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Hello friends,
Its been a long journey with this IF family for me.Those who know me, know it well that I am big ASR supporter and die hard Barun fan.Long ago I made a similar post like this..stating then as my last post..few things held me back and made me reconsider my decision and I still regret reconsidering that.This time things have changed and what held me back is the only reason I want to get out of this forum.Yes Barun Sobti , I am still your die hard fan and you will always find me praying for your well being and I will always respect and love you for what you have given me over past 1 and half years.I know you gave your best and will surely continue to enthrall audience by your performance. But I also feel you are human being unlike many people here for whom you were just mere prop of entertainment. I am working in my company for past 3 and half years and you know what I gave my best for 3 years too but time came when my passion from work dropped .This job became more stress than anything else. I am still working in company as I was not brave enough to take call and risk my career. I crib and cry a lot but feel helpless at times,result is I dont even give 50% in my work nowadays and indeed it affects my performance and career. Why I am blabbering this..π..Many people reading this will be wondering..coz I wish I had this courage to just call it quit when I first time felt my heart was not in my work...I regret that now but Barun I respect you and thank you for showing me how to follow your heart and take risks in your life. These people will forget you soon when it is all over but a handfull of true fans that you have earned in this journey will always be with you. This industry in which you are is much like a circus where people claps till show is on and lights are off...noone sees pain of artist and animals who perform for them... Yes this is showbiz..where people just remember actors till they entertain and when there is no light ,sound and action in these actors life..people move on and find a new prop to keep them entertain..
I am sure with your hardwork and sincerity to your profession ,you will soon find another landmark in your career ..and reach new heights of success and fame...More than that I am just glad that you have satisfied your inner conscious which I am still not able to do...
AT friends- BISS is IT will stay in touch till AT lasts...and even after that in our madness for Barun, we will meet somewhere else too...
Defenders-Sorry for backing out but I am sensitive person and I need my peace of mind back...will stay in touch through PMs...
Barun Crazy Phangurls- will be in touch through PMs and CC. I love you all for your craziness...
For rest- Have fun... Alvidaπ€
And just finally had to say- Thank you Barun Sobti for giving me ASRπ€
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