MESSAGE FOR MY FRIENDS..
Ok so this was it…My last month as an active member on the FC….
I think this is the best time for me to move on, but this does not mean that I am quitting. But yes I might not be active anymore, except for an appearance here and there. I am not sure about that too.
Well I can't begin to tell you guys what I am going through right now or how I am writing this message…But I had to do so…Before leaving I need to thank each and every member of our Fan Club for always being there for me whenever I needed them , being my support and making this FC the way it is today..
This might also be my last FC that I am constructing , though I really wish that I get a chance to do that in the future again..
This place holds special memories for me…I have literally lived my last 2 years here and this is now what I call my ''second home''…..So you can imagine how I am feeling while writing this down…
I seriously need to thank every one here and this one is going to get extremely long..So bear with me…I am not good with words, so I hope I make sense in whatever I manage to write…
I feel that this FC is totally incomplete without its members...Members who have always been there…Discussing Harshad , his show and his life….Seeing the ups and downs…Going through hard time…celebrating the good ones..Crying together and then rejoicing with each other and so many other memories which has created such an unusual kind of bond among all the members here…
I could have also left without informing anyone, but seriously I didn't have the heart to do that…Isliye this emotional saga…
I again take this opportunity to personally thank every member of our FC today….
Yojana….I don't think I can start this message without mentioning Yoj….I met her on the LRL forums and its not the show that brought us together….Its Harshad who did so…We just exchanged PM's one fine day after learning that we both adore Harsh…And so that was it…We are now the bestest of buddies…I mean we have to share everything related with Harshad with each other…Every conversation to every thing that relates to him…There was never a single day when I didn't chat with Yoj…Even after she left for Pune…we have tried to be in constant touch and in case we don't get a chance to talk to each other for a week…we do manage to get some time and catch up on all that we missed….I have never met a person like her…A true gem as I call her….extremely subtle and cute and can never thank her enough for always being there for me no matter what…We both have seen a lot in these past 2 years, personally, regarding Harshad, or this FC….But we have always over come all the negative things and emerged from it…Today I see Yoj more mature and sensible than me…She is the one who handles me now…Yoj you know I can never thank you enough..I would go on and on here…so will talk to you to actually thank you for everything you did for me and being my biggest support and companion..And all the best for your career…I know I am seeing you on TV very soon and maybe the first interview you take will be Harshad's..Hahaha….Love you loads and I will miss you the most…
Swathi….I met Swati and Yoj together on the LRL forums….With Swathi too we exchanged PM's first and then as they say..The rest is history…I used to read her topics on the forums and got to know that she was extremely chilled out person with a great sense of humour…She was someone who was never afraid to speak her mind..If she didn't like anything or anyone…She was the first person to outright mention it right there…That honesty was something which attracted me to Swati..When Yoj , Swati and I began talking….She was the one who used to lighten up our conversations and always bring a smile on our face in the toughest of situations..When we were low or sad and depressed, we knew where to go…Swati would always be there to cheer us up and always make us feel really light…Her hectic schedule since the past 1 year made her less active on the FC, But she still showers Harsh with the bestest of wishes, even though she is unable to follow his life or his show…She might not be back on the FC, and might have not interacted with so many new members here…But she is always mentioned and will always be remembered as one of the biggest fan of Harshad and someone who taught us how to smile and spread cheer and joy everywhere…Swati I wish the very best for you and your future and may you get the best job, cause I know you deserve it..…Have a great life ahead….
Vaishu….I met Vaishu too on the LRL forums and here too we just had to exchange a PM…And then we were the only ones who always used to keep on talking about Harsh on the forums…Hahaha….I haven't interacted with Vaishu as much as I did with Yoj or Swati, as she used to keep coming and going….Yes but she is the only member who has consistently been on the FC, barring a few months in between last year....I need to thank Vaishu for doing what she did for Yoj, Swati and me when she met Harsh last year….I mean I have no words to express the kind of happiness I got that day….All thanks to Vaishu…Had it not been for her, nothing would have been possible….I mean I just need to think of that day and I am all smiles…Vaishu seriously , you did a lot for us that day…No one else would have done that and infact no one else did that….I am sorry for being a bit upset on you in between for some petty reason, but that was all because of that one bad day….Hope you forgive me for that incident…Thanks a lot for everything…And Ya….I will miss your ''buzzes'' ….Hahahaha….Dont stop this habit of yours… Sets you apart from the others..Lol… Keep annoying Yoj, Vandu and Swathi…Hahahaha…
Vandu….Vandana used to write analysis on a daily basis on the LRL forums…And since I loved reading it…I used to look forward to it each day and then comment and leave….We didn't know each other personally then….I just knew that she was an ardent fan of Rajeev….So we didn't have anything in common actually….Because all my other friends were ardent Harsh fans…and Vandu was never an ardent fan….But one day, Yoj added her to our ''mad'' conference…I didn't know what to say her actually, cause I didn't know her personally…She too felt a bit weird in our chat…But then slowly after some time, I got to know that she is the biggest ''wacko'' amongst us…I mean in just a matter of few conversations, we guys turned out to be the best of friends…Our chats used to be a riot, where were all were extremely different from each other, but yet gelled so well….Vandu too enjoyed our company cause for a change she was not among Raj fans , and that made her feel refreshed as our topics had variety…Hahaha.. …So we spoke about everything under the sun and our favourite pass time was pulling everyone's leg….Yoj was our first prey..Hahahaha….We never spared anyone and you guys can imagine what a combo Swati and Vandu would make..Its so strange that her best friends on IF today are all Harshad fans…Hahaha…Today I cant live a single day without chatting with her and in case we cant catch up on the chats….we have to talk on the phone..I was soo overwhelmed when she said me that she left home for a hostel 'mere sahare'…I didn't know what to say to her actually…Vandu I will always be there for you no matter what…Best wishes dear..And don't be depressed ever. You are too precious for me.
Gauri…I had seen Gauri on the LRL forums since the start..She was more of a silent member then….One day , infact few months after LRL went on air..I got a PM from her where she wanted to know more about Ali…I mean I didn't know Harshad personally then and I wrote back to her whatever little info I had collected from various sites…So you can see that Gauri was the actual and the first ever fan of Ali on the LRL forums…..She loved ONLY him from day 1…..Infact Gauri was a member of our old FC that was started in July 2006..So you imagine how long her association has been…..I think Gauri is more like Harshad….Very very humble and grounded…..Even though she met Harshad, she never came and shouted from the roof tops…She kept that entire thing very subtle and here I used to get so happy and excited hearing about all her stories…She has been such a nice human being and we are still in touch….And as you guys can guess…We never tire of Harsh topics..Miss you on the FC dear….Hope you do visit when you get time…May you become the best choreographer ever and will miss you loads…Best wishes…
Anu…Anupama fondly known as Anu….Her name features in the list of members here on the FC, but she has never been an active member on the forums…But yes when we talk about Harshad fans…Anu deserves a mention…She too likes to keep things a bit restrained, but I know how much she loves and adores Harshad…..She is extremely emotional at times and very protective about Harsh….Till date her admiration for him has not lessened a bit…All I can say is that Harsh is lucky to have such amazing fans…who have always been with him through thick and thin no matter what…Anu all the best for your career..Study hard…
Among all the old members…I would personally like to mention and thank Dia, Rani, Sarika, Kiran Di, Mannu, Nishant, Rakshita, Subha, Ashi, Preeti, Kanak, Zikra, Pooja,Prerna, Ranju, Rabi, Mansi, Lulu, Fariha, Mehrun, Tazy, Minnie, (And some Harshad fans and friends who have not been a part of IF or this FC…But have always been there for Harshad and given us some great memories to cherish all our life)…
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Among the new members I would also like to mention our members , some who have been an integral part of the FC and some who came once in a a while....Bhavna, Wasima, Mona, Aisha, Wida, Asha (Sangeeta), Anku, Amina, Chotu Priya, Alina, Reva, Neha, Rohini, Nina, Amy, Avneet, Heena, Shabnam, Lian, Nisa, Niti, Zaina, Shagun, Amina, Lina, Raisa, Dammy, Zuman, Atop…
Sarah – Sarah…What do I say about her !!!! I can rightly call her ''one of the biggest fan of Harshad''….I mean her energy, her love and admiration for him surpasses everything…And each day she comes up with something new and surprises us each time…Sarah without her ''craziness'' is a completely different person…She is someone who always tried to hide her pain and bring a smile on others face…And she has done this so many times…I know about her troubles, but she always emerges out of that every time…Very strong and confident for a 16 year old…And ya an extremely talented person too..Sarah your crazy topics on the FC has always helped us to forget our worries and you are the one who has spread so much joy on our FC….When I told Sarah that I would be leaving she was very sad…But Sarah…I am just an email away…I would respond back for sure…and do not change for anything in this world…You being the person that you are sets you apart from the rest…and always keep loving Harshad…Lots of love….And keep smiling !!!
Mehndi – Mehndi you were terribly missed on the FC lately…I know this is your final year of school and you really need to concentrate hard…And I have been asking everyone about you….I can never thank you enough Mehndi…You came to this FC as one of the first new member…And since then you have always been an integral part of it…How can I thank you for all the wonderful creations you made, your video avi's and siggies….uploading videos for us whenever we needed them and posting pictures…Seriously you have been a big help to me each time and always made my work easier whenever I constructed a FC..I have saved each and every creation of yours till date…I am always so amazed to see the kind of maturity level you have, but also being extremely lovable and adorable at the same time..I will miss all our initial conversations we used to have on the FC….How can I forget all those ''Prem uncle'' discussions we had. All the best for your board exams..Am sure you will do very well ….Do let me know your results for sure…
Payal – Where do I start about Payal !!!! I guess the first message of yours which I read here on the FC and which I remember very clearly was the ''Respect'' write up that you wrote on Harsh…I was so surprised when I read that….I mean here we have a new member, who had just heard one radio interview and read a few articles on him and you summarized everything about Harsh just so perfectly…I was not able to point out even a single error there…I saved it immediately and still read it, as it always brings a smile on my face….I always feel that you are so much like Harsh…Extremely focused, hard working, calm and caring…And someone who has never said anything nasty ever for anyone…Seriously Payal , this is no exaggeration….I also think that you are an amazing writer…Ever comment of yours on the FC leaves me speechless…I am in loss of words each time when I ever think of responding back to your messages…Every line is filled in with so much of sincerity and love…I don't even think I can sum it up all here…And yes how can I thank you for the support you lend me whenever we went through tough times recently….Be it personal or the ones regarding Harshad....I am also so amazed to see that for you 'Harshad the person' comes before any character he plays, and being the selfless fan that you are…You have always wished the best for him and his health and then his shows follow…Thank you for everything you did for me and for all the love and support that you have been showering on me till date…Makes me feel so special and loved…Words seem inadequate now….I will really miss you Payal. I am lucky to find you. I will cherish all the moments we spend together on the FC and please do not change for anything. All the best for your career. Do keep in touch !!
Zainab – I feel that Zainab is a true example of ''a precious gem''….Zainab you know what !!! I was so surprised when you told us on the ''Kis Desh'' forums that you knew Yoj and me since the 'Amber Dhara' days…And how our messages for him when he quit the show had an effect on you…I was actually stunned to know that someone read our messages there so minutely and remembered it even after 6 months….Even after Yoj and I quit the forums, You were one person about whom we always spoke and missed our interactions with. I am so glad that you came on the FC. The best quality of you is that you reply to every person and every message. It amazes me at time as to how you never miss a single person. I was so surprisedd to see you commenting on every siggy on the forums also. Your messages always exude this special kind of sweetness which is so addictive. I have never heard you say anything nasty ever for anyone. I mean its so rare to see people like you in today's world. You are an example of a perfect human being. I also say this to my friends. I am so glad that I met you. Would keep in touch for sure…
Raksha – Raksha…You know when I first interacted with you for the first time, I had this special kind of respect for you since that day..U . I don't know but it just came.. And then when I started interacting with you, I realized that we all fall on the same plane…Hahahaha….I don't think there is a bigger fan of Prem than you. How his track ending in the show affected you and your optimism amazes me. You know that he will be back and he has to be back…I so love you for that positivity. You have held everyone together by giving them hope. And then how can I thank you for always standing for Harsh and supporting him. There are times when I also don't know what to say, But I know Raksha will always be there to support him. So I need not worry about him. This is the kind of respect and love you shower on him. How can I also forget all those PM's you send me when we all went through tough times. You guys were depressed too, but you all made sure to bring a smile on my face. This gesture is something which I am not forgetting for the rest of my life. I love you and will be in touch for sure…
Sidra – Aaahh Sidra !!! Another nutcase if that sums her up. Hahaha…Only Sidra knew about me leaving since quite some time and I know how I tortured her daily. And she used to be like ''No you can't go away, I will be stalking you forever'' And I used to tell her ''You should be happy moron, your biggest dushman is going away'' Hahahaha..…Awww Sidra though I never showed it to you and have always laughed at whatever you said to me, but you have no idea how overwhelmed and emotional I used to get. Its so hard to leave everything like this, but I really needed to do this. I also know what you mean by whatever you said me, but I really can't help. And as I am telling ''I am not quitting''. I will try to be back. You know that I have literally lived here for the past 19 months , and how difficult its gonna be for me but now you will have to get into the habit of not seeing me around. Sidra, you know I found this very light hearted and cheerful person in you . An absolute ''basket case'' as you call yourself, But yes you have made me laugh at times. It was so much fun to actually fight and argue with you. But you know you can never win. I will always make sure that I am the biggest fan of Harsh..Hahaha….I cannot let anyone take that title from me…Lol… I don't know when I will get back to you, but I will miss you and our chats and everything else. You know I would be in touch with you. Best wishes forever…
Sara – Sara I will always regret that I couldn't interact with you on my last FC. I know how busy you have been and how impossible its been for you to log in. But you did read all my annoying PM's and did come here just for me. Its these things which makes me so emotional and makes me feel so special. I see a very sensible person in you and someone who would never drool on any actor or even Harshad. You have always maintained that you like Harshad for his fantastic acting skills, the way he emotes and the kind the sincerity he brings along in every scene he does. But you know the sketch you made of Harsh. Hmm it showed that you did notice him quite minutely haan!!!! See its very hard to resist him. Right?? And now I can see you coming behind me with belans. Hahahaha…But on a serious note, I always admire you for being so straight forward and honest about everything. If you don't like anything you will just say it rather than ignoring or senselessly going gaga over it. Its this quality that makes you so special. You know all your PM's of concern for Harsh has always been so overwhelming. And how we love writing history lessons to each other in coloured fonts..Hahaha…And ya how can I miss all those leg pulling sessions where we left no stone unturned to torture Mehndi…By the way do let me know how your ''Prem Planet'' is doing..Hahaha…Sara will miss you and will always regret not interacting with you much in these past few months. All the very best to u Sara. May you achieve everything you ever dreamt of..
Yasmin – Yasmin, you know what…You are someone who taught me how to always remain young at heart. I always mistook you for a teenager, and never knew that you are a Doctor, a wife and a mother and also one of the biggest fan and well wisher of Harsh. Your creativity amazes me. I am still clueless as how you manage to divide your time among so many other priorities in life. I look up to you and seriously I am so astonished at times as how you manage everything. I still remember how you stayed up all night during the Ramzan month and made siggies for our new FC….I felt so miserable that day. Payal knows that and I seriously still feel the same till date. But then this just showed how much the FC means to you and you could do anything to help your friend and make our FC the best visually. I can never thank you enough. And what do I say about your amazing sixth sense. Your PM the other day left me shocked. Its so nice to see you all being connected with each other and Harsh to this level. Yasmin all the wishes and love that you showered on me will always remain close to my heart. And when you recently PM'd me the July siggies, my heart cried out. I was so touched. But sorry, I won't be able to make that FC….I can never forget you. Please don't change for anything. Love you.
Misty – Misty you know…There has always been this mysterious aura surrounding you. Maybe I felt so as I don't know anything about you personally other than our interaction on the FC and that too about the shows and Harshad... But I see this extremely mature and a sensible person in you. Your detailed analysis on the shows are something to look forward to. Though again I never got a chance to comment much, as my lazy self would erupt from time to time. Thanks for all those PM's and messages you send me, for being my support and cheering me up in tough situations. It was great knowing you and we will meet some day, somewhere other than this FC…Cheers !!!!
Nandini – Nans, you are the cutest kid on our FC. Some days back you really freaked us all out by the kind on insane messages you started posting. I am so glad that you came out of all that in a day. Nahi tho we all would have been clueless as what you have been upto…Hahaha…Nans you have always been so helpful. Had it not been for you, I would never have managed to see so many videos of Harshad…I mean every video is there right on time, and all thanks to you. Every picture you posted till date to the VM's you made. Thank you so much for everything. But you know how affected I was because of that incident in September. You have no idea but I got those panic attacks. I felt so miserable that day and my brain stopped functioning. Sidra knows what I went through. I knew I had to get you back anyhow and I felt so guilty as I thought that all this happened because of me. It happened because I couldn't manage the FC when 10-15 people were online at the same time. Had you not come back na, I would have seriously regretted it for the rest of my life . But I cannot thank you enough for posting that message and coming back. It meant a lot and it saw our FC being united once again. Sorry if anything went wrong. You know we all love you…
Priya – Priya…I always say everyone that you have been one of our only member who has always kept the FC going. Had you not been there, our FC would have slowed down considerably. But your discussions have kept it active. I am so thankful to you. And ya how can I forget those army of guns you get out when anyone dares to write stuff about Harshad or when anyone makes life hell for Prem. You have always been there to support him. Thanks for being a part of our FC. Best wishes…
Sorry if I missed out any names….I sincerely say a big THANK YOU to everyone on the FC….I am sorry if anyone was hurt, offended or felt ignored because of me…It wasn't deliberate..Some times the situation is such where things happen so suddenly, and its too late to realize what actually went wrong…
I have decided to move on now , and I hope that Yoj takes over from here….Though its gonna be difficult for her considering her busy schedules…But anyways the FC has to go on no matter what..
Whenever Harsh visits the CFC section…His FC always has to be on the first 2 pages…It's the FC which motivates him and makes him happy….Its a place which brings a smile on this face and I think we need to maintain that…So this FC should always be there….
I also hope that our members keep it alive and make it more rocking and active like never before…May Harshad be blessed with millions of such fans like the ones we have on our FC…..Sensible, mature, loving, caring, talented, humorous, helpful,and the best of human beings…And each one of you here has taught me something, and made me realize the true meaning of friendship. I seriously am so blessed to meet you all and its been a wonderful association..I don't think I can ever forget you guys and all the wonderful memories that we spend together on the FC can never be erased from my mind…Its like going away from home and a very killing feeling…
But I am just a PM away….Will try to respond to everyone and you can mail me too, i.e if you remember me……
Best wishes to everyone..Bye and Take Care Guys…
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