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I know I'm late..Okay..TOO late...I'm really sorry friends par main kya Karun..padhna bhi toh hai na...
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Thank you for forgiving😃
So,
ReCap- Laksh gets to know that Ragini has left them all, he gets hyper and worried for her. Swara assures him that she'll come back. Though she knows that she's dead. Ragini as Radha gets to know that she's leaving Kolkata. SwaRagini scene. Sanskar misses Ragini too and reads her diary.
Chapter-9
Sanskar gets shocked and sad- What? I mean Ragini? How can you? *His eyes get teary* Yaar ek baar bol deti na! You knew na ki main tumhaari help karta. Then why damn it! *He throws the diary on the floor* Or may be not? Main uski help karta? This happened all because of me! I instigated her, I did so wrong with her. I'm insensitive , Selfish!! Meri dupatte wali dost! *and he cries*
He closes his eyes to let tears flow!
-Ragini's place-
She is packing her stuff. Finally ..finally she's leaving the place. This place which gave her pain, tears, betrayal, sorrows, insult. She was satisfied that she's leaving the land which took away her mother from her , she's satisfied that she's leaving the ppl she gave pains to. Now they can live happily. They need not see her damn face again. But she has tears. Tears of sorrows, tears of pain. After all she's leaving the place where she found a mother's solace, a sister's support and love, and...Laksh...Laksh, her life, her love...her everything... She needed Laksh but the fact was Laksh never needed her. He hated her. He needed to get rid of her!
Her chain of thoughts were broken by a voice. It came to her from outside. Here a kid was running and her mother was behind him.
"Lele beta.."
"Nahi Maa.. Main nahi khaaunga...kadwi hai yeh dawaai"
This is when a smile comes on her face. And she goes back again. Sanskar. Her friend. He and his antics. At least someone needed her. For something. Be it his plan too. He needed her. But how can she forget that he also left her.
Her smile turns to tears again.
-Scene shifts to Laksh-
(Mere Mann Ye Bata De Tu
Kis Or Chala Hai Tu
Kya Paya Nahi Tune
Kya Dhundh Raha Hai Tu)
He was on the road. Walking aimlessly. The sun rays witnessed his pain. The wind knew his feelings were changing. The birds sang in his sorrow. The sky cried in his grief. Those rain droplet on his face shone brightly coexisting with the ray of sun which passed through it. Just like she was in him. His life was changing, or has it changed the dayhe met her. Ragini. Someone her never cared for. Someone he let go . Someone he made cry always. But what she did? Cheated on his trust. Troubled him always. Made him realize that when peaceful sea gets hurt, angry, it devastates everything. And...always loved him.
Yes she was hurt. He hurt her every time. Arey yaar kis cheez ki bani hai woh! Itna rulaaya, par pyaar kam na hua. Aisi bhi kya mohabbat ki barbaad ho jaao, barbaad kar do.
Aakhir mohabbat buri hai, buri hai mohabbat.
(Jo Hai Ankahee Jo Hai Ansuni
Woh Baat Kya Hai Bata
Mitwa... Kahe Dhadkan Tujhse Kya
Mitwa... Yeh Khudse Toh Na Tu Chhupa)
This is all what his heart said. His heart was realizing the emotions. Was he in love with her?
( Jeevan Dagar Mein Prem Nagar Mein
Aaya Nazar Mein Jab Se Koi Hain
Tu Sochta Hain Tu Puchata Hain
Jiski Kami Thi Kya Yeh Wohi Hain)
"No, shut up" his mind stroke. She betrayed on you lucky. Not once, not twice but again and again.
( Haa Yeh Wohi Hain, haa yeh wohi hai
Tu Ek Pyasa Aur Yeh Nadi Hain
Kaahe Nahi Isko Tu Khulke Bataye)
And what did you do? - says the heart . Had you always been loyal to her? At least she was loyal to her love, her heart. YOU NEED HER LUCKY! You do!
(Jo Hai Ankahee Jo Hai Ansuni
Woh Baat Kya Hai Bata
Mitwa... Kahe Dhadkan Tujhse Kya
Mitwa... Yeh Khudse Toh Na Tu Chhupa)
His brain and heart played tricks on him. They were confusing him. And as always, his brain was winning conquering his heart.
"NO I LOVE HER!" He shouted! "Yes I love her!...Bohot pyaar karta hoon us'se main! Khud se bhi zyada. Sabse zyada. Mar jaaunga main uske bina ek pal aur raha toh! Par...par...whatever she did? No... I can't forgive her! But I love her damn it!!! " he cries!!! He falls on his knees..in between the road.
(Teri Nigaahen
pa gayi rahe Par Tu Yeh Soche Jaaun Na Jaaun
Yeh Zindagi Jo Hai Naachti Toh
Kyon Bediyon Mein Hai Tere Paanv)
He cried! Yes he loved her! Today he couldn't take it anymore! Why was life playing such a game with him! He didn't like it! They say love is an amazing feeling! But it wasn't good! Not at all..it haunted him! Day and night! Yes he knew! He knew that he loved her! From always! From the day he understood what love actually is, he loved her! By all his heart.. He always..from always tried to convince himself that he never loved her. He knew the truth but always lied. He wanted to tell her! Plz! He just!
(Preet ki dhunn pe naachle paagal
Udta Agar Hai Udne De Aanchal
Kaahe Koi Apne Ko Aaise Tarsaaye
Jo Hai Ankahee Jo Hai Ansuni
Woh Baat Kya Hai Bata)
He shouted! His voice reached the clouds! Who reciprocated his feels. They know how bad it feels, how difficult it is to hide your love. Those clouds loved those drops. Whom they never told that they love them. Whom they always let go. With his scream, they too shouted , they thundered. Both Laksh and the clouds cried, shouted for their respective love.
(Mitwaa...
kahe dhadkane tujhse kya
Mitwaaa..
Yeh khudse toh na tu chhupa)
-scene shifts to sanskar-
He was in his car. Tears made their way. He was flying the car. It was too fast! Hey sanky, slow down it. It's dangerous... He's not listening to me damn it! Why is he so panicked?
He drove it fast, very fast. The fastest!
He stopped it near a mansion!
WOW! Trust me guys! It's wonderful! That's white! It had a fountain shower! Just like fairy tales it was amazing!
Yet...Sanskar is in sheer anger! Hey sanky..you didn't like it?
He entered the main gate which said"The Singhanias"
He entered that mansion, or should I say it a palace..it was soo beautiful.. Those yellow lights were royal. Damn! Do the god live here himself?
"Nikhil" he shouted! "Baahar nikal saale"
"What the f***? Who's there shouting? Security?" He came down the stairs..
Looked at sanskar who was glaring at him life he'll kill him.
"Sanskar tu? Kahaan tha yaar? aur bata...kya hua? Badla le liya kavita ka?" He laughed sarcastically.
He went to Nikhil. Punched his straight on his nose!
Meanwhile, here Laksh reached MM
He ran straight to his room. His condition was unexplainable! He was all wrenched in rain..his eyes red and hair wet. His fists were tightened.
He pulled all the curtained, locked the door and switched of the lights..
Still struggling between the brain and the heart! Damn! his own organs were ditching him.
After him all MMwasis came in...
Followed by sanskar's car which came after 15 minutes .
He was dragging nikhil, with collar.
All were there in the hall except Laksh. Everyone's eyes went on him.
"Sanskar" they said!
"Nikhil?" Swara stood up .
Yes! He was Nikhil. Laksh's rival of the college! He was always jealous of Laksh. Every girl ran after Laksh. Every girl had a crush on him. Be it Swara or his girlfriend Kavya. And even the girl he loved, loved Laksh, Ragini. Yes he had a crush on Ragini. From the first year of the college, he asked her out but she always refused. Always rejected him. And only once see saw Laksh, she was his. Her parents chose him for her but rejected Nikhil. Just because he was a rapist? He raped a girl 5 years older to him, Mansi. Who was his renter. And she committed suicide. Ragini was afraid of him. She was. He told her that he loved her, but she never could talk to him. And Laksh, he was immediately chosen for her and even she agreed with him. He chose swara over Ragini, yet she loved him. What was so special in him?
One day in the campus. He entered her class. And held her hand.
Nikhil- Chalo.. Come on..kiss me.
Ragini- what?
Nikhil- what do you find in Laksh that not in me? You agreed to marry him. And tum mujhe kiss bhi nahi kar sakti? F*** !
He tried to force himself on her. He clenched her cheeks and tried to kiss her. She slapped him right there.
Ragini- Door raho humse. Kyon nahi chhodte tum humara peechha nikhil?
She ran from there crying! He was furious. How dare she slap him that too in the crowd!
And that time he wanted revenge!
*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
"Sanskar tum Nikhil Ko yahaan kyon laaye?" Shouted Swara.
"Laksh!!" Shouted Sanskar ignoring Swara.
Laksh heard his name and came down. He wiped his tears and came running and said. "Bhai I love her" he said just before seeing Nikhil there.
Hearing it Swara felt like crying because when Ragini was alive he didn't care, and now when he cares, she's dead.
"Yeh yahaan kya kar raha hai ,Sanskar?" Said Laksh.
"Chup kar Lucky aur yeh sunn" Sanskar said taking out Ragini's diary.
-Diary he reads-
Maa, aaj phir woh aaya tha. Darr lagta hai humein us'se. Woh aaj phir woh aaya tha. Nikhil. Aaj usne humein sabke saamne kiss karne ki koshish ki Maa. Humne ..humein darr laga Maa..toh humne use thhappad maar diya. Ab pata nhi woh kya karega. Maa...yeh pehli baar nhi hai. Is'se pehle bhi he tried to force himself on me many times.
*-*-*-*
Laksh clenched his fists. How dare Nikhil touch Ragini? HIS Ragini!
Nikhil smirked listening to the fear Ragini had of him.
-Diary-
I'm sure he'll come back. Woh chupp baithne waalo mein se nahi hai..par hum bhi tayyar hain.. Let him do anything he wants. What will he do? Rape me,Kill me ? Let's see. I'm ready for everything.
*Sanskar skipped some pages which he found needless to say*
Toh Sanskar bhi..Maa, Sanskar bhi baaki sabki tarah humein dhoka de rahi the. Woh bhi innocence ka naatak kar rahe the. Humein laga woh humein dost samajhte the. Par hum toh unke liye bhi mohra(pawn) the. I was just the way for him to reach his goal *a tear fell off his cheek reading it* just like Laksh used me for Sanskar and then Swara. *Laksh was broken listening to it. He cried* Well, I'll be with Sanskar. But I won't let him harm anyone. Sorry sanskar but yes a double game.
*some pages ahead*
He told me to drug Swara. okay I'll do. He gave me the packet. Which drug was that. Would it harm her? I was busy thinking that when "is'se sirf woh humaari baat maanegi".
I drugged her. Humein maaf kardo swara. He gave the antidote soon..n said to give her that after his work is done.
But how can I give my sister that drug. So before sleeping I will take that drug too. I'll half the drug to her and half I'll take myself b4 going to bed.
*Next page*
I gave her the drug. She acted crazy. Laksh...he was shocked and broken. I'm cheating on him too. I'm sorry Laksh. Hum jaante hain Laksh k aap swara se pyaar karte hain and humse nhi...par phir bhi I'm doing this.
*laksh whispered- aisa nhi tha Ragini. I love you from always. I was just dumb*
I gave her half of the antidote but it didn't effect. So I gave her all of it. Iska matlab hai she needs it all. So I won't take it.
*after some pages*
I was so happy when Sanskar said that he wants to back off. But I still doubted. Is he checking me. He's smart enough. So I decided not to say that I too want Swara Laksh to marry . So I thought to follow him. I was going when he, Nikhil, came and...
To Be Continued!
Sorry readers... A boring and long update...
I know it's boring but it was necessary.. I too don't know what I wrote..cz the plot I made was eventually while writing. So...sorry😆
sorry for late...
Bye xo
PreCap- Laksh to know Ragini's death. His tadap. Finally he wanted to confess her and she's dead. Leap.
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