You Belong With Me! Kisha FF *Completed!* - Page 15

omg i turned goldie finally yeah !!!!!!!!!!

Originally posted by: arhadlove

omg i turned goldie finally yeah !!!!!!!!!!

Yeah congrats for becoming goldie
But tu kal hi ban sakti thi kal tere 997 posts the

Originally posted by: arhadlove

omg i turned goldie finally yeah !!!!!!!!!!

omg...congrats razzzie...lucky gal!!!! 😆

I guess meh tere liye congrats thread banayegi hena melon

Originally posted by: shubhraupadhyay

Yeah congrats for becoming goldie
But tu kal hi ban sakti thi kal tere 997 posts the

thnx shubh🤗
you knw na i m kinda of lazy😆

Originally posted by: safi_kisha

omg...congrats razzzie...lucky gal!!!! 😆

thnk u safre 🤗

Originally posted by: shubhraupadhyay

Hey doll update it na

i will soon...tom mayb!

CHAPTER 8

"Kiya, shut up. Let me join you, though!" "No," I said, a bit too quickly. I slumped, letting out a huge sigh. "You probably don't want to. I know you have better things to do." KD smiled, "no, not really. I'd like to chat a little. And you look different today. Weird." I covered my face with my hands, letting out a deep sigh again. "Fine," I said, finally giving in, "you can join me. Whatever. But be prepared to die of boredom. I'm not feeling fun today." KD grinned again, nodding his head. He did a salute thing with his hands, causing me to smile. Then, we quietly walked outside, side by side. We weren't touching, but I still felt something; something I didn't feel with Liam. Our hands were inches apart. I felt tingles, and every time KD faced me, I felt myself heating up with embarrassment. I hated myself for feeling like a girl. I didn't want to feel like a girl, especially not with KD. He was the guy I was plotting to destroy. Now, I'm falling in love with him? I sighed. "We're here KD sang. I eyed him weirdly. Then, I got seated on the nearest bench. I placed my bag on the table as KD got seated across from me. We both sat there in silence; awkward silence. I was about to speak up, but KD beat me to it. "So? How are you?"

I shrugged. "I'm fine, thank you. What's up with you?" "Nothing much, I'm just chilling and stuff." I grinned. "Does your stuff include Diksha?" I wasn't jealous. I just felt the need to tease him. And our conversation was way too text-message-talk-ish. It was up to me – in this situation – to make it humane. KD laughed at my comment and winked. "It might." I sunk a little inside, but laughed out loud. When I caught KD gaping at me, I immediately stopped laughing. Did I laugh for too long? Did it sound bad? Was there something on my teeth?! "Kiya, seriously, that was the fakest, fake laugh I've ever heard in my life." I gasped, feigning hurt. KD was still grinning. I slapped him on the arm, startling him from his thought. He, then, faced me, amusement evident on his face. "I'm so hurt," I said sarcastically, rolling my eyes. He laughed for a while, then, it grew silent. It was like one of those moments when everyone was talking and laughing, and suddenly, everything becomes silent. Okay, bad example. The point is; it felt awkward. "Avery?" I knew it. KD was going to ask me about Parag again. I was sure of it. But I couldn't. I couldn't tell him the truth about what happened between Parag and me. I had to get a secret out of him first. Only then, I would tell him. "Yeah?"

"Have you ever felt so guilty, like, guilty-guilty, for loving someone other than the one you're supposed to love?" I gulped. Did he know..? No, he couldn't. "Uh, not exactly," I lied. "Why do you ask?" "No, it's not like, I mean, I've never felt it," he was stuttering. "I – I, I was just wondering." I giggled. "Liar! Tell me the truth." Declan ran his hand through his hair. He looked sexy when he did it. And the way he looked at me with those electrifying brown eyes. Oh my god, why is he so hot? "Okay fine," KD finally mumbled. "I'll tell you. But if I do, you have to tell me how you and Liam met, and how you got close, and stuff like that, okay?" I nodded, holding out my pinky. KD gawked, but I just smiled. "Pinky promise," I said, making it sound more like a statement than a question. KD wrapped his pinky around mine, causing me to shiver, "pinky promise." My heart was racing a mile a minute. Adrenaline was pumping through my veins. My heart felt like it would jump right out my chest and smack KD on the face. For a brief second, I even wondered if he heard my heart beating.

"Her name was Anna," he started. "I shattered her world. Well, that's what she told me before she left. But when she left, she shattered my world." Declan eyed me before continuing. His face was expressionless. I hadn't seen him like that before. It upset me. But I felt a little cheerful on the inside. He was sharing something this personal with me. That had to count as something, right?

"She died in a car crash" I gasped, my eyes widening as KD faced me. I probably had a horrified expression on my face because KD immediately burst out laughing. I didn't know what to do; laugh along, or to feel angry. "I'm only joking, Chicklet," he said between fits of laughter. "You seemed like you were stuck in your head-world. I was just wondering if you were paying attention." I glared at him. He stopped laughing, smiling weakly before continuing.

"Okay, her name is Anna –" "Yeah, you said that." "So, her name is Anna…" I scoffed; feeling annoyed, but let him continue anyways. "…She kind of thought I was in love with her. But I wasn't. She was just one of those girls my parents tried to set me up with. At first, she was sweet and nave, but as we got to know each other, she started to act possessive and clingy…" I nodded my head. I understood. As KD continued, I stared at his face. My hand was resting on the table, my head slouching towards my neck. KD sat up straight though.

"…One day, she told me she wanted to give her virginity to me. I was shocked. I had told her that I wasn't in her with her that way, but she wanted to have sex. We kissed, and when things started to get intense, I pushed her away. She told me I was a jerk. I was a bas***d. She told me I lead her on and things like that. But I had told her…" As KD said this, he put his hand on top of mine. I was a bit startled, but I didn't budge. His hand was a bit cold. I stared at his eyes. He was staring intensely at me. I knew he only thought of me as a friend, though. I tried not to get too carried away. So I continued to listen to him, ignoring the fact that his hand resided on top of mine. "…Anna wasn't the strong type. She relied on a lot of people. She had relied on me. And I had betrayed her. She was willing to give herself to me, and I just took it for granted. I was just a f**king idiot. Then, after that day, she kept her distance from me…" KD's hand left mine. He ran his fingers through his hair again, and then placed his hand on the table. "…After that, she just left. I was so ashamed. Since then, I've been, well, me. I try not to be too close. I don't want a girl to love me. Honestly, I don't even deserve it. When Anna left, I felt so alone. I felt abandoned, but Kiya, I didn't know. I didn't know that she loved me that much. And I didn't know that her leaving would change me like that –" "KD?" I spoke his name softly, feeling a bit remorseful for interrupting him. "Mm?" "You aren't … a bas***d. I think you're really sweet. Don't blame yourself for what happened with Anna. It happens. You loved her too. But I promise you, you'll find someone better. I think –" "I don't like DIksha the way she wants me to," KD blurted out. I didn't feel happy or sad. I just nodded my head. I felt horrible for KD. I had an immature crush on him while he'd been through so much. Okay fine, maybe my crush wasn't that immature, but Anna loved him so much. I couldn't compare to her. She seemed like she was perfect for him. She was so lucky. KD was in love with her. He thought of her in such a way. He would never feel that way about me. "That's fine," I joked, "poor DIksha though. She's been stuck with unrequited love and she doesn't even know it." KD laughed for the first time after saying his story. His teeth were crystal clear, and they were definitely perfectly shaped. I tried to push all the negative thoughts away from my head. Pushing all the perverted thoughts felt like the best thing to do right now. Ew.

"Now," KD started. "You need to tell me about Parag." I froze, my expression suddenly turning glum. I grimaced, and shrugged.

"You promised, Kiya!" "I – I can't."

"Please." His face was hopeful, but still, "no." KD's face fell. His eyes turned a bit sad. Then, he gave me a sharp look. I instantly regretted refusing. KD had told me all about his past, and I was refusing to speak about mine. I was such a freak. "Fine," I mumbled. "I'll tell you." KD smirked. "But you have to promise me you won't tell anyone." He gave me a thumbs up, and shot me a smile. I weakly returned the smile. Inside, I felt like puking. I hadn't told anyone about my relation with Parag. I hadn't even told Panchi or Diksha. They just knew that he cheated on me. They didn't know anything else. I hadn't told them anything else.

"Parag and I met when we were," I gulped, stifling the tears that were forming in my eyes. "We were seven. And we instantly clicked. Everyone was so shocked. All the girls would tease me about it.…"

I giggled as I said this. KD listened intently, laughing along. He nodded every once in a while to give me the cue to continue. I sighed before starting to talk again. "…Well, yeah, you get the point, we were really close. And, up until Eighth grade, we were inseparable. That's when Parag asked me out. And I was so happy. I thought we would be together forever. We were soul mates, that's what I thought. But I was wrong. Halfway towards the third semester, rumors started spreading. Everyone was saying how Parag had lost his virginity. But I knew better, I didn't believe them. But a week after the rumors spread, I caught Parag cheating on me. He was having sex with someone. After that, he tried to talk to me, he tried to apologize, but I didn't listen…" I smiled as the tears started cascading down my cheeks. KDdid nothing to stop them, but neither did I. I just let them pour, unable to hold them back. They felt hot and sticky. I sniffed, pushing my hair out of my face. Then, I continued. "…I blamed myself for it. I thought I was too much of a good girl, and that's why Parag cheated on me. I didn't give him what he wanted. When that happened, I locked myself in my room. I was being overdramatic, I know, but I couldn't face him after that. I returned to school a week later, and Parag was nowhere to be found. He wasn't at school. I went to his house, he wasn't there. It broke me even more. I thought he was my soul mate," I hesitated as I said these words, "and he just tore me apart. It all happened too quickly." I took a minute to wipe the tears from my eyes. My eyes were puffy from all the crying. I didn't see it, but I knew it. KD handed me a tissue. I blew on it.

"I'm sorry,Kiya. That is a bit too personal. I shouldn't have forced it out of you." I shook my head sideways. "No, KD, you should know. You deserve to know." KD sighed. He smiled at me for what seemed like the billionth time today. Only this time, I couldn't muster up the energy to smile back.. It hurt to smile. Heck, it even hurt to move my lips. I wasn't frowning, but I wasn't smiling either. For the first time after a long while, I felt like I could trust someone. I didn't know why, but saying all this to KD made me feel a little better. It felt like a ton of weight had been lifted from my shoulders.

"Please, continue then," KD said. I sighed, speaking up again. My voice cracked a bit, but I tried not to let that get to me. "And then, well, I started forgetting him. As months passed, I felt as if Parag was nothing but a dream. All the moments I spent with him, it felt so unreal. It felt like something that was too marvelous to exist in reality. And then, I graduated from middle school. By the time 1^st year started, just like how we forget even our most beautiful dreams I had forgotten Parag. I thought he was nothing but a figment of my imagination. Then, I never thought of him again. And now, he's returned. He wants me to forgive him. How the heck am I supposed to do that? He cheated, and then he left. Up until now, I was so confused." KD pulled out his phone. I gawked at him, staring at him suspiciously. He put the phone before me and pressed a button. A click sound escaped from the phone, causing my body to heat up. "Hey," he said, teasingly. "I just wanted to capture your face. I bet this is the only time I'll see you cry." I knew he was trying to lighten the mood, so instead of saying something rude, I mustered up my stamina and smiled widely. Then, I started rising from my seat.

"I should go," I said. KD nodded. "Yeah, I should go too." He didn't stand up from his seat. He was still staring intently at me. I felt a bit uncomfortable, but nonetheless, I just grabbed my bag and headed towards my dorm room. "Hey Chicklet?" KD called out. I turned, raising my eyebrows. He was standing up now, probably getting ready to head back to his dorm room as well. "If you ever need a shoulder, I'm here." I grinned, starting to walk again. "Of course KD, and" I called out. I turned, and so did he. He grinned, looking at me with those electrifying brown eyes. "If you ever need a shoulder, please, don't count on me." I heard KD chuckle from the other side. "Sarcastic, I can see that" From the way he sounded, I knew he was smirking. As I headed towards my room, I couldn't help but smile. I slung my bag over my shoulder and hopped – literally – to my room. I felt so much better. I trusted KD. And now, he knew. He probably trusted me too. We knew each other's biggest secrets. Even though KD and I aren't together – and we probably never will be – I was happy at the point we were in our relationship. We were close friends, and for now, that was definitely a start.

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Here it ends a little big chap as I haven't updated it from a long time. I hope it didn't suck… do comment whatever you guys think of it..i am waiting

wiow d 8th part is jus amazing!!

Originally posted by: blue_Orchid

wiow d 8th part is jus amazing!!

thanks you radz😊