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Olaa ladies and gents,
Here is another OS, I've typed it on my mobile, so it may contain lots of mistakes. If you find any, please blame Bharati, since she checked it for me😆.
Let me know if you liked it or not by commenting😉
Love,
Sakshi
P.s. This will probably be the last OS I'll write, but I will finish the RaEsha SS😉
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She had never thought that it would come to this. Here she was, tears streaming down her face, make-up smudged and mascara running down. A bag on her shoulder. She would have left if only he wasn't standing in her path, blocking the exit. She was still in love with him, the man of her dreams, who looked like an Indian version of Ares whenever he did his SYS on people, who looked like Poseidon personified when he had jumped in the water tank to save the child. She loved every single thing about him, from his dark, brooding eyes to that handsome smile. But she couldn't handle it anymore, no matter how madly in love with him she was she couldn't take it anymore. She had never felt valued nor acknowledged in their relationship; he had always put his career first. "Sakshi, please," he was weeping as he stepped closer to her. "agar tum chale gayi, to meri duniya fir se bhikar jayegi. Tum abh mere liye sabh kuchh ho, you soothe me!"
Every word of his hurt her, it felt like she was being stabbed again and again. For the first time he was being entirely sincere, but why now? Now that she was ready to go?
"Achha, abhi main tumhari sabh kuchh hoon?" She asked, she was feeling defeated, disappointed and even offended. Her brains were telling her to go and leave him behind. But her heart wanted to stay here.
"Arjun, maine tumhe humesha pyar kiya hai, I've given my all in this relationship, and you've never given me anything in return. Mujhe nahi pata ke main tumhe aur pyar kar sakti hoon..."
But before she could finish he was on his knees, he had put his arms around her waist, holding her tight. As if he was trying to fight destiny to keep his life with him. He knew that he had made lots of mistakes, but he still couldn't think of life without her. He was sorry for neglecting her not once, but time and time again, he knew that she deserved a better man than him.
"Sakshi, please mat jao, tumhare bina I won't be able to live. I promise to always treat you the way I should've treated you since the beginning of our relationship. Bas tum mujhe chhodd ke mat jao." His voice was broken. He looked up, straight into her eyes, those beautiful eyes, they always spokethe words she never said. And today was no different, they were as hypnotic as ever and once again filled with so much pain, pain he had given her.
"Arjun..." she looked away as she said his name. She wanted to move out of his grip, but he held her to strong. It was as if the figurative grip he had on her heart was literally around her middle. She tried to push him, but the more she tried the more he was saying a whole string of sentences, trying to convince her to stay, trying to convey the message that had always been in his heart. He wanted to spend forever with her.
"Sakshi, I am sorry, I know I had taken you for granted, lekin I love you, every single thing about you. I love the way your hair is silky smooth, the way your hair is messed up in the morning. I love how the bed sheets smell like you, even when you are at work. I love how you feel against me when we cuddle in those sheets at night. He put one hand on her stomach, "I love how my hand feels on your soft stomach, I'd love to know how it feels when you're..." he became quiet, but placed a small kiss on her stomach.
Sakshi cried a bit harder, she knew what he meant. He wanted her to be the mother of his children.
"I love the way your eyes convey your desires. I love how your soft lips taste every time we kiss, I love the way you bite them whenever you do something wrong in the office. I have to keep myself from kissing you then and there. There is not a single thing about you that I don't love." saying so he again put his head on her stomach. The moment he did her hand automatically found it's way to the top of his head. It was as if her inner self had taken over on her conscious self. The moment it knew that he was breaking it wanted to ease his pain. This made it even harder for her to leave.
"Main tumhare saath apni baaki ki zindagi bitana chahta hoon, I want you to be the mother of my children. I want to be 90 years, and still have you in my arms." taking his left hand from her waist he tried to get something out of his pocket. Sakshi looked down at his every movement. He took out a small black box and opened it. He brought it up between them " Sakshi, main apni saari zindagi tumhare saath guzarna chahta hoon. Please tum mujhse shaadi karlo, I know ke main tumhe deserve nahi karta, lekin main tumhe uss darwaze se bahar jaate hue nahi dekh sakta. Don't walk out on us please. I promise to change my ways, agar tum kehti ho, to main abhi change ho jaata hoon, bas main tumhe kho nahi sakta, Roshini ke jaane ke baad maine kissi ko nahi kaha, lekin I need you to survive!"
Sakshi was crying uncontrollably by now. She loved him, she really did. And she had never seen him open up so much, but still she needed more time to think it all over. To let the happenings of this evening get through to her. So she let the bag slide from her shoulder and went back into the bedroom. Arjun was hot on her trail, the box still in his hand, the ring was still in it. But he knew that it was better for her to go in a room inside of their home instead of walking out of the door. She walked inside of his, no he mentally corrected himself, of their bedroom. She tried closing the door, but he was already inside before she could object. He knew that today it was his last chance to make her see his love.
"Arjun, tum yahan se jao, mujhe akele rehne do."
Shaking his head he said:"Nahin Sakshi, main tumhe abh akela nahi chhodunga. I want to show you the fact that I do love you."
Saying a small prayer he wrapped an arm around her middle and pulled her towards him. She put her hands onto his chest and looked at the exact place his heart was located. She loved the feel of his arms around her, it made her feel comforted, safe, it took away every single problem she had. Arjun gently put a finger under her chin and lifted her head up so she was looking in his eyes.
"Sakshi, main tumhe zindagi se bhi zyada chahta hoon, I know my actions have you believing otherwise, but for you I'd do a total 180. Anything you want, just tell me and I'll change it." he gave her a soft kiss, it wasn't even a kiss, just his lips brushing hers. And yet, through this tiny gesture Sakshi could feel his passion. She loved how he kissed her. "Sakshi just say it, whatever you want, I'll do it."
The solemness in his voice scared her. She could see it in his eyes, hear it in his voice and also feel it in the way he kissed her again, Arjun Suryakant Rawte was dead serious.He kissed her for the third time, and this time it wasn't soft, but aggressively, as if daring her to refuse him, to refuse his love, to deny the fact that she loved him just as much as he loved her. The kiss was setting her aflame. Arjun was the only man whose kiss could light her on fire. A moan came from her lips, as he moved from her lips down to her neck. Trailing kisses up to her ear he said:"Joh bhi tum chaho, bas ek baar keh ke to dekho," he whispered. Sakshi wanted to tell him to leave her alone for a bit, so she could think and contemplate. But arjun was making it impossible for her to go. She wouldn't have ever thought of this to be possible, but here she was, in his arms and falling harder for him than she ever had before.
"I just want you to love me Arjun." she said, her breathing had quickened and she placed her arms around his neck, letting him know she meant business.
"Tumhara hukamsar aankhon par," saying so he gave her another kiss and taking her into his arms walked towards the bed.
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When Sakshi woke up it was already past 2 a.m.. The room was dark, just a bit of moonlight enlightening it. She could see that Arjun was in a deep sleep. The moonlight highlighted every single part of his naked body. He was like a Greek God, and she knew it. And still she was even more confused than before, she was unsure of what she wanted. While one part of her wanted to leave, the other stronger part wanted to stay. Even in his sleep he was holding onto her tightly, as if he was afraid she wouldn't be there when he woke up. They had made love, and it wasn't as if this was their first time, but still for her it was like a rebirth, every kiss, every stroke was pleading her not to go and at the same time conveying the love he felt in a way words could not. And after years it felt like she was the only thing that mattered to him at that point, that she was the sun of his universe.
When Sakshi woke up it was already past 2 a.m.. The room was dark, just a bit of moonlight enlightening it. She could see that Arjun was in a deep sleep. The moonlight highlighted every single part of his naked body. He was like a Greek God, and she knew it. And still she was even more confused than before, she was unsure of what she wanted. While one part of her wanted to leave, the other stronger part wanted to stay. Even in his sleep he was holding onto her tightly, as if he was afraid she wouldn't be there when he woke up. They had made love, and it wasn't as if this was their first time, but still for her it was like a rebirth, every kiss, every stroke was pleading her not to go and at the same time conveying the love he felt in a way words could not. And after years it felt like she was the only thing that mattered to him at that point, that she was the sun of his universe.
She came out of her reverie when she felt Arjun move next to her. He hadn't opened his eyes, but still he murmured "Mat jao."
Since she wasn't sure if he was asleep or awake she decided to answer him. "Arjun, main yahin hoon." she whispered. Arjun's lips formed a small smile, "Good."Closing his eyes he gave her a tiny kiss on her neck. And there, it had happened again, just one touch from him and she knew that she couldn't leave him.
Looking into her eyes he said, " I am really sorry for treating you so bad all these years, for making you feel unappreciated, not valued in our relationship, please forgive me and give me a chance to prove myself." Saying so he again placed a kiss on her lips. And yet again he took her breath away.
Sakshi was slowly starting to believe him, she closed her eyes and after taking a deep breath she just nodded and looked at him, he had that million dollar smile on his face.
Seeing his smile she couldn't keep herself from giving him a tiny kiss.
"Sakshi, tumhe andaza bhi hai ke tumhari kisses mere saath kya karti hain? I could fight the whole world just to feel your lips on mine. I want you to be officially my better half."
Now she was feeling as if she could fight the whole world, and still against all odds end up with him. "Arjun... I do believe you" she said. " And I've always loved you, I never stopped, no matter how hard I tried, I was like a moth and you are the flame."
She had just finished her sentence when he turned her onto her back and came on top of her. He had that same black box in his hand as the night before. Opening it he revealed a gorgeous white gold ring with a tiny bit of yellow gold on the top side. It contained three diamonds, vertically in a row.
"Arjun..." she wanted to ask him so much, but her eyes had teared up and she couldn't get a word past her throat. Arjun slid the ring on her finger and said," See perfect fit, just like us." saying so he gave her a passionate kiss, baring his soul to her, and she in turn bared hers. There were no more doubts, not about her love for him nor about his for her.
They'd never been broken, they were just bent and now they had learned to love again
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