Vignette 4
This is the longest vignette I have written. I had kept it shlrt but felt it did not convey what I wanted. So it grew, almost double the size.
I was supposed to post it yesterday night but browser crashed n today I fixed that problem a lizard busted the spike and modem is out of order. I am posting this from tab and cant edit anything...
Hope you like it:)
Peace
-Roshni
Why does it have to hurt so much to see him hurt? I dont have much in my hand to help him. I am helpless. I loved him, and I still do. But if death was kind enough to send me back to my love, to sooth him, to take his pain away. If not more than him, I equally yearn to be with him, beside him, leading a happy and blissful life, which is now impossible. All the dreams we had weaved together, were crumbled to dust the day my soul was brutally taken away from my body, separating me from him forever. Today when I stand by him, or by them, they don't feel my presence. I run my fingers through his hair when he screams my name waking from the nightmare that haunts him, if only he could feel me. I am there next to them everytime are in dilemma and advise them, say calming words when they are angry, if only they could hear me. I cry when I see two most important people in my life fight and accuse each other, if only they could see my tears. It pierces my soul when I see them both hurt, my soul brightens up when they smile at least a bit, I jump in excitement when something triggers their lost friendship, whose reason is somewhere down the line is me. They still are not over my death, they remember me not as a beautiful memory but as a painful visage, whom they failed. I know he loves me, more than anything and anyone and that somewhere scares me. What if he loses himself in this world trying to avenge me? I dont want revenge, I just want him happy. Is that too much a dead can ask? I was told once that a soul is at peace when the person dies but I am not. My peace is entangled with his peace. The day my love is at peace, far away from the horrors of his past that includes me, I may rest in peace... Edited by princess_pari - 10 years ago
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