Okay I was restraining myself to comment Bt now I want to say something! Ofcourse it is my POV & what I feel & think AND people are more than welcome to disagree & differ my opinion Bt in a polite manner!
This thread was made to discuss about Swara's monologue of yesterday epi & in a way discuss about yesterday epi. Lucky made it very clear!
Then from where past came from?
How some people can think that Swara don't love Sanskaar?
Well first of all I want to share my opinion about yesterday epi for what this thread was actually made!
Lucky kudos to you for expressing your view in a polite manner!
I'm also hurt after watching the epi specially that natak word really pained me!
After watching the epi I was so disheartened & then I came here & read others opinions And I was thinking what I felt! I was confused TBH & I watched the epi thrice more time!
Then I felt that Swara was scared & hug Sanskaar out of fear AND that was NOT any natak! And she was feeling safe & I think that unsettled her that how can she feel safe in her supposed murderer's arms!
So she decided to play along & wait to right opportunity to come so that she can run away!
So she decided to do drama BUT was she able to do it?
Well she was trying hard to pretend alright Bt she couldn't help Bt stared him with genuine attraction!
She was switching between trying to pretend & genuinely attracting towards him!
She was trying to do natak Bt was failing to do! Well she did pretend little but not fully! I felt like she rested on Sanskaar's shoulder bcoz she was exhausted and couldn't help but resting her head. And obviously she slept peacefully the whole night and it was clear seeing her sleeping in the morning!
Then she woke up and was shocked to realize that she actually slept the whole night that too peacefully in Sanskaar's arm while she should have awake & how could see sleep whole night in Sanskaar's presence who is her supposed murderer! That thought snapped her out & she remembered her idea of pretending & she do what she decided to do that is escaping from him!
And how I got that she decided to pretend is no one can trust within few minutes! And then there was a point when I was quite sure & that was when she was staring at him while warming herself and I'm sure she was feeling attracted bt she was snapped out to her senses and her mind took over when Sanskaar said I will surely find a way & her reply which made me sure that she decided to pretend bcoz she replied that I'm sure you will find a way! It really sounded like she was thinking that he will find a way to hurt her!
So yes Swara decided to pretend! Bt pretending & trying to pretend are two different things!
She was trying so hard to pretend infront of him BUT she couldn't do it whole time actually most of the time!
This is what I felt after watching the epi!
Bt did I like it that Swara didn't trust Sanskaar?
No! I didn't Bt I can understand that she can't trust him overnight!
And it's not what broke my heart! I actually wouldn't mind if CVs showed us that she had to spend the night with Sanskaar bcoz of weather and she would have noticed his obvious care towards her what she did and then her questioning herself that why didn't he harm her when he could! That would be amazing and specially now that they are ending this track!
Bt no! They had to mess up!
So yes Swara behaved the way she was behaving in this whole ML track!
So Lucky dear this is my POV for what you actually made this post, that particular epi :)
And I'm really feeling sorry that your thread turned into a warzone by some!
Now I want to say something to some SwaSan fans, and you will know who you are:
I didn't like Swara in this ML track! Bas! And I expressed this few times before!
I couldn't relate to her in this track & more than that I couldn't find the Swara I like & adore!
So yes I criticized Swara bt this not mean that I'm a Swara basher or hater!
Bcoz I believe that if we love someone we can point their flaws as well and it's not just Swara, it applies to my love for Sanskaar as well that I can criticize him if he is wrong! Bcoz I love them!
So I criticized Swara in this track!
Bt criticizing & bashing are two different things AND I'm so heartbroken that some fans are bashing Swara!
Some fans criticized Swara in their comments And I understand them & their dissatisfaction bcoz I'm on the same boat!
Bt some fans bashed her so much so that they are questioning her love for Sanskaar!
Like seriously!? Fan-frigging-tastic!!!
I can question Swara & Sanskaar's some actions, thoughts or behaviours BUT NOT THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER! NEVER EVER!
I always feel & believe that Sanskaar love Swara more than Swara love Sanskaar! Yes!
Bt Swara also love Sanskaar very very very much!
And I would dare to say more than anyone in her life with Shomi ofcourse! I believe Swara love Sanskaar & Shomi equally!
And I will borrow from Nyna (Her OS - A Love Like None Other) when she put brilliantly that Swara's love for Sanskaar may not EQUAL to Sanskaar's love for Swara But indeed EQUIVALENT!
And even as I said that I believe Sanskaar love Swara more, Swara's love for Sanskaar is not much less!
Just Unnees-Bees Ki Fadk!
Bt I will never believe that Swara just love Sanskaar from her mind or she loves him bcoz of he is rich, good looking, understanding!
Swara loves Sanskaar from the bottom of her heart!
It is as universal truth as Sanskaar loves Swara!
And I'm really so disheartened that some questioning her love & naming her!
I also didn't like Swara's characterization in this track!
Bt no way I doubt her feelings towards Sanskaar!
And specially I can't overlook her nature and her other good qualities just bcoz of this one particular track!
And I will blame CVs for their worst execution of this track! They really couldn't execute it properly!