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Posted: 14 years ago
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Nidhi..Nidhi...Nidhi...Nidhi...Nidhi...Nidhi...

Nidhi...I donot know which state I am in...conscious..semi conscious...unconscious...living...or dead...
All that I can remember.. is you...Nidhi...
Nidhi trust me ...I am with you...I cannot leave you...I am coming to you...

Is this the end of the world?? .. Is this the end of the life...
Nidhi...I want to see you...I want to come to you...
Let me clear all the mess that I have created for you...
You were so caring...You were very much concerned...
You asked me not to come by road...I know you were anxious...

But Nidhi...tell me...How could I stay away from you...
And that too on learning the drastic decisions that could take you away from me...
tell me...is it possible to restrict myself not reaching you???...

You have trusted me...You have loved me...you wanted me more than any thing...
I may fall apart...but I cannot betray your trust Nidhi...
I want to be with you in thick and thin...
I want to protect you from this entire world...
I want to see you happy...I want to give you all the happiness in the world...

Please Nidhi...do not cry...no..not done...I cant see you crying...
You are my strength...I dont like your tears..
I want to stand by you...whether I am alive or dead...

Hey Bhagwan!!! Is there an end to my agony??? Is there a choice for me????
Please please please answer me...let me be with my beloved...Nidhi...
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Posted: 14 years ago
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u made me completely emotional dear mudra😭
this must be exactly how a wounde/dying ashu would react😭
even in the seni conscious stae he would remember his nidhi- the promise he made to her that what ever may ahppen they will be together; that he would take care of all her fears and apprehensions😭

take a bow girl- this write -up is simply awesome and heart wrenching
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Originally posted by: shamil

u made me completely emotional dear mudra😭

this must be exactly how a wounde/dying ashu would react😭
even in the seni conscious stae he would remember his nidhi- the promise he made to her that what ever may ahppen they will be together; that he would take care of all her fears and apprehensions😭

take a bow girl- this write -up is simply awesome and heart wrenching
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Shamil...I am completely on an emotional roller coaster ride...this is what I am feeling fro Nidhi atleast...

I never knew personally what a break up means...How hurting it could be...
I am feeling very bit of it for fictional characters strangely!!!!!!

what ever mask I may like to wear externally...deep down I have become a wreck...
I had to bare my heart at least in front of IF...
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Very wonderful Emotional description.Pata nahi Ashu ko kiyn humhesha door in logo ne bhej deta hai jab Nidhi ko uski jarurat ho.Kaash isbar yeh na ho.
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Posted: 14 years ago
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I understand Mudra
It is all the more difficult for MB fans like me.
we may joke around, make spoofs . blame MB for the mess or say we want a new guy as ashu- but the truth is it isnt going to be easy to completely forgo the influence of MB as the character named ashutosh.Deep down most of us still want him to come back and make nidhi smile and blush.
God! wish I was never so much attached to this show
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Oh God! Mudra!!! You've made me maudlin again! The tears I was trying so hard to keep in check are threatening to spill again!

This is so heart-wrenchingly, gut- crunchingly, mind-wreckingly painful!!!
I could imagine Ashu lying wounded somewhere deep in the jungle with no hope of being seen or rescued... In the darkness, in excruciating pain...the only balm for his wounds being Nidhi..the only light in the darkness being Nidhi...the only hope in the hopelessness being his love for Nidhi...the only fight left in him...his will to be with her!!!

So beautiful and poignant, dear Mudra!!!
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Mudra...You Are Fantastic in your Write ups...

Reading this brought lump in my throat...This show has such an impact on us...I feel for Nidhi and Ashutosh...

Ashu was so lonely..Nidhi came as a breath of Fresh air in his life..He started enjoying life...with her...They were Few feet away from their destination..This tragedy Happens...

Nidhi will be lonely..heart Broken..Where is Ashu to console her to support her now????😭

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Posted: 14 years ago
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After reading this...I was like 😭 😭 😭 ...very well written šŸ‘ ...šŸ¤—
Where r u ashu...pls come back...nidhi is waiting for you...
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Originally posted by: LizzieBennett

Oh God! Mudra!!! You've made me maudlin again! The tears I was trying so hard to keep in check are threatening to spill again!

This is so heart-wrenchingly, gut- crunchingly, mind-wreckingly painful!!!
I could imagine Ashu lying wounded somewhere deep in the jungle with no hope of being seen or rescued... In the darkness, in excruciating pain...the only balm for his wounds being Nidhi..the only light in the darkness being Nidhi...the only hope in the hopelessness being his love for Nidhi...the only fight left in him...his will to be with her!!!

So beautiful and poignant, dear Mudra!!!


Lizzie, actually it is a double blow...

Ashu dying at a crucial stage and MB's exit...added to the pain...
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Well... There's every possibility that Ashu is alive. But right now why is that thought not giving me the comfort it should?

Like Shamil says..I may write spoofs and lash out at MB...but the fact remains that I'll always miss him as Ashutosh..

And yeah.. Shammo..I too hate myself for being so attached to this show and AshNi!

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