We all are aware of what the upcoming track is going to be about, so I have a one shot for our dear swasan <3.. I hope you guys like it...enjoy reading :)
" Life is a mystery ... I am not saying this because I went through it...I am saying this because right now, right at this very moment I am going through it. I don't know what all this is...me, this place, this guy...
She sighs and looks around to see Sahil making coffee for them and before going back to her diary she looks at herself in the mirror. The bruises in her forehead have healed yet the scars remain. She is fine.. She is alright yet nothing feels good.
As she keeps staring at herself, a image flashes on the mirror and she turns around to find no one. She closes her eyes and like always, like it happens every time.. She sees that face. And there she can see the charming smile... There is that horror look and as she tries more to see him, everything goes black. She opens her eyes and she can feel tears rolling down her eyes.
What's happening to me? Who is that guy? Who is he? Everytime I feel alone, lost, suffocated.. I feel him around.. I feel like I need him with me now...as if everytime he was there when I needed help. Aisa kyu lag raha hai mujhe? Agar main Sahil ka pyaar hu...toh phir ye anjaane chehre se mera dil kyu Milna chahta hai..
Dil karta hai ki uss chehre ko choo lu...uss chehre ko apne nazro se utar kar dil main rakh lu...ye chehre jo kabi pura nai dikhta.. fir bhi apna sa lagta hai. Dil se.. Dard se Juda hua rishta sa lagta hai..janti hu...Jaanti hu ye sab galat hai..Sahil se meri shaadi hone jaa rahi hai aur kisi aur ke baare main socha galat hai..par ye dil..ye dil toh maan hi nai raha...ye dil uss ek chehre ke liye dhadkta hai..aisei kya baat ho sakti hai..kaisi kashish ho sakti hai.. Ki kuch adhoora sa lagta hai...
Har pal main chahti hu ki meri aankhe bandh rahe aur main usse dekhu.. Aur jab meri aankhe khule toh main sirf usse dekhna chahti hu..kaun hai ye..kaun hai mere zindagi se Juda hua ki main usse yaad kiye jaa rahi hu.."
Swara penned down all her writing and kept her diary aside as Sahil came holding two coffee mugs. She sipped the coffee, relishing every bit but she wished it was not here..with him..she wished for someone else..her heart craved for someone else to be around her.
At MM
" Sanskar..are you sure about this?" asked laksh as Sanskar sat inside the car, with ragini beside him with a concerned look.
Sanskar just nodded and drove away.
Sanskar's POV
Kaise maan lu Swara? Kaise maan lu ki tum nahi rahi...mere dil se, meri aata se..meri zindagi..meri har dhadkan se tumhara rishta hai... Humesha tum se pehle maine tumhe samjha hai aur aaj ye dil fir dhadka hai..kehta hai ki tum ho..tum se door hu Swara par tumhare paas aaunga jaroor.. Pyaar kia hai tum se Swara...kya hua agar tum mere pass..mere saath nahi..tumhe dhoond loonga main..apne pyaar ko fir apna banunga main...humara rishta sab se Alag hai...toh kya hua...humara rishta toh hai..jaanta hu tadap rahi hogi mere liye...mere saath ke Bina adhoori mehsoos kar rahi hogi...hum milenge Swara..fir milenge...kyunki humari kahaani ki happy ending ke liye aur time hai..
He drove to find his love..while his love waited for him to come and take him...she is waiting to see how he looks like..the guy who is in her heart but doesn't appear in her sight..
Love is beautiful in many ways..it has its gestures and it's gifts. But, the most beautiful gift of love is memories and pain. Dil usse nai bhool sakta jo iss dil ko Dard deta hai...
Aur dil usse bhulana nai chahta jisne uske Dard main marham lagaya hai...
How can they leave behind and let go each other...Swara let him let go his dark past while Sanskar let Swara find herself from the broken heart. They became friends and they shared lots of memories..
" It's difficult to forget someone who gave you so much to remember "
Memories feel more as time passes...and with every passing second we miss them more and remember them forever..
Swasan had to fight for each other always...and now they have to fight with time for their love...and through this they have each other's memories..
How do you guys feel about it?