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 Episode 101



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"No, Buaji can't stop the seeds that have been planted from growing, instead she is watering them.  Kushi and Shyam's marriage is to be fixed." - On the Highlighted part..well said...Buaji has Lost her brains

 "Wait!  Kushi exclaims.  He slowly turns around.  Boyishly, almost embarrassed for what he has done, he looks at her.  She looks away, gathers her courage and walks towards him. " - he din want her to knw 😊

  She interrupts him saying why you are doing this I am just your employee, I am not your family member.  Then why? She tells him she didn't know what came over her yesterday, she shouldn't have done that. " - i loved his expression whn she told abt the Hug...as if it din mean anythin...Arnav din lik tht!!

She says don't try to be generous she won't be able to bear it.  She tells him she doesn't need his money, she had a weak moment but don't think I want something from you or that I am begging you.  Just let it be.  She holds her head and asks God why she is behaving this way, she has gone crazy. You are trying to help and' She is beside herself and he sees this; she runs away.

Back home they are fixing a marriage and Payal and Akash talk on the phone.

Kushi has found a chair and has sat down and all she has been feeling flows out through her tears.  She is releasing all these pent up emotions.  It is hard to be a pillar of strength when your world is falling apart. " - Well written πŸ‘

He has followed her, sits down beside her,she senses he is near and looks up.  She again is made to feel comfortable by him.  He is her strength, her sounding board.πŸ‘πŸΌ  She tells him ever since this happened she hasn't been able to think straight.  She has already lost her parents and she can't bear it again.  Placing her face in her hands, she sobs.  He can't bear her pain and this time reaches out and places his hand on her head to comfort her.  She is shocked, he looks away so does she.  It is an awkward moment, hard to interpret by them.  They look towards each other again sharing that moment again." πŸ‘ very well reviewed

It is hard to share feelings, to want to be there and give support when some situations don't allow it to happen.  Akash wants to be there for Payal but due to circumstances with his mother he can't be there and Payal won't allow him to come into her life due to those feelings of his mom.  ASR and Kushi walk away from each other because they do not really understand the feelings they have for each other just yet.  He can't comprehend why he would care for this kind of girl, let alone have any kind of feelings or emotions in his life and she just doesn't get why she should trust her" - Wonderfully said πŸ‘

rakshas/demon.  How could this man behave so good and so bad at the same time?  As they walk away they look back, first one and then the other, not seeing each otherlooking, until they turn the corner.😳


Buaji just goes on praising Shyam and how he is perfect for her and cares for her a lot.😑😑  Garima sees Kushi apprehension but Buaji nips it. Thank God for the burning lentils on the stove because that stops the conversation for now.πŸ‘πŸΌ

Kushi goes and talks with Shyam and he tells her to speak frankly but he turns around and snidely remarks they will be together soon anyway.  She tells him she doesn't feel that way towards him and he is a good friend😈.  He fakes his agreed answer telling her he doesn't want to get married either. 

All bills have been paid in full now they will all prepare for Diwali.  Will this festival bring light to the families or will there be a persistent darkness hanging about?  We shall see, we shall see.

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Episode-105
 
God gave her the answer what she has been seeking for few days. the reason of her dhadhak, her restlessness, why she can't agree to marry shyam. all her queries, her anxiety is getting lucid and clear in front of her eyes. she finally knew that she is in love with her laad governor

After wrestling together on rangoli for some time, Arnav and khushi stand up, but he is still holding khushi's hand, as if he doesn't want to let her go. Anjali's question brings both from their trance,"what happened to the Rangoli?" Khushi tells her that the stool slipped. So Anjali understands Arnav certainly fell there and spoiled the rangoli. She says, it's fine, they can make one more time. Mami and La also came to see what's wrong. Mami taunts Arnav,"you have mistaken the celebration. it's not holi, but diwali." La needs to do some work with khushi, so she takes Khushi with her. but Arnav seems unhappy. He doesn't want Khushi out of his sight. So he keeps starring at her. khushi also looks back at him. my sexy boy, your love is getting stronger day by day.

La wants to learn to drape a saree. khushi instructs her and she tries. But after few futile attempt, she gives up and tells Khushi to drape it on her. When Khushi was drapping the saree she feels his presence again. She looks outside and finds Arnav is watering the plants, but his gaze is fixed on khushi. Oh Gosh if a handsome guy like him keep starring at a girl like this,  obviously her heartbeat will be erratic. Arnav keeps starring at her with yearning eyes. Rabba vey in the BG makes the moment more romantic. Khushi gets nervous. But Arnav just can't take his eyes off from her. They are intensely looking at each other . Khushi feels her dhakdhak is raising. He is so enamored devouring her beauty that forgets, he was watering the plants. When La tells him, he comes back to his sense. Khushi can't take ASR's yearning gaze any more. She tells La that she is not feeling well and needs to take medicine. 

Khushi is walking on the street talking with DM. she is seeking strength from DM and asking herself why she is thinking of Arnav all the time! She gets in an auto. when she tells the autowala to go, the guy turns back "what the" and asks her where she wants to go. She gets flummoxed to see that the autowala is no other but Arnav. She jumps down from the auto. She recollects her words," when you will fall in love you will see him everywhere." She is aghast asking DM what kind of disease she got!  she consoles herself that nothing happened to her. She runs straight to RM again, where in the gate the Guard greets her "namaste Khushiji." she gets baffled to see the guard is none but Arnav himself. She huddles fast and enters in the house. here another Arnav as dhobi is waiting for her," Suvh deepavali khushiji." 
pause: Gosh only Khushi can dream like this. autowala, dhobi, guard how cum she is finding Arnav in those ignoble people! but I loved dhobi Arnav most. aww he was looking really cute! my sexy boy looks hot in any look.

Khushi  promises not to see Arnav. she decides to keep her eyes shut. She is really crazy, how cum a person can move closing her eyes! Unfortunately her crazy idea didn't work. As soon as she closed her eyes she bumps with Arnav. She remembers, when she said," I thought when I will fall in love the flowers will shower and stars will twinkle in my veil." all of a sudden everything gets dark, hey hey starts to play in the BG and flowers truly shower on both of them. Arnav is smiling at her, throwing star like gold flakes at her. Khushi whirls merrily holding her dupatta. When Arnav shakes her "khushi", she comes back from her dream.  Khushi is stunned," what's happening? where are the stars gone from my dupatta?"
Arnav is bewildered at her waywardness," what the hell? di told you you were out to get medicine?"
Khushi says in abhorrence," nahi, I think medicine will not work, So  I didn't go. It's not like usual fever."
She runs away from him .
Constant thought of Arnav is making Khushi completely deranged. 
pause: How Arnav knew that Khushi went outside for medicine! that means he was looking for her. I think he got concern hearing about her sickness. business tycoon is on his way to become nikamma."πŸ˜†

Khushi is shambling on the street keeps talking to her DM, "What you did Devi maiya. I just asked for one sign" she recalls her words,"I thought when i'll fall in love i'll see him everywhere." she recollects how she saw him everywhere as autowala, guard and dhobi.
She reverberates again" when i'll fall in love flowers will shower from the sky, my veil will sparkle with stars." she recalls how she dreamed that she and Arnav were under the showering flowers and stars.
she feels she is not fine. She says in consternation," i just asked for one sign, but you gave me so many."
Rabba vey in the piano makes her feelings stronger. the strong gusty winds and the shrill sound of thunder assured her DM's signal. she got her answer, 'that's why i don't want to marry."

Khushi comes to home completely delirious. Buaji gets frantic,"you were always a sanka devi. but it seems your craziness is increasing day by day. I think someone did black magic to you." Shyam was passing and tells her,"she is late today."  Khushi looks really oblivion. she doesn't answer him and comes straight to her dad's room.  She sees a nice lantern is hanging there. she tells her babuji that payal got it for diwali. she is reminiscing  their childhood memories when  her dad brought amirti on the diwali night. Babuji looks pensive. but poor guy can't express his feelings by words. Khushi understands him and tries to cheer him up, "this year we will celebrate diwali with great fun.I will get amirti from the store. next year when you will regain health, you will make it for us." she gets emotional. To hide her tears she leaves the room.

when khushi gets vulnerable she sits under the stars. she is crying in pain for her babuji. the guy who is responsible for her dad's pain comes to her to console her! he brought a cup of tea for her. He knows she is restless. The wicked guy is following her every moves. when Khushi refuses his tea he gives her a box full of jalebi." you can't say no to it. I know it's not so good like uncle's shop, but I wish this diwali brings sweetness of this jalebi  in your life." Khushi gets up to leave. she is not enjoying his company at all. Shyam tells Khushi to look back and she sees their patio decorated with hanging lamps. shyam tries to coax her with his mellifluous words again,"no matter how deep is the darkness, I'll try to brighten your life forever.I just want to say that I'll always be by your side." shyam's words takes khushi to the hospital scene when arnav put his hand on her head. She already knows whom she wants to be her side forever. Shyam holds her hand.(eww, disgusting). but khushi snatches it away in a jolt. She can't bear his company any more. She runs inside the house. Shyam gets frenzy again
Gosh Snake's sweet words sounded venomous to me. He can try all his tricks to get Khushi, but he will never get her.

When khsuhi comes inside the house her mom catches her right there., "shyam was saying something."
Khushi cuts her,"let it be"
Amma gets angry," why are you not thinking of your marriage. you told me that you will think twice."
She avoids her and goes away.

Khushi is really pareshan today. So after a long time she is making jalebi to release her stress. She is thinking,"amma and buaji are pressurizing me for marriage and I can't stop thinking of laad governor.
She is completely repugnant with her decision. She imagines that, she is Arnav's wife. (pause:  hmm she is thinking that far! Khushi is looking extremely sexy in a yellow and green shade saree with open hair.) Her sexy hubby barges  in the room. She comes to him with a plate full of jalebi."I made jalebi for you.' Aranv answers grimly," are you mad, don't you know I can't eat sweets?" She is looking her reflection  in the mirror and  asks him how she is looking in the saree?" Arnav comes near her in front of the mirror,holds her upper arms and blows on her face. Some errand tendrils of her hair brush her cheek. He speaks in his sexy husky tone,"in saree mei tum (in this saree you are)" he changes the tone immediately and says gruffly," bikul dilli ki auto ricksha ki tarha lagrahi ho.(you are looking like a auto rickshaw of delhi)" gosh What a metaphor.  Khushi is still crazy in her dream. 
pause: though the scene happened in her dream, but it is one of my most favorite Arshi scene. the scene looked so sensuous when Arnav blew on Khushi  and how she shivered passionately. Both of them were looking so sexy! Barun and sanaya together is always treat to watch. sigh will we ever see them together again?

Khushi's dream continues and moves to shyam. she sees Shyam is flattering her with mellifluous words." you are looking apsara in this saree, blah blah. But Khushi even looks reluctant in her dream. It seems she is spending her life with him perfunctorily. 

Khushi admonishes her, "stop thinking. Enough of making jalebi."
she picks the jalebi with a spatula from the sugar syrup and gets flabbergasted. she made Arnav with the jalebi. Her favorite jalebi also wants her to be with arnav. Thoughts of Arnav is making her insane.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=jQbads5PV0c[/YOUTUBE]


Edited by sohara - 11 years ago
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Originally posted by: sohara

Episode-105
 
God gave her the answer what she has been seeking for few days. the reason of her dhadhak, her restlessness, why she can't agree to marry shyam. all her queries, her anxiety is getting lucid and clear in front of her eyes. she finally knew that she is in love with her laad governor

After wrestling together on rangoli for some time, Arnav and khushi stand up, but he is still holding khushi's hand, as if he doesn't want to let her go. Anjali's question brings both from their trance,"what happened to the Rangoli?" Khushi tells her that the stool slipped. So Anjali understands Arnav certainly fell there and spoiled the rangoli. She says, it's fine, they can make one more time. Mami and La also came to see what's wrong. Mami taunts Arnav,"you have mistaken the celebration. it's not holi, but diwali." La needs to do some work with khushi, so she takes Khushi with her. but Arnav seems unhappy. He doesn't want Khushi out of his sight. So he keeps starring at her. khushi also looks back at him. my sexy boy, your love is getting stronger day by day.

La wants to learn to drape a saree. khushi instructs her and she tries. But after few futile attempt, she gives up and tells Khushi to drape it on her. When Khushi was drapping the saree she feels his presence again. She looks outside and finds Arnav is watering the plants, but his gaze is fixed on khushi. Oh Gosh if a handsome guy like him keep starring at a girl like this,  obviously her heartbeat will be erratic. Arnav keeps starring at her with yearning eyes. Rabba vey in the BG makes the moment more romantic. Khushi gets nervous. But Arnav just can't take his eyes off from her. They are intensely looking at each other . Khushi feels her dhakdhak is raising. He is so enamored devouring her beauty that forgets, he was watering the plants. When La tells him, he comes back to his sense. Khushi can't take ASR's yearning gaze any more. She tells La that she is not feeling well and needs to take medicine. 

Khushi is walking on the street talking with DM. she is seeking strength from DM and asking herself why she is thinking of Arnav all the time! She gets in an auto. when she tells the autowala to go, the guy turns back "what the" and asks her where she wants to go. She gets flummoxed to see that the autowala is no other but Arnav. She jumps down from the auto. She recollects her words," when you will fall in love you will see him everywhere." She is aghast asking DM what kind of disease she got!  she consoles herself that nothing happened to her. She runs straight to RM again, where in the gate the Guard greets her "namaste Khushiji." she gets baffled to see the guard is none but Arnav himself. She huddles fast and enters in the house. here another Arnav as dhobi is waiting for her," Suvh deepavali khushiji." 
pause: Gosh only Khushi can dream like this. autowala, dhobi, guard how cum she is finding Arnav in those ignoble people! but I loved dhobi Arnav most. aww he was looking really cute! my sexy boy looks hot in any look.

Khushi  promises not to see Arnav. she decides to keep her eyes shut. She is really crazy, how cum a person can move closing her eyes! Unfortunately her crazy idea didn't work. As soon as she closed her eyes she bumps with Arnav. She remembers, when she said," I thought when I will fall in love the flowers will shower and stars will twinkle in my veil." all of a sudden everything gets dark, hey hey starts to play in the BG and flowers truly shower on both of them. Arnav is smiling at her, throwing star like gold flakes at her. Khushi whirls merrily holding her dupatta. When Arnav shakes her "khushi", she comes back from her dream.  Khushi is stunned," what's happening? where are the stars gone from my dupatta?"
Arnav is bewildered at her waywardness," what the hell? di told you you were out to get medicine?"
Khushi says in abhorrence," nahi, I think medicine will not work, So  I didn't go. It's not like usual fever."
She runs away from him .
Constant thought of Arnav is making Khushi completely deranged. 
pause: How Arnav knew that Khushi went outside for medicine! that means he was looking for her. I think he got concern hearing about her sickness. business tycoon is on his way to become nikamma."πŸ˜†

Khushi is shambling on the street keeps talking to her DM, "What you did Devi maiya. I just asked for one sign" she recalls her words,"I thought when i'll fall in love i'll see him everywhere." she recollects how she saw him everywhere as autowala, guard and dhobi.
She reverberates again" when i'll fall in love flowers will shower from the sky, my veil will sparkle with stars." she recalls how she dreamed that she and Arnav were under the showering flowers and stars.
she feels she is not fine. She says in consternation," i just asked for one sign, but you gave me so many."
Rabba vey in the piano makes her feelings stronger. the strong gusty winds and the shrill sound of thunder assured her DM's signal. she got her answer, 'that's why i don't want to marry."

Khushi comes to home completely delirious. Buaji gets frantic,"you were always a sanka devi. but it seems your craziness is increasing day by day. I think someone did black magic to you." Shyam was passing and tells her,"she is late today."  Khushi looks really oblivion. she doesn't answer him and comes straight to her dad's room.  She sees a nice lantern is hanging there. she tells her babuji that payal got it for diwali. she is reminiscing  their childhood memories when  her dad brought amirti on the diwali night. Babuji looks pensive. but poor guy can't express his feelings by words. Khushi understands him and tries to cheer him up, "this year we will celebrate diwali with great fun.I will get amirti from the store. next year when you will regain health, you will make it for us." she gets emotional. To hide her tears she leaves the room.

when khushi gets vulnerable she sits under the stars. she is crying in pain for her babuji. the guy who is responsible for her dad's pain comes to her to console her! he brought a cup of tea for her. He knows she is restless. The wicked guy is following her every moves. when Khushi refuses his tea he gives her a box full of jalebi." you can't say no to it. I know it's not so good like uncle's shop, but I wish this diwali brings sweetness of this jalebi  in your life." Khushi gets up to leave. she is not enjoying his company at all. Shyam tells Khushi to look back and she sees their patio decorated with hanging lamps. shyam tries to coax her with his mellifluous words again,"no matter how deep is the darkness, I'll try to brighten your life forever.I just want to say that I'll always be by your side." shyam's words takes khushi to the hospital scene when arnav put his hand on her head. She already knows whom she wants to be her side forever. Shyam holds her hand.(eww, disgusting). but khushi snatches it away in a jolt. She can't bear his company any more. She runs inside the house. Shyam gets frenzy again
Gosh Snake's sweet words sounded venomous to me. He can try all his tricks to get Khushi, but he will never get her.

When khsuhi comes inside the house her mom catches her right there., "shyam was saying something."
Khushi cuts her,"let it be"
Amma gets angry," why are you not thinking of your marriage. you told me that you will think twice."
She avoids her and goes away.

Khushi is really pareshan today. So after a long time she is making jalebi to release her stress. She is thinking,"amma and buaji are pressurizing me for marriage and I can't stop thinking of laad governor.
She is completely repugnant with her decision. She imagines that, she is Arnav's wife. (pause:  hmm she is thinking that far! Khushi is looking extremely sexy in a yellow and green shade saree with open hair.) Her sexy hubby barges  in the room. She comes to him with a plate full of jalebi."I made jalebi for you.' Aranv answers grimly," are you mad, don't you know I can't eat sweets?" She is looking her reflection  in the mirror and  asks him how she is looking in the saree?" Arnav comes near her in front of the mirror,holds her upper arms and blows on her face. Some errand tendrils of her hair brush her cheek. He speaks in his sexy husky tone,"in saree mei tum (in this saree you are)" he changes the tone immediately and says gruffly," bikul dilli ki auto ricksha ki tarha lagrahi ho.(you are looking like a auto rickshaw of delhi)" gosh What a metaphor.  Khushi is still crazy in her dream. 
pause: though the scene happened in her dream, but it is one of my most favorite Arshi scene. the scene looked so sensuous when Arnav blew on Khushi  and how she shivered passionately. Both of them were looking so sexy! Barun and sanaya together is always treat to watch. sigh will we ever see them together again?

Khushi's dream continues and moves to shyam. she sees Shyam is flattering her with mellifluous words." you are looking apsara in this saree, blah blah. But Khushi even looks reluctant in her dream. It seems she is spending her life with him perfunctorily. 

Khushi admonishes her, "stop thinking. Enough of making jalebi."
she picks the jalebi with a spatula from the sugar syrup and gets flabbergasted. she made Arnav with the jalebi. Her favorite jalebi also wants her to be with arnav. Thoughts of Arnav is making her insane.

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=jQbads5PV0c[/YOUTUBE]




hi sohara,

oh the thoughts of arnav. what a lovely episode and your take is just as sweet. so you like him as dhobi, haan. i was thinking your sexy boy is such a good actor, as dhobi he looked like dhobi, only at the end of the shot would he give a funny sexy edge to hapless dhobi, or typical auto man.

love this khushi falling business, wonder why they changed back to her not realising she fell for him later. maybe after diwali, she was so hurt that...

your tycoon nikamma comment πŸ˜†. really, in 103 tycoon forgot he had to switch of fairy lights before she gets a shock, in 104 he took forever to fix a wire so he could look at her and eavesdrop. now this.
and he's working from home apparently. πŸ˜†

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I'll be always with you ❀️

Episode-101

Tuhi bata mere maula 
tuhi bata mere rabba
...
mill paye kabhi is dono
kya tere ismein hai raza.
 
God can't be merciless with his two orphan child. maula ko to uski raza dena hi tha. how cum God can be relentless to this wonderful human being, who never think of themselves, but for othersπŸ‘πŸΌ. How God can deprive them to be get their deserving love. Arnav and khushi are gradually coming towards each other.God, destiny or fate keeps trying to unite them.

"The other day Arnav couldn't hug her back, couldn't console her. But today, he could give her his condolences not by words, by his action.He is a laconic man, but her action is his words." - Very well said πŸ‘

"He paid khushi's babuji's hospital bill without knowing anybody. He even didn't want Khushi to know about it. But I told before, destiny is playing a pivotal role here. She was vulnerable, couldn't accept his mercy, but at the same time she knows, he is special, he has the right to be by her sideπŸ˜ƒ. And he said it not by words by his action, "I will always by your side." - πŸ‘Wondefully said...i agree here...his action meant more to her than every1 else's consolin words

When Khushi comes to the hospital, she find the bill is already paid. She insists and asks who paid the bill. The lady points the figure. Khushi immediately understands who is the person. She runs to him,"suniye" .hey hey and rabba vey in the BG,  He turns. Khushi is startled,"did you pay the bill?😊


"Khushi-Why are you doing this? I just work for you, I'm not your family member. Woh, what I did yesterday. I don't know what came to my mind? Don't do any favor to me.I don't need it.I got weak for a moment, it doesn't mean that I want your favor, or anything. Just let it be." - Arnav's expression whn she spoke abt the hug...it was awesome😊


"Khushi thinks she shouldn't say this things. her mind is whirling with her conflicted emotions. in her subconscious mind she knows he has the right to do for her, like how she wanted to seek solace in his arms on the other day."😳 well said

Khushi- oh God what am I talking! you wanted to help me and I...she can't continue but run from his sight. Arnav is also perplexed. He can understand her turbulence.

"Arnav can't leave her. When he comes near her to meliorate her pain,  he sees she is crying incessantly, sobbing covering her face. He sits beside her keeping a certain distance. he must be hesitant.  She slowly picks up her head and looks at him with eyes full of tears." - Awesome words πŸ‘

 She is terribly pensive, "I'm devastated, i don't want to lose my dad again." She starts to cry again. He can't bear his tears any more.He lifts his shaky hands gradually and put it on her head to console her. 
"tuhi bata" starts in the BG, 
Both of them are in the turbulent state of mind.
"na pass a sake na door ja sake.Pyaar inko khiche". 
Payal and aksh are perturbed too.
"takrar inko roke" 
Arnav and Khushi's route veers to different direction.
the shrill sound of the qawali intensifies their turbulence, 
Arnav and Khushi are going towards discrete path." πŸ‘πŸ‘ too good

"iss pyar ko kya naam doon"
they look back to each other, whirling in vortex of emotions.πŸ‘πŸ‘


Akash calls payal to know about her dad and about them as well. Akash again apologises her on behalf of his mother." - well tht was nice
 Payal talks him very wisely and tells him that she is not angry with his mother,"you and our world is completely different. you are rich and we are poor.I'm not telling this in anger.it will be better if we don't talk any more." She cuts the call doesn't give Akash any chance to talk. Payal is a very mature, practical and sensible girl, very concern about her self respect as well.πŸ‘πŸΌ

I wish i could strangle buaji right then!😑 - I'll join you 😈

Let's see with whom Khushi gets engaged first!

Arnav is Khushi's hero.He is there for her always. he came to her life to take away her pain. No evil can take her from him. β­οΈπŸ‘

Lovely review..awesome phrases nd words...bold highlightes wat i loved 😊 purple wat i really liked 😊
my comments on our epi 100th is in the 100th thread!



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^^^ hi kk,

no problem. great answers and comments and ha ha how devo are our atithi.

i just saw khushi realising she is hopelessly in love with asr and completely attracted to him. the natural thing would have been, along with understanding why shyam cannot be married, an immediate attack of guilt because of la, la and asr. that would have been fairly reflex action for a girl who has a sense of morality rooted in our middle class society, and who believes in marriage, is trying to do all she can to get the two together.

we won't see that.

too tricky. how to resolve it. achhi ladki image might get tarnished if this is not handled with expertise, and all creative instinct and expertise flies out the window when channel interferes constantly.

asr is terribly attracted but still hasn't figured out this is love, his mind is too far from that word, he will take time to get there. he struggles with his attraction, but his innate desire just won't let him off the hook. so if he doesn't immediately think of lavanya and infidelity, i can still understand.

but it is normal for khushi to do so. in fact, had they shown that, they could have given khushi another very good reason to dsay yes to shyam. she is consciously moving away from asr, very good fr "mahanta" angle too.

but i did like the way her realisation was handled. funny, yet really lovely, true to her character, just as filmi, just as simple and deep.





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episode 105


if the man on the left has started looking like the man on the right to you...


and you notice the same thing here...

 
 and here too,

then no what the about it, know now and know well, that along with being addle pated, crack pot sanka jhalli, non stop talker and fried stuff gobbler, you are struck for life. you are in love.

an attraction growing, asserting itself. an emotion that is bursting out of restrictions and wanting to express itself. why was she walking past that that wobbling stool so slowly staring up at him, why was he taking forever to fix some wires, his ears fully concentrating on her exchange with anjali. and now, why were they lying entangled with each other on that rangoli for so long, just looking at each other, he took a while before he took over and got the two up on their feet again and again he kept on holding her hand looking at her, while she just couldn't break that hold of his gaze.

why?

ever since nainital and babuji's sudden paralytic stroke, there's a pressure it seems on the two to acknowledge something. she had asked herself why she'd raced to him in that hospital, needing his shoulder to lean on. she hadn't yet answered that question. but as if to help her along, the writers had written in an untenable scenario. a marry shyam campaign mounted by buaji. this should help her answer some questions, even if the constant thoughts of him and not being able to look away didn't.

on his side, he is finding it difficult not to quicken to her presence, not be around her, not look at her. his heart knows answers his head hasn't asked to hear yet. this need to make everything alright for her. how poignant his promise to the girl of his heart, "everything will be alright," while putting his arms around the girl his head had chosen. yet, it wasn't such a bad head either... this girl will do more for him and his heart than many can ever imagine, even now. 

"hello hi bye bye arnav bitwa, lagat hai tum ko koi galat faimi ho gai hai
aree ee holi nahi... diwali manayka seazhun hai."
arnav dear, seems you have misunderstood, this is diwali not holi, says mami as she sees him covered in rangoli hues.

galat faimi. misunderstanding. no, this was the most powerful time of understanding, coming to the brink of acting upon it, and going back. because the heart wasn't ready. willing wanting yearning, but not ready.

the misunderstanding would come later.

he can't look away from her. ever since that day in the hospital, ever since that fairy light thing. ever since she asked pata kaise chalta hai, ever since he saw her in a red sari, in the storm with her hair tossed, on a ramp where she was not meant to be... ever since forever... he can't stop looking at her.

la calls her away. she's teaching la to wear a sari, such a happy smile on her face that her student at last is showing interest. an open happy khushi smile. la is making a mess so she tries it on herself. he is watering his plants.

gust of wind... awareness... he looks up and there she is... wrapping the soft material around her.


an intimate scene, a girl dresses and a man who is losing control watches, the water flows on and overflows... a sign of the extent of his desire maybe. yes she is covered, this is pretend wearing, but still, a thick intimacy. no wonder when she sees him, her heart almost stops then races, her fingers lose grip, the pleats tumble, lose, letting go... like her heart and its feelings perhaps?

wind, water, fengshui... the elements were always there taking part in this love story. perhaps an indication that it was meant to scale the three dimensions, merge with a larger reality. not that this was the first time one saw use of the elements to heighten drama or a feeling, but rarely did it seem so perfect and believable. i repeat, sanaya irani and barun sobti made what can easily become corny and laughable seem beautiful, plausible, rather lovely. you wanted to lose your grip on your reality and enter the fantasy with them.

how barun managed to keep his tycoon shatir image on despite all this wind, water, stars, long deep stares into girl's eyes and lifting her up all the time is beyond me. also no idea how sanaya kept us believing khushi was clean, sweet, innocent, with no guiles, and no thought of trapping this man despite the number of times she was stuck in eyelocks with him or fell into his arms. some calibre both. yes, we did suspend our disbelief and yes we are desperate to believe in love eternal too maybe, an idea more precious than money to many of us. but still. so much fluff, yet the characters intact. deserves applause and thought about acting.

"soch soch ke paagal ho rahe hai... yeh sab uss laad gover... arnavji ki vajah se ho raha hai... na wo hume... aur na hum." i'm going mad thinking, all this is because of that laad gov... arnavji... if he hadn't... if i hadn't...

khushi can't take the heat of this moment anymore and rushes out saying she's unwell, needs medicines. and as she walks aimlessly, the questions come. she speaks to devi maiya, i have always felt this was khsuhi's way of talking to herself, her most inner, clear divine part. the part we all have in us i feel.

delicate delicate words, about the state of heart. from another time in writing, not today's. nowadays we seek simplification of every feeling... dropping off all wondering and complexity. but here it is different, her "na wo hume, aur na hum..." what does it mean really. nothing is clear, yet, we all know what it's all about. slivers and little bits and pieces of every emotion around a larger compelling one, which is usually described in one word. but that word is never said.

"aap yahan?" you here?

he's the auto driver.

"jana kahan hai?" want to go where?  gruff rough, typical auto man. yet not. awww.

"aap auto chala rahe hain?" you're driving an auto? her tycoon at the wheel of phatphatiya, all oily and bucolic.

she is beginning to get it. she recalls telling payal just the other night, "humne socha tha jab pyaar hoga toh asman mein taare aur bhi chamakne lagenge, har jagah sirf wahi nazar aayenge..." thought when i fall in love, the stars will shine brighter in the firmament, and everywhere i'll see him only...

"arre ye madam, auto na chalaoon toh kya hero ban jaaonn, " hey madam, not drive auto, then what, become a hero?!! comes the irate reply from the auto guy. t
he real one, since the one seeing things has run off. the dialogues are brilliant, funny, rofl giving even, yet with layer. she is running from the deduction her mind has finally started to make.

what's happening to me, dm... no nothing is happening... i am fine. this is too much information for this slip of a girl. in love with arnav singh raizada? nooo. yet, how lovely that switch to "arnavji" from "laad governor" at the start of her dialogue with dm.

her arnavji, whom she loves, whom she thinks of the moment her dream man is mentioned, who mustn't go hungry, who has a gussa he can't control, who makes her heart go dhakdhak, who watches her wearing a sari and she can't bring herself to think "ew creep," (imagine if shyam were doing that instead of asr), that arnavji, whom she sees everywhere.

but she can't face that yet.

"namaste, pandeji," to the guard at rm

"what the" says the guard like the auto man, music goes haywire, khoosie bitiya bolts, nooo, this can't be happening.

in side rm, safe she is, but... "shubh deepavali, khushiji." uh oh, it's not op and his cutesy chatter, it's the dhobi, the washerman and he is also that man in her dreams, that arnavji.

a fabulously funny segment... cinema like, have i ever seen this interpretation of love struck before? can't remember but maybe some movie had it. no matter, here done brilliantly, and truly creative because it's intrinsically part of story... this is how khushi realises she is in love. so, not just some self indulgent, for the sake of it humour. also, could khushi's realisation come in a calm wise way? an essential element of khushi had to be part of this momentous realisation. that ajeeb element. and that was here aplenty.

again barun showed us what an actor sits inside this slim, good looking, ex call centre manager, a boy from west delhi with not great marks in school, who has no formal training in acting. i do so want to see this actor in a whole range of different roles. can't decide if i like auto man more or dhobi. think i'll settle for dhobi, oh that dhobi ismiliya. he can give banwari a good run for his gathrie.

she decides to close her eyes and walk so as not to see him. addle pated anyway, utterly addle pated in love.

of course, she bangs into him, who else. and he just holds her... and keeps on holding her... his face is full of concern, bit of a "what the" there, but his hands are holding...

this is the primal attraction that is headed straight toward a pool and an ocean of roiling, tumultuous desire. i hold my breath feeling its onrush.
 
"humne socha tha jab pyaar hoga tab phool barsne lagenge, aanchal mein sitaare chamakne lagenge..." i'd thought, her words come back, that when i'm in love, flowers would shower, stars would fill my aanchal...

aanchal, difficult to explain in english, the free end of your saree, the ends of your dupatta, all can be considered aanchal. the indian woman has used her aanchal to do many things, wipe away tears, protect her child by covering her/him with it, a sense of shelter in it, of a place to hide from the harshness of the world, very much an extension of the role a woman plays in society, as mother, as elder sister. this is uniquely woman, her ability to shelter with love and her shakti, her strength. all of it somewhere in that aanchal. as i said difficult to explain, clumsy effort. the aanchal is where here love her innate female strength her power in life gets expressed. it is also where she gathers her dreams sometimes.
 

and so it is that the scene changes in this filmi khushi way... and petals shower.
she catches petals and looks at him her heart in her eyes, just enjoying the man, and then he is showering her with sparkling stars, she holds out her aanchal to catch them all if she can... the whole fantasy playing out merrily, unstoppably... khushi must realise today, it's been decided.


when reality returns, khushi is lost. asr is confused, concerned. he'd heard she was unwell. but she can't take his eyes on her any more. she scoots again.

walking back home alone, under the stars, in talk with dm, she acknowledges at last. she'd asked for only one sign from dm to help her understand what she should do about marrying shyam. dm had deluged her with signs, overflow like that watering can of his.

she is muttering..."hum... theek nahin hain... tabhi toh hum shadi nahin karna chahte." i am not okay... all those isharas... that's why i don't want to marry.


love was never mentioned, yet one hadn't seen a girl more in it or aware of it. superb writing, direction, concept.

shyam was waiting at gh, eavesdropping, plying extreme manipulation. jalebis for khushi and lanterns, for he knows of her little rituals with babuji every diwali. khushi's little talk with her father is lovely and touching. her shelter is in danger, the main support in her life. unknown to her a man is getting ready to become just that and more to her. while the pretender shuffles around trying to usurp the place.

she cries alone under the stars, none of her problems have easy solutions. shyam enters with his sick play... khushi smiles at his jalebis, even his lanterns, but when he tries to catch her hands (note in a crocodile like bite), and
gives his spiel of how whenever there's andhera, darkness, he will bring roshni, light, to her life, all she remembers is a man sitting one chair away in a cold desperate hospital, putting his hand on her head. a man who doesn't say much, who makes no promises, but in her hour of darkness, he brought light. she snatches her hand away.

one word is too often profaned
for me to profane it,
one feeling to falsely disdain'd
for thee to disdain in.
one hope is too like despair
for prudence to smother,
and pity from thee more dear
than that from another.

this story of nafrat that was mohabbat, of a girl who'd rather take the gussa from one than the "love" from another, this inexplicable play of emotion that points you in the right direction despite what conventional wisdom or the apparent truth might say, it so reminds me of this intense love poem by shelley read in college.

i can give not what men call love
but wilt thou not accept
the worship the heart lifts above
and the heavens reject not
the desire of the moth for the star
the night for the morrow
the devotion to something afar
from the sphere of our sorrow?


that desire of the moth for the star has started in him and is flaming, it will turn to that worship the heart lifts above and the heavens reject not. both will reach out from the sphere of their sorrow and grasp this word and turn it into that devotion.

in a story that was doomed to be forgotten, another lovely girl thinks of light and diyas and meeting a young man who wants to give her the most beautifiul lamp but she will not let him. he thinks of her too as his mother prattles on. akash and payal, a gentle different love story enters its deeper layers. she has started thinking of him too, as he has been from the moment they met.

can khushi lie back and sort out her confusion and enjoy her little secret with herself? no such luck. the moment she entered, buaji had planted the idea of jadoo tona in  her head. black magic. sanaka devi's sanak is on the rise, what ails her? could it be that someone has cast a spell? nice writing, will lead us straight to another heart erupting moment by the pool.

now amma is badgering khushi about her decision regarding marriage to shyam. bless shyam and amma, we have khushi going nuts and scurrying to her mountain... jalebi mountain. as she makes it, what a dream.

her fertile imagination comes up with a great one. she is married to her khadoos laad g. married? what a jump... the girl has just figured out she is in love with the boy. now she's much married already? khsuhi ji... uh huh. shadi shuda, and doing all the things that shadi shuda girls do? in less than an hour? now i need to stuff samosas in my mouth.


did he just blow on your face, made you all ahem inside and said you look like a delhi auto? funny funny dialogue guys, and what a tie up with auto... what the. so khushiji's day dreams are not minus heat, all sweetness and flying stars and flowers, huh? how can it be when sir asr is the man in question. so, that day dream much later when she sees him with a pearl string was really so floaty because lady was in mood a la romance, but here, sorry khushi, truth is out, you got the hots.

just look at her state when he's near.

but with shyam, who's so ugh sweet, a calm, in control khushi.


and the final tadka from khushi's inner layer... arnav in jalebi, her man now part of the sweet that is practically part of her, her being... oh the ultimate owning of the man.

in the span of one episode, khushi has recognised him as her man, identified that he is the one that brings light to her life when it's dark, and seen him as her husband, herself his wife. take away the fun and games, and there's a serious passionate emotion here. after her parents' death, khushi has lived among people who have given her extreme love, but somehow she's always felt beholden, grateful, tried always harder to better, more for them. her gratitude is lovely, but her sense of right, "huq" over anyone is fragile. that huq her heart exercises over asr, without permission from her or him. this is possibly the single clear ishara she had sought from her divine mother.

and an ishara to us from dm. hair. cut.
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<font color="#000066" size="2" face="Comic Sans MS, Times, serif">Agree, Horizon. Some of my answers are given by others too. But, I'm writing down whatever is coming to mind, because this time, I'm actually clueless. </font>



Hi,
no problem at all. Always enjoy reading ur answers. Was just sharing my cluelessness with you. Please keep the ball rolling.

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@Wiwy, my 2nd attempt to your riddle: 
Why does ASR like to drink Coffee?

Answer: Because coffee is bitter and since khushi has dubbed him "kadva karela" "bitter gourd"  it meshes with his personality