Hey hey hey! Guess who's back? God am I happy to be home and back on the forum. I missed you guys so much (despite the fact I was on here whenever I have time). Anyways, so I spent the whole day re-watching and catching up on TEI episodes because well, it's TEI and I had absolutely nothing else to do. So after catching up on all other episodes (which BTW were mind-blowing) I watched today's and oh my god, I'm on the verge of an emotional break down. This month's episodes have been a complete emotional roller coast hence the title of this post. I'm not going to mention every single thing I like about this month's episode because let's face it, I probably wouldn't stop ranting for like an hour and I'd like to save you guys the time and exhaustion of having to read my disorganized thoughts. Instead I'mma just focus on today's episode. If I had to describe my feelings for the episode in one sentence it would be:TWINJ BROKE My HEART AND THEN CRUSHED IT INTO A BILLION PIECESđ
Everything was just executed brilliant but before I get ahead of myself, let's start at the very beginning. Bebe's right, only wear things that make you comfortable. Understood Mahi? Well obviously not. You don't understand anything so I highly doubt you understood that. Anyways moving on from her (because I don't feel like ruining my mood) let's talk about Yuvi. I don't know much about love but I know enough to know Yuvi doesn't love Twinkle. You just don't do something like that with a person you love. At this point I seriously don't think Yuvi can turn positive. Even redemption has a limit. I mean W*F dude? You planned rape on her and then you say you love her? That's not how it works. Now the car scene.
KUNJ!!! SHE WANTED A KISS!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU DO IT?!?!đłđł
The way her eyes closed it was so obvious she was expecting a kiss. This is where you see the growth in their relationship again. Other times, whenever Kunj has come marginally close to her she's asked him what he's doing. This time, Twinkle herself was ready for the kiss. But Kunj didn't do it (though by the small pause before he took her seat belt, I think he kinda wanted to kiss her as well.) Twinkle's sadness when she thought about how Kunj hadn't talked to her once during the car ride got to me. She wants to tell him about the MMS but she can't tell him. Then we got to see possessive Kunj again. I love, love, love possessive Kunj. He's just so fricking hot when he's angry. If only we'd get a shirtless posessive Kunjâșïž-Damn my gutter mind. Had Twinkle not been their to calm him, those guys would've gotten their asses whooped big time. Which brings me to the hotel scene.
YOU GO KUNJ! SAVE YOU SHERNI!!đđ
Before I talk about Kunj saving Twinkle, I just have to say that I wasn't particularly happy with this scene. Don't get me wrong, I get that this scene was necessary to trigger Kunj's anger but I didn't want it. What I mean by all this is that I didn't want another rape scene. Twinkle has been through this way too many time. Rape can cause so much trauma and I feel for Twinkle that she had to go through it so many time. Jasmin nailed that scene though. The hug they showed on the SBS segment was from different view point I think. Anyways the way Kunj shielded Twinkle was so symbolic. It proves that any bullet pointed at her will have to go through him. Which is completely true. I feel like these days, Kunj has been taking all the pain for Twinkle and trying to shield her away from. Seriously this guy sets #hubbygoals way to many time. Dhulayi scene was good. I love watching Kunj fight. So fricking sexy! Then came the fight.
CAN'T BREATHE! COMPLETELY BROKEN HEARTEDđđ„ș
Jas and Sid pulled of the scene brilliantly. Especially Sid. You could literally feel Kunj's anger and his pain. The pulsing veins to the anger and hurt in his eyes, Sid nailed every single aspect. Jas too portrayed Twinkle's helplessness and pain amazingly. Hats off to both of them for such a believable and heart-breaking performance. My heart broke for Twinj today. Their both right on their parts. Kunj, as much as he denies it, is almost completely in love with Twinkle. I think every day he realizes just how much she means to him. However I think he's afraid of falling in love, hence why he keeps on commenting about their being no love in their relationship or how they're only roommates etc. etc. It isn't easy for a husband to see his wife's respect on the verge of going down the drain. Kunj's outburst was verified. He's tired of her secrets and truthfully I don't blame him. Twinj's relationship is based on trust and lies crumple that. He shouldn't have left though. I know he's gonna come back and take his Siyappa Queen but in that state he shouldn't have left her. Twinkle isn't a 100% wrong either. She's scared of damaging his already damaged relationship with his father even further. And I get it but I think she should tell Kunj. He may be angry at his father but he will support Twinkle. So I guess that concluded my rant. TEI has become quite the emotional roller coaster and I love it. Today's segments seemed promising and I can't wait to see what's next. Oh wow! This is actually pretty long. Ooops! If you've actually made it the end of this, I applaud you and your patience. I'm sure it didn't make any sense and all my thoughts and feeling are probably scattered all of the place. So seriously, if you did finish then good job! I'd love to hear what you guys have to say, so feel free to comment everything and anything you want. đ