi firmly...wondering if the moment had arrived...sudhir looked up.."slowly dialate ker rahi hai...maybe we d need to induce pains...but lets wait and watch...oh hardstone..ur inlaws are there outside..."dr ashutosh patted nidhi and came out...as shyama and dadibua asked...how long was it going to take...n how was nidhi...ashutosh explained...as col verma seemed tense and white...ashutosh quietly came n clutched his shoulder...
It was 1.30 in the night...nidhi had to be kept awake...as the pangs were still about 15 mins apart...and were fagging her out rather than ripping her apart...dr sudhir looked worried..."chandra do u think we should go for a c section"??dr chandra shook his head"nah!!no anaesthesia...not good for her heart..."and dr ashutosh caressed her haor...saying"nidhi..nidhi..its going to be okay...dont stress out plz...main hoon na dekho..."and suddenly there was a lot of pendamonium in the gallery...as dr ashutosh signalled dr priyanka to check...but as the noise level went up...and he could hear his name being called...tension seemed to grip dr ashutosh...priyanka came in..panicky"sir..its a byke accident...young man..head injury hai...city hospital ne aapko refer kiya hai..."ashutosh looked at nidhi...her lips pale...n low moans escaping her tired self..."call nagpal..."priyanka explained"sir..hes out of station...dr vashishth hain..but he has turned down...the case...no hope except you...family panic me hai..young boy about 20..."dr ashutosh looked agitated,...as he hissed"but tell them...i cant go...nidhi ko abhi nahi chode sakta...she is in labor...tell them..."as dr ashutosh said this...he could feel nidhi stir...as sudhir felt her pulse...nidhi moaned"suniye...meri baat maaniye...go for surgery...i ..i will take time..."as she seemed to close her eyes again...n ashutosh punched the labor cot...chandra and sudhir had their eyes fixed on him...each of them knowing how difficult a call it was...but then life of a sirgeon is always a razor's edge...aahutosh knew he could not abhorr the call of duty...he looked at sudhir..."how long would she take..."??sudhir pressed her abdomen...as she cried"about 6 hrs...go for it..hardstone..."dr ashutosh ..held nidhi's hand...as he bent down to kiss her forehead...n she opened her eyes"jaaiye...i will wait for you..."and ashutosh said in a voice in which quivering was concealed"sona mat nidhi...mai buss abhi aayaa..."nidhi smiled a weak smile...as she recalled their first nite...she just whispered"jaaiye naa..."and dr ashutosh closed his eyes for a second before walking out...his face masked ...emotionless...all the storms pinned down ...
"Scan plz"he asked , as dr deepak handed him the patients reports...it was a parietal haemmorrhage...dr ashutosh gave orders for ot as he went in to change...givingba lingering glance to the engagement ring as he took it off...
Once in the ot..he was only a surgeon..n yet probably it was the first time that he glanced during the surgery at the click..."cloggs"..."cotton"..."sutures"..."stitches..."it was at 4.50 that he took off his mask...the patient was out of danger...dr deepak adjusted the oxyygen levels as dr ashutosh met the relatives...falling to his feet...as if he was god...dr ashutosh moved away..he hated being god...he just wanted to be a human being...a man..a husband...n yet...he threw his gown , sanitised and changed to rush to nidhi...
Nidhi was moaning ...louder...but the movements were still not strong enough...chandra signalled to sudhor...and sudhir asked"iv oxytocin..."it was 4 a.m.within 20 minutes of the hormone therapy, contractions had begun to get stronger...as sudhirvexamined her..."yup..she is dialating..."and as nidhi shrieked for the first time...dr chamdra looked at her...His eyes having a strange softness...dr priyanka timed the contractions...6 minutes apart...she was dialating fast...only if ashutosh came...thought dr sudhir...
Nidhi croed"dr ashut...aaiye...aaahhh"it was 4.55 and within minutes she felt his touch..his warm hand on her forehead...as she opened her eyes...a question in them..."operation...kaisa tha"??amd his eyes seemed to answer"complicated tha...per successful..."and nidhi shook her head,..banging it from side to side...as dr ashutosh held her in his arms...inserting the agony pad...as one crest of contraction hot her after the other...and sweat poured out of her hair..."crowning...see hardstone" dr ashutosh moved to see the head...making its way...and as nidhi contracted again..and again and again...her tears wetting ashutosh's throat...as he snughled her...sudhir cried"yeahhh"!!!and the labour room was filled with the rapturous cry of a baby...
Dr ashutoshnlooked up...as if in a trance...taking the scisdors from dr sudhir and cutting the umbilical cord...having a looong look at the baby...as the nurse took her away...he realised ...the truth finally hitting him...the waves of joy making him almost silent...as he held nidhi ..pulling the pad out...kissing her and whispering"nidhi...nidhi...its our daughter...she has finally arrived..."nidhi opened her eyes...weak n frail...but refecting the joy in dr ashutosh's eyes...and asking him softly..."aa gayi nanhi pari..."??ashutosh nodded...holding her hand ...as she closed her tired eyes...and two large drops of tears flowed out...tears of joy..of fulfillment ..of bliss...of a dream coming true...finally so...
Edited by deepa17 - 11 years ago

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