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Posted: 9 years ago
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I hope some people still remember me if not it's completely ok.

Finally its time for me to say a proper goodbye.

I came here with so much of energy, happiness and positive thoughts.

Thinking it will change my life. And I will try to forget my past and move on.

Slowly and slowly with each passing day I began to stress myself as all the things in my life crashed all of a sudden. Leaving me shattered beyond repair. I'm left with darkness and nothing else.

Some of you really cared me in my worst phase of life, and tried to pull me back. But I failed to be the one people loved me once.

I just don't have any hope with life now. I'm broken and just want to leave everything in my life. Everything has gone out of my control and I failed again and again trying to stand up. Some things can't be fixed that's all I know.

I loved love stories because my heart had so much of love. It was the reason for me to watch this show.

But I was wrong.

It's hard to forget past.

And I don't have any place in my heart for love now, because all that I had got exhausted in loving someone for almost one third of my life. And a simply blunt reply I got was my love was a joke. The feeling of abandonment is unexplainable.

I tried to correct things but sometimes somethings are not meant for me, I understood.

I want to thank my (virtual) sis Iansomer1 to make me understand some people really doesn't deserve my love. Thanks for everything Sis.

I'm sorry I couldn't even write proper sentences to say a goodbye.

Maybe sometime in future I may return.

A goodbye to all!

~MNsTrous~

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Posted: 9 years ago
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I'll say see you later friend:( because I really hope you'll come back.
You probably don't really know me, but when someone like you contributed a lot to the forum it's kinda sad to see them leave 😒 it sort of leaves a gap in the forum.
I hope everything in your life goes okay, and that you come back whenever you're ready.
See you later! :)
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: LightingHope

I'll say see you later friend:( because I really hope you'll come back.
You probably don't really know me, but when someone like you contributed a lot to the forum it's kinda sad to see them leave 😒 it sort of leaves a gap in the forum.
I hope everything in your life goes okay, and that you come back whenever you're ready.
See you later! :)


I'm sorry..

(Please don't be sad.)
Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: M
NsTrous



I'm sorry..

(Please don't be sad.)




I'll be fine:)
You just concentrate on being happy


🤗
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Posted: 9 years ago
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MN I wish I could just hug u n absorb the pain I'm feeling in ur words..
I don't know what's going on in ur life, but 1 thing I can in all honesty say.. It will pass.. I've been really down to almost caving in point and from there my life slowly turned totally. It will take time. If that's what u need u should take it.

As in the 5 cycles of grief strength is not the first but one gets there eventually..
Come here sometimes if it lightens ur spirit. Lots of hugs.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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i will pray for u
and hope that u get love hope and peace
if u can please come back later
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Posted: 9 years ago
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I hope your darkness fades away and you see the sunlight back in your life soon. These things are sensitive and take time. Keep yourself busy. It will help you heal. Take time off to revive yourself. Then whenever you're ready and if you want, come back, enjoy the forums, watch shows, talk with friends, and continue writing. Don't give up on yourself like that. All the best in life 👍🏼
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Posted: 9 years ago
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past is a lesson for our feature buddy ...
don't spoil ur life for any one ...just know ur self and identify ur creativity and

work on that and spend ur time on there and also spend some loving time with friends and families ...

thoda jyada ho gaya na sorry ... 😆


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Posted: 9 years ago
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take care. will miss you. comeback with a bang
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: LightingHope




I'll be fine:)
You just concentrate on being happy


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It will take time for my happiness to return. Until then I'm just being silent and patient

Sis your message touched me yesterday leaving me no words to describe how I feel when some stranger shows so much concern whereas people in real world are totally opposite.

I'm sorry if my absence will create a gap here but I seriously need to turn myself off and reboot with a refresh.

I will try to be back soon. I'm habituated to come here but I always have my mood fluctuating so I decided I better be away and stop spreading my sadness.

Take care sis thanks for everything.

Originally posted by: prem_diwani

MN I wish I could just hug u n absorb the pain I'm feeling in ur words..
I don't know what's going on in ur life, but 1 thing I can in all honesty say.. It will pass.. I've been really down to almost caving in point and from there my life slowly turned totally. It will take time. If that's what u need u should take it.

As in the 5 cycles of grief strength is not the first but one gets there eventually..
Come here sometimes if it lightens ur spirit. Lots of hugs.


Sis a big thank you for such a sweet reply message. 🤗 a virtual hug for my virtual sis. 😉

I lost someone I spent dreaming my life with. In simple words somebody I loved unconditionally said me my worth is 0 and I was a joker entertaining all the time.

I know it's a bad phase and it will pass. It will take time. I had been hurt several times but I think I'm really fool to let go and accept always and even if she tells me now she was kidding and not making fun of my feelings I would accept without a second thought.
I feel she was under pressure and want we both to be on a safe. But still it was not the way to put down, just simply like that.
I'm left with no hopes and want to begin a new life. Burying your own self is hard.

I will try to come here but I don't want share my sadness. Because this place is beautiful. I don't want to disturb things.

Take care and thanks for hugs to change my mood.

Originally posted by: .chandni.

i will pray for u

and hope that u get love hope and peace
if u can please come back later


Thanks a lot for prayers sis it really means a lot.
Love? It's extinct I believe. LOL!
Hope and peace. Yup!

I will try some time in near future...


Originally posted by: enhance

I hope your darkness fades away and you see the sunlight back in your life soon. These things are sensitive and take time. Keep yourself busy. It will help you heal. Take time off to revive yourself. Then whenever you're ready and if you want, come back, enjoy the forums, watch shows, talk with friends, and continue writing. Don't give up on yourself like that. All the best in life 👍🏼


Thanks for your well wishes sis!
Yes time fills all the wounds.
I'm trying but still failing maybe because I'm soft hearted like people tease me.
As for writing I contribute something everyday but never share.Haha!
Thanks for being there.

Originally posted by: Pilu05

past is a lesson for our feature buddy ...

don't spoil ur life for any one ...just know ur self and identify ur creativity and

work on that and spend ur time on there and also spend some loving time with friends and families ...

thoda jyada ho gaya na sorry ... 😆



Yeah a tough lesson indeed.

My life is already spoiled sis... I genuinely loved someone and I got a very bad experience. But it opened my eyes that world is not a good place. I desperately want to go to heaven if I could really wish for that.
Hmm... I'm stressed with other things as well but at the end of the day my heart and brain is stuck at my personal life.

Love for me was a mental security of someone's in my life I can confidently trust share everything and easily depend. Maybe I was over expecting.

Yup family is always there to cushion if I fall big.

It wasn't thoda zaida. 😆

Originally posted by: Ethereal.Surbhi

take care. will miss you. comeback with a bang


You too take care sis. Will miss you all and of course this place.

I will be back when I will reconstruct myself stronger enough to bang here. Haha! 😉

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Thank you all, just returned to reply.
Goodbye (for some time.)

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