Nice Post GEET.But I have a doubt. Do you think ARNAV actually saw her in the Temple or just sensed her?
Hey guys!As you guys can well imagine..will take time..hahaIn love with ASR more than ever...he looked so so amazing..almost a perfect specimen of MANKIND!😉Those shades..those clothes..beautiful...those looks, those words...those emotions..Barun Sobti needs to take a bow!!😳⭐️👏The change sanaya showed as khushi when confronted with this Arnav-was too good!I had gone to the mandir, to get the pooja samagri, and somewhere in my gloom, I saw khushi standing..with her parents, I assume. I didn't want to see her..not today..not when I couldn't be...myself..as she knew it..While I was talking to Panditji- I saw a girl..sitting alone and crying... I told him I'll talk to him in a bit and walked upto the kid.I asked her why was it that she cried..but she gave no answer. Asked her where were her parents and she answered that her mom was crying and papa was in the hospital. I gave her my hanky and she blew her nose soundly...eww. but okay.She continued, that if I freed a pigeon- she'll get her wish..btu she had only 10 rupees,t hat too from a broken piggy bank..I felt for her...and I took her there. If there was this much I could do for her, then, I'd be more than glad.I felt at peace amidst so many emotions, standing by the happy little child, who believed her father will become better now...She asked me about ma-papaI didn't trust myelf to speak, as I was filled with an overwhelming urge to cry..she gently wiped my face and kissed me on the cheek.I told her to take care, and go home.Who was I to break her belief in that non-entity that took everything away, never gave anything?I went back home, changed and came back down again..saw ma-papa's pictures and it broke my heart all over again. She was there too..but I cared about nothing right now..only wished to be left alone in my solitude and not be disturbed anon.But she came nonetheless, and said she didn't know..she said sorry and began a speech of sympathy.HEr eyes were filled with it, and I recoiled seeing that. I didn't need HER sympathy.HOW could people believe they knew how it felt?Did they know how it felt when I was the one who did the last rites of my parents?Did she have any idea what that did to me?Did anyone know how it felt to come back to a home- empty of the people who gave you birth?That you went out a family, and came back an empty destroyed shell?An empty home, a silence that kills..sounds that were earlier filled with love..now filled with no recompense?SO I bid her leave, I hurt her deliberately..I couldn't deal with so much..I made her cry as well..and then she left, i shut the door.. I needed to be alone..I needed to control..Till when, I didn't know...KhushiI felt his presence..but he wasn't thereWas that disappointment, of which I was aware?For i was sure he had been here a moment agoI dismissed it as a part of my heart's lureAsking the man about the pigeonsI was told they were all bought by just oneI wondered who it was, that could be so selfishto use up portions of other people's mediums of wishes?I went and saw, a little child with a well-dressed man,his back was to me, but he had lighted the kid's face like a lamphappy she was happy, I waited for him to turnAnd got the shock of my life, to see the man, I always spurnedHe didn't see me, for which I was eternally gladFor what would he have seen if I saw him like that?My mind and heart a jumble, I wondered what to thinkWent back home, and from there, to the Raizada's- my mind incapable of any linkThere were preparations for an even grandin which Arnav Singh Raizada was apparently to standBut then I saw the picture, and the gloom in his eyesI realized my huge fault, and went to him insideI said I understood, I tried to show my shared griefbut he didn't want to see, there was nothing he would believehe was a beast, made one of his own thoughthe wanted to remain so, and he'd never stopI left, sad and dejected, feeling pain in my heartI didn't know we had such a deep connection, at the startI was alone too, no parents to call my ownhe was lonely too, looking for a loving home...Okay, that's it!I'm sorry I couldn't do justice to it..but oh god the episode was so painful..I went to my parents first and hugged them tight..leaving them dumbfounded hahahaanyway, comments welcome!
Originally posted by: mahi0809
How beautiful Geet!!.. The inner dialogues of Arnav and Khushi stirred something inside me.. became a bit senti lol!!.. today's epi was just brilliant!
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