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twinkle-orange
other person -blue
in twinkle's pov in green
twinkle entered the room ...it was dark...and shut the door. she threw her bag on the bed and switched on the bed lamp .room was dim.
she closed her eyes ...sighed.
she walked further and saw her standing few feet away from her.
the girl smiled at twinkle and gestured to sit.
twinkle sat on the carpet facing her.
"Your eyes are red",she said. i smiled. i don't know y but i smiled a little and said "is it new"?
my vision blurred a bit.Now i know i can't stop them.I need not stop. At least for now. At least infront of her. I let them escape .
Nope.she continued want to talk?
i nodded yes.
"I..I..he ..i think it's over...and...and they are going away."said twinkle unable to frame a proper sentence .
the girl smiled again..."did he say it's over?"
"no"
"did your parents say the they are moving out..that they are not with eachother?"
i looked at her.
"i don't know.i really don't know."
"then what is your problem?"
"that i am me. i am twinkle . that im taneja. that my parents hate each other. that he doesn't feel about me the same way i do.I'm tired.tired of everything.I pretend as if ...as if i'm very strong ...very confident... not saying that i'm not. but that's decreasing.my confidence. every min...every second...i felt it's something more.more than friendship.the thought of losing him breaks me. I'm scared of rejection. I get jealous when i see kunj with any other girl. i'm scared to accept that he doesn't love me...not evn a bit. i'm scared to see my parents part away. i want them be together. "i said looking towards the carpet and continued " i want happiness"looking at her"i know i'm not beautiful.i'm not strong.i'm me"
"yes u are not beautiful.your parents' always wanted your happiness first. this is the their first decision which u couldn't accept. u know they were never happy together. u know they stayed together just for u. they do deserve happiness. u love them so let them free . let them stay happy for the rest of their lives..u love them don't u?"
i nodded yes.
"i know what u are thinking. that y god made u meet him if wasn't the one ment for you?..who said he is not?.."
"he doesn't trust me a bit"
"he didn't .now he does"
"i can't believe that"twinkle said in a low tone.
"it's not him. it's u. u don't trust him.stop blaming him.He never behaved differently. he was always there and always will be .he is a true friend. he stood by u in the past few years."
"he as the one to break my heart too"
"he apologized a million times for that..."
"what do u want to say?"
"let them do what they want to do. don't force your parents . don't force him. everything needs time. to nurture . to grow. to establish.give some time to time . it needs to adjust itself. hope u understood what i want to say?...Twinkle...u are not twinkle . u have changed u started picking faults in the simplest of the things to make them complicated. u know what u should do. u are just not ready to accept that. jo jaisa hai waisa rehnedo. u can't force your self on kunj. neither your parents. start living for yourself twinkle. start smiling . beauty comes from the heart twinkle. u know this. nothing i said is new to you. try to accept it."
"i'm not twinkle?"
"i will say are when u get back to your old self"
sunrays hit twinkles face.then she realized she sat there talking to her the whole night. "you are right" twinkle said smiling a bit.
she got up from the carpet .She took a shower. got dressed.
took her bag lying on the bed and rushed outside the room.
...
she came back within a min.and checked the mirror.
there was a new glow in that girl's face.."see this is me.this is twinkle. strong. confident .beautiful."said the girl in the mirror.
"i love you twinkle"said twinkle smiling genuinely and left the room.
TITLE: THE MIROR
INSPIRATION:
sanju's note:crap i know🤣
again a random shot .completely random. a complete mess. please comment once u read the story. at least a like. just to let me know that u read this.😳
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