Posted:
Dear Armaan,
Hi.I dont think u remember me....There is even a
fair chance that u wud not be able to recall me if i tell u my
name....mera naam pata b tha ya nahi...its
Riddhima...Dr.Riddhima Gupta.U must b thinking y the hell m i
writing u,inspite of knowing this.Well,there r few things i wanted
to spill out...i dont know whether its 4 god or bad...4 u or 4
me...but i just wantd to....As after 2 days,I will b getting married
to a v successful cardiologist Dr.Rahul Grewal, I want this burden
off me...off my heart...as it is....aching.........severly aching...!!!
It all started a few years back when i was in my 3rd
n u in ur 4th....Its not that u were a completely stranger to me.I
know u as just another SENIOR.......So.....it was 1 of those
days...we (me,mski & sapna) were sitting in library having some
chit chat, and all of a sudden...i felt that someone called me....i
turned my head...there was no 1...but my eyes gt fixed at that
direction....because there i saw.......YOU!!!....wearing blue full
sleeved shirt wid.. black pants....hair perfectly set...and those
specs of urs...placed on ur sharp nose...and behind those...ur big
eyes....the color of which i wasnt able to c,as u wre completely
indulged in ur pathology book...It was then n there i missed my
heart beat for the very first time...!!!
The very next day,I accidently gt to sit on the exact point...bilkul
usi jaga per....where u were sitting the other day...There I noticed
this verse written on the table...
MERE NAFAS MERE HUM NAWA...
MUJHE DOST BAN K DAGA NA DE....
MEIN HOON DARD-E-ISHQ SE JAAN B'LAB
MUJHE ZINDAGI KI DUA NA DE....
MEIN GHUM-E JAHAAN SE NIDHAAL HOON.....
K SARAPR HUZN O MALAL HOON.....
JO LIKHAY HAIN MERE NASEEB MAIN........
WOH ALAM KISI KO KHUDA NE DE...
I dnt knw k kisnay likhi thi...but my heart assumed that its
U...and this became my favourite verse...till date!!!
So...where was I!!.......yeah!!!few days later,I saw u playing
cricket in the play area.I was surprised initially as u lookd v
PERHAKOO kinda person...but later mujhe pata chala k u even
play volley & BB and dat too...very well....yeah!! so....u were
batting and was looking just too HOT in ur white T with blue
jeans and cap on...the scorching sunrays and the sweat on ur
facewere making u look even hotter.It was then,for the first
time...I saw ur tottoo.To tell u the fact...I just hated
tattoes...but...to my own surprise.........I actually liked urs. Just
then Muski nudged me to check out the coolest
hunk...ATUL...but she noticed that i was lost somwhere
else...LOST.......in YOU!!! Both Sap n muski teased the hell out of
me that whole day.
After that day,I started noticing U........ur dressing...ur way of
talking...walking.....ur bike.....ur car......U studying in library......U
with ur friends......U playing cricket or volly or BB....Many at
times,i even gt caught by u.....but inspite of being embaressed at
that time......i just cudnt help it!!!!!
My priorities began to change and so....were my choices.....i
began to like...rather adore everything u do... and everything u
have....I began to like people u are friends with.....I began to wait
for u everyday....and miss u when u not around...(muski n sapna
were not unaware of this)....
And FINALLY...one fine day....Aaahhh!!!...how cud i forget
that...!!! It was 2 days before my birthday....i gt mt GIFT in
advance.....YESSS!!!!! YOU TALKED TO ME!!!!!!!!!for the very first
time......It was a very casual 2 sentenced convo...as we both sat on
the same table in the lib that day...when Anjili came n dragged
both of into this convo...(Oh!! yeah!! Anjili Sharma of ur batch is
my neighbour n a good friend of mine)...That little conversation
took me to cloud no.9.........!!!!!!!...I was more than
happy.....exited.........thrilled.....!!!!!
After that....we began to wish eachother and pass smiles
whenever we meeet......I was not able to say anything else...as by
nature,m a v shy kind of person...kuch egoistic bhi.....For
U........may be u were way too reserved........may be.....!!!!!!!
Things were going smooth....i was happy and satisfied with tha
way it was ....i kept noticing u.....and kept on being caught by u
too.......sometimes I smiled.....somtimes gt embaressed.......!!!
Then things changed......but not for good......
One day when i cme to collsge......I cudnt find U....I thot U must
be on a prep leave.....But no.....days
passed......1....2......3.......4........and U......MISSING!!!!!!....I went
crazy....how cud I not see U....and live in peace!!!...I becme all
anxious.....crazy.......desperate....dejected.....I cudnt even
concentrate on my studies...All the time...my eyes search foe U...I
wanted to c u...to hear that one HI from U..........But u were not
there...NOWHERE!!!..I asked Aljili but she was unaware.....and so
were ur other friends....Muski n sapna asked them all........tried on
ur cell but it was switched off.....aur abhi tak off hi hai..!!!U dnt
informe any1 and left......rather......DISAPPEARED...everyday i to
college with the hope that today u wud b there.......But no...!!!
Days passed by.....tumne nahi ana tha...tum nahi aye...!!!by
efforts of Muski n Sapna....I started studying....it was tough
though.....impossible for me to some extent....but i have to live up
to my parents expectations....
Now I have graduated....I m a DOCTOR now.....worked at
Sanjeevni.....I m happy to b there...it gives me great pleasure
treating patients....I m thankful to God for selecting me to do such
a noble job....patients...diseases....labs...medicine...long working
hours But yeah...!!!Somethings are still the same.........I still miss
U like hell.......my eyes still search U......still wanted to c u.....my
ears still wanted to hear U........my heart still wanted
YOU!!!.......whenever i see ur name written somewhere.....my eyes
forfgts to blink.....my heart still miss a beat whenever I hear ur
name.............
Whatever it was.....it is........love, infatuation, crush,
obsession.........whatever.........it will always remain alive in my
heart........and so my hope........to meet u again.........to say
everything that remained unsaid..........
Kash ke tum nahi jaatay..........
Kash mein tumse keh pati.......
woh sab kuch jo nahi keh payi........
Kash guzra waqt laut aye......
Kash k tum laut aao.......
Kash k mujh se mil jao.......
Kash...!!!!!!
So....here I m.....and this is our story.......NO.....this is MY
story.....As U were never a part of it.....It was ME...and will always
be only ME.......ME who fell for U.......ME who gt obsessed by
U......ME who failed to express this to U......ME who ia suffering
now........ME who cant and will never forget U..............
Cannot
be called as
YOUR
RIDDHIMA...
So this is it.......sorry if i disappointed u guys........plz comment if u
like it......
thanku all 4 ur encouragement......😳
love,
Mehr
Hi.I dont think u remember me....There is even a
fair chance that u wud not be able to recall me if i tell u my
name....mera naam pata b tha ya nahi...its
Riddhima...Dr.Riddhima Gupta.U must b thinking y the hell m i
writing u,inspite of knowing this.Well,there r few things i wanted
to spill out...i dont know whether its 4 god or bad...4 u or 4
me...but i just wantd to....As after 2 days,I will b getting married
to a v successful cardiologist Dr.Rahul Grewal, I want this burden
off me...off my heart...as it is....aching.........severly aching...!!!
It all started a few years back when i was in my 3rd
n u in ur 4th....Its not that u were a completely stranger to me.I
know u as just another SENIOR.......So.....it was 1 of those
days...we (me,mski & sapna) were sitting in library having some
chit chat, and all of a sudden...i felt that someone called me....i
turned my head...there was no 1...but my eyes gt fixed at that
direction....because there i saw.......YOU!!!....wearing blue full
sleeved shirt wid.. black pants....hair perfectly set...and those
specs of urs...placed on ur sharp nose...and behind those...ur big
eyes....the color of which i wasnt able to c,as u wre completely
indulged in ur pathology book...It was then n there i missed my
heart beat for the very first time...!!!
The very next day,I accidently gt to sit on the exact point...bilkul
usi jaga per....where u were sitting the other day...There I noticed
this verse written on the table...
MERE NAFAS MERE HUM NAWA...
MUJHE DOST BAN K DAGA NA DE....
MEIN HOON DARD-E-ISHQ SE JAAN B'LAB
MUJHE ZINDAGI KI DUA NA DE....
MEIN GHUM-E JAHAAN SE NIDHAAL HOON.....
K SARAPR HUZN O MALAL HOON.....
JO LIKHAY HAIN MERE NASEEB MAIN........
WOH ALAM KISI KO KHUDA NE DE...
I dnt knw k kisnay likhi thi...but my heart assumed that its
U...and this became my favourite verse...till date!!!
So...where was I!!.......yeah!!!few days later,I saw u playing
cricket in the play area.I was surprised initially as u lookd v
PERHAKOO kinda person...but later mujhe pata chala k u even
play volley & BB and dat too...very well....yeah!! so....u were
batting and was looking just too HOT in ur white T with blue
jeans and cap on...the scorching sunrays and the sweat on ur
facewere making u look even hotter.It was then,for the first
time...I saw ur tottoo.To tell u the fact...I just hated
tattoes...but...to my own surprise.........I actually liked urs. Just
then Muski nudged me to check out the coolest
hunk...ATUL...but she noticed that i was lost somwhere
else...LOST.......in YOU!!! Both Sap n muski teased the hell out of
me that whole day.
After that day,I started noticing U........ur dressing...ur way of
talking...walking.....ur bike.....ur car......U studying in library......U
with ur friends......U playing cricket or volly or BB....Many at
times,i even gt caught by u.....but inspite of being embaressed at
that time......i just cudnt help it!!!!!
My priorities began to change and so....were my choices.....i
began to like...rather adore everything u do... and everything u
have....I began to like people u are friends with.....I began to wait
for u everyday....and miss u when u not around...(muski n sapna
were not unaware of this)....
And FINALLY...one fine day....Aaahhh!!!...how cud i forget
that...!!! It was 2 days before my birthday....i gt mt GIFT in
advance.....YESSS!!!!! YOU TALKED TO ME!!!!!!!!!for the very first
time......It was a very casual 2 sentenced convo...as we both sat on
the same table in the lib that day...when Anjili came n dragged
both of into this convo...(Oh!! yeah!! Anjili Sharma of ur batch is
my neighbour n a good friend of mine)...That little conversation
took me to cloud no.9.........!!!!!!!...I was more than
happy.....exited.........thrilled.....!!!!!
After that....we began to wish eachother and pass smiles
whenever we meeet......I was not able to say anything else...as by
nature,m a v shy kind of person...kuch egoistic bhi.....For
U........may be u were way too reserved........may be.....!!!!!!!
Things were going smooth....i was happy and satisfied with tha
way it was ....i kept noticing u.....and kept on being caught by u
too.......sometimes I smiled.....somtimes gt embaressed.......!!!
Then things changed......but not for good......
One day when i cme to collsge......I cudnt find U....I thot U must
be on a prep leave.....But no.....days
passed......1....2......3.......4........and U......MISSING!!!!!!....I went
crazy....how cud I not see U....and live in peace!!!...I becme all
anxious.....crazy.......desperate....dejected.....I cudnt even
concentrate on my studies...All the time...my eyes search foe U...I
wanted to c u...to hear that one HI from U..........But u were not
there...NOWHERE!!!..I asked Aljili but she was unaware.....and so
were ur other friends....Muski n sapna asked them all........tried on
ur cell but it was switched off.....aur abhi tak off hi hai..!!!U dnt
informe any1 and left......rather......DISAPPEARED...everyday i to
college with the hope that today u wud b there.......But no...!!!
Days passed by.....tumne nahi ana tha...tum nahi aye...!!!by
efforts of Muski n Sapna....I started studying....it was tough
though.....impossible for me to some extent....but i have to live up
to my parents expectations....
Now I have graduated....I m a DOCTOR now.....worked at
Sanjeevni.....I m happy to b there...it gives me great pleasure
treating patients....I m thankful to God for selecting me to do such
a noble job....patients...diseases....labs...medicine...long working
hours But yeah...!!!Somethings are still the same.........I still miss
U like hell.......my eyes still search U......still wanted to c u.....my
ears still wanted to hear U........my heart still wanted
YOU!!!.......whenever i see ur name written somewhere.....my eyes
forfgts to blink.....my heart still miss a beat whenever I hear ur
name.............
Whatever it was.....it is........love, infatuation, crush,
obsession.........whatever.........it will always remain alive in my
heart........and so my hope........to meet u again.........to say
everything that remained unsaid..........
Kash ke tum nahi jaatay..........
Kash mein tumse keh pati.......
woh sab kuch jo nahi keh payi........
Kash guzra waqt laut aye......
Kash k tum laut aao.......
Kash k mujh se mil jao.......
Kash...!!!!!!
So....here I m.....and this is our story.......NO.....this is MY
story.....As U were never a part of it.....It was ME...and will always
be only ME.......ME who fell for U.......ME who gt obsessed by
U......ME who failed to express this to U......ME who ia suffering
now........ME who cant and will never forget U..............
Cannot
be called as
YOUR
RIDDHIMA...
So this is it.......sorry if i disappointed u guys........plz comment if u
like it......
thanku all 4 ur encouragement......😳
love,
Mehr
Anupamaa
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