Dear all..miss you..bye:)

Dearest forum members..

I'm penning this down from my living room watching home alone 3 play on my TV screen

Contemplating if this is the 'probably last' post in this beautiful place you all built together.. Im leaving guys.. Moving on in life.. In place.. :(

Guys, in front of me are days I have dreamed and hoped for years together. Busy, thrilling, challenging and stressful at all times as I try to make lives of people, I will probably not see more than once in a lifetime, better. Fighting with forces of the world for life. Im going to start the next phase of my education.

So... dearest buddies I would probably not be coming back here that much.. Though I might try to keep up... I'm already teary now ...ill miss you all so badly.. And I'll miss my dear swasan..

I don't want to say good byes.. Not just because there are so many stories to read.. So many to listen To. Or so many to tell... but because there are so many beautiful people here.. So many who touched a part of my life in their own beautiful way and have left their imprints there... who ever you are wherever you are.. No matter which fandom you belonged to, you are all magnificent in your own place.. Spreading love friendship and best wishes... I love you all. And I will always cherish the time I have spent on these pages... even of the times when I was just a visitor.. Or when I have lived another story from you amazing writers.. Or when I watched those marvelous vms... kavya's kdrs... nimmi's perfect precise posts..leki's frank rational opinions..Vijji's world of sweet nothings... shruthi's magical stories of valour and undying love... nyna's delicious bakes... sakus thrillers and the mystic lands.. Nita's writing of pure exuberant love...vijji, shruthi , nyna you were so welcoming always ..so lovely that i can never forget you..and so any friends ashmita, veena , nupur, soumi, shonali, lanny, anna, talia, akshata, lucky, aheli , akanksha..sonu..some who were always there whenever i popped out of no where ..some i rarely talked to but knew well.. some i enjoyed discussing swasan with... well the list never ends..im sorry if i fail to remember the names ..but do know that i can go on till hundered like this... I would always recollect every silly joke.. Every dialogue.. Every kiss every hug every smile.. All those rantings those silly fights... there is so much to cherish.. So much I can't leave behind.. So much I would remember at times when I'm alone.. Or when I see swasan on my screen again. .. So much I would want to relive everytime I try to make a story in my head.. But sometimes life gives you a hard choice..and you have to take it. Even when you know that you probably might not be looking back towards a place you once called a home... knowing very well that a part of you will be staying there... Not wanting at all to move on..

So guys I don't know when I'll be back here.. It could be months.. Years or most miraculously could be days too... but just in case it's longer than that I want you all to know that you have all, unknowingly, filled up a huge space in my life with love and joy when I was least expecting it.. And it has been without any doubt the most exciting part of my life.. It's that part which I would look back at and take energy in the times of despair... so thankyou soo much for being a significant part of my life... and showing me so many ways in which love happens...

Where ever you are in future.. What ever you would be doing in future... I wish you all the luck in the world.. And wish that there is love with you in every one of those walks.. And if at all you face times of difficulty and despair that the people around you give you the faith and love to keep going on.. And succeeding... I hope that you will all spread love and trust to the people you meet and show them what it can do to the world.. (and swasanians.. Im getting a little partial here fellas... My apologies.. But Remember that there is always a swara and a sanskaar in people just waiting to be brought out.. And no matter how hard they try to Bury it they have it... bringing it out will make this world a better place to live)

I will miss you all... soo badly... and I will keep coming back.. I'll try atleast... ill try to complete those u finished stories... ill try to rant at times ... I'll also try to make peace when you lot go fighting... but above all.. I will always remember you.. And will always love you.. And will always be grateful to you...

Love you all

Hugs and tears..

Dr. Nalini

PS... I'll try to leave my contact when I visit next time.. I don't know if I would be able to do more here, though I hope to.. Know that I'll always put effort to.. But outside this forum you are all welcome to ask for help.. And though there is a rule that 'no thankyou no sorry' I hope I haven't hurt anyone during my time here.. If I have.. My heartfelt apologies..

also my apologies for not doing this more personally ..which is the right way to do it.. but for now i more scared that i wouldnt get time later.. if i do.. ill surely address everyone separately.. or probably do ore than just that..

Love you all..

and ...and..and..last but never the least varun and helly rocked today too.. loved the last scene where he just lets her take him.. so natural..😳

keep smiling people...im always watching.. and dont fight too much ..just a little now and then is good enough...you know what i mean ..😆

love you all babies... 🤗 🤗 🤗 🤗