A/N: Apologies, my eekie mind is supposed to be deactivated for ramadan, but its not. shoot me. Chapter 9 (
15+)He pushed her against the wall, deepening the kiss. He felt her arms enclose around his neck, pushing herself into him.
He drew her head back trailing kisses down her neck and back up along her jaw and ear.
She brought back his lips onto hers for more. Their tongues fought as their hands started to roam over each other's body.
Arnav cupped her breast in his hand pressing softly, letting it go, he trailed down to her hips and rear squeezing them, hard. He pushed away her neckline to the sides and kissed her swells.
Khushi's breathing grew harsh. She pulled his hair, dragging his kisses over her chest and collarbone.
He held on her leg and brought it up over his hip. Their bodies were burning with desire, feeling the heat emanate between them didn't help them come back to earth.
Arnav moved his hand under her dress, tracing her long leg back and forth then up her thigh. He felt a thin silky material of her thong.
Hearing her whimper, he turned his attention back to her lips and went back again to her breast. He slid his fingers in her cup, caressing her mound and brushing over her tautness.
He caught her leg before it slipped down and tugged it back up. Making his way inside, he stopped on her inside thigh, lightly circling his fingers over and over. He moved forward and touched her. The silkiness was warm and damp. He moved aside the material and dipped two fingers in.
"Arnaaav!" Khushi gasped at the unexpected touch.
He plunged his tongue in her mouth just as his fingers went in deeper into her moistness.
"Is this how you wanted the night to end with him?" he murmured hotly over her lips.
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Khushi stopped breathing, her body going stiff.
"Him who?" she asked him, not feeling good about what his answer would be.
"The guy you seemed to be having the time of your life with, the man you were so occupied with that you did not remember you were there with me" he ruthlessly went on.
Her eyes went hard and she glared at him.
"You.are.absolutely.nuts" she snapped at him. She tried to free herself off him and off the position they were in but he held onto her even more strongly.
"I killed your evening, didn't I Miss Gupta? I apologize for dragging you away from there. I do know Karan quite well, I can have you meet him up again, if you would like."
"Shutup! You have gone bloody insane. Let go of me now" she pushed him with all her effort.
He fell back a little before balancing himself.
Her voice cracking she said, "You were the one who left for long leaving me alone. I am not going to explain myself to you. To your statement earlier, yes I had an amazing time with him."
Turning around she ran to her room before the tears started to spill. Like hell if she would let him know he got to her.
It was inexcusable move he had made.
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Arnav banged his fist on the wall.
"What the hell did I just do?!" he gritted out.He rubbed his face in frustration.
Taking off his jacket he grabbed a beer from the fridge and went into his room.
He seriously messed it up this time. What made him say that? The words had kept coming out, he didn't know how or why.
He remembered being mad at her then...
Jealousy? No, it cannot be that. He was not some ruthless young boy who felt jealous at seeing a girl he had some feelings for with another man and lost his temper.
No, Arnav Singh Raizada didn't lose temper over a girl and surely did not exaggerate in any circumstances.
That behavior was just ridiculous. It was all good when she kissed him back, they were surely getting it on and then his ego had to ruin everything, didn't it.
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Khushi woke up the next day with the incident still repeating crystal clear in her mind. She had willingly lost herself in him. She had liked it, even had encouraged to keep going. Now she was so embarrassed by her actions.
Its true what they say she thought, if a boy is even a little bit nice to a girl, they slip in a second. This is no beauty and the beast, where belle falls in love with the beast because they lived together for a while. She was no belle and he was a total beast.
It had become her habit now to look in the mirror and talk to herself. After going over the incident a gazillion times in her head, Khushi came to a conclusion that she was embarrassed because she actually thought that he was putting a step towards their whatever relationship and maybe, later it might evolve into something.
The romantic side of her was disappointed and a bit hurt but the actual feminist side made her stand up straight and told her to walk over what happened.
She continued talking to her reflection in front of her, "you're so stupid Khushi...ab jo hogaya so hogaya, you got to test the water and now you know how it is. You will be in better control of your emotions and situations whenever you are around him."
Khushi queitly stepped out not wanting to bump into him. Yeah she was going to not let things bother her but it was awkward.
She blushed as the image of their position flashed through her head. She closed her eyes, trying not to hyperventilate.
"Aah devi maiyyah maaf karna, kuch zyaada hi agay chalegi mein" she prayed.
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His muscles burned like hell, chest contracted, throat dying of thirst but still he ran.
Regret was swimming through his veins. Okay yes he was jealous, but it didnt justify his words last night. He wondered how many times he had hurt his di and nani like that, without realizing.
Arnav didnt know whether he should damn himself for falling for a girl like never before or damn her for bringing out this new persona in him. He never up till now pondered over his way of life, his actions and what effect they have on others.
An apology was not going to work this time.
He picked up even more speed, trying to block his emotions and thoughts with the pain coursing through his body.
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Just as he came inside, Khushi was making her way out.
"Where are you going?" he asked her heavily.
"Library, from there to work" she replied in a monotonous tone.
"I'll drop you off"
"No. I prefer going alone" the door closed on him, leaving him alone again for the thoughts and flashbacks to come back and haunt him.
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